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The first time we met was after the end of physical education class one afternoon in September. The weather was sweltering, the classes were boring, and it was an unusual and extraordinary day.And after this day passed for a long time, she didn't understand why the person she bumped into was this kind of person in a daze.

Almost at the first glance, she identified this person as a senior in the second year of high school. The freshmen in the first year of high school did not have the courage to put on heavy makeup and lipstick and appear on campus blatantly.

She hastily bowed to the senior and apologized: "Ah, senior, I'm sorry."

The people around gradually gathered together, and everyone had the same indifference on their faces. This is a lesson that every freshman needs to learn.

"Now freshmen in high school don't have eyes when they walk? Don't they even know how to behave?" The tone was very fierce, as if the host who spoke would slap her at any time.And she was right in guessing that this senior had been given several serious offenses by the school for abusing freshmen, and she almost killed herself once.

"This schoolgirl's apology is over, shouldn't it be time to stop? You don't want to be remembered by the principal again, student Jiang." The appearance of a single person stopped this campus that was supposed to "strengthen" the freshmen. violence.

"Su Gu, you're really fucking troublesome, you guys know each other." Obviously, he was still afraid of the identity of the person who came, but the person had a gloomy face but didn't dare to attack again.

"Whether I know her or not, you shouldn't embarrass the school girl. A small incident has so many people watching, don't you all have to go back to the classroom for the next class?" The right aura is daunting Under the pressure, the people around dispersed like birds and beasts.

It was only after that day that she learned from a classmate with great powers that this good-looking senior with a very special name turned out to be the perennial top student in the science class of the second year of high school, and the next president of the student union who was trained by the school. People who are several worlds behind.

I saw my senior sister again in the club recruiting activity a month later.

"Hey, classmate, do you want to sign up for the literature club? I'll take you there." She was walking on the way to the cafeteria, and because she inadvertently glanced at a certain senior sister holding the club flag, she was called The enthusiastic senior sister dragged her to the registration desk of the literature club.

"President, I have dragged another person." She never thought that she would see her again on this occasion.

"Sign here." When she handed her the fountain pen, she was stunned for a long time before she realized it. She lowered her head under the suspicious and helpless eyes of her senior, and said repeatedly: "I'm sorry, Senior Su."

She is not good at communicating with people, and she has never thought about participating in any club activities, but she signed her name on the registration form by accident.

Senior sister "Ruan Ling" suddenly said her name once, looked at her and said with a smile: "Is there someone in your family who likes Ruan Lingyu very much?" When the senior sister laughed, there were two shallow dimples on her face.

She nodded shyly and said: "Well, mom and dad like her very much." Looking up, she mustered up the courage to say to her senior: "Sister, you look good when you smile."

The senior sister kept the surprised expression on her face for a long time, which made her think that she had said something wrong again.In the past, no one would be so bold as to tell the truth to senior sister.But the senior sister didn't say anything, she just smiled deeper.

Since then, the club activities in the third class of the literature club every Thursday afternoon have become the moment she looks forward to the most.

She always went to the activity room early, waiting for the senior who also came in early, and said to her: "Senior, good afternoon."

Then when the pear dimples cleared up, the smiling senior sister replied to her: "Good afternoon."

Senior sister is a very time-planning person. When she arrives early, she never just sits in her seat and starts writing the manuscript without saying a word, while she sits not far away and also spreads out the manuscript paper.

But she was always writing, and the words under the nib of the pen were replaced with the senior sister's name, and all eyes could not help falling on the senior sister's quiet and elegant side face.Occasionally, when her eyes crossed, she would flush red in a panic, but the senior sister just smiled back after being startled, and then staggered to look at her, and the smile on her lips had not dissipated when she lowered her head.

There is light coming in from the window, and the mottled light and shadow are laid out on the table, the time is warm and the beauty is graceful.

The young love is always dormant inadvertently. When she realized that she might have "unreasonable thoughts" about her senior, it was only more than three months since the day she met her for the first time.

Senior sister’s handwriting has the same self-contained beauty as her person. When she encounters bottlenecks in writing, she will unconsciously bite her lower lip. The concept of approval will reveal the iconic dimples... She is so clumsy to keep these trivial things in her heart, not wanting others to know, thinking alone.

In the blink of an eye, one of her cousins ​​was going to hold a birthday party at a folk music bar in the south of the city. Since her parents died in the Wenchuan Earthquake in [-], she was greatly influenced by her cousin's family. Take care, under the kindness, it is not easy to refuse.

There are some young people in the bar, it is very lively, there is a corner of light on the stage, a girl who is about her age is adjusting the guitar strings, the girl's beautiful facial features can only see the hazy facial outline under the ambiguous light.

She stood quietly where the performers could not see, her eyes filled with anticipation and surprise.

"I was born in a small town in the north

Quiet Chaobai River

in honor of her tranquility

my name is ann

warm and cold spring

swallows fly across the field

The snow quietly melts

my name is ann

in my year

out of her sight

to a strange city

i may never return

In the warm and cold spring

swallows fly across the field

fly to a strange city

……

my name is ann

my name is ann

in this restless world

my name is ann

in this restless world

may you find happiness in the city

find happiness

......"

She has always known that her senior sister's voice is very nice, but she never thought of singing folk songs, her voice is magnetic, quiet and gentle.

After the song was over, the audience applauded applaudingly, the senior stood up and calmly bowed halfway, then walked backstage with the guitar on her back.

"Look so engrossed?" My cousin patted her in a daze, and said with a smile: "Her name is Su Gu, and the boss said that she is a student from a high school in the city center. She would come here to sing every Saturday night, but it's also strange. Although she sings very well, she never left the stage after only singing one song, and she never asked for a living fee, little Lingdang, do you know her... What are you doing in such a hurry, hey!"

She had never run so fast before. The back alley of the bar led all the way to the bustling market. She didn't stop until the dazzling lights shone into her eyes. Without her, the expected loss.

"It's late at night, why did you come here?" She turned her head suddenly, almost bumping into someone, and took a step back, her eyes wandered around: "Senior sister, I'm sorry."

Approaching suddenly, the senior sister's eyes reflected her dazed expression: "Do you like to say sorry to me?" She was about to argue, but the senior sister took advantage of the situation and said, "Let's go, don't say no again next time." He followed me without a word, and I thought it was someone else."

An understatement can outline countless thrilling nights. After hearing this, she was worried, and blurted out: "I will be with you from now on."

The senior sister looked sideways and said with a joking smile: "As long as you don't scare me." Seeing that she had the intention of apologizing again, she quickly changed the topic: "You haven't told me yet, why did you appear here?"

"My cousin is having a birthday party in the bar. Senior, I heard you sing just now. It's very nice." After hesitating for a while, she asked: "Senior, do you like singing folk songs?"

"Yes, I like it very much." The pupils under the eyebrows of the senior sister were full of colorful stars.

There used to be a pair of lovers who loved each other very much. The boy's surname was Su and the girl's surname was Gu. They had been together since high school, and they got married as soon as they graduated from university. Their daughter was born the second year after their marriage.

He said, "Name the child Su Gu."

She smiled and kissed the little baby's face: "Baby, look at how bad your father is, he is lazy to name such a big thing."

The big boy blushed: "Su Gu, just to let everyone know that she is my child and yours, and also..." His voice softened: "Su Gu means: in my eyes only you."

But no matter how romantic the love is, one has to face the reality. A boy aspires to be a folk singer who takes dreams as horses, but after waking up from the dream, he will know that there is no poetry, wine or flowers in the life of ordinary people.

But to everyone's surprise, the boy was the first to run away. A signed divorce agreement and a passbook of 10 yuan were pressed on the coffee table one day. Only Su Gu is left with the memories related to this relationship.

That day was the ninth anniversary of their marriage, and Su Gu was only seven years old that year.

Two years later, Su Gu came to his stepfather's house with his remarried mother. The stepfather has two children. Their family treats them very well. Outsiders who don't know the truth will envy such a happy family.

"When I was young, I hated my father for leaving me and my mother so irresponsible, but now I won't, because I know that my father loves my mother too much, so I don't want her to suffer with me. But he is really stupid, I don’t know that my mother never cares about these things, all she wants is someone to accompany her in joys and sorrows. I like folk songs, because this may be the last gift he left me besides the name, but I never I will sing in front of my mother, afraid that she will be sad, I know she still loves my father." The senior sister said many things to her, from the beginning to the end, her eyes were calm and relieved.

She stopped suddenly, and called her solemnly: "Sister."

"Hmm." The senior looked down at her in confusion.

Looking up, she gently kissed her cool lips, and then stepped back, she pretended to be calm: "Senior sister, I'm sorry, I still can't help liking you, but in the future you have me, I won't leave without saying goodbye, I won't leave you alone."

Her heart had never been so flustered.

The process of waiting for the answer is like letting the judge decide whether the prisoner should be acquitted or sentenced to death. After a long time, when her body was almost completely cold, the senior sister rubbed her head: "The first snow this winter, come with me Let's see."

She was stunned for a long time before realizing that the senior sister was telling her her own answer. Because of the companionship of the other party on this cold December night, her heart was filled with a sense of peace and warmth.

——end

"So Senior Sister Su and Senior Sister Ruan were together in the end." This unending story made me feel unsatisfied.

She hooked her lips, and the shallow dimples appeared and disappeared: "Guess."

I was extremely depressed and really had nothing to do with her, so I closed my eyes on the book and waved my hand to see off the guest: "Don't say it, forget it, walk slowly and don't see her off."

"Oh, if you want to know so much, you just ask her yourself."

When she opened her eyes suddenly, a person had unknowingly stood behind her, with the chill of the snow outside in her breath.

I sat upright almost on a conditional basis: "Ah——! Sister Ruan, trespassing on a private house is a very excessive behavior, do you know that!"

Then she sneered in return for her righteous words, and she sat between us very naturally: "I just saw that your door was unlocked outside, and I was worried that you would be in danger, so I broke in because of my sense of justice. Did I do something wrong?" The innocent expression and tone almost convinced me.

Is the gentle senior sister Ruan in the story really the same person as the irrational one? I gritted my teeth, deeply skeptical: "Tsk, that's just right, finish the story, I haven't had enough of it yet."

She next to us cast a playful smile at us, of course it was not for me, someone gradually blushed, and after hesitating for a long time, he suddenly smiled at her, a knowing smile is a tacit understanding that others cannot participate in.

Even though it was the severe winter, I was burned to the ground by the fiery love between these two people.

In fact, the ending of the story is very simple. Sister Su was born with the first snow in winter, carrying the joy and love of two people.When the first snow fell two years ago, senior sister Ruan was introduced to her mother and stepfather's family as a lover.Although surprised by the decision she made, the adults were unexpectedly enlightened.

"It's snowing outside, let's go and have a look." She warmed her hands, then took her hands and hid them in the pockets of her windbreaker. The gesture of declaring sovereignty was too obvious. It is also rare to be overbearing.

"Okay." She wanted to accompany her through this winter's snowy day, until the day when she died forever.

Before leaving, she suddenly looked back and smiled meaningfully at me. I was taken aback, pulled off the quilt and curled up weakly: "Senior Su, I will definitely surprise you on your birthday in a few days."

Give her a special story on a special day, or say they, I think they will like it.

In fact, I know the meaning in her eyes is that she wants me to keep a secret for her.

When the earthquake in [-] happened, her father was singing in a bar in Wenchuan, and a couple gave him the chance to survive.

"If one of us escapes and the other stays, neither of us will be happy for the rest of our lives," the couple said.

"Brother, run away. By the way, we still have a daughter, her name is Ruan Ling. If you escape safely, brother, can you please tell her that we love her very much."

When he escaped, the building collapsed in an instant, burying many fresh lives and a couple who lived and died together.

That day, he narrowly escaped death, and that night, the first words he said to his daughter whom he had not seen for many years were: "Girl, I'm sorry, Daddy loves you." What responded to him was the girl's crying that had been suppressed for many years and was finally able to vent. .

In fact, the first time Senior Su met Senior Ruan was not at school, but at her parents' funeral.

"Are you okay?" She couldn't hold back and came out and sat beside her.

The girl stopped crying and sobbed, "I'm sorry, did I bother you?"

She wiped the tears on her face: "don't cry, your parents will be sad to see you cry."

"Well, don't cry, I won't cry anymore." The girl pretended to be strong and nodded, biting her lip, her eyes were still full of hot tears.

After hesitating for a while, she considered, "Actually, you can still cry occasionally."

The cloud was very light that day, and many years have passed, but she still remembers the girl who endured her grief and hid in a corner and cried bitterly in front of her after entertaining all the guests who came to express their condolences.

First forget that the person they met for the first time was Senior Ruan, but after reuniting with her after a long absence, she was included in every ballad that Senior Su sang.

"Sister, I'm sorry."

On the day when the freshmen signed up for the club, senior sister Su wanted to ask that person if she still remembered herself, but she kept her voice shut when she was about to ask her.

Since the years are so long, she doesn't mind waiting for her to understand that there will be someone who will be sad for her sorrow and happy for her joy.

I was lucky to meet her and spend the rest of my life with her happily.

The author has something to say: Su and Gu have always been two surnames I like very much, because no matter what name they are used for, they are very classic and elegant.

The Wenchuan Earthquake in [-] caused grief throughout the country. I was only six years old at that time, and my memory of this distant period has long been blurred.

Speaking of this natural disaster again, I met a person in the post bar more than a year ago. She is a very gentle sister.In an accidental conversation, I learned that her lover was killed in the earthquake, but she escaped by luck.

"I regretted listening to her and leaving alone instead of staying there with her," she said.

She said: "She and I have made up our minds. After graduating from university and finding a job, we will adopt a little girl and call her Su Gu."

She said: "I asked her why she was called Su Gu, and she said: 'My surname is Su, your surname is Gu, I only have eyes for you'."

This may be the most tender love story I have ever heard.

Life and separation are not like farewell to death. Farewell to death is to cover up all the past with a cup of loess.

I have always known that the passing of life is always so unexpected. This year, Leshi and others are sad, but I still hope that the two people who love each other can be well, and no matter what happens to one of them, they can face it together.