Possess

When Su Bei heard the movement outside the house, he walked out with a guilty conscience, but only saw his mother standing in the house alone. At that moment, he panicked, and searched for a long time but did not see Ji Qingze.

"Mom, did you get caught in the rain?" Su Bei fetched a towel and handed it over, afraid of touching Nilin, he asked as calmly as possible, "What about him?"

Mother Su wiped the water off her hair with a towel, and said "Let's go" in a hoarse voice.

Su Bei didn't realize what it meant for a long time, and didn't dare to think too much, so he could only ask in a trembling voice, "Is he seriously injured and can't be healed in the town?"

"He's fine, he just agreed to separate from you," Mother Su said firmly.

After hearing her words, Su Bei's body shook violently, "Impossible!" He turned around and rushed out, and his whole body was drenched by the rain in an instant.It was dark all around, and he suddenly felt strange and scary here, as if he was lost and didn't know where to go.

Su's mother chased out worriedly, and grabbed Su Bei's arm, "Beibei! We'll talk about it when we get home, don't do this."

Su Bei felt those familiar hands grabbing him, nodded in a daze and said, "Let's go home."

He didn't believe that he was abandoned, maybe Ji Qingze just left temporarily to avoid the anger of the elders?Mother Su watched her son walk into her room and lock the door like a lost soul, feeling uncontrollably uneasy.When she returned to her bedroom, she saw Su Wu sitting on the chair in front of the mirror, thinking about something and thinking about it, and the pillar of the family seemed to be knocked down by the wind and rain in an instant, leaving only a decadent body.

"Baby's father, did we hurt the child?" She finally couldn't help crying in front of this man who had lived for decades.

Only then did Su Wu notice that someone came in. He walked over and grabbed his wife's shoulder, affirming, "We are doing it for his own good too! It's better than he being hurt by others in the future."

Su's mother hesitated and said, "Actually, Xiao Ji's child is not bad. If our family is a girl, I can agree even if they have a big age difference, but."

Unfortunately, life has never had an if. "Pay attention to Su Bei, go see him more and don't make him think too much." Seeing how good their relationship is, Su Wu couldn't help worrying whether the child would be overwhelmed by this separation.

Su Bei locked himself in the room and called Ji Qingze.Maybe I didn't hear it on the road?The bell rang for a long time and the other side finally picked it up, but no one spoke.He looked at the screen of the mobile phone and it did show that the call was in progress, and the two could feel each other's breath through the silent receiver.In the end, Ji Qingze broke the silence first, and a heavy sigh came, and Su Bei clutched his chest sadly.

"Beibei, I'm leaving first. Let's be separated for a while, you will continue to live in the house and I will move out." Before he could finish speaking, he heard sobbing from the phone, and he was so heartbroken that he didn't know what to do. Well, how could he be willing to let him cry?Because he was emotionally unstable and afraid of accidents while driving again, he simply turned off the car and parked on the side of the road, concentrating on making calls.

Su Bei asked, "Are you leaving me?" It was not easy for him to come to this conclusion. There was even residual warmth from that person in his body, and the next second he told himself to separate?

Ji Qingze eagerly wanted to defend himself, but felt so powerless, no matter how much he said, wouldn't he still leave him behind? "Beibei, you have to take care of yourself, I love you."

The other side hung up the phone suddenly, and Ji Qingze could only smile wryly as he looked at the phone screen restored to the desktop.

Impulsively hung up the phone, Su Bei regretted it again. He obviously still had a lot to say, and there were so many questions without answers, but he couldn't summon up the courage to call again.

"Bang bang bang" someone knocked on the door outside, Su Bei walked over to open it, and saw his mother standing at the door holding a basin of hot water.

"Beibei, wash your face, don't catch a cold if you just got caught in the rain." Su's mother found a reason to visit him, and said carefully.

Su Bei saw his mother's worry, and took it obediently, "Thank you." When Su's mother turned around, he added, "Mom, I'm fine."

Mother Su's tight shoulders suddenly relaxed when she heard this, at least the child would not hurt herself.

After closing the door again, Su Bei took off his underwear and looked at the love marks left by the man on his body. He gently covered them with his hands and lingered for a moment, then wiped them off decisively with a wet towel.After wiping his body, he put on new shorts and lay on the mat. The sound of rain outside could easily distract a person's thoughts. It happened that he didn't want to think at all, and it was best to let his mind go blank.

Su Bei's calmness shocked his parents. If he hadn't witnessed what happened with his own eyes, he wouldn't be able to tell the difference from usual.Su Bei stayed at home quietly, helping his parents with work. No matter who talked to him, he answered seriously, but he didn't take the initiative to speak, and never mentioned the word Ji Qingze, as if this person never existed.

After the long summer vacation, Su Bei finally felt a little better after getting on the bus back to school.At home, he is very depressed, he has to smile with them, and understand the feelings of his parents. The whole world is made happy by him, but he can only show himself his discomfort.It's like standing on the edge of a cliff and dancing, expecting to fall off, but because of the responsibility of the dancer, you have to perform as hard as you can, and you can't wait for that accident.

He returned to their home and found that except for Ji Qingze's personal belongings, everything else was exactly the same as when they left.After living alone for a month, the expectations become less each day, and it seems that it is really not going to happen.This weekend, Su Bei packed his luggage and was surprised that there were quite a lot of things.When I came here, it was just a backpack. After staying for so long, my things have increased a little bit, and I almost couldn’t fit a box.Before closing the door, he glanced at the key in his hand, but he couldn't choose to simply put it down, but put it in his pocket.

He notified the dormitory in advance that he would move back. Feng Yan knew that something was wrong with Su Bei during this time, so he insisted on coming over to help. Seeing him dragging the suitcase out of the gate of the community, he went to help him.

"Is it still lively in the dormitory? Welcome back!"

Su Bei smiled and didn't agree with him. After getting into the taxi, he kept looking at the distant door outside the window, hoping that that person would come back suddenly?In the end, I couldn't see anything, and I didn't see anyone I wanted to see.He typed a few words "I moved away" on the text message on his mobile phone, hesitated for a long time before sending it, and clicked delete.Still no contact, if he goes home, he will know, if he doesn't go back, it means he doesn't care at all, so why bother.

It's just that Ji Qingze is a businessman who naturally promises so much, and the two of them haven't contacted him until after he started working.

Four years of spring and winter have passed.Su Bei was not stupid either, since there was no one around to grab his full attention, he naturally saw Feng Yan's efforts.After graduation, Feng Yan started his own business and insisted on dragging Su Bei into the group. Su Bei said that he didn't have the money so he wouldn't drag him, but he was coaxed by him.Both of them didn't choose to continue their studies after graduation. One was because they didn't need it anymore, and it was a better choice for him to have a family to help start a business.Su Bei, on the other hand, wants to work and earn money so that his parents can live a good life, so that he can no longer be useless and become a burden to others.

He thought that Ji Qingze had too many reasons to leave him. If he was not too weak and refused to talk to his family, the other party must feel that he could not bear the pressure, right?A student at school is with a leading business tycoon, how many people will cause criticism.

But he really didn't want to follow Feng Yan all the time. After starting his business for a year, Feng Yan had already made some achievements. The first thing he did was to buy a car for Subei, and he made a promise that "you are too hard to go to work every day." It's too late to work, I'm actually thinking about the company!"

At that moment, Su Bei thought of a person he would never see again in this life, Tao An.For a life and death, but get nothing.Su Bei still occasionally visits Tao An at the cemetery, and chats with him for a while, or let Tao An chat with him for a while, after all, there are too many things to talk to others.There are often fresh flower bouquets in front of Tao An's tomb. I wonder if there will be any bouquets from Ji Qingze?In short, they just missed it perfectly in this city.Su Bei knew clearly that he could not repay Feng Yan emotionally, so he should not harm him.

Without saying hello in advance, Su Bei put the resignation letter and car keys on Feng Yan's desk after everyone left from get off work.The resignation letter was very formulaic, and I was unwilling to express too much emotion, revealing a complete determination.

The next day, I received a questioning call from Feng Yan early in the morning. Su Bei was used to getting up early since going to work, so he had already started eating breakfast, and when the phone rang, he stopped his chopsticks and picked up the phone.

"Hey"

"Su Bei! What do you mean?"

Facing the questioning voice, Su Bei had no choice but to explain gently, "As stated in the resignation letter, I don't want to do it anymore."

"Is it because I'm not good enough for you? Or is someone else paying you more?" Although he knew it was not the case, Feng Yan just couldn't hold back his anger.For so many years, he didn't believe that Su Bei didn't know his feelings, but in order not to put pressure on him, he never tried to pierce him.

"Feng Yan, you know, I've wanted to leave for a long time." Su Bei actually offered to resign many times, but was interrupted every time by the other party.

There was silence on the phone for a long time, and then hung up after saying "Okay, I will help you".Feng Yan knew that no one had expressed their liking for Su Bei in the past few years.Whether it was a girl or the same sex, he didn't take it to heart. That person hurt him for some reason. Even if Su Bei didn't say anything, Feng Yan knew that he never let go.

Su Bei worked very hard in the past year, and Feng Yan did not treat him badly, and the salary he gave was far above the standard line.Su Bei sent most of the money back home, leaving only living expenses.Every time Mother Su called to ask him how he was doing, she always added at the end that she met a suitable girl and took her home to have a look.

Hearing this kind of words, Su Bei will inevitably feel sad. You don't like the one I like the most.

The street scene in a big city at night is very beautiful. Even if you walk alone on the road, you will not feel lonely. There are people everywhere and neon lights flashing.Subei was unemployed for half a month, and he always had to send back his living expenses, otherwise his parents would be worried, and the rent, utilities and everything were expenses.He went to the newsstand to buy a newspaper to see if there was any suitable recruitment information. In the era when college students walked everywhere, he didn't feel that he had any special characteristics, and he was drowned in the crowd wherever he went.

While flipping through the newspaper, I accidentally brought out a magazine pressed next to it. The cover was the profile of the most familiar person in my heart, and the background was the building of Dingxing Group.It's only half a face, but he looked at it greedily, seems to be thinner?He looked a little haggard, with sharp eyes, standing in front of the building like a drawn sword.He bought the magazine like a thief, hugged it in his arms, his eyes revealed dark turmoil, he thought that there would be no fluctuations, but he didn't expect that just seeing the photos would be out of control.

On the way back home eagerly, I carefully described the people on the cover with my eyes for a long time before opening the magazine.The text uses a large space to introduce the introduction and development direction of Dingxing Group and its subsidiaries in various fields, but only a few mentions of the characters on the cover, which seem mysterious.

Ji Rulin has already retreated behind the scenes, and now Dingxing is completely in charge of Ji Qingze.Su Bei found a hotel that was very close to where he lived, so he circled it and searched online, entered the company's website to read the introduction, and then opened the recruitment section and took notes to write down the contact information.That night he fell asleep with the magazine in his hand, and he had a dream in the middle of the night. When he got up in the morning and looked at his underwear, he had a nocturnal emission. He laughed at himself thinking that a few years of abstinence life is not easy for people who have had meat.

After washing in the toilet, I changed into a formal suit and went out. The hotel only takes half an hour to walk.He stopped to take a closer look at the building for the first time, and if the application went well, he could work hard here.The front desk called and asked him to go to the personnel department, and then a woman in her forties received him. The two sides asked each other some questions. He thought the other party would ask some questions about the hotel, but she didn't mention it. , only saw that the basic requirements were met and told him to wait a while, and then went out with the resume.When he came back, he was told that he was hired and that there would be a three-month trial period.

"It doesn't matter that you don't have hotel work experience. What we look at is the ability to do things and learn, so the next probationary period is your real interview. Of course, we are two-way inspections, and please give us your valuable opinions After the talk, she stood up and shook hands with Su Bei lightly, asking him to call herself Sister You in the future.

It stands to reason that this kind of place will require hotel work experience when recruiting managers. I didn't expect that I would be hired for a computer major that I couldn't beat.Things are going so smoothly, it is probably because he wants to get in but not to stay. I am afraid that if he is a little dissatisfied, he will be persuaded to leave.Sister You asked him to officially go to work tomorrow morning. He applied for the manager of the catering department, so he didn't have to worry about what to wear if he had work clothes.After walking out of the gate, Su Bei decided to have something to eat and have a drink to celebrate his upcoming new job.

There is a very authentic Japanese-style Teppanyaki restaurant near the Beihuan Ecological Park. Subei took the subway and prepared to go there.This park was the project that Dingxing was in charge of back then, and it has now been completed.The store on the street is not too big, with more than a dozen small tables, a circular open kitchen, and some chefs are performing on the dining table.He sat down on the high stool near the dining table, ordered a jug of sake and drank it, watching the meat on the iron plate make a sound, and his thoughts drifted further and further.Why did you choose that hotel to work, and who did you expect?And why not just try to work within the group?Was it the timidity in his heart that prevented him from going rashly? Has everything changed over the years?He analyzed his true thoughts in his heart, and he didn't stop thinking about it until the food was put in front of him.In the middle of the meal, a person sat next to him. His long gray-blue hair was too eye-catching, so Su Bei had to notice. However, she kept her head half-down to cover her profile, and Su Bei couldn't see her face at all. .There was always the sound of soft conversations in the restaurant. Although it was not loud, the noise never stopped.Suddenly the phone of the person next to him rang, and the phone was picked up almost at the first ring.

"Did you finally call back?" It was an angry questioning tone, "How is she better than me! Don't you just want her money?" Because the voice was relatively loud, people around had already started to look sideways at this place.

Not knowing what she said on the phone hit her sore spot, she began to yell without hesitation, "How much have I paid for you these years? Liu Jun, I won't let you two sluts go"

"Please, don't leave me! I'm pregnant, didn't you agree to marry me?" The girl's attitude changed suddenly, and she begged in a low voice.Then there was a long period of silence, she kept holding the phone up and didn't hang up, but she began to sob uncontrollably.

The eyes that were attracted by curiosity at first gradually became bored, and even started to frown in boredom because of her crying.Su Bei finished his meal and was about to leave. After going through this farce, after thinking about it, he took out a tissue and handed it over.But found that the other party looked familiar, "Gao Hui?"

The girl has been immersed in her own world. She turned her face and glanced at him when she heard someone calling her name. The fragility in her eyes was clear, and there was a hint of shame.Originally, Su Bei was also afraid that the other party would be embarrassed because his acquaintance saw such a thing, but he really felt that it was very pitiful for a girl to be alone like this, so she couldn't help comforting her.

Gao Hui took the tissue to wipe away her tears and blew her nose, then said hello to him, "Long time no see".

The two had never deliberately contacted each other, and they actually chose to live in the same city.Su Bei saw that she was very different from the last time they met. It may be because of the long-term makeup in the past, so now she looks a little pale without makeup, her face is a little smaller, and she looks like she is undernourished. This is not what a pregnant woman should have. state.

He can't ask questions like how are you doing? After entering the society, he no longer has the enthusiasm to fight against injustices. If it is a simple difficulty, he can still help, but he is really incapable of such emotional disputes. After all, he It's still a mess.The two people at the center of the embarrassing topic were trying to say something.

"Can you find a place to sit?" Gao Hui asked.

Su Bei had no choice but to suppress his words of farewell and nodded.

Gao Hui found a bar with a good environment nearby. At the door, Su Bei asked her, "Aren't you pregnant?"

She stared at Su Bei for a while, with a little confusion in her eyes. At that moment, Su Bei seemed to see the innocence of Gao Hui when he was in love with him.

"I won't drink, let's see you drink." She insisted on pulling Su Bei in, and found a corner to sit down.It was just dark now, and there was almost no one in the bar, which was rare and clean.

Su Bei ordered a glass of low-strength blended wine by himself, and ordered a glass of fruit juice for Gao Hui.On the stage diagonally ahead, a band is auditioning, checking instruments, and intermittently making a sound of drums or guitar strings vibrating.

"How have you been these few years?" Gao Hui spoke after drinking half a glass of juice.

"Well, it's okay." They are no longer close friends, and they don't know how deep the conversation should be, and what words can be said without making people feel out of line.

Su Bei didn't want to ask too much about her personal affairs, but after all, after hearing the content of the phone call just now, it would be unreasonable not to care about it.

"Did you quarrel with your boyfriend?" He asked and cleaned up the rest of the wine in his glass.Over the past few years, Su Bei has improved his ability to drink. He has been drunk from the very beginning, but now he can always handle the dinner, so that he won't get drunk.

Gao Hui's originally depressed mood suddenly became agitated, and he grabbed the glass tightly with his hands, and his eyelashes trembled because of his extreme emotional control.Su Bei looked a little worried, so he quickly held her hand, spread her fingers on the table, and patted the back of her hand to comfort her.

It took some time for Gao Hui to calm down, her eyes were like a pool of stagnant water.The face without makeup looked particularly haggard. Although Su Bei was several months older than her, she seemed to be older than him.

"Not long after I entered university, I met Liu Jun. He was very kind to me when he was chasing me, but after we got together, he became more and more indifferent. Instead, I paid more and more. We have been together for four or five years. He has had three abortions, and every time he asked him to take protective measures, he said that he was not enjoying himself like that, but he blamed me when something happened! I was too stupid, and every time I broke up, I reconciled because of the other party's pleading." She Taking out the cigarette case from her bag, Su Bei was about to stop her but saw her put it back by herself. "Hehe, I almost forgot." She glanced at her belly, and a self-deprecating smile curled up on the corner of her mouth, "I'm pregnant, and the doctor said that if I knock it out again this time, it will be difficult for me to conceive."

I don't know if every woman has the desire to be a mother, it seems that a beautiful family and lovely children are always indispensable.Gao Hui herself has no interest in children, and sometimes even feels disgusted.The experience of several abortions also made her no longer feel guilty during the first operation, but she always felt that she had lost something in her life when she thought that she would not be able to have children in the future.Probably people are like this, you can not care about what you have, but you will feel that you have suffered a loss if you lose it.

Su Bei can't say that he feels the same way, but he always thinks that maternal love is a great feeling, so others can't provide any opinions on this kind of matter, and even if she makes a decision by herself, there is no guarantee that she will not regret it one day.

"Why don't you talk to him, after all, he is his child" Although Gao Hui's narration can already predict how bad the man's behavior is, but who can help her except the person involved?

Gao Hui shook her head, "I've completely given up on him." No matter how many quarrels, it's just self-inflicted humiliation.However, she put down her hand and stroked her stomach. Although it didn't have a big shape yet, she seemed to be able to feel his fluctuations.

"Are you married?" Gao Hui's sudden question caught Su Bei by surprise.

He froze for a moment and replied "No." He didn't directly say that he didn't have a girlfriend yet.

"Can I stay with you for a few days? If your girlfriend doesn't mind?" Perhaps because she saw that he was single, Gao Hui mustered up the courage to ask.

This request can't be said to be easy, Su Bei thought about it for a while and finally relented, "I don't have a girlfriend, if you don't have a place to go, go live with me first."

Gao Hui had the cheek to ask, and she also knew that Su Bei would be soft-hearted and would not refuse.They hadn't seen each other for so many years except for that hasty encounter on the train.But she could understand Su Bei, because he was still the same him back then, taller and more mature, but he was still Su Bei.

The two went back to the room that Su Bei rented together, one bedroom, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, and it was too cramped for a person to come in. Under Su Bei's repeated insistence, Gao Hui moved into the bedroom, and he slept on the sofa in the living room.When Gao Hui was taking a shower, he went downstairs to the store to buy some daily necessities and brought up some vegetables. Gao Hui took a long time to wash, and Su Bei was chopping vegetables, so he knocked on the door of the bathroom, "Ziqing?"

After a while, the sound of water flow stopped, and the inside responded "Well, I'm done washing".

Su Bei explained, "Don't catch a cold," and then went back to the kitchen to start cooking. He saw that Gao Hui hadn't eaten anything in the afternoon, so he decided to cook something for her.When Gao Hui dried her hair and tidied herself up, the food was already on the table.

"Let's eat." Su Bei handed her chopsticks.

Gao Hui took a piece of green vegetable with the chopsticks and put it in her mouth, exclaiming, "You can cook?" It was actually quite delicious.

Seeing that the circles of her eyes were red and swollen, Su Bei guessed that she had cried in the toilet.It is also a good thing to be able to release the sadness, "I can cook some home-cooked dishes, and I can still eat too much."

After the two of them finished their meal, Gao Hui took the initiative to ask to wash the dishes, "Can't I still do this?" After washing, I handed it to Su Bei who was waiting next to him, and asked him to put it in the cupboard.

"Are you at work?" Gao Hui asked.

Su Bei nodded, "I just found a job in a hotel."

After tidying up, they sat on the sofa and watched TV. This channel likes to show some old movies, and Su Bei likes them quite a bit. They watch them when they are bored. They were amused by some familiar old memes. Only then did I realize that the jokes were so boring.

Gao Hui stared at the screen the whole time, with a blank expression on her face, maybe she didn't even look into it.When it was almost 9 o'clock, Su Bei asked her, "Are you going to rest? The newly bought toothbrushes are all in the bathroom."

"Well, good night." She stood up and said goodbye to Su Bei, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Because he has to go to work tomorrow, Su Bei also went to bed early today. He tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep in the first half of the day. There was no movement in the bedroom, he must be fast asleep. The weather in early spring was slightly cool at night, so he was afraid of the cold and was covered with a thick quilt .Through the window of the balcony, the moon can be seen as if it has grown fur, exuding a vague halo, staring at it for a long time, as if hypnotized and fell asleep.

He woke up the next day before the alarm clock rang. He didn't know what time Gao Hui would get up, so he had to leave a note: I went to work, and you can go downstairs to buy something to eat after you wake up.

By the way, he thoughtfully left some change and a spare key on the table before he went out. Going to work at 08:30, he left home at 07:30, ate a basket of buns and a bowl of soy milk downstairs, and then walked towards the hotel at a constant speed, there was no need to worry.

"Rizhao Hotel" is an unremarkable industry of Dingxing. It is not the largest in scale, and its business is not bad. It is estimated that Ji Qingze is not in charge of managing it.Working here is no more casual than before, and casual clothes are no longer allowed. The hotel provides well-fitting suits for employees.

As soon as I came in the morning, I held a departmental morning meeting and learned about the hotel's dishes with the head chef. I was quite tired after a day's work. The affairs in the department were very complicated, ranging from kitchen purchases to customer disputes. The work plan is reported at the monthly department manager meeting.

After get off work, Su Bei passed by the supermarket to buy some vegetables, including fish and meat. Gao Hui must supplement some nutrition when she is pregnant.When he got home, he took out the key and was about to open the door, when the door opened from the inside. Gao Hui stood at the door and said "I'm back" to him happily.

This scene suddenly seemed like a dream, as if their identities had become the husband returning home from get off work and the wife waiting at home for their lover to return.If he hadn't met Ji Qingze back then, his life would have been like this, right? "Well, did you sleep well last night?".

Gao Hui looks much better than yesterday, and she has become more energetic. "Very good, come in quickly. My rice is all steamed, but I don't know how to cook vegetables." After she finished speaking, she lowered her head in embarrassment, showing a hint of girlish shyness.

Su Bei changed his shoes and entered the house. When he walked into the kitchen, he smelled a faint smell of burnt food. He put down the vegetables in his hand to look at the rice cooker. When he opened the lid, the smell became worse. He quickly cut off the power.Gao Hui also smelled the smell and followed him to look over, knowing that she had done something wrong, she looked embarrassed. "I just poured in yesterday's meal to warm it up, I didn't expect this to happen."

"Forgot to add some water." He looked at the rice in the pot, then looked at Gao Hui's guilty expression and gave a smile, "It's okay, the top is still edible. Go and rest for a while, I'll cook."

Gao Hui was determined to stay, "I'll help you!" Then she added, "I'll wash the vegetables for you, I'll wash them clean" when she realized that she didn't know how to do anything.

How helpless it is for a girl to face pregnancy and childbirth before she can live independently.Even though the two of them had lost the slightest bit of affection, Su Bei still felt distressed.

"Then you wash the lotus root and radish."

"Okay! Actually, I used to be a helper at home, and I just washed and cut vegetables." Gao Hui rolled up her sleeves and went to work with great interest.

Subei made a radish stew, vinegared lotus root slices, steamed fish, and a seaweed egg drop soup.Gao Hui cleared the table and put the dishes on the table.Su Bei brought out the rice, and the bowl he handed her was the normal layer of rice on top, but the one in his bowl was black rice crust.

Gao Hui didn't say anything, picked up the bowl and silently put the rice into his mouth.Seeing that she didn't add food, Su Bei put a piece of fish in her bowl, "You should eat more food and have balanced nutrition."

She stopped the chopsticks, but kept her head down. Su Bei saw large drops of water falling on the table in front of her, accompanied by the sound of sobbing.

"Hey" I didn't know how to comfort her, so I handed her a tissue.

She took it and blew her nose, "I wish we hadn't broken up, and the child in my stomach was yours." If it wasn't because I was too young, I separated at will and chose a relationship casually, I wouldn't be like this now dilemma.If it was Su Bei, he would definitely not hurt himself.

Su Bei hesitated and put his hand on top of her head to caress "The past is not important, just live well in the future", even though he himself is living in a muddle now, and the road ahead is dark, but he can't lose his hope for the future , otherwise what's the point of living?

"It's rare for me to cook such a troublesome dish by myself, so don't waste it," he said jokingly.

Gao Hui smiled at him with a messy face filled with tears, "I will definitely not waste what you cook." Then he picked up the vegetables and stuffed them into his mouth, chewing while sticking his thumbs out, "It's delicious, better than restaurants outside. Much better!".

After working for a week, the hotel held a department manager meeting at the beginning of the month. Because it was the first high-level meeting in northern Jiangsu, I prepared a lot in advance, and I carefully wrote every word in the work report.After entering the conference room with more than ten people, everyone sat down, and Su Bei found an empty seat to sit down. He saw Sister You and greeted her politely.At nine o'clock, the general manager walked in, and everyone quieted down and opened their notebooks to start the minutes of the meeting.

Each department reported its work and some new plans for everyone to discuss. During this period, the general manager has been listening casually.Until Su Bei started to talk about the work summary of the food and beverage department, he always felt that a pair of eyes were staring at him, but he couldn't see who it was because he was making a report.But obviously someone was not going to hide his gaze. After Su Bei finished his report, the general manager who had been silent all this time spoke.

"Are you new here?"

Seeing the other party staring at him, Su Bei should be saying "yes".

"Su Bei?"

"Yes" he always answered neither humble nor overbearing, and didn't care too much about how boring the other party's question was.

"Why do you come to work here?" He asked Su Bei with an unreasonable and slightly joking expression.

Everyone was also a little surprised. The boss of the newcomer in the past would not care so much, and this is a meeting, not a recruitment site.

Unlike before, Su Bei thought about this question for a long time, because it seemed that no answer was comprehensive enough, but once he explored it, he would inevitably have to recall endlessly.

"It's just a job," he replied.

It was beyond everyone's expectation, such an honest but casual answer, I don't know whether to call him sincere or stupid.

The manager stopped the embarrassing questions, smiled lightly, and asked the next person to start reporting.After that, his eyes would still glance at Su Bei from time to time, and then move away intriguingly.

Su Bei had goosebumps all over his body, what does this mean?In this kind of inexplicable speculation, the meeting passed, and he quickly left here and returned to his department after the meeting was over.

The subsequent regular meeting was also normal. The manager treated himself like an ordinary person, probably because he was really curious about the new employees.

Time passed quickly, and he and Gao Hui had been living together for more than two months. If the other party didn't mention moving away, Su Bei naturally couldn't say anything.It is right to take care of friends, not to mention her current situation.He knew that Gao Hui had several phone calls with Liu Jun, but they all ended in quarreling and crying, and even later she could no longer dial the other party's number.

Gao Hui probably felt embarrassed, so she took on a lot of housework. When she was working in northern Jiangsu, she would clean the room at home, and even cook a few dishes before he came home, even if it wasn't that delicious.Isn't it ridiculous that a woman who doesn't know how to do housework learns this during pregnancy?She usually seldom turns on the TV when she is alone at home, most of the time she looks out the window in a daze.Su Bei was afraid that she would be overwhelmed and worried that she would be tired, so she always told her not to do anything, but to go for a walk and not be too tired.Although she nodded in agreement every time, she also knew that she would not listen.

When she was about three or four months pregnant, Gao Hui's stomach was already showing a little bit, and she asked Su Bei to accompany her to the prenatal checkup, because it was the first time she was really flustered and scared.Facing a small life, she didn't know what choice she would make. If she had someone to accompany her, maybe she would not collapse.

Su Bei readily agreed, and even took a day off to accompany her to the hospital.He went to the window to queue up for registration, and asked Gao Hui to sit on a chair and wait.When he got the number and walked back, he just heard someone calling him.

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