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Just now Chi Lidong felt wronged that Xia Yue didn't feel sorry for him, but now he only regrets that he didn't give Xia Yue enough love.

More than a dozen spring and autumn and more than ten months of lonely waiting, the grievances are not in the same order.

He is not qualified to express his grievances in front of Xia Yue.

Every outsider can accuse Xia Yue of being unreasonable and making trouble.

Chi Lidong, who pushed Xia Yue into this bureau, can't.

From the corridor outside, there was the sound of Mrs. Chi's deliberate footsteps going downstairs, patter.

Xia Yue by the door turned his head away in embarrassment, and said apologetically, "Auntie, did I disturb you?"

Mrs. Chi stood at the stairs and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"Go back to sleep." Chi Lidong raised his voice and said, "We're fine."

Mrs. Chi said worriedly: "Speak up if you have something to say, don't bully Xiao Xia."

Chi Lidong: "...I know, I won't."

Mrs. Chi said: "Then I'll go to sleep."

She stomped on the stairs deliberately again, and went upstairs with a patter.

Xia Yue was still standing by the guest room door and said, "I'm leaving."

Chi Lidong asked: "Where are you going?"

"I don't know," Xia Yue whispered, "I don't want to be with you anyway."

Does he hate me?Chi Lidong thought this sadly, and was not very relieved that he would go alone, and said: "Don't go, I'll go out, you stay here, you still have to sleep." After finishing speaking, he got out of bed, picked up his clothes and casually Put it on.

Xia Yue didn't speak or move.

Chi Lidong walked in front of him, but he didn't raise his head, only twirling at Chi Lidong silently.

Chi Lidong didn't button up his shirt, his bare chest heaved a few times, and his lips moved a few times before he said: "I don't know how to say it, but I really love you, no matter what the reason for loving you, then Isn’t it love? I’m not very good at expressing, I’ll learn slowly, don’t deny me so quickly. Xia Yue, you have to teach me how I can treat you well, so that you can know how much I have Love you."

Xia Yue lifted his eyes slightly, under the wet eyelashes, two bright black pupils were soaked in two streams of tears.

Chi Lidong: "...Baby, don't do this."

As soon as he said this, his own tears fell, he quickly wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and wiped Xia Yue's tears with the pulp of his thumb.

Xia Yue hid for a while, and said with red eyes, "Go away."

Chi Lidong couldn't tell the truth from what he said, he didn't know if he was really telling him to go away, or he was acting like a baby, he didn't understand at all, and he couldn't do anything about him, saying: "You don't want to be with me, I want to leave you You want to cry again, but you said, what do you really want?"

Xia Yue said: "I don't want to do anything, haven't you seen heaven and earth?"

Chi Lidong: "..."

Xia Yue pushed him and said, "If you want to go, go quickly, don't disturb my sleep."

If Chi Lidong left obediently at this time, he would be a real fool.He stood outside the door and said deliberately: "Then I'm leaving."

Xia Yue made a gesture to close the door, but Chi Lidong hurriedly blocked the door with his foot, and said, "Hey, hey, why are you really closing the door?"

Xia Yue glared at him: "Because I did it."

Chi Lidong begged for mercy: "Don't say that word again, I really know I was wrong."

As soon as Xia Yue let go, Chi Lidong hurried in and closed the door.Xia Yue had already gone in to bed and lay down with his back to the door.Chi Lidong hesitated for a long time, then lay down lightly, and hugged him from behind, but he didn't respond—it was the best reaction.

Chi Lidong was still in shock, retracted his arms and hugged him tightly.

Xia Yue turned his back to him and said, "I didn't deny you."

Chi Lidong said: "I know."

Xia Yue said: "I can't teach you, and I won't either."

Chi Lidong said softly: "It's okay, let's learn together."

Xia Yue didn't speak.

Chi Lidong heard him choking in a small voice, and asked nervously, "Are you crying again?"

Xia Yue: "I didn't cry!"

Knowing that he didn't want to admit it, Chi Lidong changed his tune and said, "You scared me to death just now."

Xia Yue said: "Which one just now?"

Chi Lidong said: "You went out to find a suit and made it look like the real thing. I thought you were leaving again."

Xia Yue: "It's true in the first place, but then I really want to leave."

Chi Lidong secretly thought, then why are you back again?

Xia Yue seemed to read his heart, and said: "I have to come back by myself after leaving, what are you trying to do, it's embarrassing."

Chi Lidong's heart skipped a beat, he always felt that he wasn't talking about what happened just now.

Xia Yue said: "I'm going to sleep, don't talk to me."

Chi Lidong glanced at the wall clock on the wall, the hour hand was almost pointing to six o'clock, and it was time to get up if he didn't sleep, so he also shut up and fell asleep with his wife in his arms.

The two woke up after ten o'clock, Xia Yue had no clothes to wear, Chi Lidong went upstairs first, found a shirt of his own, took it off, and put it on for him, saying: "They are not at home, my mother may bring Go out to play every year."

After all, Xia Yue is still here as a guest, and it was embarrassing to wake up late, so it would be better to hear what he said.

Chi Lidong went to push the garment ironing machine in again, and helped Xia Yue iron his trousers clumsily.

Xia Yue had no intention of helping at all, wearing Chi Lidong's shirt, with bare legs, sitting on the edge of the bed watching, scolding Chi Lidong for being so stupid, why so stupid?

Chi Lidong was scolded happily.

Originally, Xia Yue wanted to accompany Brother Lian Ye to go shopping today, but now he couldn't go, so he had to call Lian Ye to say sorry.

After the phone call, he said to Chi Lidong: "Lian Ye asked me to meet at night and talk about something with his two friends."

Chi Lidong said: "Is his brother with you?"

Xia Yue said: "No, his brother wants to go out to play."

Chi Lidong felt relieved and said, "Then I'll take you there at night."

In the afternoon, he accompanied Xia Yue to his aunt's house.

Xia Yue changed his clothes, packed a small suitcase, packed some clothes for himself and his son, and told his aunt: "Xia Sinian wants to live there for a few days."

The aunt and uncle both see through with a look of "we understand, we understand".

Chi Lidong sent Xia Yue to the hotel where Lian Ye was staying, and also went up to meet Lian Ye. After a few polite words, he planned to find a restaurant or coffee shop nearby, and pick him up when Xia Yue finished talking.

Just two steps away, I saw Xiao Lian in a hip-hop outfit coming out from the diagonally opposite door.

Xiao Lian looked him up and down before calling him, "Brother Chi."

Chi Lidong said politely, "Where are you going?"

Xiao Lian said, "Let's go out and play."

The two entered the elevator, Chi Lidong said: "Where are you going? I'll take you along the way."

Xiao Lian was puzzled: "Burn me?"

Chi Lidong had no choice but to explain: "It's just to give you a ride."

Xiao Lian smiled: "Okay, okay."

Chi Lidong: "Where are you going? That's all right, all right?"

Xiao Lian said: "Where is my hen fun? Do you recommend it?"

Chi Lidong: "I don't know what you like to play."

Xiao Lian: "Then what do you usually play?"

Chi Lidong: "Sanda."

Xiao Lian: "Okay, okay!"

Chi Lidong: "Whatever is good, okay?"

Xiao Lian: "Brother Chi! Take me to Sanda!"

After being rejected by Chi Lidong, Xiaolian's classmate did not leave and went downstairs. Chi Lidong went to find the restaurant, and he followed Chi Lidong like a tail.

Chi Lidong chased him away: "Hurry up and play, let's go."

Xiao Lian couldn't move, and said: "No one wants to play with me, why don't we play together?"

Chi Lidong said: "The Sanda club is far away, and now there is a traffic jam, so I can't go."

Xiao Lian: "Then we can play other games."

Chi Lidongxin said that I don't want to play with you, and said: "I'm not in good health, so I can't play anything."

Xiao Lian looked at him and said, "You are not in good health?" He stretched out his hand to pinch his upper arm.

Chi Lidong was startled, and quickly avoided: "What are you doing?"

Xiao Lian rolled his eyes: "So stingy? So what if you touch it?"

Chi Lidong thought that Aberdeen received a Westernized education, and his understanding of physical contact was different from his, so he didn't take it seriously, and chased him away: "Go and play, I really don't want to, I have to wait for Xia Yue After talking with your brother, take him home."

Xiao Lian said disapprovingly: "He is an adult, won't he go home by himself? You still need to pick him up? Don't you have any serious business to do?"

Chi Lidong said with a wife-servant face: "Waiting for him is my business."

Xiao Lian looked at him strangely: "You are so interesting, you are different from what he said."

Chi Lidong remembered what Xiaolian said yesterday, and asked, "What did Xia Yue tell you about me?"

Xiao Lian said: "I said you were pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger."

Chi Lidong asked: "No more?"

Xiao Lian said, "I'll tell you if you take me to Sanda."

Chi Lidong: "..."

Xiao Lian chose the next best thing: "It's okay to invite me to dinner."

In the evening Chi Lidong picked up Xia Yue and went home together.

Xia Yue flipped through the mailbox of his mobile phone to read new emails on the co-pilot, and suddenly turned around and asked, "Why are you laughing all the time?"

Chi Lidong laughed until he could see his teeth but couldn't see his eyes, and said, "I didn't smile."

Xia Yue: "..."

Chi Lidong rubbed the steering wheel with his hands, held back for a long time but still couldn't hold back, and said, "You told Xiao Lian that I was your male god?"

Xia Yue: "..."

Seeing his expressionless face, Chi Lidong thought he was bad, and was a little disappointed that Xiao Lian had tricked him, so he said with a dry smile, "Hahaha, I knew this kid wasn't telling the truth."

Xia Yue turned the phone around twice and said, "It's the truth."