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"I thought I had tasted the taste of loneliness in this life. It turns out that there is another kind of loneliness in this world, which makes people feel even more lonely."

Xin Yu couldn't understand Hong Yu's words.

Looking into the distance again, Hong Yu said after a long time: "Loving someone who can't respond to your love is more lonely than being alone."

"I love you." Xin Yu said softly, "Hong Yu, I love you."

"I know." Hong Yu nodded and said, seeing that Xin Yu was even more confused, Hong Yu said: "But there is a grievance in your heart. When I try to get close to you, I can feel it. Deep down in your heart, you are still on guard Me, you can't respond to my love very well, and when I feel these things, I can't respond to your love in order to protect myself, I made a wrong step, and we have reached the predicament we are in today."

"These days I've been thinking about what happened when we tried to be together three months ago, our respective thoughts, feelings, positions and even retreat, but there is no right or wrong in love, only love or not love." Hong Yu's eyes were strong Pain looked at Xin Yu, and said softly: "I think we all need some time to think calmly and think clearly about how we should spend our lives together. I still love you, Xin Yu, I still love you very much."

Xin Yu closed her eyes lightly and nodded. She understood what Hongyu wanted to express. They must each find a way to let go of the past and move forward to the future together. The quarrels and arguments of the past.

Easier said than done, on the second night of Hongyu's return from cold Japan, a beautiful woman who was blinded by "belated anger" was welcomed into the family.

Regarding what Hong Yu said, Xin Yu disagreed with some parts, and the cause of the whole incident revolved around Ms. Wang's past?Why is she still acting like a victim?These reluctances made Xinyu feel a fire in her heart, and with the encouragement of a few glasses of spirits, she couldn't help but come to the door to argue.

"Wang Hongyu, you bastard!" The drunken woman couldn't even stand still, but she still rushed forward and raised her arms to beat the bad guy who made her sleepless, her voice full of grievances: "You bastard..."

Never thought that Xin Yu, who was calm and self-sufficient, would lose control like this. Hong Yu was so distressed that he hugged him tightly and brought him into the house, coaxing him softly, "Well, I'm a bastard, Wang Hongyu is a big bastard."

"Why do I want to hold you in my hand and love you dearly, but you always want to run away..." Xinyu leaned on Hongyu's shoulder and muttered vaguely, she seemed to wake up again at this point, pushed Hongyu away hard, and once again Shouted: "Wow woof you bastard!"

Before Hong Yu could react, Xin Yu took a step forward to hold Hong Yu's face, and kissed him hard.

Hong Yu hugged her soft but powerless body, and responded fiercely to the person who made her think like crazy, and then let go of Xin Yu after a while, the drunk person was made more and more exhausted by the kiss, and leaned softly on the In Hongyu's arms, she kept saying, "Hongyu, I love you, I really love you..."

"I know. Be good, okay? Sleep okay? Just fall asleep." Hong Yu coaxed softly.

"I want to sleep with you." Xin Yu suddenly smiled, a bit treacherous, she had never seen Hong Yu like this before, she was a little interested, so she said: "The kind of sleep that takes off your clothes, You have slept with many women like this...I am angry...very angry! Wang Hongyu, you bastard! You bastard...why do you sleep with others...why..."

Clearly feeling a deep cut in the heart, Hong Yu raised his head to look at the ceiling, forced back the tears after a long time, tried his best to bring her to the bed, tidied her up, and went to the guest room after seeing that she was sleeping comfortably .

The next day, Xin Yu woke up from Hong Yu's touch.She was a little puzzled at first, and then quietly recalled what happened last night. She was drunk, but she didn't drink the fragments. After remembering what she had said, she quickly sat up, hugged Hongyu tightly, and whispered: "I'm sorry , Hong Yu is sorry."

"It doesn't matter." Hong Yu gave a bleak smile, and said in a low voice, "You're angry, you just said something out of your mouth, I understand."

The faint smile made Xin Yu's heart shrink, and the severe pain made her unable to breathe.

The room fell silent, and Hong Yu looked at her for a long time before saying, "It's only six o'clock in the morning, you can go on to sleep, I wake you up to tell you that I'm going back to Malaysia today, in case you won't see anyone when you wake up." I'm thinking wildly, that's why I woke you up."

"Why rush back?" Xin Yu asked nervously.

"Today is my mother's birthday. If I go back early, she won't have to worry about me not coming home, which will affect her mood." Hong Yu replied softly.

"After you come back, can we make an appointment to talk again?" I said those unforgivable words last night, and Xin Yu felt that he had no confidence in this request.

After thinking quietly, Hong Yu slowly shook his head.

"Hongyu..." Xin Yu grabbed her arm with all his strength, because she was afraid, she pinched her arm deeply, and Hongyu held back her arm and did not make a sound.

"I should go." Hongyu stood up abruptly, and Xinyu sat on the bed and looked at her helplessly. After all, Hongyu still couldn't bear it. She knew that a person with strong self-esteem put herself in such a low profile. The taste, she couldn't bear this crime for her beloved.

She moved forward so that Xin Yu could hug her, buried her face in her lower abdomen and cried for a while, then she gently stroked Xin Yu's hair, and whispered: "Think about it, but don't think about it, okay? I love You, I love you very much."

Helping Xin Yu, who was tired from crying, let her lie down, covered her with a quilt, and looked down at her gentle and beautiful face, because she just cried, a bit like a delicate flower wet by heavy rain, her heart moved slightly, this The person is still the one who haunts Wang Hongyu's dreams, before he has time to think, his body responds faster than his reason.

Lips and tongues intertwined fiercely, Xin Yu stretched out her arms and hugged Hong Yu's soft body tightly, warmly welcoming the long-lost intimacy between the two, and couldn't help but let out a soft, lingering and suppressed hum, Hong Yu felt a flame in his chest Instantly ignited, the body trembled violently, and began to tear the clothes of the two regardless, immersed in joy and unable to extricate themselves.

After finally waking up, the sudden joy made both of them a little dazed, Hongyu looked at the ceiling for a long time, collected himself, kissed her forehead before getting up, and said: "I'm afraid of the traffic jam, I really have to leave. "

"Be careful on the road." Xin Yu said softly, seeing Hong Yu getting dressed and walking to the door, she couldn't help calling out: "Hong Yu."

"Huh?" Hong Yu looked back at her suspiciously.

Xin Yu showed the most gentle smile and said affectionately: "I love you."

"Well, I love you too." Hong Yu smiled slightly, and gently closed the door.

After leaving Hongyu's apartment, Xinyu finally began to think about their relationship, problems and future as she said.But these propositions are often unsolvable. It only depends on whether the two are willing to compromise, and how much concessions to make also varies from person to person.

For what she couldn't figure out, Xin Yu thought over and over again, and finally decided to ask Mommy for help.After listening to it, Mommy looked at her daughter deeply for a long time before saying, "I can understand why Hongyu is like this."

"I can also understand a little bit." Xinyu said pertinently, choosing to be honest: "But Hongyu seems to care about some things that I can't figure out."

The queen mother sighed softly, and said: "Mummy won't tell you more, I can only say that the crux of the problem lies in three years, a full three years."

After returning from Mummy, Xinyu tossed and turned thinking about the meaning of three years,

What did she do in those three years?

What did Hongyu do in those three years?

For three years, as Hongyu said, loving someone who can't reciprocate your love makes you feel even more lonely.

Hongyu also talked about trust and the future.

Three years, response, loneliness, trust, future.

Xinyu's thoughts are spinning and turning, and when she has free time, she will try to think about the connection between these five concepts. Mommy also warned her not to disturb Hongyu's life easily before she figured out the clues.

Until midnight, she received a call from Sijing.

Changed clothes and drove to Clarke Quay. After parking the car, Xinyu found an unremarkable gay bar according to the address Sijing sent. Almost all men were there. She quickly found Sijing sitting next to a beautiful woman of mixed race. Jing.

"Xinyu, are you here?" Sijing greeted Xinyu to sit down, and quickly explained to the big beauty: "My boss wants to come to the gay bar, I have no way out, so I have to ask Hongyu for help, I didn't bring her here for a drink on purpose, I One person can't send so many people back, so I have to ask you to pick her up."

Xin Yu heard between the lines that even Si Jing didn't know that Hong Yu had moved out, and just like Mommy said, Hong Yu had no intention of breaking up.

Xin Yu smiled softly, turned her head to look around, and asked softly, "Where is she?"

"She went to the next door and said she was going to meet an acquaintance." The mixed race replied familiarly.

Nodding to them, Xin Yu found the bar next door, and it was interesting to see that almost all of them were women.

Xin Yu saw the person she was thinking about day and night from far away, Hong Yu's right arm was resting on the back of the sofa chair, his slender fingers were clenched into a fist to support his forehead, his posture was as lazy as a Persian cat, and he was smiling slightly Chatting with someone, that person is raising his hand to pat Hong Yu's face back and forth, feeling very intimate.

After being stared at by others for a long time, Hongyu will always feel something. He turned his head to look at the source of the gaze, and was a little surprised to find that it was Xinyu.After they stared at each other for a while, the woman who was chatting with Hongyu also turned her head to look at her, her charming Danfeng eyes were full of understanding.

Xin Yu walked over slowly, Hong Yu patted the sofa to signal her to sit beside him, and asked curiously, "How did you find this place?"

After looking at Hongyu for a long time, Xinyu replied: "Sijing saw that you were drinking, so call me to pick you up."

She bit the word "go home" very hard, Hongyu knew she was jealous, smiled helplessly, turned to the charming woman and said: "Lisa, this is my girlfriend, Li Xinyu, dear Yes, this is the lady at the bar, Lisa."

Hearing Hong Yu calling herself dear, Xin Yu's complexion improved a lot. Lisa smiled sweetly and stretched out her hand to shake with Xin Yu, calling the bartender to serve Xin Yu a non-alcoholic drink.

The two women were deeply curious about each other, they complimented each other as if they were practicing Tai Chi, Hongyu rolled his eyes and went to the bathroom.She came back after a while. The two queens seemed to be quite satisfied with each other, and even exchanged mobile phone numbers. Hongyu was at a loss for such a plot development, and his head after drinking was not particularly good, so he decided not to think about it. , continue to gossip with the proprietress about the gay bar next door.

Unable to get in the conversation, Xin Yu chose to go to the bathroom. Where there are many women, there are always not enough bathrooms. She was at the end of a slightly longer line, quietly listening to the rather loud conversation between a long-haired woman and a short-haired woman in front of her. .

"You mean the one sitting next to the proprietress?" The long-haired woman looked out, and after seeing it clearly, she said with a smile, "You've taken a fancy to Wang Hongyu?"

The short-haired woman also took a look, and then said to her friend, "She's so right!"

"You have no chance!" The long-haired woman said with a narrow face, "You just came out to play and don't understand anything, can't you see that Wang Hongyu is attacking?"

"So feminine? Short life!" The short-haired woman was very embarrassed.

"It's a pity if you don't attack with your hands like that." Another long-haired woman behind them spontaneously joined the conversation, and the long-haired woman nodded yearningly, with endless aftertaste: "Honestly speaking, that should be the best time in my life."

"I begged her for one night. She has a good temper and always responds to requests."

"But she doesn't like to kiss, so don't even think about kissing with tongue."

"So she doesn't have to talk about that?"

"She didn't give me a mouth."

"I do not have either."

"He also refused to let me touch her, and she was only willing to use her hands with finger cots to serve me."

"me too."

"But those hands...the hands of God!"

"My legs are so weak, but I still want it, begging her to stop!"

"Ah... find a chance to catch her again."

"Lisa said that Wang Hongyu hasn't been the top player for many years..."

"Well, Lisa is there, how can she think of us?"

"You mean her and the proprietress?"

"Of course, the proprietress is so beautiful..."

Xin Yu leaned her back against the wall weakly, listening to them continue to discuss her girlfriend's experience of being the first to benefit the crowd.