Can't hold hands

Now it is popular to say what kind of character design, Lin Jue didn’t have such a saying when he debuted back then, if he had to say one now, then he probably belongs to the prodigal son, this kind of character design is easy to attract black people-in fact, people who blacken Lin Jue on the Internet are also There are quite a few, but the overall situation is not good. The main reason is that Lin Jue's fans don't fight.

Lin Jue's fans are very casual. When others say that Lin Jue plays 419, the fans will hum;

But you have to ask them, Lin Jue is such a scumbag, do you still like him?Fans will also nod and say, "Well, I like it."

Although almost everyone in the entertainment circle is wild, it is really rare to meet one in the current circle who really dares to show his "rogue" without any scruples.

Lin Jue Lang is upright, and on the contrary, he is more likable than those sneaky and flirtatious ones, and Lin Jue also has an ability, that is, when his eyes look at you, it will give people a feeling that nothing matters— — Right now, love him, abandon everything, and give him your life!

Dangerous, but attractive, a moment of indulgence, Lin Jue has such a magic power, let you put aside all the pressure and troubles, carnival, just this moment of depravity, he can give us the pleasure of death, wake up again is Nirvana, his music even more so.

Lin Jue is now standing on the stage singing Missing You, surrounded by darkness, only a beam of light from a high place illuminates him alone.There is a feeling of collapse, I think, the return of the prodigal son is really an exciting scene, at least the little girls around me are full of obsessive expressions.

The so-called prodigal son is not exchanged for money, the prodigal son is affectionate and peaceful for love. It sounds admirable, but the prodigal son will always be the prodigal son, and the nature of the prodigal son will not change.

very hungry……

I shook the blue fluorescent stick in my hand, and suddenly I didn’t know why I was sitting here. I was in science and engineering, and all my few sensibility were lost when I fell in love with Lin Jue, although now Looking up at the person on the stage, just looking at that person, I will still feel flustered and weak like I was at the beginning, but I have no impulse for a lifetime.

I stood up and left the stage amidst the screams. For a moment, I couldn't figure out whether I loved Lin Jue on the stage or Lin Jue as a person in real life.

Leaving the scene of confusion and madness, looking at the deserted world in front of me, I just felt extremely unreal, and I was stunned for a long time before I came back to my senses and took a taxi back to the hotel.

[Brother Yan, have you eaten yet?]

Chen Shixin's boy sent me a message at 06:30, and I got to know this boy well, he is full of brother, now at 08:30, I am bored, lying on the bed waiting for takeaway, upset.

[How is your subject going]

It's better to chat to pass the time than to think wildly.

[It’s okay, I’m still revising, I’ll submit it next week, the instructor is going to write your name, Brother Yan]

I sent him a cheering emoji.

[By the way, Brother Yan, are you in City H now? ]

[Yes]

[I was planning to go there too, to see the concert, Lin Jue, you know him, right? ]

Do I know him?I stared at the screen for a long time without moving, and my mind was full of thoughts about where life would never meet again.

[I grew up listening to his songs, and watching his concerts is also a kind of feeling, but when I was late to grab tickets, I was 5 minutes late, and I was so angry]

I was still in a daze when the phone screen suddenly turned into a call interface, and then vibrated.

Takeaway has arrived.

I told Chen Shixin, but didn't talk about Lin Jue with him.

The next day at [-] o'clock in the morning, I went to other people's colleges to "exchange and study". In the final analysis, I visited the laboratory, flattered each other, went through a process, and copied a few documents from them by the way, and went to the people's cafeteria at [-] o'clock in the afternoon. Meals in the faculty restaurant on the top floor.

"...Your mentor and I went to the same university back then. At that time, you were still in high spirits. Now you are at this age in a blink of an eye..."

After drinking for three rounds, there began to recall the past and talk about the spirit of experimentation.It never occurred to me that my undergraduate mentor would be the most commonly mentioned later.The tutor I found in a daze when I was an undergraduate was unknown at that time, but now he has become a real scientist.

Life is really amazing, nothing is impossible.

For example... when I finished my meal and went back to the hotel lobby...

Lin Jue?

I shook my head, thinking that I probably drank too much, let alone just a back view.

While waiting for the elevator, I felt a person walking behind me. I inadvertently raised my head and glanced at the elevator door. This door is a mirror, and Lin Jue’s face is clearly printed on it. This time it is definitely not a hallucination. He looked at me, no Talking, we looked at each other through the elevator doors.

Just from the perspective of appreciation, I have never seen anyone whose hardware is more appetizing to me than Lin Jue. He is tall but not thin, shoulders are broad but not strong, his legs are long and his butt is upturned, he has thick eyebrows and big eyes, which is unique to mixed race. He has a deep face, and those eyes are exceptionally bright and clean no matter when he looks at them. He looks good when he smiles, and he looks good when he doesn't smile. He is wild but not savage, plus the shyness and sincerity in his nature... the contrast is cute.

Most of the boys with long hair give people a sticky feeling, but for him, with his blond hair, he looks a lot more elegant.

In fact, Lin Jue's character is also attractive, the kind of attraction that flies to the flame...

Ding--

When the elevator reached the first floor, I woke up suddenly and saw Lin Jue turn around and put on a cowboy hat with the brim pulled down.

A young couple came out of the elevator, they were so friendly, they didn't even look at me, let alone Lin Jue.

I let out a sigh of relief, walked into the elevator, and immediately pressed the door close button, Lin Jue rushed in vigorously.

I can't quarrel with him in public, I took a deep breath again, Lin Jue didn't mind, he was already a dead pig and was not afraid of boiling water, but I didn't want to have any gossip about having a room with him.

All the protagonists in his previous scandals did not have me, so he can't fall short now.

"when are you going back?"

I heard him ask me, why is this broken elevator made of four mirrors inside?

"tomorrow."

I simply looked up to see the layers of the elevator jumping layer by layer.

"Me too."

Lin Jue's tone raised a bit, and I felt awkward, but for a moment I didn't understand what was wrong.

The environment of this elevator made me feel that every second was stretched and tormented.

Ding--

Silently reaching the 27th floor, I walked forward without looking back, but I knew that Lin Jue was following me.

"Whatever you want to say, let's say it together today."

I closed the door and stood in front of him with folded arms. Lin Jue looked at me almost helplessly like a child who did something wrong. I suddenly understood that Lin Jue is not suitable for this kind of thing. It's really difficult for him to get back together with his friends.

I sighed, on top of the liquor, I pointed to the sofa, rubbed my eyebrows and said,

"Sit down and talk."

Lin Jue sat down obediently.

"You don't want to divide," I said slowly, tapping the table with my right hand habitually, "Why?"

I watched his expression become confused,

"why……"

Feeling panicked, I took off my suit jacket and folded it aside, and pulled off my tie.

"No, no," Lin Jue shook his head suddenly, "You and I must be together."

I looked up at him, puzzled.

"You can't be in love with anyone else, and neither am I."

"Lin Jue!"

I stood up suddenly, saw him looking at me in surprise, calmed down instantly, and said word by word: "Lin Jue, don't be so absolute, you can't even guarantee yourself, how can you draw conclusions for me."

My heart is barely pumping, and I think I must be looking pretty bad.

"No, we are, in love..."

Lin Jue couldn't see me, and he lowered his head himself. I could only see his fluttering eyelashes, which gave me a childish illusion.

"Only you can give me peace, one hundred, without you, I can only see the endless abyss when I look back, you know?"

He raised his head and looked at me seriously, childishly serious, I couldn't refuse his childishness.

I turned my head away from him.

"However, you are not loyal enough, Lin Jue, I want your loyalty... I am very greedy, because I love you, but you are not up to my standard, even if I love you, I will not want you."

"My loyal..."

He said helplessly, I really laughed this time, and when I walked up to him, he was affectionate, and I returned the same affection.

I think I might be really drunk.

His expression was confused, I am familiar with this kind of confusion, I leaned down and touched his lips lightly, and soon parted,

"How many people have kissed you in these years? Lin Jue? How many people have you kissed?" I pulled him up and backed away slowly, "You don't need to explain anything, because I know you are such a person, prodigal son, heh, I match you well... But I have only kissed you, from the past to the present, although I don't really want to kiss you now..."

We have come to the door.

"That's it, Lin Jue, really, you are not suitable for the character design of the prodigal son who turns back. You are a good horse, don't turn back."

He seemed to have a thousand words to say, but I shook my head,

"Go back, wash and sleep, you are much busier than me, don't waste time on me, really, I have seen you more times these two days than when I was with you, you might as well take the time Go...the number of people who want to have sex with you is countless, let alone those who want to fall in love with you, or go crazy after taking drugs, why waste it with me?"

The words became faster and faster, and the heart beat more and more empty.

While talking, I opened the door for him, and when he couldn't think of anything to say for a while, I pushed him out and closed the door.

"call……"

I leaned against the door, letting myself go, refusing to think.

There was a small blob of water stains on the wooden floor.When did it get infected?I can't think of it, but that little drop of water attracted my full attention. There was light sprinkled on it, and it was refracted and reflected by it, emitting new, finely divided light.

The author has something to say: Lin Jue in my head feels more unrestrained than what I wrote...