Actually I am twenty

Wang Yu also felt that something was wrong. In the past, when I was making videos with Shen Mizhang, I would see Zhou Han at her house from time to time. Since returning from the summer vacation, this situation has never happened again. Their small group has become more and more deserted. Most of the chats between Shen Mizhang and her were changed to private chats, and when she saw this news again, she couldn't be more sure.

No wonder Zhou Han seldom quarrels with her when chatting recently. It seems that not only is he busy with his studies, but the focus is probably on Mr. Shen.

When she was about to get off work, she hurried to catch the subway and called Shen Mizhang.

"You knew already?"

Shen Mizhang frowned lightly and asked her, "When did you know?"

"Just the time I fought with Li Qingjia, I asked her when I took her out at night, when did you know?"

Shen Mizhang sighed lightly, and replied: "It was also that time."

"Oh, but she didn't know it at the time, she was too obvious, so what are you doing now? Treat her coldly?"

"Almost, I think she's not in a good mood, you can help persuade her."

Wang Yu rarely answered seriously: "Okay, I know, but she is mentally prepared, it's not something you can forget when you get cold, and I can't say anything about our relationship. You can see for yourself, I think she is pretty good." .”

She naturally knew that Zhou Han was pretty good, and because she was pretty good, she couldn't hurt her.Even if she can be with her without any scruples now, what about three or five years from now?Can she handle the pressure at home?Shen Mizhang didn't dare to think too much, and forcibly suppressed the terrifying thought of being with Zhou Han, without any indulgence.

Zhou Han left the office and turned into the corridor.For the sake of safety, the door leading to the rooftop is locked, and there are basically no people in the corridor from the 7th floor to the top floor. Later, when time is tight and there is not enough time to go to the back garden, she also likes to stay here alone.

She was sitting on the stairs with her hands tightly hugging her knees, and her muscles were involuntarily tense to the point of trembling. She breathed heavily, and kept telling herself in her heart: "It's okay, it's okay, I should have thought of such a situation , Her reaction like this is also expected, I can talk to her after the college entrance examination..."

Seeing that she hadn't returned for a long time, Jiang Sigui secretly went to the office to take a look, but he didn't see anyone, so he looked for her worriedly, and sure enough, she was there.She was worried and sat down beside her, gently helping her to comfort her back, with deep distress and worry between her brows.

Zhou Han didn't want her to worry, so he forced the corners of his mouth to curl up and said, "It's okay, I'll be fine after the college entrance examination."

It was to appease Jiang Sigui, but also to appease herself.

But will it be all right?

Zhou Han's eyes were red, and he leaned on Jiang Sigui's shoulder and sobbed softly.She had to be strong when she was alone, but she couldn't hold back her tears in front of her friends. A simple hug was enough for her to let go of all her bravado and burst into tears.

She suppressed her crying, choked up and asked what to do, which made Jiang Sigui's heart ache, and her eyes turned red.

Zhou Han also thought about being discovered by Shen Mizhang, but she didn't expect it to be so fast. After crying for a while, she vented her emotions, wiped away her tears and took a long breath. Instead, she comforted Jiang Sigui and said, "It's okay, I thought about it, she This is expected, I will tell her after the college entrance examination, don't worry."

Jiang Sigui didn't expect her to recover so quickly, with a foxy question: "Really?"

Zhou Han raised the corners of his lips slightly, and replied: "Really, she is a teacher, of course she has to do this, but I am different from others. I made up my mind when I knew I liked her. It's not that easy."

She had already made preparations, and naturally she would not give up easily. After crying for a while, she became more determined in her goal.She wanted to grow up earlier, and then tell Teacher Shen personally that she liked her for a long, long time, and fell in love with her when she didn't realize it, and it was out of control.

The senior high school exam is not like the past, it combines all the knowledge points, and the scope of examination is wider.Zhou Han's foundation in his freshman year of high school was not good. Although he had self-study before, he was no better than someone who had studied solidly for a year. After several exams, his grades fluctuated greatly.

Jiang Sigui woke up the drowsy Zhou Han again in class, looked at the thick dark circles under her eyes and sighed, and couldn't help but ask after class: "How long do you sleep every night?"

Zhou Han couldn't help but yawned, lay down on the table tiredly and replied, "I slept for three hours last night."

"Three hours?!" Jiang Sigui involuntarily raised his voice, covered his mouth after realizing his gaffe, and leaned over to her and said, "No, don't work so hard if you want to study, aren't you afraid of sudden death for three hours? "

Zhou Han listlessly said: "No, what about the code words, there is no way I want to be on full attendance, I have to update."

"No, my deskmate, you haven't finished the college entrance examination yet, and you're exhausted first, so we can talk about the code words after the exam!"

"No, I want money. I can get [-] a month. If you stop updating this article, it will be considered useless."

"No, money can be earned in the future. How can you break your body? Oh, no, I will ask my mother to send an extra meal to make up for you. Look at your haggard face."

Zhou Han answered her in a daze, his mind was like a rusty watch movement, and he fell asleep soundly within a few seconds.

Another monthly exam was over, and the overall situation of Class 2 was good, but Shen Mizhang frowned tightly when he saw Zhou Han's results.

What's the matter with this damn kid? ? ?It doesn't matter if you have ups and downs a few times, but at least you are not lower than the top [-] in the grade. This time, she directly passed the top [-] in the exam? ? ?

Chinese and English are relatively stable, but the four subjects of mathematics, science, chemistry and chemistry are so horrible that Shen Mizhang even wonders if she is deliberately trying to attract her attention.But she knew that Zhou Han was not that kind of person, so she had to go to the teachers of each subject to ask for her answer sheets.

"Ms. Zhao, can you show me the answer sheet of our class first? A few students failed the exam. I want to see what's going on."

She spoke sincerely, and the physics teacher didn't suspect him. He only said that she was a good class teacher who was serious and responsible, and frowned: "A few students in your class failed the exam, especially Zhou Han. I looked at her answer sheet. I made a lot of mistakes that I shouldn't have made, and I don't know what's going on, and I've been listless in class recently, so I'll talk to her later."

Teacher Zhao is notoriously serious about students. Shen Mizhang was afraid that Zhou Han would be scolded again. After thinking about it, he said: "She is in a special situation recently, and she is not in a good mood. I will talk to her first, and I will trouble you later. What do you think?"

"Hahaha, are you still afraid that I will kill her? All right, you two have a good relationship, so I don't worry. If you need anything, come to me."

"Look at what you said, I wish you could teach them a lesson, then I'll go back first, you are busy." Shen Mizhang broke the topic with a smile, and returned to his desk with the answer sheets for each subject.

High school is not too far away from her, and she can see some clues by looking at the answer sheet. It is indeed like what Teacher Zhao said, she has made many mistakes that should not be made.She sighed helplessly, called Jiang Sigui over, and asked, "Is Zhou Han in a bad state recently? Several teachers told me that she fell asleep in class."

"Emmmm...she just sleeps less at night..." Jiang Sigui didn't dare to meet Shen Mizhang's eyes, and didn't know whether he should "sell out" his little deskmate.

"Sleep less? How much?"

Shen Mizhang frowned slightly and stared at her, making Jiang Sigui's heart tighten, no matter what he said, it became the truth: "Just... three or four hours..."

"Studying? Then how can you pass the exam this time?"

Seeing that Shen Mizhang was frowning more and more, Jiang Sigui decided not to go into this muddy water, hoping that Teacher Shen would stop Zhou Han from not cherishing his body, so he hurriedly said, "Sister Mizhang, you should ask her yourself! You call someone!"

Before Shen Mizhang could say "wait", he watched her run out of the office in a hurry, unable to stop her, he had no choice but to sigh again, and could only accept the fact that he wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with Zhou Han.

There were a lot of people in the office, and she took people for a walk on the playground. Zhou Han no longer stood side by side with her as usual, and was always half a step behind, controlling the distance just right.

Shen Mizhang looked at her haggard face, feeling distressed but unable to speak out, the two walked in silence for a while, before she said: "Did you sleep very little at night? Are you in such a bad mood?"

Zhou Han watched his footsteps with lowered eyes, and replied in a low voice, "...it's okay."

Shen Mizhang's face turned cold, and he asked, "Three or four hours is okay?"

Zhou Han pursed his lips and stopped answering.

Shen Mizhang sighed imperceptibly, and his tone softened again: "What are you doing at night? Will this happen if you study for this exam?"

After a while, she replied in a weak voice: "I'm codewording."

As expected.Shen Mizhang was a little annoyed, and asked her: "Didn't you say that you will stop writing in the third year of high school and study hard? You are different from them. I thought you knew your future very well."

"It's because I know clearly that I can't let go."

She wants to be independent as soon as possible, the first thing is to be financially independent.

"What? Are you afraid that readers will forget you if you stop for a year?"

"No, I can't wait. I want to be independent and I need money."

Why do you want to be independent? Shen Mizhang didn't want to ask such an obvious question. The answer was nothing more than leaving the Zhou family and her.

She sighed and persuaded: "Just think about it, and you won't be fat if you eat one bite. You are like this, you can't grasp both writing and studying, right? Even if you can take care of both, what about your body? I don't want to be punished one day. Notify my student of sudden death. Besides, this exam is enough to explain the problem. If you don’t do well in the college entrance examination, you are willing to go to a bad school? Didn’t you and Sigui agree to go to University A together? Isn’t it the same delay in writing essays after repeating a year? ?”

Shen Mizhang stopped and looked at her with burning eyes full of deep meaning: "Some choices are difficult to make, but you are an adult, you have to weigh the interests and let go of some things. Some things you know are not good for the future, just No matter how much you like it right now, you have to learn to let go.”

Zhou Han looked at her for a long time before lowering his eyes again, his voice was not loud but full of determination: "I know, I will stop writing and study hard first, but even if I give up, it will only be temporarily. Better to have it."

Whether it is writing, or you.

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