stubborn love

Sure enough, Gu Tianye hadn't been here since the second day. Shen Mo left Chen Rang's house and found a small rental house near the bar. The house looked dirty and old, and Mo Mo was also a literary youth at heart. He planned to get After paying the wages, decorate this small home well.

He goes to work at 6 o'clock in the evening, and hangs out in Taobao and the old furniture market during the day. He tries to keep himself busy and not think about Gu Tianye, but this person is too famous. Amano's company always has some rumors reaching his ears.

The news that Gu Tianye kept dating female celebrities and models was exposed by various gossip marketing accounts, and many media even directly used the title "Chinese Cannon King" to describe Gu Tianye's chaotic private life.

Silence was a little surprised. Although Gu Tianye would occasionally go out to find someone, he never had promiscuous sex. During the time he lived with him, he went home on time every day. The two of them broke up less than half a month ago. Back to nature? .

Suddenly realizing that he was thinking about that guy again, Mo Mo slapped himself hard on the face: "Damn, I'm still worried that people won't see what they think of you?"

The following life was busy and peaceful. He adapted to life in the bar very well. The guests and the boss liked him very much. On weekends, Chen Rang would occasionally go to the bar to complain to him about work, or go out for dinner together.

Chen Rang was very good at chatting with him, and silently relaxed a lot.

As for Gu Tianye, I haven't contacted him for a long time, and I haven't been here again. When I first saw the news about him, my silent heart beat uncontrollably, but now I don't feel it at all.Shen Mo sometimes feels that being with Gu Tianye seems to be a thing of the previous life.

But what Shen Mo didn't expect was that Gu Tianye returned to his life in a way that surprised him even more.

It happened that Chen Rang suddenly had a fever at night and contacted Shen Mo.Shen Mo rushed to Chen Rang's house in his bar clothes and took him to the hospital. It was after 1 o'clock after Chen Rang settled down and returned to work.Seeing him back, the waiters in the bar ran over one by one and said anxiously, "You are finally back!"

"What's the matter?" Silently smiled, "I just asked for a few hours' leave. As for thinking about me so much?"

"No, Brother Mo," another bartender said, "A customer came to the store and kept calling for the drinks you made. I said you were on leave, so he took out a card and said that he would pay for the bar today. As a result, there were a group of people in the bar." The person who came here, now the inside has gone crazy.”

"Isn't that good? Business is booming." Shen Mo was still joking, but his heart felt a little bitter. Gu Tianye is probably the only one who can do such a thing.

"Don't, Brother Mo." The bartender almost burst into tears, "Our little manpower is simply too busy. If we continue to come, all of us won't be able to close our doors to get off work today. I have to go home and sleep."

The others also responded with a bitter face, what else could they say in silence, they had to go and see what the big boss was up to.

But when his colleagues led him to the bar and pointed to a drunk and skinny person and said that it was this customer, Shen Mo couldn't imagine that this was Gu Tianye.

Mo Mo took Gu Tianye and carried him horizontally without much effort, and laid him flat on the bar.Those people in the bar are all crazy, and no one will pay attention to the things here.

Silently patted Gu Tianye's face, and whispered in his ear: "Amano, Amano, wake up." After calling for a long time, Gu Tianye finally opened his eyes slightly. He whispered his name softly in his ear, Gu Tianye turned sideways, it was a familiar face in his memory, so soft, so gentle, just like a dream.

Gu Tianye threw himself into Shen Mo's arms almost subconsciously, and Mo Mo hugged him tightly, caressing his back, thin, too thin, I haven't seen him for a few months, how could he become so thin? Woolen cloth.

Buried in his neck, Gu Tianye murmured: "I miss you so much."

Shen Mo sighed: "Why do you make yourself like this, as if you can't live without me."

Gu Tianye was so drunk that he couldn't answer the silent words, but kept murmuring.

It won't work, you have to take him home.

After explaining things at work, Shen Mo called a car, then put Gu Tianye on his coat, picked him up and walked outside to wait for the car, Gu Tianye still wrapped his arms around Shen Mo's neck and did not let go, It took Shen Mo a lot of effort to squeeze the person into the car, reported the address to the driver and promised to pay ten times the fare if he vomited in the car, and the driver agreed to drive.

As soon as the car moved, Gu Tianye got into Mo Mo's arms like an electric shock, and said eagerly: "Don't go, don't go."

"I won't go, I won't go" Mo Mo quickly stroked Gu Tianye's back to comfort him.

Gu Tianye continued to murmur, "I will be obedient, I will be obedient...brother..."

Mo Mo's hand stroking Gu Tianye's back stopped, Shen Mo smiled wryly, but did not let go.Let Gu Tianye lean in his arms, hugging him all the way to the downstairs of Gu Tianye's house.

The drunk Gu Tianye was unusually quiet, and the whole process of carrying him up the stairs went smoothly, until when his silent hand was about to leave his body when he was placed on the bed, he stayed silent upstairs again as if conditioned to let him go.

After being silent for a while, he didn't know what to do. Gu Tianye smelled like alcohol and needed to take a shower and change his clothes, but he had to go to the bathroom to run water.

Wait... I was silent for a moment, do I have to take off Gu Tianye's mask in the shower?Looking at Gu Tianye's sleeping face, he was a little hesitant in silence. He really wanted to see Gu Tianye's real appearance all the time, but Gu Tianye had always been very repulsive. Now that he took off Gu Tianye's mask, by the way, he can also force him by the way. But what is that?Just take advantage of people's danger.

What's more, he no longer has such a strong desire to be with this person.

Shen Mo stuffed the pillow into Gu Tianye's arms as his substitute, went to the toilet to wash his face and calmed down, then soaked a towel in hot water, went back to the bedroom, unbuttoned Gu Tianye's clothes and pants, and helped him wipe his body .

Gu Tianye's body is very beautiful, although the whole person is several times thinner than a few months ago, but the muscle lines are still beautiful.Silently rubbing, his lower body reacted.I had to go to the toilet to calm down again, and it took me a long time to wipe my body.Until the end, Shen Mo was exhausted and fell asleep on the sofa at Gu Tianye's house.

Gu Tianye was woken up by a nightmare in the middle of the night. He dreamed about the scene of the car accident when he was 16 years old. He was thrown down the mountain with great force. The car was spinning around, as if being sucked into the vortex of the deep sea. He heard a voice calling He, he wanted to respond, but he couldn't speak no matter what, until the voice gradually disappeared.

Gu Tianye woke up drenched in sweat!It took a long time to breathe heavily before he recovered, and after looking around blankly, he realized that he had already gone home.

What happened yesterday?Gu Tianye had a splitting headache... Mmm... He went to look for Shen Mo, but Mo Mo was not there, he made a reservation in a fit of anger, saying that if Mo Mo didn't come back, the bar would not be closed tonight, and then he stayed in the bar waiting for Mo Mo to come back, and then ...How did I get home?What about silence?

Gu Tianye got up quickly, ready to tidy up before going to the bar.Unexpectedly, as soon as he left the room, he saw Shen Mo sleeping on his own sofa.

Silence... Could it be that Silence sent him back yesterday? Silence, silence.

Gu Tianye walked up to Shen Mo's side, looked at this man's sleeping face, feeling panicked in his heart.

This person is really too similar to Chen Qilun, whether it is the face or the character that is very easy to soften, is it God's salvation?Let him meet a very similar person, give him a chance to redeem his sins, or is it punishment?This person is determined to leave him, to let himself pay for the pain of loss again?

Gu Tianye squatted beside Shen Mo and gently stroked his handsome facial features with his fingers. He knew that he was both crazy and abnormal. He had been abnormal for a long time. When he was normal, he felt that this room was empty and cold, and there was no one around him. The person who can talk makes him always feel that he is still living in the lonely big villa when he was 16 years old, covered up and overwhelmed by layers of guilt and regret.He wants someone to accompany him, even if that person doesn't love him that much, doesn't like him that much, he also wants someone to talk to him by his side.

But now, his wish has come true, but he doesn't know what to do.

Shen Mo likes him so much, but he can't give Shen Mo what he wants. What's more frightening is that Shen Mo may already hate him.What should he do, what should he do to keep this person.Gu Tianye squatted beside Shen Mo, burying his head in his arms.

When Shen Mo woke up, he saw such a scene. Gu Tianye hugged himself, like a child who had been wronged but had no one to talk to. Shen Mo subconsciously wanted to reach out to touch him, but finally held back.

After a while, Gu Tianye raised his head, the two looked at each other, but couldn't say anything, Gu Tianye stood up and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Hearing the sound of pots and pans in the kitchen, Shen Mo suddenly realized one thing. The most frequent scene when he and Gu Tianye were together was eating, usually he ate, and Gu Tianye watched.It was the same when we first met, and it was the same at the last dinner when we parted.And they usually don't speak in silence, why is this so?Can't talk when face to face?

Gu Tianye came out with two bowls of noodles and shouted in the silent direction: "It's time to eat."

Silence didn't get up, but instead responded: "Amano, come here first, I have something to say to you."

Gu Tianye came over to look at Shen Mo for a while, sat obediently by the sofa, and asked softly: "Let's eat first, can't we talk about it after eating?" His intuition told him that what Mo Mo would say next would definitely make him uncomfortable, he Subconsciously want to procrastinate the conversation.

Silence looked at him and asked: "Why did you run to my work yesterday, what do you want to do?"

"I..." Gu Tianye said awkwardly, "I want to see you, but you weren't there when I went"

"So you get yourself drunk and threaten my co-workers to keep them from closing"

Gu Tianye sincerely apologized: "I'm sorry, I drank too much at that time."

Shen Mo rolled his eyes, Gu Tianye definitely didn't drink at the bar, he couldn't take off his mask to drink in front of so many people, he probably got drunk and ran to the bar somewhere after drinking too much.

"Amano" scratched his head silently and irritably, and said helplessly, "What on earth do you want! I understand, you are just too lonely and want to find someone who looks like your brother to stay by your side, take care of you, and relieve loneliness. But have you thought about it?" Me? Do you know how painful it is for me to stay with someone who doesn’t love me? Especially..." Anger surged up, and the silent voice choked up, "I still like you so much, hehe, what the hell am I You mean, tell me how many times I've been knocked down by you, and he's still fucking... Gu Tianye, I'm also a man, I can't beat you, but I also want face, can you do me a favor and let me I live a peaceful life"

Shen Mo's eyes were red, when he was framed in the company and ridiculed by Shen Feng at home, he didn't even feel like crying at all, but now, his heart feels tight, as if tears will fall out in the next second.

Gu Tianye knew that he was hurt by Mo Mo, otherwise it would be impossible for the other party with such a tough personality to choke up in front of him.

"I'm sorry." Gu Tianye apologized softly, "I don't want to embarrass you, I'm sorry."

"Stop it." Shen Mo stood up and put on his clothes, and said tiredly, "Don't come to me again, I beg you, or I can only hide in a place that you will never find, take care of yourself "

After silently speaking, he opened the door and left without looking back.