seal to be opened

In the blink of an eye, it was the third day of the next month, the day when Chen Feng set off.Fang You said that he would go see him off, and he asked Bai Ming a few days ago, but Bai Ming said something, "If you know there will be no results, don't bother." He sent it himself.In the morning, I got things done before the market opened as usual, went to the wine cellar to pick up a cheng of peach blossom wine, and planned to go out without thinking too much.

Before leaving the yard, Fang You still looked into the house.In recent days, Ai Ziqing is no different from usual, Wan'er is also very well-behaved, eats and sleeps well, which saves them a lot of worry.

Although it was daytime, the room was still lit, Fang You was puzzled, he entered the room and saw that the pen, ink, paper and inkstone were neatly arranged on the table, Ai Ziqing was sitting at the table, writing something with a pen, There were several envelopes on the table.

When he walked into the room, Ai Ziqing didn't look up, as if he had just finished writing, he folded the paper with drying ink in half, put it in an envelope and sealed it, then looked up at him and asked, "Do you want to go out? "

Fang You quickly glanced at the various objects on the table, said "um", and was about to ask him why he suddenly wrote a letter, but then guessed that it would probably be a letter sent back to the tea house, which is not surprising At that point, he changed the topic: "Probably will stay later, but let's wait for my return for dinner."

Ai Ziqing replied "Okay" lightly, watched Fang You turn around and leave the bedroom, and walked towards the entrance of the courtyard.Fang You is still dressed in black, just like when we first met, calm but domineering, restrained and sharp, he is a hero and boss, and even his sweetheart, this kind of character makes him unable to take his eyes off for a moment.

Fang You walked to the entrance of the courtyard, seemed to have a feeling in his heart, turned his head and looked in his direction, but saw that he was still buried in the pen and ink, his expression was naturally calm, he took a few more glances, and finally continued to walk out .

Ai Ziqing in the room put down his brush, and on the envelope in front of him were the four beautiful small characters just written: Fang You Dear Parents.

At this time, Bai Ming was in his own medical clinic, busy in front of the Baizi cabinet, ordering goods.In the past few days, the business of the medical clinic has been poor, and few people come to see the doctor. At most, some rich people routinely help to buy some tonics.As a doctor, Bai Ming was very happy about this. People in the world were pain-free and disease-free, but he himself was as happy as a fairy.

Lighting and lighting the medicinal materials, a man came suddenly, and he was no stranger to him, he knew the Xiaoer in Xia Yulou.The mistress said that it was a matter with Young Master Fang, and Mr. Ai wanted to ask Doctor Bai to go and have a look.

Bai Ming felt strange. Usually, even if Waner had some minor ailments, most of them would come to the door with Ai Ziqing holding the child. Firstly, after the diagnosis, he could directly grab the medicine and decoct it. Secondly, he was always alone in this clinic. Looking at the gate, it is really inconvenient for a doctor like him to run around outside.It was the first time that Bai Ming encountered a situation like today where he sent people to invite him.

Reluctantly put down the medicinal materials account book in his hand, Bai Ming was stunned for a moment, thinking that there was no appointment in Japan today, and there should be no one to consult the doctor, so he nodded, grabbed the medicine box for outpatient consultation, and followed the waiter Xia Yulou.

Ai Ziqing confessed a few words to the nanny, telling her to come back later, and approached Wan'er's cradle alone.The child was lying obediently inside, and when he saw his father, he stared at his little arms and legs happily, babbling and wriggling, wanting to hug him.When Ai Ziqing saw him acting coquettishly towards her, her heart immediately softened, and she hurriedly picked up the baby from the cradle into her arms, rocked it back and forth, patted it, and murmured his nickname.

At the age of half a year, the child began to recognize his own name, and when he heard Ai Ziqing call him "Wan'er", he knew to smile at him, a smile that was so sweet that it touched people's hearts.Ai Ziqing moved closer, and buried his face in the child's belly, the smell of soft and waxy milk on the child made him extremely reluctant to part, but when he looked up again, tears were streaming down his face.

"Waner...Waner..."

The child didn't know what happened to his father, he still rolled his small eyes, and made a babbling sound, as if he wanted to say the word "Mom", but after all, he was too young, so he could only hear some childish whispers .

Ai Ziqing heard it, laughed through tears, held the child firmly in her arms, walked back and forth around the room, and coaxed softly: "Good Waner, good Waner... my good baby... I will listen to Daddy from now on. Do you know? Wan'er, Wan'er...Daddy loves you, my Wan'er..."

After a while, Wan'er was coaxed to sleep.Ai Ziqing gently put him back in the cradle, covered him with a thin blanket, and stood by the cradle, staring at the sleeping face of the child, before turning around and leaving for a long time.

Bai Ming entered Xia Yulou, found Uncle Bao, grabbed him and asked, "Where's Ziqing?"

When Uncle Bao saw him, he also looked astonished, and replied, "Didn't Young Master Ai go to your place long ago?"

Bai Ming was stunned for a moment, and asked back: "Didn't he ask me to come over to look at Wan'er? Where is Wan'er? He also followed?"

But Uncle Bao pointed to the inside and said, "The young master is inside, and the nanny is taking it with him."

Bai Ming hurriedly walked in in the direction he pointed. Seeing Wan'er, he inspected it carefully for a long time. He didn't find anything unusual about the child, but he was still very well-behaved and smart. The nanny also replied that there was nothing unusual.Bai Ming had no choice but to search inside and outside the Xiayu Building again, but he couldn't find Ai Ziqing.He knew that Fang You was going to see Chen Feng off today, but it was impossible for Ai Ziqing to go with him, and Uncle Bao said just now that he had gone to his own clinic.Bai Ming thought about it for a long time, and was very puzzled, so he exchanged pleasantries with Uncle Bao, and decided to go back first.

Back to the medical hall, I was in a hurry just now, the gate was not locked, it was just ajar, but now it was wide open.There is nothing valuable in the medical hall for thieves to steal. Although Bai Ming is not worried about the loss of property, he is still taken aback when he sees this. In front of the small medicine stove, his face was pale, and he was holding an empty empty bowl in his hand. When he heard him come in, he seemed unable to lift his head, but his fingers trembled, and the empty bowl slid to the ground. Break into pieces.

"...Ziqing?" Seeing that his expression was not right, Bai Ming didn't dare to step forward for a while, and only called softly tentatively.

Ai Ziqing slowly raised her head to face him, her complexion was paperless, her eyes were dull, she didn't speak, but with a "wow", she spewed out a big mouthful of blood.

"Ziqing!" Bai Ming took a deep breath, rushed forward, and pulled Ai Ziqing, who had completely collapsed, into his arms.He picked up a fragment and sniffed it vigorously, and then recognized that what Ai Ziqing drank was the prescription that was supposed to save him, but he changed the amount of two key medicinal ingredients in it without authorization. It will be a deadly poison that even the gods and Buddhas can't save them.Others may not have the same effect if they drink it, but this prescription is all formulated for Ai Ziqing's internal strength, if he drinks it, he must end up dead, Bai Ming knows better than anyone else.

"Brother Bai...I'm sorry..." Ai Ziqing continued to vomit blood, which stained his chest red.

"Ziqing, why???" Bai Ming's heart was like a thunderbolt, and he was in chaos, completely helpless about this situation.

Ai Ziqing's eyes began to wander, and she really grabbed Bai Ming's sleeve with all her strength, and said weakly, "Fang You...has never, never loved me...Brother Bai, you have saved me many times, but, Hmm - but none of it... didn't really save me..."

"Ziqing, why are you so stupid?!" Bai Ming knew that he was powerless, so he just hugged Ai Ziqing and cried out, "What do you want Wan'er to do?"

Ai Ziqing gave a helpless wry smile, but more blood gushed out of his mouth, and said vaguely: "I wanted to die a long time ago... I thought the child could save me, but...Brother Bai, I just beg you One thing, one last thing, promise me, okay..."

Bai Ming couldn't cry anymore, so he could only nod vigorously at this moment.

"You must be with Chen Feng. He doesn't love Fang You enough, and I don't love him enough. Fang You needs someone to love..." Ai Ziqing gradually loosened his strength in his hands, and his body cooled down quickly. It was full of internal organs entanglement and the pain of meridians being cut off, slowly turning into a misty nothingness.

Bai Ming hugged him, and suddenly felt that the obviously thin person in his arms was as heavy as a thousand catties. So all this time, Ai Ziqing had been dragging such a heavy body alone, struggling to hold on?

The last two words spit out from his mouth, and all the strength in his body was drawn away by these two short syllables, and floated into the air, disappearing with the smoke and dust.

"Fang You..."

saveasdraft has something to say: A little nagging before the end of the chapter. First of all, thank you to all readers, whether you clicked into this article by accident at this moment and read it here, or you have supported from the beginning until now, thank you all, Be with me on this journey.The source of this story is my own experience.That's right, what Ai Ziqing experienced in the story is exactly what I struggled with.In the process of writing this article, I have been experiencing the troubles of emotional illness.When I first wrote this article, I wanted to turn grief and anger into creativity. To some extent, I wanted to divert my attention. I wanted to transform those emotions into words that could be preserved forever.In fact, I have also experienced the emotional hurt that Ai Ziqing experienced, and I am also entangled in the housework that Ai Ziqing is entangled in. Ai Ziqing's hopeless unrequited love for the other party, I also love someone like that .However, my "Fang You" didn't fall in love with me in the end. She was just a friend with companionship, tenderness and lust, but no love.The only difference is that I can't give birth to my "Fang You" like Ziqing.So for me, BE is the real ending, because I don't have this chance to die, but Ziqing can, he can die for me, and I still have to bear the love for my "Fang You" live on.Of course, I also know that most readers just want to have a good time when reading online articles. I can't bear to let you feel unhappy after reading it, so I will seriously write a good ending, and I will muster up the courage to imagine. There will be a happy ending in between, even though I know there isn't.But as a creator, when I start writing, the characters don’t belong to me anymore, right? I devoted so much blood and tears to Fang You and Ai Ziqing, so I love my two "sons" very much, and I also love you who love them.Perhaps from the reader's point of view, Fang You is a scumbag, but because I love "him" very much, I can understand that he is actually just being himself, and he himself is just a mortal. Can't control, or can't see clearly.And I love "him", I love Fang You, just like Ai Ziqing loves Fang You.Okay, so much wordy, thank you for coming here.The name of this article is "The Seal to Be Revealed", and now this note, before you, has been opened.