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"It's you."

"You told them about my past, didn't you?"

Hong Yu looked at Xin Yu as if she didn't know her. After a few short breaths, she stood up from the sofa. Xin Yu hurriedly grabbed her hand to prevent her from walking away. After a while, when he raised his head again, his eyes were filled with tears, and he asked tremblingly, "What did you tell them?"

Xin Yu knew that at this moment she must not hide anymore, the truth is cruel, she wanted to hug Hong Yu, but she was afraid of being rejected, after hanging her hand in the air for a long time, she was finally unable to put it down, and opened her mouth with guilt.

"There was a party two years ago. I was in a bad mood and drank a lot. When they talked with me, I told them that I liked someone, but that person was not suitable." Xin Yu tried hard to recall the scene at that time, and continued: "They asked me why. I didn't want to say it at first, but they were very worried. In the end, I said that the person's private life was a little messy, and I couldn't accept it."

Similar to what I guessed, Hong Yu was calmer at this time, watching Xin Yu and waiting for her to finish speaking.

"I introduced you to them within half a year of our being together. This is different from what I did before. The ex-boyfriend only showed them to them after two years of dating, so they can deduce that you are the one I said. If you ask around in the group of friends, you can get some of your eight..."

There was a sarcastic smile on the corner of Hong Yu's mouth, Xin Yu's voice stopped abruptly when she saw it, and said in a deep voice, "Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean that!"

"You don't mean that, but that's my past, a rotten person who had a corrupt life, right?" Hong Yu continued to show a terrifying evil smile.

Xin Yu frowned and looked at the emotionally out-of-control person. She knew that no matter how she explained, Hong Yu would not be able to listen, so it would be better not to say it.

They looked at each other silently for a long time, Hongyu's head was still in a state of confusion, wave after wave of strong emotions slapped on her forehead, she unconsciously grasped her aching head, and when the world was spinning, she clenched her teeth hard to hold back. Let yourself shout it out.

"Hongyu...don't be like this..." Xin Yu hugged Hongyu who was trembling all over, tears streaming down her face.

After a long time, Hongyu, who was shivering in her arms, finally calmed down. Xin Yu still hugged her tightly, unwilling to let go. She had a bad premonition in her heart, and she held on to the person in her arms even more tightly, but she could feel I can't seem to grasp her heart.

The person in her arms gently pushed her away and sat up. Hong Yu raised her hand to caress Xin Yu's beautiful and flawless face, trying to press down the huge pain in her heart, but after trying for a long time, she was still thinking repeatedly in her mind. In the previous conversation, her heart became more and more chaotic and painful, and finally she couldn't control her tears any more, and she streamed down.

After burying her face in her hands for a while, she raised her face again, wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Give me some time."

Having already expected such a situation, Xin Yu nodded with tears in her eyes.

Hong Yu got up from the sofa, and Xin Yu also stood up. She knew what Hong Yu was going to say, but it was her fault.

Hong Yu looked at her blankly, and said in a low voice, "I...need some time, and space...I'll move back to my place first, and then...let's get in touch again."

Unlike when she was young, she was so eager to let the whole world experience her pain at the same time, Hongyu gradually became unwilling to let others see her wounds. The richest lady can only conduct a surprise inspection.

Just as she thought, Hongyu has already moved back to her apartment.

Seeing the richest lady, Hong Yu was not too surprised, turned around and walked into the house, Yun Jie shook the pizza box in her hand, and Hong Yu gave her the beer knowingly.

Seeing her packing her luggage, Yun Jie tried to ask calmly: "When did you move back?"

"Last week." Hong Yu held a stack of thick sweaters in his hand and neatly stacked them in the suitcase. Yun Jie asked while stuffing food into her mouth, "Going on a trip?"

"On a business trip to Japan, stop by for a few days to see the cherry blossoms." Hong Yu said without raising his head.

"Does Xinyu know?" Yun Jie asked tentatively.

At this moment, Hongyu finally raised his head and said softly, "I know, I told her."

"She won't go with you on a trip?" Yun Jie insisted on sticking to the topic of Xin Yu.

"No, I think we all need some time to think calmly and think clearly." After Hong Yu said this, he remembered that he had said the same sentence to Xin Yu at noon, and couldn't help but smile wryly.

She knew that Xin Yu was very sad when she asked Xin Yu to give her time and space, but she still tried her best to comply with her request, and only kept in touch on social software without interrupting.

But she knew that Xin Yu would still find her, so six days after moving away from her house, because Xin Yu had invited her to have lunch the night before but she didn't answer, she was a little surprised but not surprised to see She was waiting in the lobby of the office building.

Hong Yu came down with two colleagues. After seeing Xin Yu from a distance, she turned her head and said a few words to them, then walked towards her.

Xin Yu was a little anxious about her appearance, but Hong Yu gave her a comforting smile and said softly, "Let's go."

Seen from a distance, they are two white-collar workers with exquisite makeup. One is wearing a dark blue dress with revealing curves and stepping on black stiletto heels, and the other is wearing a black and white buckle-waist chain skirt with silver thin straps. Well, since it was lunch time, they only brought handbags.

After leaving the office building, the oncoming wind messed up Hongyu's long curly dark red hair. She flicked it up and down casually, revealing a charming look unintentionally. Xin Yu looked at her in a daze , and didn't pay attention when she got to the traffic lights, Hong Yu hurriedly grabbed her by the waist to hold her, half hugged her in his arms and whispered, "Be careful!"

Xin Yu nodded in embarrassment, and Hong Yu let go of her. She really wanted to hold her hand, but she endured it, and finally held the handbag tightly with the hand close to Xin Yu, and finally put her heart in her hands. The idea is to press down.

She took Xin Yu to a Vietnamese restaurant with a comfortable environment for a business lunch. Because of the price, there were not so many people during the lunch break, but because of the delicious food, there were quite a few people. The not too noisy environment is more suitable for them to get along with now. , Too quiet will amplify the silence between them, and too loud will make them choose to remain silent.

Unlike the past where Hongyu would order dishes for her according to her preferences, this time Hongyu only chooses dishes for herself, and then silently waits for Xinyu to choose what she wants from the menu.

Suppressing the soreness in her heart, Xin Yu beckoned to the waiter, and after ordering, they became silent again.

After a while, the waiter brought over the drink. Xin Yu tried the sweet and spicy frozen lemongrass water, took a sip and pushed it aside. Hong Yusheng resisted the urge to exchange the lime drink with her, Continue to look left and right to divert attention until Xin Yu speaks in a low voice.

"Chenxi asked why you didn't go to church. You promised her to meet her before, but she said she missed you."

"Oh." Hong Yu nodded before saying, "I'll call her when I find time."

Xin Yu looked at Hong Yu quietly, stretched out her right hand to hold Hong Yu's hand on the dining table, and held it tightly: "Hong Yu, can you go home? I miss you very much."

Hongyu looked at Xinyu silently, the separation these days made her think a lot about them, some words hurt others, especially when two hearts were close to each other, but she had to say it.

The sockets of her eyes slowly turned red, and when she was about to speak, the waiter just delivered the food.Withdrawing his hand, Hong Yu said softly, "Let's eat first."

Xinyu could see that Hongyu was about to say some unspeakable words just now, and the uneasiness in her heart was getting heavier and heavier, and she really couldn't eat. She watched Hongyu eating silently without raising her head.

After finally finishing the grilled pork chop rice in small bites, Hongyu mustered up the courage to look up, only to find that Xinyu didn't even move his chopsticks, and the beef hor fun soup had become cold and a bit mushy.

Hong Yu stared blankly at the unsatisfactory food. After a while, he came back to his senses. He raised his eyes to meet the red eyes, but he couldn't say anything anymore.

Love that is no longer passionate is similar to the bowl of noodle soup in front of you. It is such a mess that people can no longer arouse their interest.

Seeing that Hong Yu was full, Xin Yu picked up her handbag and got up, and Hong Yu followed her to the cash register at the door to check out. Xin Yu's face was pale, and Hong Yu concealed it with indifference.

Out of the restaurant, Xin Yu walked forward quickly, Hong Yu followed closely behind, and when she reached the empty corner of the big square, Xin Yu finally stopped, turned her head to look at Hong Yu, and waited quietly for Hong Yu to come back. Yu said what he had just said.

This incident was caused by her, and she had to accept the anger and punishment from Hongyu, even breaking up.

Thinking of this, Xin Yu's eyes turned red again. She couldn't imagine what would happen after breaking up with this person. She liked Hongyu for so long, and he was still unwilling to give up after struggling for so long. She got it after fighting for it. Happiness, she is unwilling to let go like this, but now things are out of her control, the feeling of losing control scares her, the deep sense of powerlessness has kept her awake at night, and her whole body is haggard.

Hong Yu carefully watched the change of Xin Yu's expression, when Xin Yu's tears were about to fall out of her eyes, she gently touched Xin Yu's face, and said softly: "Don't think about it, I just haven't thought about it yet. "

"Have you thought about anything yet?" Xin Yu asked in a nasal voice.

Hong Yu sighed deeply, turned away to look at the tall buildings in the distance, the blazing noon sun made her squint her eyes, and said after a long time: "I haven't figured out how we should spend our lives together."

"Hong Yu!" Xin Yu grabbed her hand in a panic. Hong Yu immediately turned his face and pressed her shoulder comfortingly. Wrong, and I am not wrong, after all, those things have passed, and now I am not the same as before."

"But those, the former me, are still me, those pasts made me who I am today."

Xin Yu frowned and listened carefully.

"I told you before that I can feel your defense towards me. Defense is an expression of distrust." Seeing that Xin Yu wanted to explain, Hong Yu signaled her to let him finish. After Xin Yu nodded, she said: "The ex-girlfriend incident made me less trustworthy, so I will be very sensitive to these emotions. I understand that as a person who loves me, you will care about and be jealous of my past, but I can't always live worrying about you. , or your family, or even your friends, feel that they are going to settle old scores at any time, although I know you are powerless to stop others from gossiping."

After hearing Hongyu's words, Xinyu felt that there was no longer any hope between them.

"Xinyu, people who can't trust others are very lonely. Before I fell in love with you, I was alone for a long time. In the lonely and long night, I couldn't fall asleep. The silence was scary, and I frantically filled Fill my time with ball games, alcohol, sweet flesh, anything that makes time go faster."

"I thought I had tasted the taste of loneliness in this life. It turns out that there is another kind of loneliness in this world, which makes people feel even more lonely."