when we are no longer young

Chapter 31: My Humility

Anyone with eyes can see that Baekhyun is hiding from Park Chanyeol.

Baekhyun was going to the bathroom, but suddenly turned back. Looking back, it turned out that Park Chanyeol was going upstairs.

After a while, Park Chanyeol returned to the room. After confirming that there was no Park Chanyeol's voice in the living room, Baekhyun went out to the bathroom, and then quickly went back.

"..." Wu Shixun, who watched all this, shook his head, these two people would quarrel, it's been a long time.

The two of Canbai would have worn a pair of trousers, if their legs were the same length.

Now they are hiding from each other, there is definitely a problem.But it seems that Baek Hyun hyung hides from Chanyeol a bit more, could it be that Chanyeol hyung did something to offend Baek Hyun hyung?

But he really couldn't think of how Chanyeol would touch Baekhyun's thunder point, so he had to give up.

Of course, Park Chanyeol also felt that Baekhyun was avoiding him. The last time his brain went crazy, he actually "confessed" to Baekhyun?Is that a confession?It should count.

Would Baekhyun think he was a strange person?Baekhyun is not gay, but if you know that there is someone of the same sex who likes you and covets you, how would you feel?It should be disgusting...

In fact, he really doesn't like gays, no, he's not gay at all!Before that, he never thought that he would like a man, never thought about it.

Now what?To pursue Baekhyun?No, no, Baekhyun is already avoiding him, so he can't hurry up, it might backfire.

So is it possible for him and Baekhyun to be together?Two men together?Can they get married?Does Korean law allow same-sex marriage?He has to go back and check.

Wait, this doesn't seem to be the key issue, will his family accept it?Will Baekhyun's family accept it?Can those around them accept it?Don't talk about others, can EXO members accept it?There are two men in their dormitory who are in a relationship.

You can’t hide it, he believes that there is no impenetrable wall in the world, such as Baekhyun and RU, even the members are hiding it, but it was still exposed. The profession of an artist determines that they are not qualified to have a secret.

Reporter paparazzi illegitimate fans and entertainers are like hide-and-seek, or an unfair game where countless individuals catch one.I have played hide and seek when I was a child. If there is no time limit and you catch a person indefinitely, then the probability of that person being caught is almost 90.00% [-], and the remaining [-]% is uncertainty theory. .

If they are together, obviously most people can't accept it, the impact will be beyond his control, it will be destructive, and now he hasn't even caught a hair of Baekhyun.

Do you want to drag Baekhyun into the water?Make him disgustingly gay too?Or do you hide this secret until you grow old?

If my love does more harm than good to him, should I still love him?

Why don't you stop these thoughts now and tell Bian Boxian that I drank too much that day and just wanted to make a joke with him, how could I fall in love with a man, hahaha don't be funny, I want to marry a wife Those who have children, you won't be so narcissistic that you really think I will like you.

Then it was assumed that without this matter, he and Bian Baekhyun could still be friends for life.

Well, it's good.

Anyway, it's impossible love, and it's best to kill the idea in the bud.

Park Chanyeol made a decision in a battle between heaven and man.A decision that could change the trajectory of their mutual destiny.

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For the next few days, Baekhyun was still hiding from Park Chanyeol, and Park Chanyeol let him hide. He was looking for the right time. The important thing was not to say those words, but to restore the relationship between him and Baekhyun. Before that day, otherwise, even if they can be friends again, they can no longer be close Canbai.

Finally one night, the time he was waiting for finally arrived. The other members went to the show. Baekhyun was supposed to go too, but he happened to have skin allergies, and he couldn’t put on makeup because the allergies would aggravate the allergies and seriously ruin his face. , without makeup and couldn’t stop it, so the manager simply let Baekhyun go back, anyway, there are so many people who can’t miss him.

And because his solo schedule overlapped with the program schedule, he couldn't catch up with the brigade program, so he came back after recording his personal schedule.

Now he and Baekhyun are left in the family.

Baekhyun came out to get a drink, and happened to meet Park Chanyeol who was waiting there.

"Hey, Baekhyun, you... have coffee late at night?"

"Oh, I took it wrong."

Bian Baekhyun put the coffee back and replaced it with a bottle of juice.

"Do you like lemonade?"

"..." Can I say that I took it wrong again?Damn, who cleaned up the refrigerator, except for coffee, there is lemon juice, so strong!

"Ah!" Kim Min-seok on stage sneezed, who scolded him behind his back?

"Baekhyun, I want to talk to you, come and sit down."

Park Chanyeol wanted to take away the lemon juice from Baekhyun's hand, he was afraid that Baekhyun would say that he took it correctly for the sake of face, and then he would get bored... He didn't want to send someone to the emergency room in the middle of the night.

His hand went to remove the lemon juice, but it inevitably touched Bian Baekhyun's fingertips. Bian Baekhyun withdrew his hand like an electric shock, and with a "pop", the lemon juice in the glass bottle fell to the ground, crashing. Crushed, lemon juice spilled all over the floor.

"..."

Bian Boxian turned around and planned to leave, to do something outside, even if it was just to get some air.It was too embarrassing here, and he really didn't want to stay any longer.He hates awkward atmosphere the most.

"wise man!"

"Bian Baekhyun!"

Park Chanyeol chased him out,

"Bian Baekhyun, I don't like you!"

"No, I mean I don't like you at all!"

not right

"Don't get me wrong, I don't mean to hate you."

"No, I mean it's not that I don't like you, but it's not the kind of like you think, I don't like men, I..."

Damn, this broken mouth, why can't I understand it? Is this a tongue twister? He was confused when he heard it.

Baekhyun stopped and turned around.

"Baekhyun, I don't know why you've been avoiding me. If it's because of what happened that day, then you really made a big fuss. I just wanted to make a joke with you that day, so you won't take it seriously."

"Hahaha, Byun Baekhyun, don't you take it seriously, hahaha how could I like you, how could I be the kind of pervert who likes men, oh I shouldn't curse, but I really can't accept homosexuality, It's so strange, what's between a man and a man..."

Before Park Chanyeol finished speaking, he was punched in the face by Baekhyun.

Bian Baekhyun didn't know why he was so angry, but he was just angry.Because of that sentence, he didn't sleep well for several nights. When he closed his eyes, Park Chanyeol's face flashed in his mind. It was Park Chanyeol who said he liked him. He took sleeping pills because of his insomnia, but he didn't expect it to cause skin allergies. So today Only then did I have the time to listen to this guy "joking" at home.

Just kidding?Just kidding?He reacted so badly because of Park Chanyeol's joke?Still avoiding him, Park Chanyeol is playing him like a monkey, just watch him jumping up and down these days, how to laugh at him secretly in the room.

Park Chanyeol, who was punched in the face, was a little confused, "..."?

If I say I like you, you hide from me. If I say I don’t like you, you hit me instead. What do you want me to say?What do I do wrong?

"Bian Baekhyun, why are you crazy?"

"Why are you crazy? I just want to hit you, can't I?"

"You have something wrong."

"What's wrong with me? No matter how wrong I am, I'm not as bad as you! Is juggling people fun? Seeing me jumping up and down here is very happy, isn't it?"

"What nonsense are you talking about, how can I play you?"

"When you say you like me, don't you mean you're kidding me? You admit it yourself, don't you? Is it your bad taste to make a mess of others?"

"When did I admit what?"

"You said you were joking!"

"..."

A rapper can't quarrel with the lead singer, he is too embarrassing for the rapper.

But what did this tell him, could it be that he really liked him because he wasn't joking?Then he really screwed up.

Forget it, I can't make it back for this sake, forget about breaking the pot and breaking it.

"Bian Baekhyun! I said I didn't play tricks on you, do you not understand human speech?"

"Then what are you doing back and forth? Drunken? Don't tell me you can get drunk with half a bottle of soju."

Baekhyun turned around and left. Seeing people disappearing around the corner, Park Chanyeol finally couldn't hold back anymore. He really jumped into the Han River even if he didn't say anything.

"Bian Baekhyun, stop!

I'm not kidding you, and I'm not joking.

The other day I said I liked you..." He took a deep breath,

"The other day when I said I liked you, it wasn't because of bad taste, nor because I was drunk, Baekhyun, I really like you.

You heard me right, Park Chanyeol fell in love with a man, and that man was named Baekhyun. "

"Park Chanyeol who fell in love with a man is disgusting. He didn't want Baekhyun to become as disgusting as him, so he chose to hide it. If you didn't go crazy today, I might keep this secret in my heart for the rest of my life."

"Bian Baekhyun, even if I plan to hide it, I still can't bear to part ways with you.

Park Chanyeol is a very selfish person, he still wants to be friends with you selfishly, like before, the best, the closest friend. "

"After today, I know we can never go back to the past, but..." Park Chanyeol choked up,

"But... don't ignore me, okay? Don't hide from me, even if you only talk to me a day, just look at me, and treat me as your most ordinary member of the same group, don't hate me..."

Baekhyun, your disgust is the most poisonous poison to me.

Park Chanyeol didn't know, and never thought, that one day he would be so humble and despicable, bending over to beg for someone's affection, begging for someone's charity.

A word from that person can send him to hell, and a smile can send him to heaven...

Park Chanyeol trembled, he didn't know how Baekhyun would answer, he was afraid that he would never be able to touch this person who was as warm as sunshine...

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