Possess

The days of deep affection always make people feel that time flies very fast. They use the time alone to do what they want to do, and finally find that most of the time is spent in sex?Thanks to the long-term strenuous exercise, Su Bei, who had a large appetite, did not become a big fat man, but his face was still a bit rounder, only his body remained the same, except that his buttocks became more rounded and plump.Every time Ji Qingze looked at Su Bei with a ruddy complexion, he was very satisfied. He had gained weight by himself, and he felt a sense of accomplishment.The summer vacation came quietly amidst the two people's more and more tacit understanding of sex and ordinary three meals a day.

In Dingxing's high-level office, Ji Rulin was holding back his anger, and they had had a rare conversation for half an hour.Ji Qingze said that he wanted to ask for leave, and readily explained that the reason was that he would accompany Su Bei back to his hometown for a period of time during the summer vacation.In the past, his work was the first priority, and no one could make him let go of the work at hand, but now because of that boy, he can leave as soon as he wants, which is completely beyond Ji Rulin's tolerance limit.

"I didn't want to care about these things at first, I thought you would get bored after a while and get back on track." Ji Rulin smoked one cigarette after another, not as calm as usual. "Think about it, if Song Dezhang knows it, can he talk like me?"

If anyone in the family Ji Qingze is soft on, then Song Dezhang is the only one.

The door of the office was closed tightly, and the air conditioner in the room still made people feel restless, and the misty smoke surrounded the two of them inextricably.Ji Qingze felt very tired, and desperately wanted to see Su Bei at home, only when he was by his side did he feel at ease.

"I've already made plans for grandpa. I'll take Su Bei to see him this year." This kind of thing can't be suppressed, and he guessed that Song Dezhang's side has already got rumors. His uncles are not easy to save fuel.

After hearing this, Ji Rulin slapped the table and got up, the cigarette ash in his hands fluttered violently on his delicate suit, "You are crazy! Do you really want to spend your whole life with a man?"

Seeing his angry look, Ji Qingze said casually, "Aren't you and a woman unable to live with peace of mind?" The husband and wife relationship between him and Song Yushu, which existed in name only, dragged on for decades, hurting themselves Even Ji Qingze couldn't get a happy family.

"You, you bastard!" Ji Rulin snuffed out the half of the cigarette left in his hand, thinking of Song Yushu, he couldn't help but feel regretful, he loved her very much, and the two of them had a deep affection when they were newly married, but they couldn't stand the time a grueling transformation. "Don't harm other people's children. Now you have a good relationship, how many years or decades? When he is no longer young, you can still guarantee that you will always like him? At that time, you have money and power, but how can you let him be free? place?"

It's rare to talk to him rationally about this matter, and show him the naked reality. No matter how strong the feelings are, they can't overcome the plainness after the passage of time. There is still a bond between a man and a woman. They even have a piece of paper to prove that If you can’t get it, how can you go on for a long time?

In fact, Ji Qingze also imagined the future. He didn't want to think about it before because he felt that life needs freshness. Every day is different to live an interesting life. It is terrible to see tomorrow's life today.But after being with Su Bei, he will think about a lot of things in the future. For example, when Su Bei is 30 years old, he will be 42, and he may be able to live a good life, but when Su Bei is 62, he will be [-]. He is still in good health, will he be unable to take care of his lover, and even need Su Bei to serve him, an old man?

When expressing this kind of worry at that time, Su Bei reprimanded him, "Are you thinking that I can't take care of myself anymore! You are old, can't I take care of you like you do to me now?"

The relationship of unilateral dedication cannot last long. In fact, they never existed before who was attached to anyone. In many cases, even Su Bei gave more. When Ji Qingze was busy with work, he was the one who took care of the daily life of the two of them. .Subei is young, energetic and has dreams, and has his own career planning and life pursuits, which is very good.Even without Ji Qingze one day, he can live well.

The conversation was stalemate in the two people's mutual intransigence, and finally ended without a problem.Ji Rulin can't stop him, he has been stubborn since he was a child, let alone now that the relationship between father and son has broken down.So after much hesitation, he still made the call:

"Hello, Yushu?"

"Yeah..." Song Yushu was pruning a rose plant in the flower room, when she saw Ji Rulin's call, she picked it up unhurriedly.

Afraid that the other party would hang up impatiently, Ji Rulin quickly got to the point, "Shall we talk about our son?"

Hearing that it was related to Ji Qingze, Song Yushu put down the scissors in his hand and sat on the rattan chair beside him, listening quietly.It was very calm at the beginning, but as time passed, her brows became more and more frowned, and she looked shocked. It seemed that she had finally finished speaking, and she uttered contemptuously, "It really is your son, and he does this kind of thing too." Come out."

For so many years, she kept her wounded heart away from the world, and she didn't care about anyone. She didn't expect her son to be as ruthless as his father. A good girlfriend shouldn't find a man?

Ji Rulin confuses the timeline a bit. It's hard to say whether to break up first and then stay with that boy, or to have an affair during the relationship period. Who can guarantee that it's just a coincidence that the two fell in love with each other because of an accident?I'm afraid I didn't already have feelings from the beginning.

Now that Song Yushu used such words to run on him, he really couldn't refute it, even though he wanted to settle down now.

"Yu Shu, don't talk about me now. I promise you that I will never betray you again."

She has heard this kind of talk too much, and she no longer believes it, or she has long since ceased to care about its credibility.Throwing the phone on the wooden table, she picked up the scissors and cut off a flower bud neatly, staring at the flower bud in her hand that would never bloom again and sighing, "It's a pity that it grew so beautifully in the wrong place."

The countryside in summer is very noisy, the sound of frogs is heard, there are lush trees everywhere, and unknown wild flowers can be seen everywhere on the roadside.Ji Qingze drove the car on the country road, with green fields on both sides, Su Bei sat in the co-pilot and opened the window to blow the wind, the thin hair on his forehead floated mischievously, like dancing rhythmically, life is so beautiful , everything is full of vitality, as if there is hope in front of you.

This year's harvest is good, and Ji Qingze has to come to help when he is rushing back to the busy farming season. Of course, the deeper purpose is to find an opportunity to reveal the relationship between the two. It doesn't have to be an explosive expression of the love between the two, as long as it can be subtle It's good to let them get used to Ji Qingze's existence and feel that they are happy together.

After getting off the car, they walked home one after the other, and Su Bei yelled at his parents as usual.No one responded for a long time, and he said to himself strangely, "Is no one at home?" Guess they may still be working in the fields and have not returned?

After entering the yard, he saw Mother Su coming out of the house, and greeted him with an uncomfortable smile, "Beibei is back?"

"Mom! Didn't you hear me yelling so loudly?" He walked over and hugged his mother before asking.

Then he turned around and pulled Ji Qingze over, "Mom, Aze sent me back, so I can play here for a few days by the way."

Mother Su's eyes flickered as she looked at the hands they were holding. Su Bei quickly let go when she found out, thinking to herself that she wouldn't be so sensitive, did she think too much?

"Isn't Xiaoji working? I'm sorry to trouble you to send us Beibei back." She still had a smile on her face, but her tone was very flat.

Ji Qingze nodded respectfully at the other party, "The company is on vacation for a few days, so consider it a trip."

At this time, Su Wu came out of the door, "What's the fun here in the poor mountains and rivers, and the two of us still want to go out to see and see."

Su Bei always felt that the atmosphere today was very strange, he yelled that he was hungry and changed the subject.Only then did the second elder remember to let them go into the house to rest, "I didn't even have time to cook, Beibei, you go and order some noodles," Mother Su ordered.

"In such a hot day, why don't you eat noodles with vegetables?" Su Bei made a suggestion, and after getting everyone's approval, he entered the kitchen.When Ji Qingze said he would go in to help, he followed him in, just in time to hear Su Bei muttering: "I'm usually afraid that I'm tired, but today is good, I'm busy before my butt touches the bench."

Ji Qingze squeezed his chin and explained, "They must be tired after a long day of work. You have been in the car all day and you still don't move?"

Su Bei felt that what he said made sense and nodded, and he couldn't stand it anymore if he sat down.It's just that he felt that his parents were a little strange today.

The two worked together to make four bowls of noodles, and the atmosphere was a bit serious during the meal. Su Wu and his wife observed them frequently, and then secretly exchanged glances, which made Su Bei's heart shudder.Something happened?impossible!It was fine when I left last time, I can only blame myself for being suspicious.

After eating, they went into Su Bei's room. Not long after they stayed, Mother Su knocked on the door and came in, holding two apples in her hand, "Are you thirsty, it's sweet to eat a fruit."

Su Bei took it and took a bite, it was really crispy and sweet, Ji Qingze also took it and said "Thank you, auntie".

"You guys can watch TV in the main room, it's so boring in the room." After finishing speaking, he walked out.

After watching the people go out, Su Bei whispered, "What's the matter, don't you think they are weird today?" There is always a feeling of being watched.

There is only a small electric fan in the Subei room, and the wind is not strong, because the room temperature is high, and the wind blows a little heat. Ji Qingze doesn’t like the air conditioner, and now he starts to miss it. It feels like he hasn’t done it since he got off the car.” It should be because you haven't been back for a long time, so I want to see you more." He also had doubts in his heart, but he was afraid that Su Bei would think and worry.

"Hey, let's go swimming in the river?" Su Bei excitedly suggested that it would be uncomfortable to take a shower in such heat, so it would be comfortable to just immerse yourself in the water!

After thinking about it for a while, Ji Qingze thought it was good. It could not only cool off the heat, but also temporarily avoid the eyes of Subei's family.They put on shorts and slippers, and Ji Qingze took off his shirt to reveal the cotton vest inside, his back was wet with sweat.Su Bei tidied up the clothes he had taken off and said, "You can sweat so much." He thought he was really not afraid of the heat.

"The temperature is high today. I usually don't think it's so hot." Ji Qingze went to the site a while ago because of the municipal engineering work, and he felt a lot tanned. His honey-colored skin was now like caramel, but it was still sexy. Man wants to lick.Su Bei really swiped the tip of his tongue quickly under his neck, then turned and ran out while the other party was not paying attention.

Before he had time to catch him, Ji Qingze secretly scolded the little bastard, and followed him out.

Su Bei felt a bit of salty sweat on the tip of his tongue. After running out of the room, he saw Su Wu sitting on a chair watching TV. People who usually don’t pay attention to politics are actually watching the news broadcast today. Swim for a while."

Su Wu was stunned for a moment and moved his gaze away, just in time to see Ji Qingze coming out of the house, wearing his own sandals and slippers, it seems that the two of them are ready to go to the riverside "Go, but come back early, it's getting dark It's not safe!"

"Ah, we're not kids anymore, don't worry, you know!" Su Bei quickly ran out the door after receiving the answer.

After Ji Qingze greeted Su Wu, he also followed Su Bei. Su Wu watched the two people's backs gradually overlapped by the sunset, and Su Wu felt a strong anxiety in his heart.

When we got to the river, there happened to be two laundry women chatting and laughing loudly. When they saw Su Bei walking with someone they didn't know, they became curious, "Hey, Su Bei is on holiday!"

"Well, hello, aunt, have you eaten yet?" Su Bei greeted them warmly.

The two women wrung out the washed clothes one by one and threw them into the bamboo basket, "No, go back to cook after washing." The other also echoed, "It's not so hot by the stove after the sun goes down," and then asked them " This looks like a friend of yours?"

Su Bei looked at Ji Qingze and said to them, "This is my brother!"

After hearing this, they stopped asking, thinking that it might be some distant relative who came to visit. "Are you swimming in the river? Be careful, there is an undercurrent in the river!"

"Well, our water quality is good, thank you, auntie." He grabbed Ji Qingze and walked into the river. The water in the shallow water area was still warm after being scorched by the sun for a day, and it became cooler the further you went in.

After washing the clothes, the two walked away together with the basket on their shoulders, leaving them a two-person world.Finally able to relax completely, Su Bei rubbed the vests that the two had taken off in the water a few times, and then put them on the big rocks on the shore to dry.After finishing it, I went to the depths of the water and plunged into it. At first, the temperature difference was too large and I felt a little cold. After I got used to it, I felt like a fish in water.Ji Qingze has been swimming not far from him, the sweat on his body was washed away by the river, and the unhappiness in his heart seemed to be taken away with him.

They watched the last twilight disappear on the top of the mountain, and the moonlight was as clear as water, casting a reflection on the river. Su Bei leaned against the boulder to rest when he was tired from traveling.It is quiet and only the sound of nature can be heard. There is no traffic and no noise, which makes people feel peaceful.

Ji Qingze swam in his direction, and stopped when he reached him, "Is it cold?"

The evening wind was actually very pleasant, Su Bei was standing with the river water just below his creaking nest, his upper body was warm and his lower body was cool. "Not cold, just right" Everything is just right.

He raised his left foot and stretched out to hook the opponent's waist, and Ji Qingze moved forward in cooperation with him.Very close, so close that each other's hot and humid breath can spray on each other's faces.

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Ji Qingze put down Su Bei's trembling legs, and put on the shorts that had faded to the bottom of his legs just now.His own pants hadn't been completely taken off just now, he just needed to pull them up to cover his private parts.Su Bei grabbed his waist and barely supported his sore legs. At this moment, a beam of light came down from the top of his head, clearly illuminating them within two or three meters.

"Dad?" Su Bei's eyes were squinted by the dazzling lights, and he unconsciously exerted force on Ji Qingze's fingers.

Feeling his nervousness, Ji Qingze patted Su Bei's arm to comfort him.

"You guys come up!" Su Wu was very panicked, feeling the fear of being close to the truth that he didn't want to know.The light of the flashlight flickered because of his unsteady arm. He took a few steps back and waited on the grass by the bank.

After calming down, Ji Qingze pulled Su Bei ashore, picked up the clothes spread on the rocks, put them on for Su Bei, and then tidied them up by himself.Throughout the whole process, Su Bei was like a marionette, mechanically manipulated to raise his hands and arms, all he could think was, it's over!

Su Bei stood in front of Su Wu cautiously and lowered his head, "Dad, why are you here?"

"What were you doing just now?"

"No, I'm tired from swimming again and rest on a rock for a while"

"Didn't you hear me calling you?" Su Wu looked at his son in disbelief.

Su Bei was stunned for a moment and didn't think about how to refute. Ji Qingze stepped forward and stood in front of him and explained to Su Wu, "Uncle, we couldn't hear clearly because the water flow was too loud."

Time stood still for a moment, and Su Wu gradually felt a trace of hidden anger, "What's the relationship between you?" He tried hard to suppress the anger that burst out, "Your mother received a call today, and the person said that you lived with Xiao Ji and said, He also said that you have an improper relationship!"

After hearing this, Su Bei's heart skipped a beat. The instant blow made him feel ringing in his ears, and he knelt down directly under the emotional breakdown, but he still tried his best to look firmly at Su Wu and confessed, "Dad, we two want to be together forever."

No one expected that they would show their relationship to the family in this way in this place.Ji Qingze also knelt down and begged, "Uncle, I will treat Beibei well!"

The cry of an old raven came from a distance, Su Wu looked like a sentenced prisoner, his spine collapsed in an instant, and he looked like a teenager.How could such a thing happen?Because they couldn't think of it at all, they believed it when they received the call. Who would make such a joke, but what does it mean?Will my son be different from others in the future?Can he still find a good job?The old Liu in the village was ridiculed by so many people because of his lameness. Will his proud son be looked down upon by others?Who will take care of the elderly after he has no next generation? In the final analysis, he wants to ask why he chooses a man?The gap between the times and the difference in sexuality made it difficult for him to figure out these things, so he had to choose the simplest violent confrontation.

Those on their knees also await judgment.accept?Or part them angrily?The hope of the former is too slim.Seeing his elderly father at a loss, Su Bei lowered his head in distress, and couldn't bear to look any longer.

In the blink of an eye, Su Wu walked over a few steps and waved his flashlight at Su Bei's head, "Just beat you to death!"

Ji Qingze's muscle reaction was fast, and he took the lead in pressing Su Bei into his arms, taking the heavy blow.Su Bei's face hit Ji Qingze's chest, only to hear a thump on the top of his head, and his heart twitched violently.

"Uncle, don't hit Su Bei! I caused him to become like this." He held Su Bei's head to prevent him from lifting it up, and the person in his arms couldn't help crying, his vision was blocked and he couldn't see anything Qing, my heart is also dark and dull.

Su Bei grabbed the hem of his clothes, tears wet the clothes on his chest and stuck them tightly to his skin. "Dad! I love him! I love him" Su Bei roared, as if announcing to the world how passionate his feelings were.

Ever since he made that swing, Su Wu was very scared. He was surprised that he really hit his son, and he didn't expect Ji Qingze to block it.Looking at the blood left on his forehead sliding from the brow bone to his cheek, he was glad that he had reserved his strength, no matter how big a mistake other people's children made, it was not his turn to take care of it.

"Let's go to the hospital first." He put down his hand that had been raised for a long time because of anger, and said with a little restraint.

Ji Qingze wiped the blood off his face before letting Su Bei get up, and comforted him, "It's okay, don't cry."

The two stood up with support, Ji Qingze shook slightly after standing up, a little dizzy.He was steadied by Su Bei who had been paying close attention to him all the time. Su Bei didn't dare to show nervousness because he was afraid of arousing his father's disgust. He could only glance at Ji Qingze's wound roughly, his heart throbbing as if he was about to suffocate." Dad, I will accompany him to the hospital for treatment."

Su Wu turned and walked back without saying a word, Su Bei took Ji Qingze's arm and followed behind.The way back was so short, the three of them were all prepared to fight a protracted war, and no one was willing to give up.

When he got to the car, Su Wu suddenly ordered Su Bei, "Go home!".

"No, I don't worry if he's injured." Su Bei refused to compromise at all.

Su Wu stared at him for a while and nodded, "If you plan to abandon your parents, you can go. From now on, we will have nothing to do with you." Su Wu who calmed down was scary, and every word he said was as solemn as an oath .

"I'm fine, I don't need to go to the hospital." Ji Qingze didn't want Su Bei to be embarrassed, and of course he didn't want to leave him at this time and let him face it alone.

"Let your mother accompany him to the hospital. You go home, let's talk." Su Wu made a compromise, of course he didn't want this man to have any problems so that he would have an excuse to take his child away.

The three of them came back with different expressions. Su Bei's mother was already mentally prepared. Seeing his wife nodding at her and seeing Ji Qingze's head injury, she had an answer in her heart.

"Baby, why don't you go to the hospital with Mr. Ji?" Su Wu said wearily.

Su Bei looked at Ji Qingze reluctantly, but didn't dare to disobey his parents' ideas, so he could only cooperate and wait at home.

"Be careful on the road"

"wait for me"

At this moment, neither of them thought that they would be separated for a long time. If they knew, they would have too much to say to each other, but they didn't have time to say it.

On the way to the hospital, it was surprisingly quiet. Mama Su kept looking at the light of the car lights on the road, and didn't even ask him how he was injured and what happened.Half an hour later, he arrived at the township health center. After the CT scan was done and the wound was treated, he came out and saw Mama Su sitting on a chair in the lounge area of ​​the lobby, her eyes staring blankly at the front as if troubled by something.

"Auntie, I'm fine. Let's go"

Mother Su slowly recovered and stood up, looked at Ji Qingze and sighed.Before starting the car after getting in the car, Su's mother said, "Xiao Ji, let's talk."

Ji Qingze let go of the steering wheel and leaned back, resting his dizzy head on the back of the seat, cheered up and said, "Auntie, tell me."

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, the windows were closed, and the atmosphere was so depressing that it was like sitting in a trial seat.Mother Su didn't say a word all the way here, but was thinking about how to speak. From being shocked and angry to trying to solve this kind of thing, her heart has already climbed over mountains and mountains.

"This kid Su Bei likes you very much. We can tell that he thought you were his big brother. You are much older than him, and you take good care of him. I didn't expect that, how could you be together?" How will you live if you are all men? If even we can't accept it, what will your parents and people you know think of you?" As she spoke, she actually started to cry and began to choke up.Ji Qingze handed her a tissue without saying a word, waiting for her to ask.

"Beibei has been studying hard since he was a child. We save money for him to go to school. We hope that he will do the job he wants to do in the future and have a happy family. My requirements are not high, just like ordinary people. Just eat, drink and live a safe life." The paper towel was already wet, and Ji Qingze handed it another one.The finger just brushed the back of her hand, how should I say it?Those are a pair of hands full of stories, and their dedication to this family is vividly reflected. They are rough, dry, cracked, bent and deformed due to long-term rough work, and there are some deep and shallow wounds.It was the owner of these hands who raised his Bei Bei into an adult so that he could meet such a beautiful him.

After all, Ji Qingze felt a little uncomfortable. There is no right or wrong in this kind of thing, but it is unacceptable no matter who it is spread to. "Auntie, I will treat you well, and I will love Su Bei well." His promise was very solemn, and he wished to dig out his sincere heart to show them, so that they could rest assured.

Mother Su finally glanced sideways at him. Her aged eyes were no longer clear, and there were fine wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. Although she was several years younger than Song Yushu, she looked much older than her. "Xiao Ji, it's not that I don't believe you. You must have a deep relationship now, but who knows what it will be like if the relationship fades in a few years? It can be seen that your family environment is good, but Beibei can only rely on himself. What do we do? I can’t help him either, what confidence does he have when he’s with you not to be looked down upon by others? His dad and I can tolerate being pointed at by others, but I can’t accept someone saying that Beibei is not a word! Can you understand?” Tianxia Parents who would like to hear others scold their sons, that would be a heart-wrenching pain.

"I understand" Su Bei is lucky to have such parents.They may have no money, and they may not be open-minded enough, but they give the best they can to their children. "I won't let him hear bad voices, I can protect him. Auntie! I" he lowered his head, put his head on the steering wheel and said in despair, "I can't live without him."This is destined to be a war that cannot be won. No one can use any reason to take other people's children away from their parents. He loves Su Bei and cannot make two relatives who love him so much suffer, so who can tell him what to do? ?

Mother Su patted him on the back like an elder, "We are not against your relationship, but as parents we can only think more. He is still young in Subei, and he is not yet firm in his relationship, just like he used to be with That girlfriend has also been sad about breaking up for several days, isn’t it better now? Maybe you are just impulsive, and when you are entangled in the trivial things of daily life in the future, it will be too late to regret after the relationship fades.”

Ji Qingze raised his head, his eyes were a little wet, the headlights were shining and it was raining outside, he opened the car window on his side, and smoked a cigarette, "Excuse me, can I have a cigarette?"

After getting the acquiescence, he lit up the cigarette and took two puffs violently, then stretched out his smoking hand out of the window. After a while, he wanted to take another puff, but found that he was already soaked by rain.The rain outside the window was getting bigger and bigger, and the bad weather made him have a splitting headache.It took him a long time to make enough mental preparations before he asked, "What do you want me to do?"

When Mother Su heard this, she felt that there was hope for the future, and she begged eagerly, "Leave him for a while? Let him finish school well and work later. If you still remember each other, I can't stop him at that time." You two, right?" She looked at the other party expectantly, and there was a kind of fragility in her eyes.

Looking into her eyes, Ji Qingze couldn't refuse, but he couldn't open his mouth to agree either.Speaking out means that he will lose Subei, and no one can tell what will happen in a few years.Even if they are still good and retain their feelings for each other, why waste these years in vain?

He turned on the wipers and silently started the car and drove back. The place where the lights of the straight mountain road couldn't reach was pitch black, and the sound of rain filled his ears.Su's mother was disappointed that she didn't get a response, and collapsed on the seat, like a dead tree that lost its life.Just like when they came, they didn't talk anymore, maybe there were too many words that couldn't help but burst out, but because of the love they both had for Subei, they chose to endure it, letting it tickle their throats wantonly.Since it is all because of love, it means that no one can let go of this tug-of-war.

On a rainy day, the car drove very slowly for safety, and stopped in front of the path home. Ji Qingze said, "You sit down first, and I will go to the trunk to get the umbrella."He opened the car door and went out in the rain, took out an umbrella and opened it, and walked around to Su's mother to help her open the car door.

She wore a pair of ordinary plastic sandals and cotton wide-leg trousers, and her feet were wet from the rain as soon as she stepped on the ground.Before Ji Qingze could react, the other party knelt down with a plop. It sounded like he had lost his strength and splashed a pile of muddy water when his knee hit the ground.He froze for two seconds and hurried to help Su's mother, but was thrown away, so he had to stand sideways and try his best to help her put up the umbrella.The rain did not mean to decrease at all, but her trouser legs were soaked in a few minutes, but she kept kneeling on the ground with her head bowed, her body was like a statue.

Ji Qingze's eyes gradually became white mist, an urge to roar and break the dark sky, but he just clenched his fists to suppress himself.He clearly understands what he will lose by bowing his head this time, and he is not sure whether he can regain it in the future, but what other choices can he make in the face of such a mother who loves his children?

He knelt down and took Su's mother's cold hands, and stuffed the umbrella into her hands, "I'm leaving."Ji Qingze got up and stood in the rain for a while, looking at the house that was close at hand in the distance, with a faint light on, it was a warm place, and it was also a gap that could not be bridged.

"I promise you." A deep male voice reached Mother Su's ears through the heavy rain and fog. She thought she was having auditory hallucinations. Started, and left without looking back.

Mother Su clenched the umbrella in her hand as if leaning on a life-saving crutch, and then burst into tears.It is the relief after getting a satisfactory answer, and it also implies a trace of guilt.She vaguely remembered the day when it snowed during the Chinese New Year, when she came home and saw Ji Qingze was helping Su Bei fasten buttons so earnestly, just like she used to take care of Su Bei when she was a child.After standing for a long time, she straightened the umbrella again, wiped off the rain on her face, and walked slowly home