Do you love me?

Looking at his seemingly emotionless eyes, Xia Zhifei felt uncomfortable.He deliberately laughed mockingly, "Mr. He, I didn't want to ask for your opinion when I said we broke up, but to inform you."

He Ye stopped talking, but the pressure on him increased.Xia Zhifei felt the pain in his hand, and felt even more aggrieved, but tried his best to hold back the tears.

No, cry in front of him.

Xia Zhifei turned his face to the side, blinking quickly to wipe away the tears.

He Ye used one hand to control Xia Zhifei's hands and put them on top, so his face got closer.Xia Zhifei still couldn't break free, but her hands didn't hurt so much anymore.

"Mr. He, if you continue, I will call the police." Xia Zhifei wanted to get out of his control, "Let go of me first, let's sit and talk."

"No." He Ye directly refused, "This way you will listen to me obediently."

Xia Zhifei closed his eyes and didn't look at him, with a look on his face that I wouldn't listen to what you said.

He Ye didn't care, and adjusted his posture to press Xia Zhifei firmly. He put his head on Xia Zhifei's shoulder, took a deep breath, and whispered in his ear.

When I was a child, my family was always deserted. My parents were doing business abroad, and there was only one nanny in the family.I grew up with my friends in the yard in my childhood. My uncles and aunts were very kind to me, so I had a good childhood.Xu Yue was actually a playmate when he was a child, and he lost contact after junior high school.

The business at home is getting bigger and bigger, and parents are often at home more time.The family has never been harmonious and harmonious, and they respect each other as guests.My parents have very high demands on me, and if my grades are slightly unsatisfactory, they will discuss with me what is not good enough and where I need to learn to supplement.Thinking about it now, it's obviously like a business meeting.

I don't like to talk, and I don't like to socialize. It was probably developed at that time.The whole high school career was burdened by heavy schoolwork, and I really didn't have much time to make friends.I understand in my heart what my parents expect of me, but it is also breathless.

The results of the college entrance examination were very satisfactory. Instead of choosing the major and school that my parents wanted me to study, I chose a school farther away and chose a major that I liked.My parents were so angry that they didn't contact me during the whole university, so naturally I didn't have any living expenses.

Making money was the only goal of my college.At this moment, I saw Xu Yue again.Everyone is a computer major, so we found a few people to cooperate and start a small company together.He will actively explain and help me with my family problems, learning problems, and entrepreneurial problems. He is my best friend.

The four years of college time were very fulfilling, and our small company was on the right track. Because we got in touch with mobile platform games earlier, we became the first ones to eat crabs.

When he was proud of his career, Xu Yue took advantage of the celebration and came out to me.Although I was surprised, there was no sexual orientation that discriminated against others. At that time, I sincerely wished him that he could find someone he liked.He smiled and asked me, what about you?When are you looking for it?

In fact, I have never thought about this question, and I have never been tempted by anyone, I just shook my head with a smile.

I really thought that I would never like anyone in my life, after all, I have already passed about a third of my life.

That night, Xu Yue asked himself to go to the bar for a drink after get off work. I saw that I had nothing to do, so I went with him. After we went there, I found out that the bar was a so-called gay bar.Looking at the crowd dancing wildly on the dance floor, I really didn't get used to it, so I ordered a glass of wine and sat in the booth and waited slowly for Xu Yue.

This is the first time I went to a so-called gay bar. How should I put it, I was very curious, so I looked around without a trace to see what places are different from ordinary bars.

In fact, there is no difference.

I was about to look back when I was suddenly dazzled by the light, and saw the young man sitting in the booth in front of me.

The young man has light brown hair, his bangs are slightly long to cover his eyebrows and eyes, but his eyelashes are as thick as a small fan, a delicate nose, red lips that are lazily parted, and some blurred eyes after drinking , under the illumination of the light, it looks extraordinarily beautiful.

Plop plop.

I looked at him and kind of forgot how to breathe.

He seemed to notice my gaze, and then smiled at me.

How to say that poem.

The crowd searched for him thousands of times, and when I looked back, the man was in the dim light.

I like him and I want to be close to him.

As soon as I stood up and wanted to go to his seat, I found that there was already a person sitting in front of him.As soon as the person in front of him sat down, he took a tissue to wipe that person's sweat, and behaved very intimately.

I froze in place, sat down slowly again, and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp.The burning sensation of alcohol seems to be burning from the stomach to the heart, otherwise how can you feel the raging fire?

The two sat for a while and left arm in arm.I went to the bartender and ordered another drink, then took the drink and sat where he had been, feeling a little overwhelmed.

I just fell in love with a guy of the same sex.

To be honest, it's hard to accept.I have always wanted to start a family at the age of 30, and then have a child of my own, and give him complete love to make up for the missing childhood of my own parents.Compared with the perfect life acceptable to ordinary people, such a small heartbeat seems to be nothing.

I drank all the wine in the glass, as if I could forget about tonight's heartbeat and return to my normal life after drinking it.

Without waiting for Xu Yue, I took a taxi home by myself. After washing off the smell of alcohol, I put on the quilt and went to sleep. Unexpectedly, I dreamed of him all night in a daze.

He who was smiling, who was crushed under me, and who was blushing, was extraordinarily vivid.When I woke up the next day, I had to wash my panties and sheets.Then start the treadmill to clear your brain.

You wake up!He is a man!

After returning to the company, I was still in a bad mood and was not in a working state. Xu Yue thought I was drunk and told me to go back to rest early. I refused, and quickly got rid of the figure in my mind, immersing myself in work.

I love to work, work □ □ me.

In this way, I worked overtime every day, and dreamed every day, and did not go to that bar again. Gradually, that young man faded out of my mind.Finally, I woke up without a dream all night, lying on the bed, confirmed that I had forgotten the appearance of that young man, and slowly let out a long breath with a touch of loss.

This day, I didn't force myself to work overtime anymore. Seeing that I was in a good mood, Xu Yue invited me to the bar for a drink.I wanted to celebrate, so I just asked not to go to the bar last time.

That way you won't see him.

After Xu Yue went in, he went straight to the dance floor, and I got used to it, so I sat at the bar after ordering a drink.After chatting with the bartender, I found out that this is another gay bar. I was a little flustered and planned to finish my drink and leave.

At this time, he walked in.

Looking at the eyebrows and eyes that he seemed to have forgotten became clear again, he heard the sound of his own heartbeat.

I watched him take a glass of wine and sit in the booth, and chatted with a man, who seemed to be talking and laughing.He still looks good when he smiles, but it's a pity that he doesn't smile at me.

I clenched the cup in my hand, feeling a little jealous.

I really want to hide him.The smile is mine, the talking eyes are mine, everything is mine.

All the escaping and struggling are meaningless.

I like him and I want him.

As I said before, I have no experience in love, and I don't know how to pursue others. Seeing him having a good time with many different men makes me very anxious.The bartender followed the direction I was looking, saw him, and told me a little bit about him.

He is very good at chatting with others, and is very good at enlightening others, especially about relationship issues. It is rumored that he has many relationships, and he has a partner, but everyone thinks it is fake. After all, the two of them are the following.

I thought about the person who left with him last time, nodded silently, and decided to go back and find out what is called the bottom, and then pull back Xu Yue, who is still dancing, and ask him to help me think of a good one that can be maintained. The way to strike up a long-term relationship.

That's the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life, pretending to like someone and asking him for advice.

I'm so stupid really.

The author has something to say: I am really stupid, I will write an outline for the next book]