Possess

"Su Bei?" Li Zimu was not sure at first, but he was not sure that it was Su Bei until the other party heard the name and looked at him.

"Li Zimu?" Su Bei looked at him in surprise. Over the past few years, he had lost that cynical second-generation ancestor look and became much calmer.Time really changes many things including people "Are you sick?".

"Oh, no. I'm here to visit a friend." It was the first time he saw Su Bei wearing a suit. He was a bit of an elite who had just entered the society, but that expression of joy and anger was still the same as him at that time, and he was never good at disguising himself.

Su Bei couldn't help but wonder who was sick. He knew that there was a rift between Li Zimu and Ji Qingze, so it shouldn't be Ji Qingze. Thinking of this, he frowned again.

Li Zimu wanted to ask another question, but was interrupted by a voice.

"Su Bei, haven't you fixed it yet?" It was Gao Hui who was anxious and came to look for it.

"Oh, all right." Su Bei handed her the ticket.

Li Zimu was a little surprised when he saw the woman's slightly raised belly, but he didn't show it. "Do you have something? Let's talk about it later, and I will leave first."

"This is your friend? Why don't you chat first, and I'll go for a checkup." Gao Hui said empathetically.

When you see old people, you don't necessarily want to reminisce about the old days. Some past events are devastated when you go back to the capital. "I'll accompany you. Goodbye, Mr. Li." He probably guessed that the other party might have misunderstood something, but he didn't want to deliberately explain it, and it would embarrass Gao Hui.

Li Zimu hesitated for a long time as they walked away, then put away the shock in his heart, and walked to the elevator.

The elevator goes up to the 13th floor.He calmed down and knocked on the door of the ward.

The person on the hospital bed was surprised for a moment when he saw him, "Why are you here?"

"I heard that you are sick, let me come to see you." Li Zimu and him haven't talked alone for a long time. Although the two of them will meet a lot in their work, they just greet each other superficially, and they are no longer as familiar as before.

Ji Qingze has just had a gastroscopy, and now he is feeling uncomfortable, and seeing his former friends is not as angry as before.The matter has passed, I heard that Li Zihan was sent out of the country by his family, and he has not seen him since.

Li Zimu sat on the chair and looked at his old friend. After all, this workaholic still exhausted himself.In the past few years, Dingxing has plundered wantonly in the industry, and has already surpassed the limelight of the Li family. Everyone either admires or scolds Ji Qingze's name.What are you trying so hard for?

"By the way, I just met Su Bei. Are you still in touch?"

If it wasn't for the fact that Ji Qingze hadn't seen him for a long time, he would even have doubted whether the other party was deliberately trying to annoy him by saying "I haven't seen you for a few years".

Li Zimu really didn't know anything. When something like that happened back then, he only cared about his sister.When the matter at home is settled, I don't feel too embarrassed to contact Ji Qingze again.On the contrary, I met Feng Suli a few times, and the other party's attitude was quite gentle, and she didn't blame herself.All he knew was that the wedding of the two of them still failed, but he didn't know why. "I didn't expect him to go ahead of us in life as a child," he teased with a smile.

Ji Qingze frowned and asked anxiously, "What do you mean?".

"He's here with his girlfriend for a prenatal checkup. He's probably married. Why haven't you been in touch?" Li Zimu asked curiously. According to what he saw before, the relationship between the two is pretty good. Could it be that they had a quarrel?

Ji Qingze felt his eyes darken, and it seemed that he couldn't pretend to be able to hold on for the past few years. Is what Su's mother said true?He had long forgotten that he had a girlfriend?When Su Bei graduated, he felt that it was finally over. On the eve of going to find him, he didn't want to receive a call from Su's mother.

"Don't go looking for Beibei, he has already found a girlfriend. I hope you don't drag him into the water again, he has a chance to be a normal person."

The other party hung up the phone without giving him a chance to express himself. At that time, his hands and feet were cold from the blow, and he didn't dare to inquire about Su Bei after that, because he was afraid that what Su's mother said would be true. others.And today all this happened to be confirmed.

"He has a child?" Ji Qingze leaned on the bed, no one would understand the grief in his heart at this moment.

The door of the ward was pushed open again, and the doctor came in, "Have you considered it?"

Seeing that Ji Qingze was completely out of his mind, Li Zimu asked the doctor, "What's the matter?"

"The patient has severe gastric bleeding and needs surgery." Conservative drug treatment can no longer achieve the curative effect, so surgery is the only option.

"Then arrange surgery quickly!" Li Zimu said worriedly.

The doctor took a look at the absent-minded patient. It is really difficult for such a person who does not take his own life seriously to communicate, "You have to agree with him. I hope your family members will also persuade him."

Li Zimu looked at his friend and sighed, "Let me talk to him first."

The two of them were left in the ward again, and Li Zimu observed for a while, not understanding his attitude.

"Can you talk to me?"

The smell of disinfectant in the hospital made one dizzy. It seemed that he had become a frequent visitor to the hospital since he knew Su Bei.Enduring the pain, Ji Qingze got out of bed, walked to the window and looked down, maybe he could see the man who was thinking like crazy?

Li Zimu walked over and persuaded worriedly, "Don't run around, go lie down." How could a person who was alive and well before be tortured like this?I have lost a lot of weight, I don't shave my beard on my chin, and my hair has grown a lot. "It can be cured with a minor operation, why are you tossing yourself so much?"

The other party looked at the blurred figure downstairs searching with eyes like staring at prey, but he seemed more energetic. "Is he doing well?"

Li Zimu didn't realize it for a while, who is he, Feng Suli?or who else?Then Ji Qingze went on to explain his question, "Su Bei, how is he doing?"

"Oh, I don't really see it. It should be pretty good, but I have matured a lot. I look like a newcomer in suits and shoes." Li Zimu suddenly recalled the weird feeling at that time. He used to think that the two people were related. Strange, if it was a man and a woman, he would definitely suspect that the two were having an affair.

Ji Qingze looked straight at Li Zimu after listening, and said frankly "I love him" without giving him room to think.

The sudden confession made Li Zimu startled, "Who?" Then an unbelievable thought flashed through his head, "Su Bei?".Have been dating for more than ten years and never thought that the other party would like a man?However, scenes of the interaction between Ji Qingze and Su Bei flashed before his eyes, which forced him to face up to this possibility, but the age difference of 12 years, what did he think at that time? "You..." He wanted to say that you are not human at all, no matter how you think about it, you feel that your friend is like a pervert tempting a child to fall into a pit.

"We were in love at the time." Ji Qingze recalled the time when the two were together. What we can't get back is all beautiful, and what we are experiencing is all sadness.

Li Zimu reluctantly accepted the news, and also believed that their feelings were mutual, "Then how did you separate?"

"His family disagrees," Ji Qingze said weakly with his head down.

"It's not like you. Do you care what other people think?" Li Zimu didn't think the other party was such a decent person. Do others make themselves suffer?

Ji Qingze shook his head irrefutably, "You haven't met his parents, they are very good people." He thought of that kneeling in the rain, and thought of Su's mother's despairing and panicked eyes, and he still felt worried, "I can't hurt you." People who love him so much, and Su Bei can't let them go so much." He couldn't make it difficult for Su Bei to choose between love.

After listening, Li Zimu sighed "You guys".He didn't know where to start, and he also knew that not just a few words of reassurance could affect him. "Anyway, you should do the operation first. You can only let go of the past."He regretted that he told Ji Qingze what he saw Su Bei just now, probably this was the reason why the other party didn't want to live a good life.

"In the past few years, I have devoted myself to work, but I still think about him not being able to sleep peacefully every night. Illness is a matter of time. If it is cured this time, don't I have to come in again next time? Let it take its course, I don't want to bother anymore." He had already moved back to their previous room, but that person never went back.

Li Zimu saw that he had lost all anger, and he stood in front of the window after speaking and did not move until the nurse came in to give him the infusion, without saying a word.I had no choice but to say goodbye and leave, "Then I'll come see you tomorrow."

After walking out of the ward, he was eager to find Su Bei, hoping that he hadn't left the hospital yet.The person who tied the bell had to be untied, perhaps only Su Bei could persuade him.

Looking at the general map of the hospital, the obstetrics department is on the fifth floor.He entered the elevator and went downstairs quickly. There were many obstetricians, most of whom were accompanied by their family members. Of course, there was also a pregnant woman who came for an examination.The chairs were full of people, and in this situation, there was a high probability that they hadn't gotten a number yet.He looked around and finally saw Su Bei in the aisle. He was probably afraid of disturbing others, so he stood alone in an inconspicuous corner avoiding the crowd.

Li Zimu walked over quickly, only to see his girlfriend just come out of the room.Because of this, he paused, thinking about whether the past was not good, whether what he wanted to say would affect other people's families, and whether he would suffer retribution.But thinking of his friend on the hospital bed, he made up his mind to go forward.

"Su Bei!"

Seeing Li Zimu again, Su Bei didn't think it was a chance encounter. Obviously, the other party was eagerly looking for him.He looked at the other party strangely and asked, "What's the matter? What's the matter?".

Li Zimu looked at the woman beside him, and hesitantly asked, "Can I take a step to talk?"

Gao Hui quickly understood the other party's meaning, "Let's talk, I'll sit over there for a while." A pregnant woman just came in to check and gave up her seat, so she walked over quickly.

Although he didn't know what else they had to say, Su Bei followed the other party to the corner inside the safe passage. No one would come here, and it was quiet and suitable for conversation.

"What does Mr. Li want to say?" Su Bei treated him with a lot of caution, unlike calling him by his first name.

Li Zimu didn't know where to start. If Ji Qingze hadn't been sick, he hoped that the two would stop interacting with each other.

"Where do you work now?"

“Rizhao Hotel”

"I remember it doesn't match your major." Li Zimu had heard him say that he studied computer before.Suddenly he felt the name of the hotel was familiar, "Is Rizhao a company under Dingxing?"

"Probably so." Su Bei said something ambiguous.

If Li Zimu used to think that the other party probably didn't know about it, but now that he knew about their previous relationship, he couldn't help but think a little more, "I heard that you haven't seen Ji Qingze for a long time?"

Su Bei watched him go around for a long time, not understanding what he was trying to say, "I haven't seen you in a few years."

"Do you know that he is sick?" He said suddenly, just to see the other party's immediate reaction.

Hearing that Ji Qingze was sick, Su Bei was nervous at the moment. If Li Zimu wouldn't say it deliberately if it was a cold or something, then what serious illness was there?He also thought that Li Zimu came to the hospital just to see Ji Qingze? "What's up with him?"

After getting the feedback, Li Zimu was determined to tell him the truth, because Su Bei probably still had feelings for Ji Qingze. "The doctor said he needed an operation, but he refused."

Su Bei froze for a moment, then clenched his fists unconsciously, "Why didn't he have an operation?"

It's not me who can answer this kind of question clearly. Li Zimu sighed, "Probably he thinks that surgery can't save him." After all, the hospital can save people.

After hearing this, Su Bei misunderstood, thinking that the other party had an incurable disease, which could not be cured by surgery. "Is it that serious? Where is he now?"

"It's on the 13th floor," Li Zimu told him, and suggested, "Leave a phone number, so I can contact you if you need anything."In case Su Bei had let go long ago and didn't want to see his old friend again, there was still room for change.

The two exchanged mobile phone numbers, and Li Zimu said goodbye to Su Bei because the company still had something to do. After all, how things will develop afterwards is beyond his control.

Gao Hui sat quietly on a chair and waited for him, and when she saw Su Bei approaching, she stood up, "Are you done talking?"

"Well." Su Bei thought for a while and said to her, "I have something to do, can you go back alone?".

Seeing his absent-minded look, Gao Hui thoughtfully nodded, "If you have something to do, you should hurry up."

He sent Gao Hui to the car before walking back to the hospital.On the thirteenth floor, he went to the nurse's station and asked, "Is there a Mr. Ji here?"

A young nurse enthusiastically told him, "Yes, turn left and go straight to 015."

Su Bei thanked her and walked over according to her guidance. They haven't seen each other for 4 years. The closer they get, the more timid they become.Would he not want to see himself?As for why Ji Qingze left in the first place, Su Bei no longer wanted to ask such a question. Four years had made the answer to this question meaningless.

The space seems to have changed countless scenes at this moment. This is the third time they met in the hospital. It is estimated that the two people are indeed at odds with each other. Otherwise, there will be so many disasters, he thought mockingly.

Standing in front of the ward door, he didn't hesitate anymore, he couldn't deny that he wanted to see this person terribly, but Li Zimu gave him an excuse to stand here, took a breath, and knocked on the door, "Knock Knock Knock".

"Please come in" the long-lost voice sounded inside.

Su Bei turned the doorknob to open it, and walked through the short aisle a few steps. When he entered, he saw Ji Qingze sitting on the sofa at a glance.An infusion tube is hung in his left hand, and a cigarette is held in his right hand, with a faint yellow flame shining, and a trace of smoke is slowly rising.The old bastard was thirty-five years old, leaner than before, probably because of illness, showing some decadence that he had never seen before.

At that moment, the world seemed to freeze, except that the liquid in the drip bottle was still flowing, and the cigarette on the fingertips was slowly burning, everything else was quiet.They couldn't hear the sound of the beeping machine outside, and the noise of nurses and patients walking around was blocked by this door, like two worlds.

"Long time no see." Finally Su Bei came back to his senses and spoke with difficulty.

"Long time no see." Ji Qingze threw the extinguished cigarette butt into the trash can, then stood up and pushed the infusion stand towards Subei.

In the few steps visible to the naked eye, the two seem to be able to meet each other after stepping on thorns all over the ground.He stopped a step away, resisted the urge to hug each other, and gave what he could barely call a smile, "How are you doing?"

There are too many things I want to say, but after all it is not suitable for exporting. It is enough to be able to say hello and know how you are.

Su Bei was a little taller, barely able to touch his chin.During college, he took part in many sports activities, including swimming and basketball, so he really improved a bit.

"Are you sick?" Su Bei didn't answer whether he was doing well, so what did it matter, did he care if he was not doing well?

"It's a minor illness, it's okay." Ji Qingze quickly answered him.

Su Bei taunted, "You still need surgery for a minor illness? You can't even tell me the truth?"

"No! It's just that I'm afraid you're worried." After speaking, he looked away in embarrassment and laughed at himself, would he still worry about himself now? "Did Li Zimu tell you?".

Su Bei checked that the medicine in his infusion bottle was almost gone, so he went to the bed and pressed the beeper.

"Well, I met him downstairs"

Soon a nurse came in empty-handed, probably pulling out the needle after the injection.Ji Qingze sat on the side of the bed for her to operate, because he was very close, Ji Qingze was very handsome, although he was indifferent but polite, the nurses here liked him very much.The little nurse, who was so close and unconscious, blushed. After pulling out the needle, she gave her hand to hold down, then packed her things and ran out quickly.

Su Bei had been standing by the side since he came in, and Ji Qingze remembered to ask him to sit down.He sat by the bed, and Su Bei sat on the sofa. The distance between the two of them felt more comfortable, not as awkward as before.

"I just have some problems with my stomach, and it can be cured with an operation. It's really nothing," Ji Qingze explained.After waiting for a long time, Su Bei didn't express his opinion, so he continued to ask, "I heard from Li Zimu that you came to the hospital to accompany your girlfriend for a pregnancy test?" He didn't know if the other party was married. He kept his promise all these years and never asked about Su Bei's. Condition.

Su Bei frowned. Li Zimu really misunderstood, but is there any need to explain?Will too much explanation make the other party feel that they have something to look forward to?In the past, the two always had a lot to say when they were together, although most of it was nonsense, they still enjoyed it, but now they are relatively speechless after not seeing each other for a long time.The sunlight outside the window moved into the room, making people feel a little warm in the room.Su Bei saw a few strands of silvery white hair on Ji Qingze's temples with sharp eyes, and thought it was because he was dazzled by the light. He stared at it carefully for a while to make sure it was white hair, and his nose suddenly turned red with uncontrollable emotions. .In a trance, I remembered the phrase that you were born and I was not born, but I was old when I was born.It turned out that he was also getting old with time when he didn't see it.

He glanced at the eye of the needle that Ji Qingze pressed casually and then released, a lot of blood seeped on the infusion sticker, Su Bei's emotions were like this bright red blood, which reached the peak and could not be stretched anymore.He stood up abruptly, walked to Ji Qingze's side, "I'll come to see you again after you have the operation" finished his sentence quickly, and then walked out without looking back.

After closing the door of the ward, he walked towards the elevator non-stop, and the moment the door closed, tears poured out uncontrollably.An indescribable sourness filled his chest. His love for Ji Qingze had long been more than simple, as if this person had been engraved on his ribs like a shadow.

When he got home and opened the door, he saw Gao Hui cooking in the kitchen. He changed his shoes, washed his hands and went to help.

"You're back, are you okay?" She asked worriedly.

"Um"

Gao Hui kept paying attention to him, and kicked him out before the other party cut his finger in a daze, "Don't do it, I can do it by myself soon."

Su Bei was pushed out by her and sat on the sofa in a daze.Seeing that Gao Hui suddenly remembered that she hadn't told Ji Qingze that the child was not his, she felt that it would be impossible for him to misunderstand her like this, so she took out her phone.

This mobile phone is still the one he gave before, and the digital products are updated very quickly, but Su Bei has been carefully protecting this phone and using it for several years.It took me a long time to find that person in the text messages, and I had contacted him a long time ago. With the mentality of giving it a try, he edited a text message "She is my ex-girlfriend, and the child is not mine."

When he was going to send it as before, he flinched and chose to delete it.

The next few days have been very quiet, life without waves.Until I received a call from Li Zimu at noon that day:

"Hey"

"I am Li Zimu"

"I know"

The other party hesitated for a moment and said, "Can you come to the hospital? He is undergoing surgery today."

The stone in Su Bei's heart fell to the ground in an instant, and it must have been hanging on for the past few days because of this incident. "Is that what he meant?"

Li Zimu was stunned for a moment, "That's not true, it's just that his grandfather just happened to be seriously ill, and his family members went to Jinju to take care of him. Now he is alone in the hospital, and he will always be lonely when he is sick."

"I see," Su Bei said and hung up the phone.

Li Zimu didn't react for a while, and he had a gloomy expression outside the operating room. "What do you mean I know? Then is he coming or not!"

After hanging up the phone, Su Bei continued with the work at hand, and finally finished the work at hand a moment before leaving get off work.Sure enough, the efficiency was much lower than usual, he pouted helplessly.

Sister You had a date with a friend today, and she dressed more casually than usual. When passing by Jiangsu North, she warned him earnestly, "Leave early when you're done with your work! Don't let your good life go to work."

The boss shouldn't be happy to hear this, right?Su Bei was much happier to be interrupted like this, "Understood Sister You! I wish you a good time."

"Where are you going? I'll give you a piece." She said as she walked out, the stilettos on her feet were jingling, very imposing.

Su Bei thought about it for a while. It is not good to often refuse other people's kindness, so he said, "I'm going to the Municipal People's Hospital. If I stop by, I will trouble you."

The two had already entered the elevator, and Sister You glanced at him and asked, "Who are you going to see?"

Su Bei was in a daze when asked, "Yes" and then said "a friend".

The hospital is never short of people. Su Bei waited in front of the elevator and had sent away two groups of people. He watched the people squeeze up and backed up more and more, so he simply let others go first.Finally, the people had almost left, and when they got down again, the people in the elevator swarmed out.He stood on the side to avoid, and after two or three people went in, an old man called him, "Come in quickly, young man."

He didn't want to waste other people's time, so he stepped in quickly, but if he was the only one, he might still be hesitating right now.

The author has something to say: I haven't read the next few chapters carefully, I'm afraid there are many bugs