Can't hold hands

"Eat...chestnuts?"

Last night, I shared a bed with Han Hui. She was in such a bad state, she muttered until midnight, and I couldn't hold it anymore. I fell asleep while sitting. I woke up early in the morning, my whole body was sore, and it took me a long time to realize my pain I was afraid that Han Hui would kill me after waking up, so I took a stroll outside and bought some breakfast.

As soon as the door of the room was opened, I saw Han Hui staring at me with eyes as big as copper bells.

"you--"

After all, I was still a girl, so I was a little embarrassed. I sighed secretly, squeezed a small steamed bun on purpose, and put it in my mouth.

"Don't you eat chestnuts? Do you eat Xiaolongbao?"

"...Eat," she scratched her hair, "Chestnuts are also eaten."

"Here."

I smiled and handed her the plastic bag in one hand.

Han Hui took it in a daze, her order was still clear, she drank a few sips of soy milk, then began to pinch the steamed buns, until she put her hand into the chestnut bag, she seemed to regain her senses a little.

"Have you got a meal yet?"

She turned to me and asked.

"have eaten."

"Oh……"

The conversation couldn't continue very quickly, Han Huihun looked out of control, I sighed lightly, and asked,

"What are your plans for the future?"

"Hmm..." Han Hui pondered, "I didn't think much about it, what will happen in the future..."

"Hey, where are your parents? Do they... know?"

"Shouldn't you know?" Han Hui glanced at the chestnut in her hand and threw it into the trash can. "It's broken... If you know, you'll definitely call me back and scold me... We'll talk about it later."

Han Hui peeled a whole chestnut and threw it into his mouth, then looked at me.

"What about you? You and..."

She hesitated again, I knew what she wanted to ask, glanced at the mobile phone on the table, and shook my head slightly.

"Lin Jue never called me."

Last night, Han Hui also talked about Lin Jue for almost an hour. The relationship between the two of them is not good, but at least they grew up together, so they won't be too rigid.

She said a lot in a daze last night, why Lin Jue considered himself gay, but when he played around, both men and women put him on the bed, his family relationship was weak, and his family didn't approve of him playing music. Fortunately, Lin Jue I think his brother is still willing to study economics, otherwise he will definitely not be able to study at the Conservatory of Music...

"I was in a bad mood last night, and I was talking nonsense, so don't... take it all to your heart," Han Hui explained stammeringly, "Lin Jue, his life before was really messy, especially after college. , but it's really gotten better recently..."

I know what she means, life is not so messy after that person is with me.

"Ok, I know."

I have to figure out what Lin Jue is like, but Han Hui's words also made me pay more attention in my heart.

"Sorry……"

Han Hui lowered her head and was sluggish. I smiled, this girl still cares about me,

"Can you handle it? With Sun Xue..."

"Well, yes," she raised her head and looked at me firmly, "I can handle it myself."

"Then... okay," I turned on the phone to check the time, thinking that Han Hui might have to tidy up for a while, and stood up, "I have class later, let's go first."

"Ok, bye."

After that day, I waited for Lin Jue to take the initiative to contact me. Han Hui said that their band had gone out to party, so they must be back, but until the Ching Ming Festival holiday, I did not receive a call from Lin Jue.

Why didn't he tell me he was back?

I had to think about it.

I will also check their news on the Internet. Their band is much more famous than before. Most of them are about Sun Xue’s withdrawal, and their second album, award-winning tour, etc. When it comes to Lin Jue, the focus is mostly Also focus on his appearance and music.

I worked as a volunteer for two days during the Ching Ming Festival. On the last day, I couldn’t sit still in the dormitory. I picked up the phone and opened the contacts. I searched back and forth several times around Lin Jue’s phone, but in the end I still couldn’t make a call. .

On the morning of the first day after the Ching Ming Festival, I was in class when Lin Jue called suddenly.

The teacher was reading English on the podium, and I looked at my phone, not knowing whether to answer it or not.

The phone was disconnected, I was relieved and a little disappointed, the next second a text message from Lin Jue was sent.

[in class? ]

[Um]

The little disappointment in my heart disappeared in an instant.

[When will the get out of class end? ]

[09:30]

The teacher of polymer chemistry is an old professor wearing glasses. He recognized me. It happened that I was sitting in the second row that day.

"Listen carefully in class and look at your phone! You college students, if you want to study abroad, you will have to drop out sooner or later..."

As soon as he pushed his glasses away, he started nagging about the differences in education between Chinese and foreign colleges and universities. I apologized and lay down on the table. I was still thinking about Lin Jue, so I didn't dare to continue sending him messages.

"Hey, Bai Yi, where to eat at noon?"

After class, Xu Ming called me to stop. His girlfriend was in another campus, and now he could only join me. I looked down at the news.

"I can't go to the dining hall with you."

I smiled back at him, carried my bag, and waved goodbye to his hurt expression.

Lin Jue said he was waiting for me at the gate of our school, and when I passed the campus supermarket, I bought some coconut candies.

When I walked to the school gate, I didn't see Lin Jue. When I was wondering, he called me.

"I see you, you go to your right."

I listened to him and went to the right, and saw a small black Audi parked under the shade of a tree.

"Audi?"

"Ah."

The smile in his voice made my ears warm, and I hung up the phone.

As I got closer, I saw Lin Jue sticking out a hand out of the car window, snapping his fingers with a snap.

Gee.

I opened the co-pilot's door and saw Lin Jue's sunglasses and hat, fully armed.

"Changed car?"

"This car doesn't belong to me." He took off his sunglasses and winked at me, "I don't see you in a day, like three autumns?"

He said this serious love story with a hint of teasing, and I coughed.

"Then, aren't you in your seventies?" I threw him two coconut candies.

"Aren't you going to kiss me?" He held the candy, his eyes fell on me warmly, I glanced at him, Lin Jue looked a little tired, and there was a faint blue shadow under his eyes.

After all, he is not as thick-skinned as I leaned over to gently touch his lips.

Lin Jue stretched out his hand, grabbed my waist, pried his lips and tongue around him, and teased him deeply and shallowly. His rhythm slowed down. I was confused and couldn't help but take the initiative to seduce him.

"What do you want for lunch? Is sushi okay?"

He finally licked my lips and asked softly.

"Huh?" I was a little confused, but I quickly realized, "Yes."

I felt my face was still hot. Lin Jue looked at me and didn't drive. I couldn't stand being looked at by him.

"You...don't keep looking at me..."

"Hmm..." Lin Jue pondered for a few seconds, then suddenly asked, "Do you have class in the afternoon?"

I shook my head stupidly, unable to follow his brain circuit.

"Go to my house, this afternoon."

He moved a little closer to me, with such ambiguous words and such burning breath, even if I have never been in love before, it is impossible not to understand his hint.

"...Okay, okay."

I hesitated and agreed.

Sex and love should complement each other, even if I am embarrassed, I will not reject this instinct.

What's more, I don't think much about it...

I have been thinking all the way here. At the beginning, it was the problem of up and down, which is not entangled. I have no objection to doing the bottom one, but I checked the information before and said it would be more uncomfortable, but after thinking about it, Lin Jue’s long history of promiscuity, And that terrifying kissing technique, which can be considered experienced?Yomo is more skilled?

Thinking about it like this suddenly feels a little uncomfortable...

How many people should he have kissed, and how many people have he said he likes?

"One hundred, don't pluck that dog's hair, it will make you bald."

There is a teddy doll in front of the passenger seat, and I don't know when I hold it in my hand.

I stroked it, put it back, and said sorry.

Lin Jue looked at me funny.

"Look at the road!"

I feel like I'm just stupid.

Lin Jue passed a traffic light, and I began to think hard about Lin Jue's love history in my mind.

When did he come back?

All the questions ended up on this one, and I didn't know what to do, so I accidentally asked it.

"Ah, what..."

I woke up instantly, thinking of the question I just asked, I wished I could slap myself twice.

How... did you ask?

"I've been back for a few days."

Lin Jue answered my question, but my heart skipped a beat. I couldn't tell whether it was relaxation or uneasiness. I turned to look at him. He was still looking at the road ahead, with no sign of unhappiness on his expression.

"It's almost there, I'll tell you later."

The car turned a corner and drove into the parking lot. Lin felt that his driving skills were good, and he didn't go back and forth like my mother did. He just turned his head and glanced at the mirror, and stopped firmly as soon as he advanced and retreated.

"Sun Xue is leaving, I have been crazy with her for two days, and I am looking for a new bass player," Lin Jue twisted a key, his voice was very flat, but I was stunned to hear a hint of boredom, "Sun Xue found us a bass player." , the company found us one, one female and one male, one good and one bad."

I understand.

It's useless to understand.

Lin Jue took out a cigarette, lit it, rolled down the car window, and took a puff irritably.

This is the first time I saw him smoking, I have seen many people smoking, but Lin felt different, I have never seen anyone who can smoke like him...

sexy.

Beauty is in the eyes of beholder.

I complained silently to myself, but couldn't turn my eyes away.

Lin Jue turned her head and faced me.

In the next second, he narrowed his eyes, stretched out the hand that wasn't holding the cigarette, and pinched my chin accurately, pulling the distance closer in an instant, breathing hot and humid.

"One hundred... what are you thinking?"

I swear that I was very pure. As soon as he said this, my head was crackling like fireworks, and my face burned instantly. Before I could refute it, I was overwhelmed by stronger senses——

Lin Jue's hand reached into my pants.