Can't hold hands

At the round altar at the gate of the train station, there were many people with luggage. I saw Lin Jue immediately, he was so easy to recognize.Breathing slightly stagnant, he was on the other side of the flower bed, wearing a dark blue denim jacket, with his back to me, leaning against the railing. Although he was wearing a mask, there were still many people willing to slow down for him.

Too bad the sun didn't rise today.

I silently took out my mobile phone and dialed Lin Jue's number.

Thinking of the phone call last night, I still feel a little hot, but I have already made up my mind and made a choice, and I don't want to make myself regret it.

I saw Lin Jue put on his peaked cap with his backhand, lowered his head, and pulled off his black mask, and then his voice came from my ear.

"Hello, one hundred, are you here?"

"Well," I took a step along the edge of the flower bed, "I have a few words to say to you."

He stopped looking around for a moment, and after a while he heard his voice again,

"Well, you said."

Softly, gently, with a little encouragement, I lowered my head, looked at my toes, and took another step.

"Lin Jue, I'm a very timid person," I walked slowly but firmly, "I'm often hesitant, and I'm often too rational, so all my decisions must have been after a long time of thinking."

"I don't know what you are like, but I still want to tell you,"

I had already walked in front of him, looked up, and saw him staring at me blankly, I thought my image might not be very good, I didn't even manage my hair when I slept.

I was very close to him, hung up the phone, smiled at him shallowly,

"Lin Jue, let's try together!"

At this time, a girl happened to be passing by. She probably heard what I said, turned around suddenly, and looked at us in surprise.

Fortunately, my voice was not loud, and besides Lin Jue, she was probably the only one around who could hear me clearly.

I didn't expect to be distracted at this time.

"follow me!"

Lin Jue suddenly pressed the brim of his hat, turned around inexplicably, and strode forward. I was stunned, ran two steps, and followed.

"how……"

He came by car again, and I saw the Toyota he drove last time from a distance.

There were very few people in the parking lot, I followed Lin Jue silently, he opened the trunk, and I put my luggage in.

"Bang" sound.

The door is closed.

I couldn't figure out the situation, let alone Lin Jue's thoughts. In my panic, I reflexively wanted to open the back seat door.

"Sit in front!"

Lin Jue stopped at the door of the driver's seat and called me. His eyes were deep. I had never seen him with such an expression. He was even more flustered. He had already given up thinking. He just walked to the front and sat in the co-pilot. seat.

Then Lin Jue leaned over to kiss me, the shallow temperature, everything seemed illusory, I widened my eyes, trying to see clearly, but in vain I saw a cloud of light and shadow.

It's terrifying!

"One hundred, close your eyes..."

He pulled away helplessly and glanced at me.

My reaction was like a kid being kissed by the goddess in my heart, my palms were sweating, and my whole body was stiff.

"You haven't talked about missing love, have you?"

I shook my head silly.

Lin Jue smiled, stroked my hair, and reached out to fasten my seat belt.

"Go to your school first?"

"Ah good."

I'm not one to blush easily, but today, I really felt like my face was going to burn.

Others need courage to confess, but here I am in a hurry when we are together.

I don't know how long it took, but my head finally cooled down a bit, and I suddenly thought of a question, and asked it somehow,

"Are we...together?"

I didn't dare to look at him, so I looked out the window, the verdure was completely different from my hometown, the scenery outside slowly stopped, I didn't know where he stopped, so I couldn't help turning my head to look at him.

"You really..." He made an unbearable expression, and the next second he became very serious, "Together, I have wanted to be with you for a long time, I like you so much... You are not Know."

"what……"

Yes, I know, I blinked and looked at him, gradually, a sense of reality appeared in my heart, yes, I confessed my love to this person, and he said he liked it.

Thinking of what he said before, I curled my lips into a smile, stretched out my hand suddenly, and hooked his neck towards me.

Kissed him hard.

Well, I've wanted to do this for a long time. I saw him touch his lips and look up at me. After a while, both of them laughed.

Back in the dormitory, I was in a good mood. I was so excited that I cleaned up the whole dormitory by myself. I cleaned all the bathroom tiles brightly.

"Oh," Xu Ming came back after me for the second time. He was startled when he saw the dormitory at night, "Oh!"

He glanced at the toilet, then at the balcony.

Look at me at last.

"Why are you... as if you have been beaten with chicken blood?"

He probably wanted to praise me, but when he looked at me, he had a silly smile on his face, so he changed the term.

"Make your bed quickly." I pointed to his bed.

"No rush, let me talk about you first..." He looked me up and down, "There is something wrong!"

I controlled my expression and said coldly,

"It's 10:30 p.m., and you don't want to go to sleep."

"Tsk tsk tsk..." He opened the cabinet, took out the bed sheet, and turned his head to me again, "Are you really looking for a girlfriend?"

"Why didn't I think you were such a gossip before?" I gave him a funny look, "I didn't find a girlfriend."

"Oh..." Xu Ming blinked meaningfully, and climbed up the ladder to make the bed.

I found a boyfriend, I grinned silently, thinking silently in my heart.

There are not many things to do at the beginning of school, just take two books to class every day, half a month later, the school art troupe recruits new students, and during the lunch break at noon, I unexpectedly met Han Hui.

I really haven't seen her in a long time.

She called me first, with long blue-gray hair, white shirt, and jeans, I didn't recognize who it was.

"You... have become thorough enough!"

"Does it look good?"

She gave me a wink.

"Good-looking is good-looking..." I took a closer look at her image. She was very beautiful before. She was more like a pure girl before, but now she has become domineering and sideways, but she always feels that her spirit is not as good as before. "What are you doing here?"

"Wait, Sun Xue, it's too hot outside."

She was already a good-looking person, and her hair color was even more eye-catching. Many people were already looking at us.

"I thought you were coming for an interview."

"Are you from this organization?"

Han Hui gave me a strange look, and I nodded.

"so……"

I sighed secretly in my heart, I also had a hothead when I was a freshman, and stayed in the art troupe...but I couldn't say these words.

Sun Xue arrived 10 minutes later. She was dressed in black and had a cold expression. She only smiled slightly when she saw Han Hui.

It's colder than I thought.

It is also more black and white than in my impression - why didn't I think her hair, eyebrows and eyes were so black before?The skin is as white as porcelain.

With a tinge of morbid pallor.

"Let's go first!"

"Well," I came back to my senses, smiled and waved my hands, "bye."

From the looks of it, the two are quite a match.

After they left, a few people came to ask me questions, and I smiled perfunctorily. Anyway, they didn't come for an interview.

In late February, a lot of flowers bloomed, and the school was very beautiful, with yellow, pink and white flowers all in one piece. I was invited out by Lin Jue, and I wandered from the dormitory to the school gate.

"I've been busy recently, so I may not have time to find you."

"Are you guys going to release an album?"

I understand, Lin Jue looks a little tired, I have seen their promotional pictures on the Internet.

Lin Jue said before that their album would be released before February, but now it's mid-February, and their album hasn't come out yet.

"Hmm..." He seemed to sigh, "There are differences in the band, mainly because of Sun Xue, she doesn't listen to the arrangements."

I frown.

"Is she your classmate?"

Lin Jue shook his head.

"She used to be in a women's college. After studying for two years, she felt that the management of the women's college was too strict, so she applied to drop out."

I nodded, not a good comment.

"The main reason is that she played too crazy, no one can control her, and it's the same now."

Playing like crazy, I think of Sun Xue's face, it doesn't look like she dropped out of school after playing, but the current Han Hui looks like...

Walking to the parking lot, I remember opening the co-pilot's door this time.

"where are we going?"

"Recording studio," Lin Jue squeezed my palm, "I promised you before!"

I frowned and thought about it, but before I said anything, he had already driven the car out.

"Is this car yours?"

I finally remembered to ask this question.

"It is."

I went to the recording studio with Lin Jue and saw the members of their band. They just glanced at us indifferently, without any surprise at all.Most of the people were sitting on the ground with no image, even Zhang Qi who was very active before, now he just raised his head lazily, waved his hands, and lowered his head again.

They all look tired.

Lin Jue led me to sit on the side, and he moved a chair with a back beside me. He stretched his long legs and sat on the chair instead.

"Sun Xue said she's coming soon."

Silence for a while.

"what--"

Zhang Qi made a meaningless sound.

"Does she not want to do it?"

The person who asked the question was a man I didn't know. I was stunned and a little uneasy. I, an outsider, was still sitting here. Shouldn't this be a secret?

The silence was longer.

"It's like this..." Lin Jue stood up, knelt on the chair with one leg, and leaned on the back of the chair, "Anyway, after recording this album, Sun Xue will definitely leave."

This time, no one spoke until Sun Xue came.

"Start work!"

Lin Jue threw the bass to Sun Xue, and they stood up staggeringly as if they had been drugged.

What I recorded today is actually a popular song.

When this group of people really got up to make music, the loose atmosphere disappeared instantly.

At first I kept staring at Lin Jue, and from the corner of my eye, I saw Sun Xue behind him, and I always felt that she was weird, her eyes were dull, and she looked like she was wandering, although she didn't miss it...

They recorded from noon to evening. When Lin Jue sent me back, I asked about Sun Xue.

"She..." He thought for a while, "Maybe she took some time to come here after taking medicine..."

It sounded like he was joking, but the tone was very serious. I couldn't tell the truth from the fake for a moment, and looked at him suspiciously.

"You pay so much attention to her," Lin Jue paused, and just happened to have reached the parking lot, he pushed me against the car door, approached slowly, and whispered in my ear, "I think you are interested in her! "

His breath was in my ears, my legs went limp, and my ears were absolutely red, I think, he kissed from the ear, down to the corner of the lips.

He actually stopped!I looked at him impatiently, we were so close, Sun Xue had forgotten everything, only Lin Jue in front of me.

I tilted my head, looked into his deep gray eyes, and kissed him proactively.

The brisk guitar sound suddenly reached my ears, a ballad by Lin Jue, and my cell phone rang.

I woke up instantly, and remembered that this was a parking lot, although it was dark...

I took out my phone, Lin Jue saw the name on the screen, pouted, turned around, leaned next to me, and stretched out a hand to wrap my shoulder.

Han Hui.

"One hundred..." Her voice was crying, and I was dumbfounded, "One hundred, you, you are here... Do you know where Sun, Sun Xue is?"

How could she cry so sadly?