please stop being jealous

The sound of her crying was very small, but it was enough to make me dazed and confused.

I don't quite get it.

The porridge in the bowl seemed to lose its fragrance all at once. I put down the spoon, leaned back, and crossed my arms.

I didn't say anything, just looked at her.

Watching her quietly.

I even set a stopwatch on my phone, staring at the passing time since I found her crying.

After 6 minutes passed, Xu Luo also seemed to let out a deep breath, and then raised his head.

She didn't play with her mobile phone or turn on the TV, she just sat there like a statue.

I clicked "pause" on the stopwatch, picked up the spoon again, and sent a mouthful of porridge to my mouth.

I also ate some of the side dishes in front of me, but I really don't have the habit of eating late at night. In the end, I only ate some of these and got up.

I threw the bowls and chopsticks into the sink, and when I passed by the living room, I glanced at her.

Xu Luo's side face was also calm, she didn't look over, her eyes were a little empty, but there was a lot of resistance faintly revealed.

I twitched the corner of my mouth, went to the bedroom and opened the wardrobe under the table, took out a pack of cigarettes, and took out another.

I haven't smoked for a long time, and I have been looking for the lighter for a long time.

In the end, I bit the lighted cigarette and leaned against the door of the bedroom, looking at Xu Luoye's back.

I have watched her back in this place more than once. When she was deliberately sick and caught a cold, I wanted to do something, but then I just looked at her here.

Her back was still thin, her shoulders were covered under her clothes, and she felt a little empty.

After standing for a few minutes, I let out a breath, held the cigarette between my fingers, walked over slowly, and sat down on the single sofa where she narrated.

She pursed her lips and glanced at me. Seeing that I was smoking, she frowned imperceptibly, and then relaxed it by herself.

He looked like he didn't care about anything.

This cigarette is peach-flavored, and the smoke is not unpleasant in the air. I sniffed my nose and smiled again: "Crying?"

I deliberately made my words ambiguous: "You also cried last night."

The tears on her face had disappeared, and there were no tear marks left.

Hearing my words, I saw her purse her lips tighter again, and then opened her lips that could sing out an incomparably beautiful voice: "I'm going to wash the dishes."

I shook my head: "Don't worry."

I raised my eyebrows: "Tell me, why are you crying?"

My trust in Xu Luoye is basically gone.

She is 22 years old, but she has more eyes than anyone else. I was right to describe her as "cunning".

But I thought, after I warned her, she would be honest.

But I didn't expect that she slapped me hard in the face.

Before last night, I really thought I was doing good deeds, and I had no intention of having sex with her.

Even that night, when I hugged her and put my lips on her neck, I just thought about why she let me sleep so well, instead of doing something.

I also understood why I didn't have such thoughts at the time, because Xu Luo also worked too hard in front of me.

The pathetic persona she tries so hard to create for herself makes me want to be nicer to her, but also makes me feel like I'd be burdened to do something about her.

She's so smart, so witty, and so cunning.

I was hooked.

If it weren't for the big difference from before, I wouldn't have thought about the motivation behind this series of things.

The smoke at the fingertips ignited a little more.

Xu Luo also replied: "Nothing."

She stared at the cardboard box on the coffee table, not at me.

I licked my lower lip and called her name again: "Xu Luoye."

I smiled: "I didn't overdo it last night, did I?"

No matter how angry I was last night, my actions towards her were gentle.

Even if I'm crying, even if I'm begging for mercy, it's definitely not because I'm not doing well enough.

Moreover, the nurturing relationship should be honest, don't spend so much time on it, right?

"..."

Xu Luo didn't answer immediately either, she raised her hand to wipe her face, then drooped her eyelids: "It's none of this business."

"That's...?" I raised my voice at the end.

Xu Luo also looked at me and replied, "I failed a test."

Now it's my turn to be dumb, but I frowned, realizing that things won't be so simple.

I expressed my disbelief: "Do you think I will still believe you after everything you have experienced?"

I threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray on the coffee table: "You are with me, there is no trust at all."

After thinking about it, I changed her address: "Sister Xu."

Since adopting Xu Luoye, I have to admit that my sleep quality has indeed improved a lot.

She can do as-mr for me and make me fall asleep. With her by my side, I can also fall asleep quickly. It is no longer like before, either keeping my eyes open all night, or drinking and taking medicine.

But what I can't deny is that Xu Luo's worry also makes me often feel uncomfortable.

Originally, I wouldn't sleep with her, really, just treat me as a money-spreading boy with a lot of money.

If she hadn't irritated me.

Xu Luo also tightened her hands on her knees. She didn't defend herself and said, "I'm sorry."

Her tone was sincere and natural.

Apologies for deceiving me earlier.

"Then why are you crying? I should be wronged."

Under the light, Xu Luoye's eyes turned red in a second, but I was unmoved.

"I don't know," she said.

"It's just a little uncomfortable," she said.

I waved my hands, got up and stopped looking at her: "You sleep in the guest room by yourself tonight."

Her pitiful appearance made me wonder if what I did was too much.

Fang Yuan called her "Little Sister Xu" one by one, and she looked very young. If I didn't know her real age, I would have been deceived by her appearance.

Fortunately, I have no heart.

This night, I didn't sleep well, and there was a hypnosis file made by Xu Luoye in my phone, but I didn't click on it.

After opening his eyes for a long time, he finally fell asleep in a daze.

Before going to bed, I felt that the temperature of Xu Luoye was still in my arms, and it seemed that Xu Luoye's steady and even breathing was still in my ears.

On Saturday, the last day of the May Day holiday, before class, I also sent a message to Xu Luo and sent her back to school.

I also told Fang Yuan about this matter. As a bad friend, her focus is different from mine. She kept calling me a scumbag, saying that I slept with her and ran away.

This is the third time Xu Luo has been sent back to school by me.

She is very obedient, which seems to be what she wants. When I got home, I saw the living room and study room with no one there, and I felt a little strange in my heart.

It's not heartbeat, nor sympathy, but the daze that still exists.

The only consolation may be that my cousin is leaving. Before leaving, my mother asked me to go home and said that I would send him off.

It's Tuesday and I don't have class.

When my cousin first came to Liucheng, I didn't know, but when he went, he was clearly arranged, which also made me resist more in my heart.

But now that he was leaving, I finally found him pleasing to the eye, and finally drove him to the airport hall. I smiled at him, turned and left.

I originally thought that my mother would have a lot of reluctance for him, but I didn't expect to turn around with me, which surprised me a little.

It's just that her complexion is not very good, but it doesn't prevent me from asking her: "Mom, why don't you give more to your cousin?"

My mother gave me a blank stare, snorted, and didn't answer my words.

I pestered him endlessly: "Mom, just tell the truth, did you send Xie Zijin here for a blind date?"

My mother stopped in her tracks: "You think I haven't read a book?"

"Who knows if you want me to fall in love with him uncontrollably, and end up acting like a fake cousin."

"Of course you have read books, but you have also read a lot of dog blood novels and TV series."

My mother was choked by my words, she let out a last breath, and after getting in the car, she called me truthfully: "Xiao Xie is here to test your attitude."

"What attitude?" I held the steering wheel with some doubts.

My mother looked out the window and changed the subject: "Send me downstairs to the company."

I'm just a teacher in a small educational institution, but my parents are not, they are much richer than me.

When I was young, my parents and I worked in the same factory as Fang Yuan and the others. Later, when the factory couldn’t continue to operate, we all found our own way out. We were all lucky, and that’s why we have the conditions we have now.

My parents opened a small shop by themselves in the catering industry. Later, when they made more money, they opened it bigger and bigger. It took more than ten years to reach the current scale.

They are more successful than me.

"Okay." I didn't ask any more questions, and sent her downstairs to the company.

After my mother got out of the car, I smiled and waved to her, but she knocked on the window and said, "You also come down."

I shook my head: "No, Mom, I'm going back to prepare lessons."

My mother frowned: "Do you really plan to be a teacher in your educational institution for the rest of your life?"

"..." Actually, it's not impossible, it's just that when you say repetitive words, sometimes you will find it boring.

But my mother didn't insist on letting me go to the company to have a look in the end, so I drove away.

Thinking about it carefully, the relationship between my parents and me is now like this, and there are also reasons why I don't go to work in the company.

At the beginning, I either gambled for the public examination, or went to the company to help them, but I didn't do it, so it's strange not to be angry with me.

Originally, I planned to find Fangyuan, an idler, and I actually did so, but I went to her shop, bought two cups of milk tea, greeted her and left.

The apology I wanted to apologize to Xu Luoye before, was all forgotten by her behavior, and in the end, there were only questions left to be thrown out to attack her.

But now I want to make up the apology even though I sent her back to school.

Haven't told her when she will be back.

I went to the gate of the Polytechnic University again. There were so few people outside the campus. I carried two cups of milk tea and entered the gate.

But I actually know the purpose of my trip, not just to apologize.

After these two days of free time, she went online to look at her school's forum, and searched for Xu Luoye's name.

There is a red post that is a bit dazzling——

[Xu Luoye from the Engineering Management Department, has he been taken care of by someone?Or did you talk about a rich boyfriend? 】