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Although Anping was much better than Qiao Yu, he still had a childish temper and couldn't bear to be begged. Seeing that Qiao Yu's tears were about to fall, he thought about it for a while, and his chubby face was wrinkled into a ball, so he had no choice but to say: " Then I will take you there secretly, don't tell my senior brother, he has repeatedly told me to drive you away, if he finds out that this is the case now, he will definitely beat me up."

Chang An usually treats Anping very well, protecting him and pampering him, and taking care of everything by himself.But if Anping really made a mistake, he would be ruthless enough to attack him, and it was not light. He should remember the pain and learned his lesson, so that he would not do it again next time.

Qiao Yu couldn't laugh, but she still whispered to Anping, "Thank you, Anping."

Anping touched his back unconsciously and sighed, he really blocked his ass.

At this time, there were not too many people in the imperial dining room. Qiao Yu, a young eunuch in the clothes of the outer hall, was quite conspicuous. Anping hid him in a small secret room, and went to get his own set of clothes to change for him. After getting on, the two felt a little relieved and walked out.

They are both about the same height, and they are both short, but Anping is much fatter. He is round and cute, but his clothes can fit two Qiao Yu.

Qiao Yu tightened her trouser belt, the sleeves were too wide and rolled up a few ties, as if she was wearing an ill-fitting costume, just waiting to appear on stage.His entire face was almost buried under the collar, only the small half of his face above the nose was exposed, so he couldn't be recognized easily.

Dutifully passing through the front yard of the imperial dining room, Anping took a bold look around. Now that there are few people in the backyard at this point, Anping took this opportunity to grab Qiao Yu's hand and ran all the way to a corridor deep in the backyard.He is a little chubby man, panting after running for two steps, pointing to the room where Xin Xin is, he said repeatedly: "That is, it is the place where Zhang Xin rests. I am not familiar with Zhang Xin, so I won't go in to join in the fun, now I have to go back to look for my senior brother, fearing that he won’t be able to find me in a while and will be scolded again.”

Qiao Yu thanked him again, waved his hand, and walked towards the room, hesitated for a while whether to knock on the door, and finally knocked lightly.

There was no movement inside.

He knocked on the door persistently, and after a long time, a familiar and calm voice came, but his breath was not steady.

Xinxin said: "Come in."

Qiao Yu opened the door and came in. There was no light in the room, but with the light coming in through the thin window paper, he could vaguely see the layout inside.There is only a lame table in the outer room, on which are several thick books and bills and half a white candle, and a chair that is about to fall apart beside it. The breeze that blows through the door can call it "Crackling, creaking" screaming, unable to stand.In a corner stood a dead stove with a kettle on it, and a white china cup with a chipped top on the floor.Other than that, there is nothing else, it is empty and does not seem to be inhabited.

Qiao Yu walked a little further in, and the first thing she saw was Yixin bent over the bed, with her face facing the inner side of the bed, and behind her was a mass of long black hair, hanging down the edge of the bed like a cloud.

Yixin seemed to have heard the commotion outside, and turned his head again, revealing most of his face was sickly pale, he was very thin at first, but after only one day, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight, with prominent cheekbones, leaving only one Take the bone out.

He smiled slightly, and saw Qiao Yu waving, "I knew it was you, a little fool. It's too late for others to hide from me. If you don't come, why do you have to come?"

Qiao Yu's nose and eye sockets were red. The bed was too low, so he squatted down, touched Xin Xin's chin carefully, and asked in a muffled voice, "Does it hurt? Did you see the imperial doctor?"

He pinched his palms to hold back his tears, he was afraid that he would have to bother to comfort himself, and he didn't know what to do, so he could only ask useless words.

Xinxin patted him on the head, Gu Zuo said to him, "As long as you have been in the eunuch's house, it is common for you to be hit by hands and boards. You have been beaten like this since you were a child. It doesn't matter. At most, you can bear it."

Qiao Yu shivered. He was pampered by his grandmother and the prince since he was a child. No one dared to touch him with a finger. How to bear it.He was well protected both at home and in the East Palace, but he still saw a scene of hitting a board once.It was only a few days before he entered the palace, and Concubine Feng Gui was going to give him to Empress Chen.Qiao Yu lived in a remote small house in Shenyun Palace, and suddenly heard noise outside, so she secretly opened the window to see what happened.A group of people gathered under the big locust tree in the yard. Several young eunuchs were gagged, and the clothes behind them were stained red with blood. Qiao Yu was so frightened that he didn't sleep well for several nights.

He was still thinking about how he could invite the imperial physician, and said gratifyingly: "It's finally here, don't just patronize the uncomfortable, help me boil a pot of water, okay?"

Qiao Yu snorted and went to fetch water from the well outside, then carefully lit the fire, finally burning the coals, and smeared several stains on her face, like an unwashed little cat.He's usually easy to coax, but that's when he doesn't insist. Qiao Yu really wants to do something and has never given up.

For example, risking his life as a eunuch to come to the Taiqing Palace, even though he knew that the road ahead would be difficult and dangerous, he still came.

He tried his best to hold back his tears, choked up his sobs and looked at Xin Xin, but he looked so pitiful that he didn't speak, and he couldn't even support Xin Xin.Maybe he could not be affected in the past, but today is different, he is too hurt and tired, and occasionally he wants to find someone to talk about the things buried in his heart.

Xinxin smiled, he smiled most of the time, even if he was in pain, he didn't let others see the slightest bit, and said in a flat tone: "Yesterday was the winter solstice, the day of going to the grave, I went to burn paper for an old friend. I was caught. There is no such unlucky thing as burning paper in the palace, I violated the rules, and I deserve this punishment."

This is the case in the palace, it is said that there are so many masters, who seem to be superior, but in fact only Emperor Yuande can be regarded as the real master, and his emotions are those of everyone else.A servant in the palace should not have feelings, as long as he is a good thing in his master's hands, he wants to be violated.He has always been kind and prudent, and has never made any major mistakes, but yesterday he probably lost his mind and was caught by the godson of the head of the imperial kitchen who deliberately wanted to catch him, so he caught him. The yellow paper has not been burned yet.

This is a big taboo, and it is considered very light to be boarded. It is for Liang Changxi's face.But the current situation is not good, if Liang Changxi doesn't open his mouth, the imperial dining room will not want him anymore.In addition, after making such a big mistake, it will not be easy to return to the eunuch's house. I'm afraid that Xinxin will go to a deserted place in the future, and she will never turn over for the rest of her life.

The eunuchs who knew the inside story secretly scolded Yi Xin for being too stupid, that it was worth burying his whole life for a dead man?Qiao Yu didn't. She knelt on the head of Xin Xin's bed, held his hand tightly, and asked sincerely, "Brother should be happier after the burning paper worship. You cherish him so much, and he cherishes you too. In heaven I also hope you live a good life and don't be sad."

Qiao Yu didn't know who that person was, and he didn't need to know. He was a simple-minded person, and a little silly.

"Okay?" Yi Xin laughed at herself, his expression was gloomy, Qiao Yu couldn't see clearly, but she was instinctively frightened, "I don't even know when he died, what should I do?"

It won't be good.He will never get better in this life.

Chen Sang was a general who stabilized the morale of the southern border army and deterred the enemy. After falling off the cliff, he kept concealing the news of his death. It was not until the victory in the southern border that he delivered the news, saying that Chen Sang fell off the cliff and could not be found. It was probably a corpse. Nothing left.

It's just a matter of the former court, and the news of the harem is not well known. It will take a long time to find out, or there may be no news at all.Yixin bought the little eunuch in front of the palace to pass on Chen Sang's news to him. He knew it was a big taboo, and if he was found out, he would only die, but he couldn't help it, and didn't want to bear it, so he could only prepare a forged note in advance. Once the letter is caught, it will not implicate Concubine De.

He waited for a long, long time, hoping that God would bless Chen Sang to return home with great victory. He burned incense and worshiped Buddha, and cut off meat and meat to show his sincerity.

When Chen Sang's news came back, Yixin still didn't quite believe it. He felt as if he was having a long nightmare, and he fantasized that he could wake up and take care of the inside and outside of the palace as usual until one morning. When serving Concubine De, she passed out and fell seriously ill.The imperial doctor came to see him, and said that he was too worried, lacked in energy and blood, and lacked energy, so he prescribed some tonics, telling him not to be too obsessed, otherwise, taking medicine would not be of much use.

Concubine De can be regarded as a generous and good master, she feels sorry for Xinxin who has been busy with her for so many years but has never made a mistake, so she gave Xinxin a long vacation to let him have a good rest.Lying on the sickbed, Yixin looked at the peach blossoms blooming right outside, reached out to reach for a branch to have a look, but was scratched on his hand, blood dripping, mixed with his tears, dyed the fallen peach petals red.

Yixin finally woke up from that big dream, and admitted that Chen Sang was indeed dead and no longer in this world.In fact, he and Chen Sang haven't met each other for many years, and they can only get a few words from others, but there is always something to look forward to in their hearts.His sweetheart happens to be living a good life in this world. He is young and successful, and everyone admires him. He will have a bright future and a fulfilling life in the future.

Satisfy your heart and ask for nothing more.He is a very open-minded person, knowing that his identities are very different from Chen Sang's, he doesn't expect any extravagant results, he doesn't even need to express his own wishes, he only hopes that Chen Sang can get what he wants in everything ,May all your wishes come true.

But Chen Sang died.

No one even knew the day of his death, and there was no way for Xin to worship him or mourn for him, so he could only burn paper on the day of the winter solstice.

Thinking of this, Xinxin smiled, suddenly a little disheartened, "Actually, it's nothing, I am, I don't have much to do."