What kind of years were those?

In those few years, Hongyu was full of anger, and then vented it with alcohol and desire. After others ruined her trust and love, she further ruined herself.

And what did I do then?

The corners of Xinyu's eyes dripped with crystals. I chose to stand on the sidelines, and tried to alienate her by using the excuse of being indiscreet in my private life.

She didn't know how Hongyu got out of deep despair.

Looking back at what she has experienced, the person in front of her who loves her is so heart-warming, so considerate, so sincere, how much courage must it take to give herself to me again, such pampering, such love , that kind of care, and what she asks for in return is just trust.

But I couldn't trust her 100% because of her past, and kept opening up the past to use in disputes. Doing so was no less than pushing her into the abyss of the past, forcing her to recall the miserable days again and again.

This is not love at all, I kept hurting Hongyu, but she opened her heart because of her love for me, and she was hurt by me almost defenselessly, again and again.

No matter how hopeful people are, they should despair, right?

But she is still gentle, and she is not afraid to say love!

Xin Yu finally understands why even Mommy hates iron for steel, she is doing something wrong on her own.

Looking at the person talking and laughing with Lisa from a distance again, Xinyu felt so guilty and ashamed that she had nowhere to go, so she raised her feet and moved slowly, step by step towards the door.

Xin Yu didn't come back after a long time, she was a little tired after drinking, but Hong Yu still persisted and went to the bathroom, but there was no one there?

Going back to the sofa, she found her mobile phone, and called Xin Yu anxiously, but no one answered, she called twice in a row, at this time she received a message from Xin Yu: "I have already left."

With question marks all over her face, Hong Yu was at a loss for Xin Yu's unexpected arrival and farewell without saying goodbye. Finally, her exhausted body couldn't hold it anymore. She sat down on the sofa and thought for a while before returning: " Oh well."

Seeing that her face was not looking well, Lisa walked over from the bar again and asked softly, "Are you okay? I'll take you home?"

"No need, you're still busy!" Hong Yu forced a smile and said, then picked up the bag, and walked out with unsteady steps.

It was at this time that the nightlife at Clarke Quay came alive. Hong Yu quickly caught a taxi, and the car was speeding along the road. She watched the lampposts receding one by one, not knowing where she and Xin Yu were going.

In fact, Xin Yu didn't leave, but fled to her car and sat there blankly.For the most intelligent people, the hardest reality to accept is finding out that they've done something terribly wrong, which shakes their self-confidence, and when that self-confidence is challenged, self-esteem kicks in.

She couldn't believe that she waited silently for three years to find the right time to start a relationship with Hongyu. In fact, it was not a manifestation of rational handling of feelings. On the contrary, it was a cowardly choice to make excuses for not being able to trust her.

If she had been braver, she might have been able to be with Hongyu earlier, but who can say for sure about the world?

When she was beating her head angrily, she saw Hongyu coming out of the bar with faltering footsteps, and walking towards the place where she could take a taxi with her not sober head propped up.

The security guard at the door of the apartment recognized her car and let her go. She saw that the taxi had stopped and guessed that Hongyu was paying. After the car was parked, she also got out of the car.

Hongyu seemed to be a little more awake than before. She looked up at the crescent moon in the sky, took a deep breath, and walked towards the elevator entrance.

Xin Yu looked at her back silently. There was thick fog in the late night air. Hong Yu, who was dressed in dark clothes, seemed to blend into the thick night. The back that looked up at the moon was full of loneliness, and her footsteps were deep and shallow. Walking, the back is no longer straight when staggering forward, unlike the day when he used strength to hide his fragility, at this time Hongyu was so weak that he seemed to have no strength to move forward.

She saw Hongyu swiping the key card, through the glass door she could see her leaning back against the wall weakly, silently waiting for the elevator to come down, then looked down at the phone, trying to press something with vigor, at this moment Xinyu's voice The phone rang.

"are you home yet?"

Xin Yu replied immediately: "It's here. How about you?"

The elevator door opened, but Hongyu didn't go in, she hurriedly replied to herself: "It's here, but my bed is still comfortable, good night, I wish you a good sleep."

"Well, good night." After Xinyu sent this message, she couldn't help crying. Hongyu's tone was so familiar. On those days when she was away on business, she would always receive similar messages. A white lie to reassure yourself.

Hongyu didn't want her to worry, but wanted her to feel at ease. Many times she would hold back and just want to leave her love. Even after she left without saying goodbye tonight, she could see that Hongyu was trying to hide the sadness in her heart. But she was still gentle with herself, concerned about whether I got home safely.

And what did I do?

He refuses to apologize because of his proud self-esteem, and admits that he has actually hurt Hongyu everywhere.

I don't know how long I stood downstairs. After recovering, Xinyu found the door card and key that Hongyu had given her in her bag. The moment she opened the door, Hongyu lifted up from the sofa with a face full of astonishment. At the beginning, ask: "How do you...?"

After returning home, Hong Yu didn't take a bath, but took a bottle of brandy and drank alone on the sofa.Xin Yu didn't answer Hong Yu's question, she put down her bag and washed her hands, and brought a round brandy glass from the bar.

At this time, Hongyu was drunk and drunk, she didn't even have the strength to stand up, Xin Yu sat beside her, stepped forward to sniff her nose and mouth, and said softly: "You drink too much."

Hongyu showed a smile of "I was caught by you", and Xinyu also smiled at her, picked up the round bottle on the coffee table to drink a full cup for herself, and swallowed it breathlessly.

"Hey!" Hong Yu shouted, but it was too late to stop, Xin Yu had already swallowed it all, and she wanted to drink before going forward, Hong Yu had no choice but to grab her hand to prevent her from taking the wine.

"You let me drink, one more cup is enough." Xin Yu turned her head to look at Hong Yu intently, Hong Yu shook her head helplessly, Xin Yu knew that her coquettish expression had worked, and moved her face to rub Hong Yu's neck After a while, he asked softly, "One more drink!"

Hong Yu sighed deeply, very helplessly: "One more drink, drink slowly."

But Xinyu wanted to use the wine to boost her courage, so she couldn't drink it slowly. Although the brandy was slightly sweet, it was choking. In order not to let Hongyu stop her, she stood up and swallowed a glass again. Hongyu looked at her and was speechless .

Wiping the nectar dripping from the corner of her mouth, Xin Yu exhaled, her body seemed to be on fire instantly, Hong Yu opened her drunken eyes and looked at the flushed girlfriend, and said with an angry smile, "What are you doing?"

Pressing the burning abdomen, Xin Yu sat next to Hong Yu again, took Hong Yu's hand with both hands, looked at Hong Yu seriously, and said again: "Hong Yu, I'm sorry."

Hong Yu was stunned on the spot, not knowing how to answer.

Xin Yu looked at her for a while, and then said: "I always thought that you enjoyed the days when there were many beauties very much."

Hong Yu suddenly grabbed Xin Yu's hand tightly. Xin Yu looked at those beautiful big eyes and continued: "Actually, you don't enjoy it. Alcohol and sex. Love may make you feel better right now, but after the passion dies, you will feel better." The great emptiness and loneliness that comes with it is more tormenting, just like tonight, after drinking, you are actually more sad now."

"I'm sorry, I've always cared too much about my jealousy, and ignored the pain of your past being brought up constantly." Xin Yu sighed deeply at this point, and raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Hong Yu's eyes , Said softly: "I didn't think about it for you, you actually regret it more than me and want to forget those days."

Hong Yu kept nodding when he heard the words, tears fell like broken pearls, Xin Yu stepped forward and kissed them one by one, and said after a long time: "Just now I heard three women discussing you in the bathroom of the bar, they Talk about your bed techniques and preferences."

Hong Yu said "Ah?" in astonishment, and looked at Xin Yu with shame, Xin Yu held her face, frowned and said, "Although I'm very unhappy, it's thanks to them that I found out that my girlfriend and The Wang Hongyu they knew was completely two people."

"They exchanged information saying that you don't like kissing, you don't like using your mouth and you don't let them touch it, but you are actually a kissing monster, every time you want to mouth, you often suffer unbearably." Xinyu said Here I couldn't help laughing, because Hong Yu's face had turned blood red.

After kissing her cheek, Xin Yu looked deeply into her eyes, and said softly: "Hong Yu, please forgive me for my self-righteousness in the past, and the shrinking back three years ago? I hope we can let go of the past together , and clear the history, and try again, okay?"

This was what Hong Yu had been waiting for for a long time. After she nodded, she burst into tears instantly because of grievances. Xin Yu held her beloved in her arms and patted her back to comfort her.

Hong Yu cried for a long time, after she stopped, Xin Yu got up and got a hot towel, helped her put it on her eyelids, and said softly: "My eyes are swollen, so I shouldn't be able to go to work tomorrow."

After doing it for a while, Xin Yu also helped her wipe her face. Now some people feel comfortable physically and mentally. They pull their girlfriend to sit on their laps, wrap their arms around her waist intimately, and smell deeply the moisture on Xin Yu's body. Cold fragrance.

Xin Yu hugged Hong Yu's head, stroked back and forth, looked at the bag with Japanese printed on the single sofa, and started chatting: "Didn't you buy me a gift when you went to Japan?"

"No, I only brought this back." Hong Yu pouted at Xin Yu, Xin Yu tilted her head and continued to look at the bag, then heard Hong Yu say: "I don't have money to find geisha to spend time with me, so I have to find these people .”

Xin Yu couldn't help laughing, patted her forehead lightly, and said, "Bad guy." Then she got up to get the bag, which was full of documents and manuals, all in English.

Sitting back beside Hong Yu, Xin Yu's smile grew wider as she scrolled down. Finally, she took away the consent form and said with a smile, "This is the best gift."

"I haven't signed it yet, so it's useless for you to take it away." Hongyu's face was a little red, and she didn't dare to look at Xinyu shyly. ? During the Cold War, can you still consult how to have a baby for us?"

Hong Yu glared at her resentfully, Xin Yu hurriedly kissed her mouth comfortingly, well, the sweet and delicious lips made her want to stop, so she kissed her several more times, this time drew Hong Yu's anger out.

Hong Yu hugged him tightly again, sticking out the tip of his tongue into his hot and humid mouth, finding the QQ candy, and immediately entangled him, hooking and licking back and forth, seeking without gap Let Xinyu's brain be deprived of oxygen, let out a soft "um", and signal Hongyu to give her some breathing space.

After Hong Yu backed away a little, she kissed him again quickly. Xin Yu only took a breath and was kissed again. But the soft little tongue was quickly sucked by Hongyu, and she could only hug Hongyu tightly, and let out soft hums from her nose, arousing Hongyu's deeper desire. , Untied the clothes and kissed all the way down.

Xin Yu took the opportunity to gasp for breath to calm down her breathing, but a tease at the sensitive point made her cry out uncontrollably, Hong Yu was captivated by such groans, and joined hands in trying to please Xin Yu, The heartbeat continued to speed up, and the temperature of the body was almost feverish. He reached out to help Hongyu loosen the restraints on his body, and the silky skin was pressed against and rubbed tightly.

Hong Yu pressed Xin Yu down on the sofa, sat on Xin Yu's two fingers standing on her lower abdomen, raised her face with a slightly painful expression, and couldn't help but let out a fatal cry: "Ah! Ah..."

Then her right hand went around behind her, and then inserted into Xin Yu's legs. Xin Yu arched her waist impatiently, and greeted her with an uncontrollable charming moan.

The two invaded each other's softest place, writhed fiercely under each other's movements, but held each other tightly as if not letting go, and kept twitching. After sending Xin Yu to the peak, Hong Yu sat down violently several times, which also softened himself.

After crawling on Xin Yu's body for a long time before she came back to her senses, Hong Yu recklessly climbed down again, who cares, as long as she doesn't plan to go to work tomorrow.

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