please stop being jealous

Xu Luo is also a person with a lot of thoughts, and because of this, I feel that her kindness to me is very wrong.

Before I met her in the milk tea shop, I was sure that I didn't know her. I had never been to her house, nor had I been to the Polytechnic University, and I had always stayed in my circle.

A person's attitude will not change so quickly. I think that my attitude towards her has no boundaries. I will not care too much about her, nor will I pay too much attention to her.

And what about Xu Luo?She once tried to stay away from me by getting sick with a cold. After she was discovered and warned, she slowly revealed other information and asked me to take the initiative to stay away from her.

For example, when she told me about her family, I sympathized with her and felt sorry for her, which caused me to always think of these things when I faced her.

Besides, she recorded audio files for me, cooked porridge for me...

and many more.

While I endured it with peace of mind, I still felt that something was wrong in a faint way, and today I finally found the root cause.

Because thinking of it, the distance from Xu Luoye seems to be kept at a relatively stable place recently.

Facts have proved that my words and thoughts are not wrong.

Xu Luo also heard what I said, and she didn't have the slightest objection. She didn't say that I slandered her and misunderstood her. She even opened her mouth and spit out a word: "Yes."

This word is like a lighter, and I was successfully ignited.

I smiled, let go of her, and said, "Go take a shower and change into pajamas."

Xu Luo also stood up, she pursed her lips tightly, and finally there was a different emotion in her eyes.

It's anger, it's anger, it's helplessness.

I bent my lips and looked straight at her. Seeing her like this, I raised my eyebrows: "Do you think I have no brains? I want to get 3 yuan a month from me without any damage." Don’t you think it’s too beautiful to go back without sacrificing anything?”

Xu Luo also took this shower for half an hour, and I have been leaning against the bed, staring at a book in front of me for a long time.

It is still Yu Hua's "To Live", but now I can't calm down, looking at those sad words, I don't have much emotion in my heart.

The sexy pajamas that I bought for Xu Luoye were actually not very big, they were just silky and transparent.

But compared to Xu Luoye's own set of little dinosaur pajamas, this one definitely belongs to the unconservative category.

There is also a hair dryer in the bathroom, and after another ten minutes or so, I heard the sound of the hair dryer running and disappeared.

Not only do I have good eyesight, but I also have good hearing.

This means that Xu Luo will also come out.

When I think of how much effort she has put in to get me to take the initiative to distance myself from her, I will feel a little angry in my heart, so I forget the sympathy and pity I had for her at the beginning, and only think about punishing her.

Xu Luo also came out in that pajamas.

The length of the pajamas only reaches the thighs/roots/parts, it is very short, and because it is transparent, you can even see her white panties and the underwear she is wearing.

But other places can be seen at a glance.

Her flat stomach, tight waist, smooth arm line.

and many more.

Her hands were hanging by her sides, and it was obvious that she was trying hard, because she pushed her hair forward, trying to cover part of the scenery in front of her.

It is indeed covered, but it is not finished, and there is more of a sense of sight of "still holding the pipa and half covering the face".

I closed the book and looked into her eyes.

Her eyes were calm, no different from before, and she didn't reveal her redundant emotions, just like a death row prisoner who has seen through life and death and is about to go to the execution ground.

I beckoned: "Come here." I said again, "Turn off the lights, only the desk lamp."

Xu Luo did the same, and didn't notice her reluctance, but could feel her silent resistance.

It is also a silent rebellion that does not work.

The desk lamp was warm yellow, inversely proportional to the darkness outside the window.

Xu Luo didn't speak either. I looked at her sideways and saw that she was still standing, so I asked, "Why don't you take off the inside too?"

It's a shame to say that.

I did it on purpose.

Xu Luo also looked at me, and finally there was a trace of anger in her deer eyes, but she still couldn't attack.

Because she has no money to pay liquidated damages.

I touched my nose and smiled at her: "You mean I watch you take off."

My smile seems to be getting brighter and brighter: "Really?"

Xu Luo also licked her lips, but still didn't say a word, but put her hands back.

A few seconds passed, and she took off her underwear, like a puppet at the mercy of others, without any thoughts of her own.

The pajamas are transparent, and the hair in front of her is no longer covering anything because of her movements.

As Fang Yuan said before, Xu Luo also has big breasts/big waist, thin legs and long legs.

At this moment, I am absolutely sure that I am not sexual/cold/indifferent.

I rolled down my throat, feeling myself getting thirsty.

And this night, I don't know how to describe it in terms of whether I slept well or not.

This "sleep" is no longer simple and pure.

When I woke up, I was actually a little confused. It was Friday, and I still had to go to morning class.

Xu Luo was also lying next to me, her hair was a little messy, she was lying on her side, with one arm on the pillow, breathing evenly and steadily.

I took a few glances and recalled nights when she had buried her head in the hollow of my shoulder, or thrown her head back so her neck was on me.

I pursed my lips, gently lifted the quilt, and planned to get up.

If you don't get up, you may be late.

I'm pretty sure my movements were light, but Xu Luo blinked and then opened them.

I didn't want to say anything, I looked at her twice, went to the closet to change in my underwear, and then went to the bathroom to wash.

The transaction of money and body, I don't need to feel guilty and guilty for last night.

But when going out, it is inevitable that you will feel a little heavy in your heart, but only for a moment, followed by a relatively comfortable mood.

At least she got the punishment she deserved for playing tricks on me, didn't she?

When I got out of the parking lot, I finally noticed that there was a rain in Liucheng last night, and the roads were all wet, and the rain is still going on now, but it is not heavy, and pedestrians are holding umbrellas, lest It rained on him.

Finally, he parked the car on the first floor of the company. Unfortunately, he met Principal Fan.

She has always been high-profile, including her car. Today she drove an all-black Porsche, and two days ago another luxury car.

And she seems to have carried out the phrase "the poor play cars and the rich play watches" to the end, and she wears another expensive watch on her wrist.

I saw Huo Lingshu wearing the same watch, and I have a little understanding of the price.

Well, checked the eyes, I can't afford it unless my parents give me money.

When Principal Fan saw me, she smiled and said, "Teacher Yu." She asked, "We will have a sports meeting in one week, please do your best."

I nodded, unable to even show a smile, and finally arrived at the company suffering all the way.

It is actually very difficult to persevere in a life that does not change day after day.

Before this, I didn't expect that I would come to work here for more than a year.

But the fact is, I sat down at the desk again, and the familiar face next to me was still Kong You.

She was so sleepy that she closed her eyes to calm her mind. I put the water on the table, unscrewed it and took a few sips.

"Mr. Yu."

"morning."

Kong You greeted me listlessly, and finally squinted his eyes when he finished speaking, and looked at me on the table.

"So sleepy?" I was a little curious.

Kong You nodded, and her voice was filled with sleepiness: "I slept late last night." She remembered what I said before, "Mr. Yu, is it because you stayed up all night, or because you slept well?"

"sleep well."

Because I am a little tired.

But I didn't say that.

I know what kind of label I am in circles other than the company and family, but in fact it is all an illusion. I have never had a consecutive kiss in the past two years, except for Xu Luo who was kissed by me a few days ago Also, except for Xu Luoye from last night.

Xu Luo is also my lover. Her performance last night can't be said to be good, but it can't be said to be bad either.

At least I think her begging for mercy sounds good, and that seems to be enough.

It is so cold on weekdays, like the sound of stream water in the cold night, like being poured into lava.

It's hot, it's boiling, it's sexy, and it's tempting to listen to more.

Kong You showed envious eyes: "I have been under a lot of work pressure recently, and I haven't slept well."

She sighed: "Hey."

I raised the corner of my lower lip, didn't say anything more, sorted out my files, and went to the classroom at 08:30.

In fact, it’s not that I haven’t recalled those days when I accepted the plan. At least if I quit this job now and rely on the plan, the monthly money will be much more than now.

And I'm not studying now, so my time is relatively more free. If I resume my previous part-time job, then I may be as free as Fang Yuan, and more chic.

But I don't want to.

Even in the past two years, some companies have come to ask me whether to accept the plan, and some are still very persistent, asking me every now and then, but I still insist on my attitude and refuse every time.

And even now, after such a long time, companies still send me WeChat to contact me.

In the eyes of my parents, I am really not an excellent person, and I also feel that it seems to be the case, compared to other people in the world.

It's just that sometimes I have a lot of ideas and come up with many ideas.

But I really don't want to make plans anymore, even thinking about this past, I can think of what Xiao Canran did back then.

So I would rather live the life I am now, even if I am a little tired.

Because it is fulfilling, and because nothing major will happen.

After the morning class, I went back to my seat to rest, and as soon as I took my phone, I saw a message that Xu Luo had sent me.

She said that she went to the library in Liucheng.

Instead of going to the school library, I went to the library in Liucheng.

I took a sip of water and didn't reply, as if I didn't need to reply.

She is just reporting her itinerary to me every day.

I sent a message to Fangyuan, telling her that I would go to her to talk about something at noon.

Fang Yuan refused, saying that her room was a bit messy, and asked if I could go in her milk tea shop.

When I arrived at her milk tea shop, there was still a long queue here, and the shop assistants were very fast, but they couldn't stand the increasing number of customers.

In business, Fang Yuan is very smart.

Fangyuan didn't wait for me at the door, I went into her office by myself.

When she saw me, she rubbed her neck: "What? Do you want to tell me that you are sexual/cold/indifferent?"

She didn't expect me to do anything.

I picked up the water on the shelf, went to the window, and watered the succulents she was raising.

The rain outside has stopped.

Fang Yuan came over and poked my shoulder: "What are you talking about? Why are you dumb?"

I put down the water, exhaled, and then pulled my collar to the side, exposing my shoulders.

There is a ring of teeth marks on it.

Fangyuan: "..."

Fang Yuan: "Fuck, sister Xu is a dog, right?"

She reacted: "Eh? Fuck."

I glanced at her and snorted to answer her question after I walked in the door.

There was a trace of shock and disbelief in Fangyuan's eyes, she swallowed, and said with emotion: "It's not easy."

I went back to the sofa and sat down, took apart the straw, and inserted/inserted the milk tea that had been set for me in advance.

Micro sugar is just right for me.

I said, "What's so difficult?"

"It's not easy if you're willing to do it." Fang Yuan shrugged, "What's even more difficult is that you, a 27-year-old sister, finally have sex/life after so long."

With a dark face on my face, I pointed to the silk scarf she was wearing: "Can you and Lu Sheng be a little more restrained? Look at you, it's May, and you still wear a silk scarf at work."

Fangyuan touched the silk scarf I mentioned, and she smiled: "It looks good on it, and it looks just right with my clothes. Who else would think of it except you?"

That's true, she looks really good with a silk scarf in her professional attire.

I didn't stay here long before Fangyuan left. Before leaving, Fangyuan told me: "You are the last attack in Liucheng, Mr. Yu."

I gave her a blank stare.

After another afternoon of class, I was a little drowsy when I left the company.

After Xu Luo sent me that message in the morning, she never contacted me again, and I didn't want to take the initiative to send her something, because I was still angry.

Before last night, I was really nice to her, and I didn't even intend to have a relationship with her, everything was caused by her.

I also know that she must be angry too, but...

Do I have to go back and coax her?

I'm really not that humble.

When I got back to the apartment, Xu Luo wasn't there, so I stood there for a while and drove out again.

Even if I have to get up early tomorrow, I want to drink some wine now, so I asked Hou Jin about it.

Hou Jin's family sells wine, and what she has been exposed to most since she was a child is wine, and she also has a hidden identity, that is, a bartender.

She led me to her own bar. The bartender at the bar saw her continue her work, but she walked in by herself and asked me to sit at the bar.

The employees were a little surprised, Hou Jin smiled and said to me: "I haven't done this for a long time, I hope it will be delicious."

She operated the machine smoothly and her movements were graceful. After a while, a glass of beautiful wine was placed in front of me.

She put down the bottle and blinked: "Drink and see?"

I sipped my straw and took a sip.

The taste of the wine is not strong, mixed with some fruity, very refreshing and layered.

Hou Jin sat down next to me. She didn't mix it for herself, but just poured a glass of beer.

She asked: "You look like you have something on your mind, let's hear it?"

She is not Fangyuan, she and I have common topics, but we are not friends who talk about everything.

More of the same kind.

I tasted the wine again, and shook my head when the smell of wine dissipated in my mouth, and replied, "No, I'm just a little tired from work."

Hou Jin glanced at her shop and said, "I'm quite tired too."

I raised my glass and touched her. I didn't intend to say anything at first, but I finally thought about it, supported my head, looked at Hou Jin, and asked her: "When will you find a new girlfriend?" ?”

"I don't know." Hou Jin brushed her hair, "My parents haven't talked to me until now."

Under the dim light, she frowned: "Really don't try to come out lightly."

"I'm not as irrational as you."

"Get out." Hou Jin scolded me, then laughed loudly.

Tired of laughing, she said, "But I feel very relaxed."

I thought about my parents and nodded: "Maybe."

Hou Jin's intuition is very sensitive, as if she knows that I am the same kind of person as she is.

After a while, she asked me: "Why don't you go back, Wen Xiang and Neniyu are pregnant? Have you had a fight?"

"..." I rubbed my eyebrows, "jump the topic."

But the topic is not skipped.

Half an hour later, we showed up at the gate of the Polytechnic University, and Hou Jin asked her staff to drive the car.

That glass of wine was not high in alcohol, but I drank some other wine later, mixed it up, and it made me a little dizzy.

Then I called Xu Luo and asked where she was.

She said she was at school.

The sound returned to before it was destroyed by the lava.

When it arrived, more than half of my drunkenness had dissipated.

Hou Jin sat next to me, looked at the gate of the Polytechnic University with me, and asked me: "Do you want to go down?"

"No." I shook my head, "Please send me back."

Originally, I wanted to pick up Xu Luo and go back, but I don't know when she will end, and ah, she may not want to see me very much.

I remembered the look in her eyes when I woke up in the morning.

She never gave me any good looks, either expressionless or cold, except when I forced her to laugh.

During the day, I try to stay awake, but at night, I will reveal my true colors.

I want to apologize to her.

Hou Jin sent me back, and after I sat down on the sofa, I let her go back by herself first.

I dimmed the lights in the living room a lot. I tried my best to keep my eyes open so that I wouldn't fall asleep. Later, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I went to the bathroom to take a shower, and I felt much better.

At 10:30, Xu Luo also came back. When she came back, I was practicing calligraphy in the study.

Fortunately, practicing calligraphy can make me calm down, and when I see her, I won't be embarrassed.

She went into the study, didn't say anything, picked up a notebook by herself, and didn't know what she was writing.

It was as if nothing had happened to us before.

It wasn't until I wrote another page that there was no sound in this quiet study except the pen scratching the paper.

"Xu Luo also." I called her first.

She stopped writing, looked up at me, and met my eyes.

I shook my head: "Nothing." I said, "I'm hungry."

I really didn't expect that sleeping with my little lover would have such a huge psychological burden.

Xu Luo also gave an "um", stood up, and went to the kitchen.

The door of the study was not closed, I watched her disappear, and came out again within a few minutes.

She sat across from me again: "It's cooking porridge."

I seemed to have just woken up, and nodded in a daze: "Okay."

I don't know the relationship between the other benefactors and their lovers, but as far as Xu Luoye and I are concerned, I feel a little embarrassed, but it's not just embarrassing.

This made me have not been in touch with Huo Lingshu's WeChat for a long time, so I couldn't help but send her a message.

I was like an inexperienced descendant, so I asked her: [Sister Xiaoling, did you feel embarrassed when you got along with that younger brother? 】

Huo Lingshu replied to me: [Which brother? 】

I was confused after drinking, Huo Lingshu had so many love affairs, and he had many brothers and sisters.

I glanced at Xu Luoye, and typed: [Lover. 】

Huo Lingshu: [It's okay, because I don't have a heart. 】

I shouldn't have asked her, it's no wonder that a person like Huo Lingshu who doesn't take feelings seriously can expect anything from her.

This made me a little frustrated, and then she sent another paragraph: [Are you a little embarrassed to get along with your little lover? 】

She said: [Ah Chi, when you are a benefactor, don’t have feelings for your lover, otherwise your relationship will no longer be pure. You’d better only like her face and her body, not her, understand? ? 】

【good. ] I replied with such a word.

I know very well that I don't like Xu Luoye, I mean the liking of love, but like my previous evaluation of her, I like her as a lover.

But it was also before I saw through her essence.

Xu Luo also got up and went to the kitchen again. I took a deep breath and stood up too.

Huo Lingshu can have no heart, but I can't, otherwise I would have given up liking her long ago, and I wouldn't have such a relationship later.

I coughed twice, as if to cheer myself up, before I walked to the door of the kitchen and watched Xu Luo cook.

I asked her, "Why don't you wear an apron?"

Xu Luo also replied: "I'm afraid you will find it troublesome to take it off later."

"..." I had the urge to swear.

She can piss me off with one word, really.

But the message revealed by this sentence is also very direct: she is angry.

It's just that it's not easy to attack normally, and I can only be stimulated by words.

I waved my hand: "I can't."

Xu Luo also turned his head, glanced at me, said nothing, and continued to fiddle with what he was holding.

More than 20 minutes later, it was past eleven o'clock, but I sat comfortably at the dinner table.

I don't eat late at night, and I don't eat porridge. It's been many years since the last time I ate something so late.

Xu Luo was also sitting on the sofa, and I was stirring the steaming porridge here, and there was a side dish in front of me.

The porridge is very hot, and I have to blow it down after taking a sip before I can safely send it to my mouth.

After taking a few bites, I noticed the movement in the living room.

Xu Luo also lowered his head slightly, and his shoulders shrugged slightly.

She is crying.