I heard they all love me

The amount of information in Ning Weidong's words was too much, like a sudden storm on the ground, hitting Chu Li with all his brains.Chu Li was caught off guard and was thrown into a daze.He even forgot to deny that he was Jiang Xingzhe, and his thoughts couldn't help being drawn by Ning Weidong's words.

——Jiang Xingjian likes him.

How can it be?They are brothers, how could Jiang Xingjian like his younger brother?He was dumb, like spinning a spinning top, kept circulating these words in his mind, trying to find some clues in the life of "Jiang Xingzhe", and he didn't even care about what Ning Weidong was still saying.

As if hearing his heart, Jiang Xingjian's steady voice rang in his ears: "Xiao Li, don't think about it, you listen to me first. Where are you, I'll pick you up. We'll talk about it when we meet."

Like Chu Li, Jiang Xingjian on the other side of the phone was also caught off guard by Ning Weidong's outburst.Listening to Ning Weidong's hysterical questioning, Jiang Xingjian didn't know for a moment whether he should be annoyed that Ning Weidong recognized Xing Zhe, or whether Ning Weidong revealed the secret he had hidden for many years.He faintly regretted talking too much to Ning Weidong in the hotel last time, but who would have thought that Ning Weidong would have the same idea as him?Equate Chu Li and Xing Zhe.

Jiang Xingjian originally didn't intend to reveal his feelings to Chu Li so soon, he worried too much when he was worried about gains and losses.But he is not the kind of indecisive person, since Ning Weidong provoked it, this might not be an opportunity.But on second thought, Jiang Xingjian calmed down.While waiting for Chu Li to respond, he operated a few times on the computer and quickly found Chu Li's trace.Without Chu Li's knowledge, Jiang Xingjian put a location tracker on him.Originally just in case, I didn't expect to use it here.

Halfway across Haicheng, Jiang Xingjian's calmness tried to infect Chu Li.As his words fell, a sliver of clarity was forcibly split in Chu Li's chaotic head, which was like a pot of porridge.Chu Li was slow to realize that he hadn't hung up the phone, and even slower to realize that Jiang Xingjian had also heard what he said.

Shame, embarrassment, avoidance... All kinds of feelings suddenly appeared in Chu Li's bottom.He heard Jiang Xingjian's question, but he seemed to have lost his language ability and couldn't speak a single word.Ning Weidong's "nonsense" was in front of the two of them, Chu Li thought hesitantly, how should he face Jiang Xingjian?

Along the invisible channel that seemed to link the two, Chu Li's clear and shallow breath penetrated into Jiang Xingjian's heart little by little, and Chu Li's bewilderment and grievance also penetrated.Jiang Xingjian restrained his distress and impulsiveness, and asked again softly: "Where are you, Xiaoli?"

Chu Li didn't answer his question, and chose to turn off the phone directly.

All this was only a few minutes, and Chu Li's silence finally calmed down Ning Weidong's mind controlled by jealousy.Realizing that he had done a stupid thing, Ning Weidong was a little embarrassed: "Xing Zhe, I..."

Chu Li looked at him expressionlessly, then suddenly raised his hand and punched Ning Weidong hard on the face.

Chu Li used all his strength in this punch, and Ning Weidong's face was twisted and deformed under the punch.The pain began to spread from the facial nerves, Ning Weidong instinctively took a step back, but soon stood in front of Chu Li again.He was ready to be beaten, and even decided that no matter what Chu Li did, he would not fight back.But to Ning Weidong's surprise, the imagined "violent beating" did not appear. Chu Li withdrew his fist and stood there indifferently.

Without looking at Ning Weidong again, Chu Li looked past him and landed on the white tombstone.Jiang Xingzhe's smiling face bloomed in the summer afternoon. It was foreseeable that in the long days to come, no matter what happened, his smile would not change again - even if Ning Weidong just said that Jiang Xingjian liked him.

Chu Li was silent for a moment, and said indifferently: "This punch was for Jiang Xingzhe. He is dead, and I don't want you to harass him again."

"Xing Zhe!"

Ning Weidong's expression changed drastically, and he anxiously wanted to explain: "I didn't mean anything just now, I meant that Jiang Xingjian had malicious intentions... He prevented us from going abroad together, he suppressed Qin Mu, he... ..."

It's good that he didn't mention Qin Mu, but when he mentioned Qin Mu Chuli couldn't help but sneer.Ning Weidong immediately realized that he had said something wrong. He was too eager to "splash dirty water" on Jiang Xingjian's head, so that he forgot that Qin Mu was not suitable to bring it up as a topic.

"I……"

Chu Li interrupted him: "Can I be alone for the meeting?"

No matter how much he wanted to say, Ning Weidong could only keep his mouth shut according to Chu Li's wishes, and left the cemetery without turning his head.

There is no other people to disturb, and it is completely quiet here.Chu Li sat down halfway against the tombstone, leaning against Jiang Xingzhe's smiling face.He said softly: "You are so ironic. When you were alive, no one thought of you well, but after you died, they all said they liked you."

what's the point?

Chu Li still remembered the "betrayal of relatives" before his death.Ning Weidong, Qin Mu, and Jiang Xingjian told him in different ways that no one cared about him, and he was alone.As a result... he died only to find out that they all liked him.But Jiang Xingzhe is dead, so what's the use of liking him more?Chu Li will never forget that standing alone in the dark passage, with blood flowing from his body, and his body getting colder and colder, he looked around in a hurry and couldn't find a way out.What were they doing at that time?

He silently bowed his head and hugged his knees, burying his face between them.The afternoon sun hit the body through the treetops, and it was as warm as being in the arms of a mother.Chu Li thought why should he be sad?He tried his best to get from the end of the mountain to the darkness of the willows, and it seemed that he would be able to stand in the sun completely one step further. Why should he be disturbed by "irrelevant" people, stop here and mix with the past into a boiled porridge?

However, Jiang Xingjian's face appeared unexpectedly.Chu Li thought of Ning Weidong's nonsense, and fell silent hesitantly.

As time passed, Chu Li felt that he had thought a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything, until there were footsteps coming from far and near, and finally stopped in front of him.

"Xiaoli."

Chu Li was not surprised that Jiang Xingjian would find this place, but...he was motionless, not knowing how to face Jiang Xingjian.Reason told him that he should pretend nothing had happened, but he couldn't do it emotionally.When Jiang Xingjian was not around, all he thought about was embarrassment and escape.But Jiang Xingjian stood here, thinking about Jiang Xingjian's care for him all the time, Chu Li could only feel that all the cells in his body were clamoring for grievances, sweeping inexplicably, washing away his so-called reason.

He didn't understand why, and he even felt that the grievance was unreasonable, but the grievance came unexpectedly, like a breeze and a drizzle, and when he realized it, his heart was already sour.

"Xiaoli."

He didn't speak, Jiang Xingjian squatted in front of him and sighed softly.From the first moment he saw Chu Li, Jiang Xingjian's heart ached like a needle prick.Under the tall tombstone, Chu Li curled up together, bewildered like a lost beast.He guessed that Ning Weidong's words scared Chu Li, or... he scared Chu Li.

Jiang Xingjian thought to himself mockingly, he knew that such a day would come, so he was worried about gains and losses, and didn't know how to reveal his feelings to Chu Li.He tried his best to treat Chu Li well, but in Chu Li's mind he was just like an older brother.But he doesn't want to be an elder brother, he just wants to be Chu Li's lover, whatever.From Xing Zhe to Chu Li, he peeped at everything like a pervert, thinking about how to put his "brother" under his body.

This kind of unspoken thoughts started from the first time he dreamed of Xing Zhe at night, and it became an addiction in his heart like a drug, making him sink and unable to extricate himself.

Jiang Xingjian thought that he had been depressed for too long, so long that he once thought that he had lost Xing Zhe and the possibility of happiness.Fortunately, God returned Xing Zhe to him, allowing him to feel the taste of happiness again.Even if it is short, in the long life in the future, he can recall it again and again-there was once someone who made him love so much that even thinking about it seemed to be happiness.

Jiang Xingjian raised his hand and rubbed Chu Li's hair, tried his best to slow down his voice, and said softly: "Little Li, listen to me, I love you. Ning Weidong is right about this."

He was so direct and frank, leaving no room for himself.Like the sun, Chu Li resisted subconsciously because of the burning passion.He was silent for a while, then said, "I am Chu Li, not Jiang Xingzhe."

When saying this, Chu Li still didn't look up, avoiding Jiang Xingjian's sight.Jiang Xingjian sighed silently—because of Chu Li's escape from him.He put his hand on the top of Chu Li's head, and said softly: "I have seen your handwriting, and I have had someone identify it, and the identification result is in the computer. Xiao Li, do you want to see it?"

This reason... Chu Li raised his head suddenly, and Jiang Xingjian looked at him tenderly, with a focused expression but could not refuse, and explained: "Xiao Li, do you remember? The first time you and Ning Weidong fought in a bar, you shouted I went to the police station to find you, and you were writing the transcript. Later, I asked someone to get the transcript."

Chu Li was silent for a longer time this time, "So what?" He stubbornly refused to look at Jiang Xingjian, his eyes fell on the tombstone, and he emphasized: "Jiang Xingzhe is dead."

Jiang Xingjian followed his gaze and said softly, "I know, I lost Xingzhe once, and I don't want to lose you again."

Without the slightest hesitation, from the moment they met, Jiang Xingjian opened his heart in front of Chu Li.Chu Li instinctively wanted to escape, but his body froze in place uncontrollably.Jiang Xingjian's words floated in his mind, not untouched, but... Chu Li said indifferently: "You forgot that you are Jiang Xingzhe's brother."

This time it was Jiang Xingjian's turn to be silent, and when Chu Li thought he had given up, Jiang Xingjian said softly, "I have no blood relationship with Xingzhe."