save him

2017. 10, 23

"Jili..."

"Jili!"

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"Well," Ji Li opened his eyes, saw Gao Feng, and said in a daze, "Morning, why are you at my house."

Gao Feng was dozing off and wiped his face: "Ahhh? This is a hospital."

Ji Li sat up, looked down at the hospital gown he was wearing, and asked, "Where did Brother Yu go?"

"I don't quite understand what's going on," Gao Feng glanced at his watch, "Ah, it's almost noon. Mr. Yan fainted when he sent you to the hospital."

"What's wrong?!"

Afraid that Ji Li would arouse him, Gao Feng hurriedly continued: "He's fine, it's just that he didn't sleep too much recently and was very nervous, so he passed out and fell asleep. I'll call for me."

Ji Li heaved a sigh of relief, and licked his dry mouth: "I'm fine too."

"Hey, I heard from the little nurse that Yan Yu couldn't wake you up at home, and he must have died of panic when he was sent to the hospital." Gao Feng picked up an apple, "Do you want to eat it? I'll peel it for you."

Ji Li nodded.

The door of the ward opened, and Ji Li looked over subconsciously. A strange and beautiful girl came in. Gao Feng met her and greeted her warmly.

"Hello, Ji Li." Yun Fu said.

Ji Li was stunned for a moment, and after trying to understand who she was, he loosened his brows: "Is Yunfu? Hello."

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Yan Yu woke up from a nightmare that he didn't want to recall. After wandering around in an unfamiliar hospital for a long time, he couldn't find Ji Li's ward. A nurse recognized him as a person who came in the morning and led him to Ji Li's ward.

Gao Feng has been called back by Xiang Lingfei.

Yun Fu was about to leave, when he saw Yan Yu, he smiled slightly: "Hi, I chatted with your Ji Li for a while."

"Well," Yan Yu sat beside Ji Li's bed and said with concern, "How are you doing? Are you feeling better?"

Yun Fu pretended to be embarrassed and said: "Ignore me, I'm not happy!"

"Aren't you going to travel? After staying here for so long, it's time to go back to country Y?" Yan Yu looked away from Ji Li with difficulty.

"Yeah, I've been playing in this city for a long time, and I went to your university to see it. The environment is good." Yun Fu said, "Say goodbye, I'll fly back in the afternoon, and I should come back soon."

Yan Yu said, "I'll ask someone to take you off."

"No, I can find the way by myself, you can accompany Ji Li more." Yun Fu closed the door of the ward.

"I just slept for a while, why did you send me to the hospital." Ji Li lay down on the edge of the hospital bed, Yan Yu understood what he meant without asking, and lay beside him.

Yan Yu clings to him again, holding on to him without letting go: "Don't scare me, eat on time and get up on time every day."

"You can't let me sleep late, it won't be a big deal if you miss a meal." It was rare to see such an obedient Yan Yu, Ji Li pinched his face, rubbing his face to satisfy his own bad taste.

"I'm afraid you won't wake up. I can't wake you up. What should I do?"

Yan Yu didn't want to say any more frustrating words at all, but he couldn't help but confirm repeatedly that the person in front of him would always be there.

"Let me think about it," Ji Li's voice was hoarse, more mature than before, "If I don't wake up, you can kiss me hard, the kind that lacks oxygen, so that I won't be greedy." Sleep and wake up."

After finishing speaking, I added another sentence: "How about it, is it a good way to be romantic? But I didn't brush my teeth in the morning hahaha..."

Yan Yu couldn't help him to say more, and blocked his lips with a ruthless kiss.

There is a hot and humid temperature, he will hug him when kissing, he will move, he will laugh, he is optimistic, kind and strong, and he is lively and lively Ji Li.

This is his lover.

At the end of the long kiss, Yan Yu put down his hand, it was useless, but a handful of short and broken hair fell on his hand.

Before he could speak first, Ji Li patted off the hair in his hand: "I have a lot of hair, so I won't go bald."

2017. 11, 1

Ji Li thought that the method he mentioned last time would not be really useful, but Yan Yu kept it in mind, and sent a good morning kiss at nine o'clock every morning. When Ji Li woke up, both of them were out of breath.

"It's my birthday today, can I not go to the hospital?" Ji Li wore a large black windbreaker, and before winter, he put on a beige scarf early.

Yan Yu took out a pair of gloves: "It's very handsome, wearing gloves makes you even more handsome."

"Tsk tsk tsk, it's nothing." Ji Li put his hand into Yan Yu's pocket, "It's warm enough."

Yan Yu also reached into his pocket and wrapped his cold hands: "You must go on time for your birthday."

"But it hurts..." Ji Li blurted out.

Yan Yu stopped.

Ji Li realized that he had said the wrong thing, and immediately changed his words: "You have to eat hard to be a master, go for a walk, go to the hospital, but after chemotherapy, I want to drink a cup of milk tea."

Yan Yu, who had checked the information, was particularly concerned about Ji Li's diet, and refused without thinking: "You can't drink milk tea."

"Just one sip! I'll taste it, and you can drink the rest for me." Ji Li begged, "Is it okay? Otherwise, my birthday will be too uncomfortable."

Yan Yu responded ambiguously, and when he arrived at the hospital and sent Ji Li up, Lu Siyue stopped him who was about to leave: "There's no need to go to chemotherapy, let's sit and sit together."

The three sat in the dessert shop, Lu Siyue ordered a small cake, smiled and said to Ji Li: "Happy birthday~"

"Thank you, I'm not used to you suddenly stepping down as a doctor." Ji Li drank the honey water that Yan Yu ordered for him.

Yan Yu couldn't drink anything, so he ordered a cup of coffee symbolically, and put it on the table without moving. His intuition told him that Lu Siyue would say something.

Lu Siyue picked up the fork and ate the cake: "If you can't eat it, I will eat it for you..."

"I can eat the strawberry on top, don't be greedy, give me a bite." Ji Li said.

When Yan Yu heard this, when Lu Siyue raised the fork, he took it and fed it to Ji Li himself.

"The relationship is really good. I used to watch Danmei a lot, and I don't feel as good as your relationship." Lu Siyue took the fork that Yan Yu returned, and poked the cake beyond recognition.

"There will be no need for chemotherapy in the future. Ji Li's condition cannot be treated with surgery and chemotherapy. The damage to the body is too great, and it can't be cured. He already has diffuse gastric cancer. The chemotherapy these few times is useless..."

Yan Yu and Ji Li looked straight at her at the same time, and also noticed Lu Siyue who lowered her head, with a few tears dripping down her chin on the cake.

"There is only conservative treatment," Lu Siyue, who was meticulous at work, is now like a little girl, shaking her shoulders while sobbing, "I'm sorry, I'm useless, I asked many people, and all the answers were negative, I'm sorry, sorry……"

Yan Yu also lowered his head, not knowing whether to believe this truth for a while.

Ji Li seemed to be well aware of his physical condition, without anger or sadness, he said calmly: "No need for chemotherapy, this is the best news I heard on my birthday, hahaha."

Yan Yu turned his head, eyes full of confusion.

"Brother Yu, be as optimistic as I am. There are too many benefits of not needing chemotherapy. It won't make me too ugly, my hair won't fall out, and it won't hurt too much. By the way, we can go on a trip!" Ji Li extended Make a move, gesture, "Go to the beach, how about it, go for a self-driving tour, it's not far."

After being confused, he still has to face the reality. Facing Ji Li's pale and thin face and seeing the real joy in his eyes, Yan Yu felt that this reality was very illusory.

Obviously I should comfort him!

"Let's go, let's go now..." Yan Yu said.

Ji Li smiled and stood up: "Forget it now, wait two days before going. Wait for me, I'll go to the bathroom, and pay the bill by the way, don't stop me, I treat you!"

Lu Siyue ate the cake with small bites, the tears on her little face were gone: "Maybe there is a miracle."

Yan Yu put his hands on his forehead and closed himself up.

After a while, Ji Li came over with the bill in his hand: "Student Lu Siyue, the cake you ordered is worth my four cups of honey water."

Lu Siyue couldn't laugh, so she squeezed her smile together: "Don't be so stingy, I ate it for you, not myself."

"Well, I forgive you." Ji Li poked Yan Yu's forehead with his fingertips, "Brother Yu is leaving!"

Yan Yu raised his head, Ji Li still had a smile on his face, the beige scarf when he went out in the morning, the neckline was a little bit of newly stained bright red.

He didn't go home right away, and it was a long time since he lost the chemotherapy. Ji Li suggested to go to a movie. When he got to the movie theater, he said he would go to sing.

"After wasting so much time, do you want to change?" Yan Yu said.

"Where is this a waste?" Ji Li took out his mobile phone navigation, "There are too many things I want to do with Brother Yu, and I won't know what to do in a while."

"What are you doing at the bridal shop?" Yan Yu glanced at the distance displayed on the phone screen, it was very close, and he could walk there.

"You can go home with something," Ji Li rarely showed fatigue, "I'm a little sleepy, I'll go back to sleep."

"Let me get it for you." Yan Yu took his shoulders, actually to support him.

"No need, this is the raw material for my last business order," Ji Li said, "There must be a beginning and an end, and I will not do this order after I finish it."

The bridal shop is full of girls, and I have never seen Ji Li, a designer who works at home. In addition to being polite, there is also uncontrollable appreciation on his youthful face, because Ji Li has designed many popular works, and also Solved the tricky requirements of many newcomers.

"Sir, are you Ji Li's friend?" asked the female clerk who looked like she just graduated from university.

"One word is missing," Yan Yu helped Ji Li carry a large bag of tightly packed things, "add a man in front of my friend."

The clerks became silent almost at the same time, and then whispered.

Mostly it was an unfavorable voice, Yan Yu didn't care what these outsiders thought, he was afraid that Ji Li would think too much, so he hurried away.

……

In the next few days, Ji Li ate and slept, and when he woke up, he locked himself in the study to work, and he was not allowed to go in during working hours, but he often came out in a hurry and ran to the toilet.

According to Ji Li's request, Yan Yu tried his best to devote himself to work, and gradually developed a dual-purpose. In the complicated work, he could always observe Ji Li's situation.

He also wanted to travel in the past, but Ji Li was very concerned about this last business order, so he put this plan on hold.

The life of the two is like an old couple, nestling on the sofa watching horror movies, and occasionally naively deciding what to eat with rock-paper-scissors when cooking, even though Ji Li can eat roughly the same.

Holding hands for a walk, visiting the supermarket, watching a movie, Ji Li would use a hoarse voice to restore Yan Yu's school broadcast, and said that this is a special version.

"Hard to hear." Yan Yu hit.

After Ji Li recited a section of chicken soup, he still added a concluding sentence: "Don't be lonely, I am Ji Li."

Ji Li's body is getting thinner day by day. In his own words: "Another benefit of this disease comes out. Others need to exercise, diet and take diet pills to lose weight, but I just need to live comfortably. Every day, I can slim down into a supermodel figure."

"Get fat for me," Yan Yu said arrogantly, "at least two hundred catties."

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"Brother Yu, when I was young, my grandmother always said that children who frown will turn into monsters, so don't frown all the time."

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"Brother Yu, why not just smile, you can kill me when you smile."

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"Brother Yu, talk to me more, don't always look at me, I'm here."

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"Okay, okay! I've covered the quilt. I'm no longer a three-year-old kid. From 2012 to now, I'm almost five years old!"

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"Ji Li, you can't drink milk tea."

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"Ji Li, I'm going to sleep soon, don't tease me anymore."

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"I didn't frown. I can't control this. It's the same reason as you like to laugh."

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"Didn't someone always say that he was three years old? How long is it? I can take care of you all the time."

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"I can't take my eyes off you...I'm afraid that if I move away...you won't be there."

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On this day, Ji Li was still in the study at the point where he should have come out long ago.

There was a bang sound of heavy objects hitting the ground, and Yan Yu hurriedly knocked on the door of the study: "Ji Li! Ji Li! What's the matter?! Open the door!"

After a while, Yan Yu was about to kick the door, and Ji Li slowly opened the door a crack, clutching his abdomen, and said in a trembling voice: "Brother Yu, I'm fine, I'm just too excited, you let me go slowly good."

"Why are you excited? I'll go find medicine for you." Yan Yu knew that Ji Li didn't want to go to the hospital anyway, so he had to find the spare medicine at home.

Returning to the study door with a glass of water, the door was already closed, so he had to knock on the door: "Ji Li, come out and take medicine."

Across a door, Ji Li's voice was very low: "Brother Yu, the door is unlocked, come in."

Yan Yu unscrewed the door, the lights in the room were dim, and there was only one place that was dazzling like a little starlight. After seeing what it was, Yan Yu let go of his hand, and the glass fell to the ground and shattered.

"Brother Yu," Ji Li stood next to the wedding dress on the avatar, resting his hands on the table, panting, "This is a gift from me to your future wife."

This is a white wedding dress that shines even in the dark. It is layered and dazzling. No matter who wears it, it will be so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.

Yan Yu didn't know how to express his feelings at this time.Ji Li made this unique wedding dress full of admiration, but it was for his future wife who would not exist in the future.

"This is the last business you shut yourself in the study these days?" Yan Yu turned on all the lights and walked to Ji Li who was blocking the strong light with his hands.

"Don't you like it? This is my last work." Ji Li put down his hands after getting used to it, and sat on the desk behind him, "I didn't expect that it was my first time making a wedding dress, and I could do it so well, but it's a pity that it's the last time. But marriage is meant to be once in a lifetime.”

"I don't like it, I don't like it at all," Yan Yu knew that he was crying again, his eyes were sore, "What are you thinking about for me? You are the saddest, right?"

Ji Li didn't speak.

"Just think that after you die, I will find another person, another person to spend my whole life with, as time goes by, will you be sad?"

Ji Li didn't speak, turned his face away, and bit his lower lip.

"Why, you are the one who needs comfort the most, but you consider everything for me, and you don't say a word when you are in extreme pain. When the blood gushes out, you have to swallow it, but you don't want me to see it." Yan Yu When speaking, try to hold back the emotional breakdown.

Ji Li smiled, and was about to say something to make the atmosphere more relaxing.

"You can still laugh, do you know what's wrong with you?!"

For the first time, Yan Yu yelled at Ji Li hoarsely.

"I know," Ji Li smiled relaxedly, touched his abdomen and said, "Stomach cancer."

"You're dying..." Yan Yu squatted down helplessly holding his hair like a child.

"It's okay, I won't die."

Ji Li squatted down, slowly embraced the desperate Yan Yu, and repeated softly: "I will not die."

The deafening sound of fireworks suddenly sounded outside the window, illuminating the dark night and marking the beginning of the new year.

It turns out...it's a new year again.

"Brother Yu," Ji Li said softly, resting his head on his head, "Actually, I'm not sad, I'm just scared."

"I see you are frowning for me every day. If I frown again, then we are two little old men. What's the point of life?"

Yan Yu was crying.

Crying, other than crying, there is no way to vent this blaming emotion. The louder the crying, the better. They are not strong people.

"I'm afraid. I closed my eyes and lived a short life," Ji Li said. "What will you do? What will you do with your long life?"

"As you said, with the passing of time, you may meet someone who can accompany you for a lifetime."

"But an old man named Ji Li will carve an indelible wound on your heart. You can't even think about it. How uncomfortable it is."

"I have been in idol dramas all my life. My family is not harmonious, and I have a terminal illness. The most unexpected plot is to meet such a wonderful lover as Yan Yu!"

"It's nothing to be terminally ill, I'm just afraid that my boyfriend will be sad," Ji Li tried his best to let his weak voice cover the deafening sound of fireworks outside the window.

"Then don't get sick, or get well soon." Yan Yu touched his face.

"Well~" Ji Li talked too much and didn't have much energy, so he had to sit on the ground to save energy, and then said, "This wedding dress is made according to the shape of that beautiful girl. If you haven't met me, she should be yours." Ideal type."

"No if." Yan Yu retorted.

"Don't dislike my gift. It took a lot of effort. Let's go on a trip tomorrow, oh no, today." Ji Li coughed.

Yan Yu stood up, took off the white scarf of the wedding dress, and covered Ji Li's head who was caught off guard.

"Are you going to be romantic again?" Ji Li looked at Yan Yu's serious face through the wedding veil, suddenly unable to joke as usual.

Yan Yu left for a while, and when he came back, he had a velvet box in his hand, knelt down on one knee, and said solemnly, "Will you marry me?"

"Are you willing? From now on, until death."

The two platinum rings in the velvet box became blurred, and only the two letters above were clearly visible.

Y&J

Ji Li didn't speak, tears answered everything instead of him.

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The gears of time will not stop for any good, cruel, separation.No one is a passer-by in someone's life. Everyone who passes by will step on deep and shallow footprints.

Don't be alone, there will be someone who will always exist.

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Yan Yu woke up from the big bed, kissed the person next to him who was sleeping soundly, and whispered in his ear: "I won't kiss you to wake you up today, let you sleep for a while, not too long."

"Let me buy you a cup of milk tea, the original flavor, more sugar, or less sugar?" Yan Yu dressed slowly, "Less sugar is better, don't drink too sweet in the morning."

Opening the curtains, letting the morning light shine into the room, the ring on the ring finger of the man flickered, Yan Yu lowered his head and smiled lightly.

"Don't sleep, today is a fine weather, suitable for going to the beach."

END

The author has something to say:

That's it (the original plan was only 2 with 5555w words), there is still a long episode, see if there are any collections and comments, and then code, please comment after reading.

Not cruel?I've tried my best to keep myself from nagging,

I am willing to trade my whole life for a love that lasts until death.woo woo woo.

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