stubborn love

Silence really has nowhere to go, and most of the contacts in the address book are former friends who have been drinking and drinking, so there is no emergency.

After scrolling through the address book in silence for a long time, he finally bit the bullet and dialed a number that he had never dialed before.

……

Chen Rang lived in a small place, and he could see the whole room as soon as he opened the door. Fortunately, it was clean and tidy.Chen Rang said embarrassedly: "Sorry, the place is too small, you can only sleep on the floor at night."

"No..." Mo Mo sincerely thanked, "I really appreciate your willingness to take me in."

"It's nothing." Chen Rang smiled honestly, "It's an emergency, but have you found a job?"

Shen Shen put down the bag, and said helplessly, "Not yet, I don't know what I can do. Apart from my relatively long work experience in opening a bar, I have not worked in the Internet and supermarkets for more than 3 months. This work experience is not enough. Make a move, I'll find some odd jobs tomorrow first."

Chen Rang saw that although Mo Mo's tone was helpless, but there was no trace of depression in his expression, he knew that this little difficulty would not be able to defeat this troubled rich family's second son, so he felt relieved at the moment: "You haven't eaten lunch yet, I Go downstairs and buy you something to eat."

"Thank you"

"You're welcome, clean up yourself first, I'll go buy some wine and come back, don't think about anything today, just get drunk!"

Chen Rang took the door and went out. He looked around the room while tidying up in silence. Chen Rang had just graduated, so he could only rent a small single room.

Squeezing in like this by myself must have caused Chen Rang a lot of trouble.

You have to find a job quickly, no matter what kind of job it is, as long as you can survive this period first.

After tidying up for a while, Chen Rang came back.

Bought two bottles of beer and some lo mei.

The two men spread a plastic sheet on the table and drove away.

The cold beer soothed his throat, and the smell of alcohol rushed straight to his forehead. His silent emotions were a little uncontrollable, and his eyes were red.

Seeing him like this, Chen Rang felt that he had to say something: "Brother Mo, I have worked with you for the past six months, and we all know that you are not that kind of son. A person with such perseverance will definitely get better."

He wasn't flattering or trying to comfort him, he really felt that Shen Mo was a very nice person, very strong, hardworking, and very persevering.

He was a little worried that Silence would lose confidence after being hurt by him.

Silently smiled, he knew what Chen Rang was worried about: "Don't worry, just the little tricks my brother played with me will not make my three views collapse. I didn't get along with that family, and I'm fine if I leave." good."

"Then you are now..."

Shen Mo laughed at himself: "I was dumped by the person I liked, no, in a sense, he never liked me at all. I just pretended to be passionate."

"...It turned out to be emotional..." Chen Rang said in a "relieved" tone.

Silence is funny: "What do you mean by this tone, dare to hurt your feelings is not hurt, right?"

Chen Rang spread his hands and said: "I think so. In love, it's not a bad thing to be beaten a few times. Come and have a drink first, and start a new life tomorrow."

Seeing Chen Rang's carefree expression comforting him, Mo Mo also felt much better.

The fact that Gu Tianye didn't love him was actually not to the extent that Mo Mo was in pain, and he didn't feel ashamed or insulted like Shen Yan did.He just felt sad, sorry, sorry.

On that extremely chaotic night, a momentary thought flashed through his mind: If he just stayed by Gu Tianye's side as an older brother, would Gu Tianye be moved, and would he fall in love with him one day.

But reason told him that he couldn't, that he couldn't do this kind of self-abuse, and Gu Tianye had no obligation to bear his unrealistic wishes.

Shen Mo sighed in his heart: I hope Gu Tianye can live a good life, no matter what, he hopes that the person he loves can get out of the pain as soon as possible and live a good life.

Early the next morning, Shen Mo went out to look for a job.

Coincidentally, within three streets of Chen Rang's house, there was a bar recruiting waiters. Mo Mo felt that he still liked the atmosphere of bars, so he went in to apply for the job.The boss is a 30-year-old young man with a crew cut, and his eyes are straightened when he sees Silence coming in.Got the job in less than 3 minutes of silence.

The boss's original words were: "Handsome guy, you are tall and handsome, and you have working experience in bars. You are exactly the talent our bar needs!"

Silently trembled, and smiled in embarrassment.

With this smile, the new job changed from an ordinary waiter to a bartender,

The new job is good, including food and lodging, but Shen Mo is not used to living with strangers, so he still plans to find a house by himself.The boss was very enthusiastic and assured him that he would find a suitable house for him. In order to keep him, he also paid him 2 months' salary in advance.Mo Mo finally felt better. When returning to Chen Rang's place, he took a detour to the supermarket and bought vegetables, meat, braised meat, beer, etc., and wanted to celebrate with Chen Rang.

After leaving the supermarket, he walked towards Chen Rang's rental house. He was in a good mood. He even hummed a little song. As he walked, he realized that something was wrong. There was a sound of footsteps following him. He walked and walked, and he stopped. , also stop.Mo Mo sighed slightly in his heart, and turned around abruptly.The person following him didn't have time to find a place to hide, so he just stood there not far behind him, with his head bowed in embarrassment.

It's Gu Tianye.

For a moment of silence, my heart was very blocked, and it was not right to leave someone alone, and it seemed inappropriate to go up to talk, so I had to stand far away and ask, "How long have you been with me?"

Gu Tianye was like a child who was being reprimanded for doing something wrong, he lowered his head and stared at his toes, not daring to speak.

Silently holding his forehead, Mr. Gu's posture of a little daughter-in-law is going to make trouble like that. Is this still the Gu Tianye he knows?

"President Gu" said silently and bluntly, "You can say what you want to say here. I am currently staying at a friend's house, so it is not convenient to take guests back."

Gu Tianye was still standing, not speaking.

Silence is completely helpless, this kid is determined to follow him, forget it, just don't let him in, he can still explain where Chen Rang is.

Sure enough, Gu Tianye followed Shen Mo all the way downstairs, but didn't go upstairs, just watched Shen Mo go upstairs, watched the light of a small room on the second floor turn on, and Shen Mo's figure was reflected on the window, and saw him take off his coat I stood by the window for a long time.

Gu Tianye knew that he was going too far. When Shen Yan found out the real purpose of his relationship with him two years ago, he was so angry that he smashed the whole family, and he still hates him to the bone.But Shen Mo's choice shocked him. Shen Yan said that his younger brother was spoiled and spoiled since he was a child.Unexpectedly, after knowing that she didn't really like him, Shen Mo moved out without saying a word. She would rather live in this kind of dilapidated rental house and find a job as a waiter than contact him again.

Gu Tianye's mouth was bitter, and a sentence kept rushing into his mind, Shen Mo really liked him, but he hurt him.

When Chen Rang got off work, he bought a roast goose home. He received a WeChat message from Shen Shen that he had found a job, and wanted to bring some delicious food back to celebrate together. I was very happy, walking briskly all the way to my home.

As a result, the closer I got to the downstairs of my house, the slower my steps.

There seemed to be a person standing downstairs in his house, and his back was very familiar.

Uh... Could it be the Shen family?He came to arrest Brother Shen and went back, but why did he only send one person here, he looked thin and had little combat effectiveness, so he walked up to have a look.

A man who covered most of his face with a mask gave him a sharp stare!

Chen Rang was so frightened that he took a step back, his breathing was messed up, and he rushed upstairs with stomping steps.Almost knocked open the door and went in.

Shen Mo was startled by the loud closing sound: "What's wrong with you, Xiao Rang, what the hell?"

Chen Rang stroked his chest and breathed calmly: "There is a masked man downstairs, his eyes are too scary, can't he be insane?"

"No." Chen Rang was shocked by the silent answer, "It's not crazy, but it's almost the same, it's Gu Tianye"

"Gu Tianye! Gu Tianye of Yunsheng Group!!"

"Um"

"Hold the grass, why is Gu Tianye downstairs in my house like a psychopath?"

Mo Mo said embarrassingly: "Sorry, he followed and scared you"

Chen Rang: "...Your words scare people, okay?" Chen Rang turned his head, quickly followed the rhythm, and asked tentatively: "He is the one who dumped you."

Shen Mo nodded hesitantly, he didn't tell Chen Rang about his sexuality, which was a bit embarrassing.

Chen Rang didn't focus on this, he felt that he couldn't keep up with the rhythm again: "Didn't you say that he dumped you, he looks like you dumped him no matter how you look at it now."

Silent and speechless, it is true.

"It doesn't matter, my mind is a little confused, let's eat something first." No matter what, it's a silent private matter, and you can't ask too much.The two warmed up the suckling duck, cooked a little noodles, and were ready to eat.

While eating, Chen Rang stretched out his hand to lift the curtain, Gu Tianye was still standing underneath, Chen Rang said helplessly: "It seems that he doesn't plan to go back, why is the plot the same as an idol drama, what are you going to do, I This place is too small to accommodate a third person to sleep."

Silence thought for a while, and said: "Let's eat first, I'll go down and talk to him later."

……

Shen Mo ate quickly, just filled his stomach a little before going downstairs, and before leaving, he took a box of milk that had just been heated on the radiator.

As soon as Gu Tianye heard the sound of someone coming downstairs, he immediately raised his head and looked eagerly, and the one who came down was indeed silent.

Shen Mo walked towards him, looking at Gu Amano with helplessness in his eyes.With a warm palm, Mo Mo stuffed something warm into Gu Tianye's hand, and said softly: "Drink something to warm your stomach, did you come by car? I'll take you home"

Gu Tianye shook his head.

Mo Mo feels like an old father who can't do anything with his own child, he can't bear to beat him, he can't bear to scold him, but the child is just disobedient, what can he do.

Silence sighed: "Amano, why do you still come to me? The problem between us can't be solved by standing downstairs in the middle of the winter and torturing yourself all night, do you understand?"

"I understand" Gu Tianye said, with a strong nasal voice, "I... just want to see you..., I feel better when I see you."

Silence was straightforward, "Do you want to see me, or do you want to see my face? You know it very well in your heart."

Shen Mo saw Gu Tianye tremble violently, he didn't know whether it was because of his words or because of the cold, but he subconsciously put his arms around him, trying to warm him up.After recovering, Shen Mo wanted to strangle himself to death.

Gu Tianye hugged him back almost immediately, and murmured: "I miss you very much, I know you treat me well, but I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"There's nothing I'm sorry about. You never said you liked me. I just pretended to be passionate." Shen Mo let go of his hand, looked at Gu Tianye with fixed eyes, and said seriously, "But I like you, and I never avoid it. If you don’t want what I want, don’t pester me anymore, I’m in pain, and you don’t feel well either.”

After Shen Mo finished speaking, he turned and wanted to leave, but Gu Tianye grabbed the corner of his clothes, Gu Tianye frowned, suddenly made up his mind and said, "Let's go to bed."

"What!?" Silence suspected that he had heard wrong

"If sleeping with me will take your breath away, come on"

Looking at Gu Tianye's sacrifice-like expression, he smiled bitterly in silence, this person doesn't understand at all, doesn't understand what he is obsessed with at all.

"I want to be with you, no matter what, as long as I can agree to what you ask, whether it's sleeping or kissing, I can agree, and I won't refuse you like before." Gu Tianye said eagerly, he Wanting to come back in silence, back to him, the house alone is so empty and uncomfortable, he has endured it for more than ten years, and he doesn't want to bear it anymore.

"Okay!" Shen Mo didn't know why an unknown fire rose in his heart, he grabbed Gu Tianye, and slammed Gu Tianye's mouth.

He kissed like venting, as if he wanted to squeeze the air out of the other person's body. He felt that Gu Tianye pushed him a few times but failed to push him away. He was even more annoyed when he encountered resistance and silence. Let the other party struggle, continue to deepen this predatory kiss.

Suddenly there was a sharp pain in the abdomen, and Shen Mo was instantly kicked to the ground by Gu Tianye.

Damn, this kid directly hit his stomach with his knee, Shen Mo vomited out all the dinner he had just had, his stomach was overwhelmed, and he retched a few times before slowly recovering.There were tears in the corner of my eyes, I don't know if they were physical tears from just vomiting, or psychological tears from being too sad.

"Cough cough" Mo Mo wiped his mouth with the corner of his clothes, and laughed at himself, "You still wear a mask on your face, I just kissed a layer of cloth, you react like this, I'm still alive to sleep with you, huh?"

The corners of Gu Tianye's eyes were red, and he just looked at Shen Mo who fell on the ground, without speaking or responding.

Shen Mo suddenly felt very tired, and said weakly: "Mr. Gu, let's go, we don't meet again, I beg you"

After finishing speaking, Shen Mo got up staggeringly, supported his stomach and slowly went upstairs.

Before he could knock on the door, Chen Rang opened the door in time and reached out to help him in. Obviously, Chen Rangquan had seen what happened just now.

Chen Rang helped him to sit down, found safflower oil to rub on him, and said while rubbing: "Brother Mo, you were so handsome just now, this is the first time I saw such a domineering forceful kiss!"

Silently laughed out loud, Chen Rang's brain circuit curve is definitely not inferior to Gu Tianye: "I was overturned by him with one move, this is also called handsome."

"That's different," Chen Rang said, "Boss Gu's skills are already practiced, I can only praise you for your spirit of not being afraid of being beaten!"

"Stinky boy, where are you going?" Silently smiled, "But I was still rejected."

"Brother Mo, to be honest, I think you still have something to do, don't give up." Chen Rang clenched his fist and said yes, as if to cheer for the silence.

Shen Mo smiled wryly in his heart, if Chen Rang knew all the things between him and Gu Tianye, he wondered if he would "cheer" him.