Actually I am twenty

Not to mention that Shen Mizhang was already "deeply asleep", even if she was still awake, Zhou Han, who had figured out his mind, would not dare to share the bed with Teacher Shen, and could only squeeze with Wang Yu.After waking up the next day, everything seemed to be as usual. Because of the neck injury, Wang Yu asked the boss for two days off, and took them to have a good time in City A.

In the third year of high school, there is always a race against time. This summer vacation is actually only 20 days, and the two of them will start school again in a few days after returning home.Zhou Han was happy. After returning from city A, she wanted to share some delicious food with Mr. Shen several times or go out for a meal, but Mr. Shen told her that she had something to do at home and went back to the country. Han never saw Shen Mizhang again.

When it was still hot in mid-August, the sun became hot and distorted the air, forcing everyone to squint their eyes and walk quickly, hoping to end the urgent journey quickly.

Jiang Sigui was picked up by her mother, but the distance from the school gate to the seventh floor of the teaching building alone was enough for her to break out a layer of sweat. She threw her schoolbag on the table and couldn't wait to take out the wet wipes. Although Zhou Han was sweating profusely, But he came in with a smile and humming a song.She usually sat down to wipe off her sweat when it was hot, but today was so abnormal, Jiang Sigui couldn't help but asked in surprise, "What good thing happened, you are so happy?"

"Huh? No, I'm happy that school has started."

Zhou Han smiled and sat down to pack his schoolbag. He didn't see the slightest impatience in the past. Jiang Sigui couldn't help but suspect that his deskmate was stimulated by something, and he was actually happy when school started.

"School is back... Are you happy?"

"Happy, why not happy?"

Zhou Han asked her back, leaving Jiang Sigui speechless.To be able to ask such a question, her deskmate must have been irritated.

Zhou Han packed her schoolbag and asked her, "Is the first section math?"

"No, Chinese."

"...Oh." She was obviously depressed, took Jiang Sigui's wet wipes and began to wipe off her sweat, complaining: "This damn weather, let's forget about the heat."

"..." There is something tricky!

Jiang Holmes Sigui keenly sensed something was wrong. He rested his chin in one hand and thought about it. He rolled his round eyes a few times and asked tentatively, "Let's go ask Sister Mizhang what's the plan?"

Hearing this, Zhou Han's eyes lit up, and he immediately got up and pulled her out: "Let's go."

it is as expected.

Jiang Sigui pulled her back and pressed her on the seat, complaining, "Why are you going, she must not be here yet."

There were only the two of them in the classroom, she looked around, and whispered in her ear, "At the same table, do you like Miss Mi Zhang?"

"???!!!"

Zhou Han looked at Jiang Sigui in disbelief and panic, and quickly smoothed things over for himself, saying, "Ah yes, you like her too."

"...You don't come here, I like her and I won't come to school happily, you just looked exactly the same as when I was thinking of that!"

"Uh..." Zhou Han failed to quibble, so he had to confess to her, saying: "Ah, I like her, and I only found out when I was on vacation."

Jiang Sigui patted her on the shoulder sympathetically, and persuaded: "My deskmate, this is too difficult..."

Zhou Han smiled slightly and said, "I know, I'm prepared, I won't be impulsive."

Zhou Han's usual performance has always been prudent. She said that if you have a sense of proportion, you must have a sense of proportion. Jiang Sigui was relieved, but thinking about her previous performance, she still didn't feel relieved and persuaded: "I said the same table... you put Put away your pink bubbles, I can see it, let alone Miss Mizhang."

Zhou Han scratched his hair shyly, and said with a smile, "Sorry, sorry, I haven't seen her for a few days and you're the only one here. It won't be like this at other times."

"Well, that's about the same," Jiang Sigui nodded in satisfaction, the soul of gossip was burning, and she leaned over and asked, "Hey, I actually felt something was wrong before, tell me quickly, how did you find out that you like her?"

Zhou Han omitted the process of getting acquainted with Wang Yu, briefly explained the matter, and then asked, "Did you feel that something was wrong before?"

"The process of getting along between the two of you is different from others. I feel that you dote on her very much. Although you also dote on me very much, the feeling is different."

"Women's sixth sense?" Zhou Han laughed and joked, but still said to her seriously: "At the same table, help me look at it, I often don't realize it myself."

"Don't worry, it's on me." Jiang Sigui patted her passionately, pulled her up and said, "Let's go to the office and have a look, she should be here."

The two walked briskly towards the office, and Shen Mizhang had already arrived.Having not seen Teacher Shen for a few days, Zhou Han felt that Teacher Shen seemed to be a little thinner, but she was still beautiful, no, more beautiful.

Jiang Sigui happily arrived at the desk, and said with a smile, "Sister Mizhang, good morning! Let me ask if there is anything to pay attention to when the school starts?"

Shen Mizhang greeted the two of them with a gentle smile, and there was nothing unusual: "The work arrangement hasn't come out yet, I'll tell you about something after the meeting."

The topic ended here, and seeing that the two of them seemed to have no intention of leaving, Shen Mizhang asked Jiang Sigui with a smile without changing his face: "Did you go out to play during the summer vacation?"

Like every chat, the atmosphere was relaxed and harmonious, but Zhou Han felt inexplicably that Mr. Shen saw her less often.After the conversation between the two of them was over, she had the chance to interject and ask, "Mr. Shen, has the matter in your family been resolved?"

The curvature of Shen Mizhang's mouth did not change, and he smiled and replied: "Well, it's all right, don't worry."

When Zhou Han met her calm eyes, nothing seemed to change, and everything seemed to have changed.

The intense study in the third year of high school did not give Zhou Han too much time to think. During the alternation of the class bell and the get out of class bell, the scorching sun gradually faded away, and gave the last tenderness before the complete indifference came.

Zhou Han propped his chin in one hand and held the pen in the other, as if he was thinking about the problem before him, but his eyes were empty and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Zhou Han, Teacher Shen asked me to bring my homework, please post it."

The classmate put a stack of papers in front of Zhou Han. Zhou Han was a little dazed and asked him, "Mr. Shen asked you to bring it here?"

"Well, she said to do this paper today." The boy left after speaking, leaving Zhou Han staring at the pile of papers in a daze for a while.

After the third year of high school, studying became more and more stressful, and the teachers assigned more and more homework. Even Shen Mizhang had to increase the amount of homework. Zhou Han spent a lot of time and time just studying and doing homework every day. Energy, no longer being able to chat with Shen Mizhang for a while as usual.

Every time I saw Shen Mizhang, although she still smiled, as if there was no difference, Zhou Han saw her less and less frequently.She went directly to Jiang Sigui for class affairs, and now Zhou Han only saw her when he was in class and sending homework.

In the past, when she needed homework, Shen Mizhang would ask someone to call her instead of bringing it directly.The ominous premonition in Zhou Han's heart became stronger and stronger, she hoped that all this was just a coincidence, they were really just too busy, Shen Mizhang didn't notice her thoughts, and didn't deliberately neglect her.

But no matter how she deceived herself and others, she had to mind, the way Shen Mizhang looked at her lost that special intimacy.It was a tacit understanding cultivated during the Chinese New Year after experiencing many accidents after knowing her identity, and it was a secret that only belonged to the two of them.

Zhou Han didn't understand at the time, but after he understood his feelings, he often thought of it again, like a child who stole honey, his heart was stimulated and satisfied.She thought, just because of Teacher Shen's look, she would go through fire and water.

Shen Mizhang treated her as if unconsciously retreating back to the boundary of ordinary friends.Her rhythm was mastered so well, and Zhou Han was caught off guard. When he came back to his senses, he realized that she had completely withdrawn.But so what?There was nothing she could do.

Even Jiang Sigui saw the anomaly between the two of them. She knew that Shen Mizhang definitely wanted to keep a distance from Zhou Han. Seeing that the mood at the same table was so low, she still couldn't bear it, and comforted her: "I think she must be too I'm busy, and I'm so busy studying now, I don't want to waste too much of your time."

Zhou Han reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth, and did a lot of psychological construction for himself, so he decided to try again.She picked up the exercise book and went to the office. Shen Mizhang was chatting with some teachers. Seeing her coming, the smile on his face was still gentle, and he asked, "What's wrong?"

"There is a question that I can't."

"Huh? Come and have a look." Shen Mizhang returned to his desk, pulled the chair aside to signal her to sit down, took the exercise book and read it carefully.Zhou Han controlled himself, and only dared to sneak a glance at her when he pretended to read the topic seriously, feeling mixed feelings in his heart, feeling wronged, and trying not to let the tears fall.

"Well, do this, use this formula to transform..." Shen Mizhang quickly calculated on the draft paper, explained step by step carefully, and asked her: "Is it possible?"

Zhou Han raised the corner of his mouth politely, and replied: "Yes, yes, thank you, Mr. Shen, can I take the draft paper back and look at it?"

"Okay, I won't ask any more questions." Shen Mizhang smiled slightly and said, "The midterm exam is coming, come on."

"A newly opened hot pot restaurant is said to be delicious, do you want to make an appointment?"

Shen Mizhang forced himself to look at Zhou Han's expectant eyes, smiled gently and said, "Well, we will make an appointment when we are free."

In the past, Shen Mizhang must have been impatient to set a time with her.Zhou Han understood, and almost fled in embarrassment.

Shen Mizhang successfully saw the last ray of light fade from her eyes, the unemotional smile on her face disappeared immediately after she left, and she was no longer interested in chatting with others, she lowered her head and pressed her lips tightly, and subconsciously squeezed her hands pen, fingertips turned white.

She couldn't see Zhou Han being sad, and her heart seemed to be empty.But most of the time, she was terribly rational, and she only told herself that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, which is the best for Zhou Han. After a while, her eyes regained clarity and firmness.

Zhou Han is a smart kid and understands what she means.Shen Mizhang believes that she can handle her emotions well without too much influence.

But thinking about it, she was worried after all, so she sent a message to Wang Yu: "I think Zhou Han is in a bad mood recently, now is a critical period, please pay more attention."

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