Can't hold hands

In the end, I did not agree to live with Lin Jue, and he did not give me the answer I wanted.

In fact, I don't know what I want from him, vows?I don't believe that, oaths and guarantees are ridiculous, and Lin Jue is not a person who can say those things, I just feel irritable from the bottom of my heart, Lin Jue's handsome face can't alleviate my dissatisfaction.

I thought about it for a while—in fact, it was only two or three days—that this mutual incomprehension can only be attributed to our different attitudes towards life.

Lin Jue is unrestrained and unrestrained, but Yan Baiyi, he is always polite.

How could such two people become partners?

A person like me who obeys the rules shouldn't have anything to do with Lin Jue.

But there are too many things in this world that shouldn't happen, and no one cares about one more thing.

At the end of April, the sun can be regarded as poisonous. Some flowers on the campus are blooming, while others have withered. I still don’t have much communication with Lin Jue. Basically, I just go out to have two meals and then do one.He is extremely busy, busy with graduation, busy with music, busy with all kinds of things that I understand or don't understand.

I call him at night and he can fall asleep listening to it, so gradually, I don’t take the initiative to contact him. If he takes the initiative to call me, I will be pleasantly surprised, and then connect carefully. If he doesn’t call phone, then he is just someone in my heart.

"Yan Baiyi, you don't have class this afternoon, do you? Why don't you go talk to the people from the Art Academy? We're going to borrow their recording studio this week."

I looked up from a pile of A4 papers, saw Zhao Wenying, and nodded with a smile.

"it is good."

This girl's communication with me didn't change because of that day. She didn't take the initiative to gossip with me, nor spread rumors everywhere. My favorability for her has increased a lot.

There was also a Marx class in the evening. The teacher was spitting on the podium. He didn’t say a few words about materialism, and he went to ancient Greece again. One mouthful of dreams, one mouthful of drunkenness, I was confused, so I just took I took a look at my phone.

[Help! ! ! ]

I stared at the three exclamation marks for a long time, it was our dormitory head He Jing.

[? ? ? ]

[Xu Ming and I were at the bar, my wallet was stolen and I had no money to pay the bill]

[...]

These two guys skipped class to drink? ?

［Location, how much it costs］

He Jing quickly got back to me.

Well, I have to skip class too.

I slipped out through the back door of the classroom, and it took at least four or 10 minutes to get to them from the school. I went back to the dormitory to get my wallet and it was almost nine o'clock. When I got in the car, I called them.

"You two didn't repay the debt with your own body, did you?"

"Hurry up! We've all been sitting here for an hour, and I think the waiter behind the bar has been watching us."

Hearing the hurried voice, I laughed,

"Then you'll have to sit for another hour."

"Ah? How did you get here?"

"The bus."

"Damn it! Bus? Your brother is going to be sold. Why the fuck do you take the bus?"

"Well, you should be glad it's not the peak season..."

"Fate is always upside down..."

I was taken aback,

"Xu Ming?"

“他失恋了……你别抱我啊！也别亲！！我揍你了啊……操！！！”那边贺靖应该在应付徐铭，那家伙明显喝醉了。

I pouted and hung up the phone.

The place they went to was a bar street. I passed five levels alone, rejected several people's strike-ups, and finally found their small bar.

I was relieved.

"Bo Yi—"

As soon as he stepped in, He Jing saw him. He probably had been staring at the door the whole time.

Fortunately, their place is just a clear bar, not too messy, so I walked over.

"Golden Lord!"

As soon as she sat next to him, she was hugged exaggeratedly by him.

"Deserved!"

I rolled my eyes and pushed him away. At this moment, Xu Ming was lying beside him motionless, wondering if he was asleep.

"Drink like this..."

"He cried for half an hour, and confessed to me for another half hour," He Jing wanted to cry, "then I found out that my wallet was stolen..."

"He broke up with his girlfriend?"

"What kind of breakup? It's because his girlfriend was lying on two boats without telling him, and Xu Ming just happened to pass by when she was lying on the playground of the North Campus with the other."

He Jing shook his head and said,

"As soon as I went back to the dormitory in the afternoon, he pulled me out to drink."

Seeing how miserable Xu Ming was, I didn't mention the fact that Mr. Marx had called his name, so I looked down at the time.

"I'm going to pay the bill. It's almost 10:30. It will take half an hour to go back by taxi. I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up with the gate control."

He Jing eagerly handed me the bill. I glanced at it and took it to the bar to pay. After waiting for a few minutes, a man with blue earrings came over and took the bill from my hand.

"Their friends?"

The man glanced in He Jing's direction and asked me a question with a smile.

"Ah."

I don't want to say more.

"Would you like something to drink?"

I don't know why, I shook my head.

"They've been sitting there for almost two hours."

I finally glanced at him and frowned.

"Excuse me, would you please settle the bill?"

He froze for a moment, blinked, and finally turned to fiddle with the computer.

"see you next time."

He even gave me a wink when I turned around.

ill?

I walked up to He Jing and kicked his chair.

"Let's go, idiot! Xu Ming, you carry it!"

Fortunately Xu Ming didn't make a fuss, he might have been tired, he was dragged away quietly by He Jing, I hailed a taxi, waited for the two of them to get in first, I didn't expect to see Han Hui.

She, Sun Xue, and several other people walked into the bar across the street together.

They haven't broken up yet?I saw the two people get in and slam the door shut.

"You go first, I still have something to do."

"Hey, wait—"

He Jing stuck his head out. I remembered something and gave him 30 yuan.

"no--"

I waved to him, gave him a reassuring look, and crossed the street on the double yellow lines.

Pushing open the door of the bar, I realized that I will definitely not be able to go back to the dormitory before the entrance guard tonight, and I can't even roll around with the dormitory auntie.

I don't know why I followed them to the door as soon as I got hotheaded. I gritted my teeth and chose to go in with them.

The noise in this bar is not at the same level as the one He Jing and the others chose, with overlapping and twisting figures, turbid air, and confusing lights... I remembered that on the day of the welcome party, Sun Xue was the first to go back. This place today is obviously crazier than that day.

At least last time there were no obvious junkies in that place.

I squeezed around and didn't see their figures again. I felt a little cleaner when I went to the bathroom, and I was a little discouraged for a while.

Why should I follow?

He poured water on his face with both hands, was stunned for a while, and sighed slightly.

It's all here, I hesitated for a while, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Han Hui's number.

"Hey……"

Han Hui's side was very noisy, with all kinds of voices, her own voice sounded very vague, I had some bad premonitions.

"It's me, Yan Baiyi. I just saw you and Sun Xue enter a bar, so I followed you in."

"Ah, Yan..." She seemed to wake up a little, and raised her voice, "Where are you?"

"Toilet."

She hung up the phone suddenly, and I stared at the phone alone.

Ten minutes later, Han Hui appeared at the bathroom door.

"one hundred……"

She was in a mess and seemed a little delirious, so I went to help her.

"you've been drinking?"

She shook her head, and said after a while, "I just drank two sips of water, I didn't expect that Sun Xue even put medicine in the water..."

My heart skipped a beat, she swayed, and finally stood still.

"Are you... are Lin Jue there?"

Han Hui raised her head, took a deep look at me, then lowered her eyelids, "Yes."

"So, what are they doing?"

I don't even know how I asked this sentence, Han Hui didn't answer me, she turned around and motioned for me to follow, I lost my mind all the way, almost lost in the crowd several times, fortunately, Han Hui's hair color is better recognize.

When Han Hui pushed open the door, I was really shocked. There were about a dozen people in the private room, the lights were dim, and I couldn't see everyone's faces clearly, but their actions were explicit enough.

Gasps, screams, loud noises...

I wanted to cover my ears reflexively, and it felt like my eardrums were about to burst.

I didn't dare to look carefully, I really couldn't accept the crazy sex scene inside, I stood at the door for a while, and didn't know whether I should go in or not.

"They're all on drugs, they're insane, don't worry about it."

Han Hui pulled me, as if she didn't see these people, she knew the structure of the box better, and pulled me to a corner.

I walked away blushing, and I didn't even know where to put my eyes.

Is Lin Jue here too?

He woke up in an instant, only then did he realize that there was still room behind the corner.There was only a love seat inside.

There were only two people inside, one sitting and the other squatting.

Sitting is Lin Jue, I saw him at first sight, he was leaning on the sofa, holding a glass of wine, his expression was blurred, and there was a person lying under him.

a man.

I stood there stiffly, Lin Jue still had that face, even when he was doing things, he was very handsome.

The person under him suddenly raised his head, and I saw his side face clearly, it was a very young boy.

The picture is so clear, everything happened in front of my eyes clearly, even clearer than pornographic films, so that my mind went blank, I didn’t have time to think about anything, I just stood there in a daze, at this moment, all the outside world The noise seems to be gone, at least I can't hear anything.

The boy, and my boyfriend...

I took a step forward, then backed away almost in fear.

"Everyone inside has taken drugs," Han Hui yelled into my ear, finally waking me up a bit, "They may not even know what they are doing!"

My heart became cold, like falling into an ice cave, my ears roared, and I didn't know what the sound was...

"Hey, one hundred, one hundred..."

Han Hui hurriedly tried to hold me back, but she couldn't hold back even a girl. I still walked forward and walked behind the sofa. This angle is not easy to hit. I just grabbed the hair on the back of his head and slammed it After a pull.

Lin Jue felt the pain and raised his head, his childish gray eyes were blurred, as if they had never been in focus.

He didn't recognize me.

"Do you think you are with Sun Xue now? Huh? Lin Jue?"

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