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At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, a woman knocked on the door outside. She was carrying a dark blue canvas bag. She was fair and tall, and her hair, which was wet a lot by the heavy rain outside, was softly pasted on her shoulders. Water wets the carpet by the door.

But no matter how outstanding her appearance is, running to the door of a stranger's house in the middle of the night is still a strange thing.

I hesitated and said, "Hey, are you here to check the water meter? I swear, I'm a good citizen."

She smiled, obviously not taking this bad joke to heart: "Can you take me in for a night?"

In the face of beauty, I flatly refused: "My temple is too small..."

"I can tell a story as a reward." She obviously found out what I like before coming to see me, and she hit it off.

"Okay, please come inside." I opened the door and let her in.

That's fine, tonight is a long night and it's raining heavily outside, so it's a good time to listen to stories.

——Preface

"Xia Yunong, you are ranked No. [-] in this monthly exam, so amazing." The classmates who didn't have a deep friendship gathered together to congratulate, and it was hard to tell who was sincere and who was fake.

She responded with polite and decent smiles, and at this moment, someone suddenly said: "There is also Student Sun, she took the second place in the whole class. Old Han will be very happy to know."

There was an awkward silence in the audience.

Xia Yunong and Sun Yutong are the twin sisters of Class [-]. It has only been three months since the school started, and the teachers and students in the school have already known them.Excellent grades are secondary, because their looks, which are comparable to school beauties, are enough to attract their attention.

One is gentle, the other is glamorous. Two people who are evenly matched in all aspects but at odds with each other are either close friends or sworn enemies.

What's more, they have been classmates for so long, and they haven't even had a conversation.

Saying who was there, Sun Yutong walked in from the door with a schoolbag on her back, and then she did something that everyone didn't expect, she went straight through the crowd to Xia Yunong's deskmate, and said with a generous smile: "Student, you OK, can I switch places with you?"

The person being questioned nodded quickly, picked up the schoolbag on the table and ran away.

She sat down naturally, raised her eyes to the surrounding crowd, and glanced casually: "You..."

Before they finished speaking, they returned to their seats very consciously.Two beauties on the same stage is a peerless drama, but the premise is to save your life to watch.

In the next few classes, the people around were eager to move.The two of them lived in peace, with zero communication and no eye contact during the whole process. The onlookers who wanted to watch the excitement expressed their disappointment.

"Then I will trouble you to clean up the rest of the place. Let's go first." The sanitation in the class is in groups of four, and the other two left in a hurry after completing their tasks.

It was just after school, and there were only the two of them in the classroom. One quietly walked in front and swept the floor, and the other silently followed behind, stepping on the girl's tall shadow.

Stopping suddenly, Sun Yutong bumped into her back. "Sun Yutong!" The girl's voice was tinged with annoyance.

"Xia Yunong!" Her voice was biting harder, she hugged her tightly from behind, her thin lips pressed against her ear, and said word by word through gritted teeth: "Four months, 120 days, how can you Ignore me for so long, if you ignore me again, I will..."

"Just what?" Her eyes became warmer, and she also knew that this time her punishment was too severe, and the other party was not the only one suffering.

"I'll just kiss you one more time." Her voice was muffled, aggrieved and indifferent: "Anyway, it's a big deal to get you slapped in the face again, no matter what, it's my profit, not a loss."

Sure enough, you can't be too soft-hearted towards the rascal, she broke away from her embrace, with a half-smile: "Say it again."

Sun Yutong avoided her eyes and grabbed the corner of her sleeve: "Nong Nong, I hurt."

That slap really stunned her, she avoided her for a long time, she was afraid, afraid that she would never talk to her again.

"Then you are in pain." The situation of that day was still in front of her eyes, and her first kiss was suddenly taken away by this man.That slap was so heavy that it made her feel guilty every time she saw her. In fact, she didn't dislike intimate contact with Sun Yutong, but it was an instinctive reaction out of reserve, but it was an uncontrollable factor.

"Nong Nong..." She raised her eyebrows in dissatisfaction, like a cat about to explode.

"Close your eyes." Her palms covered her eyes. In the darkness, she could only hear her own beating heartbeat and her whisper on her lips: "Sun Yutong, I admit defeat."

The two confirmed their relationship on the Qixi Festival in the second year of high school. On that day, Sun Yutong planned for a long time. A romantic confession, a token of love, and then getting someone drunk can eat her alive and wipe her clean.As far as the imagination of this plan is concerned, she can barely give her a nine.

But she forgot that the person she likes is the daughter of the owner of the winery, and she also has a full score skill called: a thousand glasses without getting drunk.

So unfortunately, Sun Yutong was so drunk that night that he couldn't do anything he wanted to do.Fortunately, she still remembered confessing her love to Xia Yunong and climbing into her bed before she completely drank the broken pieces.

After a good night's dream, when she woke up, what she saw before her eyes was the scene of debauchery and obsession.

"Hiss, Nong Nong, I hurt." The soreness from an indescribable place was enough for her to remember for a lifetime.

"I'm sorry, Tongtong, I will pay more attention next time." She smiled dotingly and gently, but Sun Yutong shuddered when she saw it. She should be the one who should attack.

But the relationship between the two was finally revealed in their senior year. The two adults couldn't accept such a deviant thing, so they insisted on breaking up and becoming "normal people".

But when they meet the right person at the right age, they are destined to throw away all the joy and sorrow, sweet and bitter, and never look back on this road.

Seeing how stubborn they are, the family members cut off all their sources of income and asked them to face the world by themselves.They thought they would compromise.But the self-righteous adults forget that two people who really love each other will plan the rest of their lives properly, not to mention that the education they have received since childhood is enough for them to have a skill to feed themselves.

After graduating from university, Sun Yutong bought Xia Yunong with all his savings from his part-time job in the hut, kissed her on the brow and softly promised: "Nong Nong, I will give you a home."

Home is where a loved one lives.

They gradually settled down in this strange city, with a stable job and some like-minded friends, she thought they could really stay together like this for a lifetime.

But one night, because the client temporarily changed the meeting time, she was on a business trip and returned home, only to be greeted by her lover's betrayal.

"I don't know why she has the key to the house, she broke in suddenly..." She argued incoherently, the woman in the living room took off her clothes all over the place.

"Slap" This is the second time she hit her. The relationship of more than five years tends to collapse because of her lover's distrust. During this period of time, the other party's busyness seems to have a reason.

"Heh." Sun Yutong sneered, covering her face, her eyes red as rabbits, but she forcefully forced back tears.She is no longer the one who will say to her when she is wronged: "Nong Nong, I hurt."

The end of this quarrel was that she rushed out the door and did not return overnight. When she came back, she had already packed a simple bag and was sitting on a flight to other cities.

Later, she became a backpacker, earning travel expenses for the next stop by providing the magazine with the scenery pictures she took along the way, such as catkins drifting in the wind, the ends of the world, no home.

"Okay, I'm done with my story." She picked up the water glass on the tea table, holding the boiled water that had already cooled down in her sip.

"Let me slow down." I pressed the center of my eyebrows, thinking about how to send this woman away. The happy ending at the beginning was sloppy, and the development of this story was as unexpected as the appearance of this person.

"Wait a minute, I'll get you a glass of water again. The guest room is clean and there is a shower room. You can sleep here peacefully tonight." I don't want to invite her out now and become one of the sinners.

She smiled: "Thank you." Well, I don't care about such a good-looking young lady.

But when I brought out the water, she had already fallen asleep on the sofa covered with a quilt, and I couldn't bear to wake her up, so I took her mobile phone and walked to the balcony like a thief.

Three hours later, it is now 03:30 in the morning, the doorbell rang again, and the rapid ringing sounded like a reminder.

"Three hours, so fast." Looking at the tired-faced woman in front of me, I thought my tone must be gloating.

But she ignored my words, opened the door and rushed in, "Hey, you..." The complaints stopped abruptly.

This strange woman was half kneeling on the side of the sofa, gently touching the face of another woman, and asked her in an uncertain tone: "Nong Nong, is that you?"

Three hours ago, I did a bad thing. Now that the world is getting worse, she is going out alone, and it is difficult to guarantee that she will not be coveted by someone with evil intentions. She must have prepared such things as emergency contacts, but I did not expect As expected, there is only one contact number on the list.

"Hello" within a few seconds, the other party connected. At this point, how many nights did she spend waiting for someone who might never come back to her, and suddenly called, before she got used to it? When the phone rings, connect it.

"Miss Xia Yunong is at my house now." I heard the sound of bumping around because I got up too hastily.

"Address." No matter how much you care, you can leave everything behind when you hear that person's name, regardless of whether it's true or not, even if it's a long distance, thousands of rivers and thousands of mountains, you have to rush to her side.

……

Time goes back to the present, "Aren't people so impolite now, they don't even say thank you to me." I don't want to spoil the atmosphere at the moment, but if she touches it, people will wake up, and it will be dawn, I want to listen I can't finish listening to the story, and it's a loss to think about it.

"Thank you for what?" She was suspicious, and glanced at me with a look of foolishness: "You want stories, I want people, who should thank whom?"

Yes, the reason why I told her the address was simply because I wanted to hear the whole story, "Wow, so cold-blooded!" Sure enough, I shouldn't be nosy, I rolled my eyes: "Then tell me... hey, don't touch that water It's not for you to drink...Hey, you have to pay for drinking water..."

……

She and her father were comrades-in-arms in the same army when they were young, and the two were born on the same day. The drizzle drips on the phoenix tree, Yu is the homonym of Zhongyu, which will never change until death, and Nong is you and me. The homonym of medium and thick, the lingering and similar name, is also like their subsequent relationship.

When she was in kindergarten, she was the king of children who called the wind and rain, and she was the only one who obeyed her.When she was in elementary school, she managed to get into Xia Yunong's class at the cost of crying badly.

When she was in junior high school, a murder case happened in her home.Grandfather was doing business abroad all year round. Grandmother was caught cheating on the spot with a former comrade-in-arms. During the dispute between the three, the lover pulled out the gun issued by the army, and grandmother blocked the bullet for grandfather.

At that time, only Xia Yunong knew that the only witness when that incident happened, watching a good house being wiped out by a gunshot, that day became forever bloody in her memory.

"Nong Nong, I have no home." Grandmother died on the spot, her lover was imprisoned, grandfather was addicted to alcohol, and she was homeless.

"No, you still have me, my home is your home, I'm still here, always here."

"Nong Nong, I hurt." During those nights that were haunted by nightmares, she comforted her inner anxiety and panic: "Tong Tong, don't you feel hurt anymore, I will feel bad too."

The moment when the first rainbow breaks through the sun in the haze is the only salvation for all those who are in the dark.

Xia Yunong is similar to Sun Yutong.

The subsequent development is indeed the same as what Xia Yunong said, but any story has a beginning and end, and the context is clear and clear. She concealed the most important chapter of the full text, so the whole story is unfinished, and the real ending cannot be pieced together.

Xia Yunong was sent to the hospital by kind passers-by when she fainted on the side of the road. The doctor said: "Miss Xia, this is a genetic disease. The current domestic medical technology is not up to the point where it can be cured. We can only use it to treat it. Drugs to control its spread."

Her face was a little pale, and she said with a smile: "What will happen if the disease becomes more and more serious?"

The attending doctor looked at the young girl with a look of unbearable expression: "There is a word in martial arts novels called "loss of five senses". Your five senses of hearing, sight, smell, taste, and touch will gradually decline."

Like a cripple? She bit her lip, tore up the medical record and threw it into the trash can. She would not let her have a chance to know her condition, even if it was only the slightest.

Since then, she has been going to the hospital regularly every month to get medicine. Even so, her body is still getting more and more out of control, and the loss of five senses is intermittent, sometimes one sense and sometimes several senses.

At first she was flustered, afraid of being noticed by Sun Yutong, but later on she became more and more calm, and even secretly learned lip language in order to hear what she said clearly when she was deaf.

What really made her want to leave her was that one night, she suddenly fell ill, habitually fumbled for her mobile phone in the dark, and called Sun Yutong.

However, it was a stranger who answered: "Hi, hello, are you looking for Mr. Sun, she got drunk with a client, hello"

Like a child who was caught on the spot for doing something wrong, she hung up the phone in a state of embarrassment, and fell asleep on a lonely pillow, crying.

She promised to give her a family, so she worked hard in the past few years, followed by promotion and salary increase, and was appreciated by the headquarters as the general manager of the branch.

During this period of time, she was getting more and more busy, and the temperature during the hug was getting colder and colder.

It wasn't until the moment she couldn't find Sun Yutong that she realized how scared she had been all along.She was afraid that she would become her burden because of this incurable genetic disease. She was afraid that she would not be able to see her appearance, hear her love words, or do anything.She was afraid that she would not be able to accompany her to grow old slowly until Mu Xue arrived at Zhaohua.

The good scene of derailment was planned by her own hands. In order to make the scene more fulfilling, she even beat her with her own hands.She knew that she was in pain, but knowing the truth, she felt more pain than anything.

Her purpose was just to make her think that she had misunderstood her, so that this long journey away from home would appear to be well-founded and flawless.

She rehearsed this quarrel scene for a long time, the surprise and disappointment when she entered the door, the questioning and indifference in her tone, and the strength of that slap, like a director who strives for perfection, every step of planning is perfect.

She succeeded, and the injured lover ran away injured. At the moment when the door slammed shut, she lost all sense of touch. Since then, she has never known what pain is like.

But she didn't know, in fact, Sun Yutong knew about her illness a long time ago, and she loved her so much, how could she not notice that something was wrong with her.Knowing that she didn't want to worry about it herself, Sun Yutong also kept it from her and secretly used his contacts to find experts in this area to treat her.During those busy days, she lied to her. She didn't work overtime because she had to work and socialize. In the end, she didn't even have time to eat with her.She went to visit the experts who studied the disease one by one, traveling back and forth in several countries, and sometimes being able to take a short nap for 10 minutes was already considered too much for her.

However, Nong Nong, her favorite, still doesn't trust her. When their mutual friend suddenly broke in and undressed in front of her without saying a word, she was stunned.

When she realized it, she suddenly came in and questioned her about her infidelity. At that moment, she immediately understood that this was a trap she had set up.Anger and grievances coupled with the forbearance and exhaustion of this period of time made her unable to lose her temper with her, so she could only calm down by going away for a night, but when she came back after regaining her senses, what she saw was that people were leaving the tea. "Home", she still lost her Lennon.

In fact, she originally planned to tell her when she came back from this business trip. She just met a German doctor who could treat her disease through a client of the previous company a few days ago, and the company resigned in a few days. After that, she took her there.

Regardless of whether the cure is good or not, she will be with her.

——end

"You said how could she be so cruel, saying that she didn't want me, so she could leave without saying goodbye. I was really mad at her. I have been looking for her for so long, but there is no news at all. It has been two years, and I am really I'm very scared, she's outside and can't find her way home." She looked at me with complex eyes, filled with unresolved hatred and inseparable love for her.

I don't know how to answer her question. This ending is too embarrassing for others.But maybe I can tell her that when she said these words, the person sleeping behind her burst into tears, and there are still crystal tears in the corners of her eyes.

"Then are you going to take her home now?" I still can't believe that after going through such a long time, her affection will remain the same.Maybe it's because the first impression she gave me was too bad, which made me worry about it until now.

"If she's gone, I'll still be the same person who was homeless and homeless." When she said this, sadness and tenderness were strangely intertwined.

Suddenly, her eyes suddenly gathered together, like a cluster of fire burning.

She hugged her gently behind her back: "Tongtong, I admit defeat, can you take me home? I won't hide anymore, I want to go home."

"Well, good." The corners of her eyes were moist, her nose was reddish, but the corners of her mouth were smiling. The sad surprise in her eyes was like the treasure she treasured was finally found again.

All suffering will pass, and all affection should be fulfilled.

I glanced at the sky outside the window, well, it’s another new day.

The author has something to say: [Nong Nong, I hurt]

In fact, this story also ended in early October. Later, due to studies and other reasons, the plan to publish it was shelved. Unfortunately, I delayed publishing it until tonight.

I was fortunate enough to hear a friend recount a documentary post that ended in regret on a sleepless night. This story is based on this, but their ending is contrary to reality, bitter and happy.This is actually to fulfill a little obsession in my heart.

She wants to treat you well, take care of you for half of your life, and promise you happiness for the rest of your life.

When you have an accident, you just want to wander alone, always ready to die on the way.

This kind of behavior is not greatness, but selfishness.

The betrayal of a lover is not cheating and betrayal, but that you are in trouble and refuse her company.

Please don't be afraid of the impermanence of the world, and tell her the uneasiness in your heart.Leaving in the name of love is the cruelest injury.

The secular world should not make people's hearts changeable, and time will not make feelings weaken.

The moment she decides to fall in love with you, she must be ready to "live, never leave. Die, stay with each other."