Xu Yiqing goes to the rest of the year

I liked someone before, no, I loved someone deeply before.

I met him when I was 17 years old, he was a gangster, a shady gangster with dyed golden hair, a pair of canine teeth when he smiled, silly, very cute gangster.

He is a fool, he is obviously a gangster who is not doing business properly, but he insists on being a hero to help people get back their wallets. In the end, he was beaten to death by another group of people. I accidentally met him and took him home for a month. Foolishly go out and fight.

I can't understand this kind of person who has no ideals and no great ambitions, just dawdles around all day long, and likes to meddle in other people's business. It's just that I'm used to him coming to me every time I get hurt. Later, I gradually can't bear to look at him. Injured, and then slowly fell in love with him little by little without my knowing it, but this fool didn't know it, and called me a brother, shoulder to shoulder with me. This relationship lasted five years.

The word "like" is too common, but it is a luxury for me. I originally thought that I would never like anyone except my mother.This feeling is both wonderful and bitter.

Because he doesn't like me.

There are so many people in the world who can't get what they want. It's normal that he doesn't like me, but I can't bear it. He likes my sister, Lin Huayi.

I am an illegitimate daughter. When my mother was a college student, Lin Huayi's father seduced her shamelessly. I think my mother is stupid, but she just jumped into his trap without hesitation, and then After being played enough by him, he kicked him away, and then there was me.

In terms of family affection, I was not recognized, and in terms of love, I lost to my sister.

But, forget it, since he likes Lin Huayi so much, I just pretend not to know.

So I continued to be his good friend, helping him figure out how to catch up with Lin Huayi.

Lin Huayi is such a proud and arrogant person. I know she doesn't like a rustic little bastard like him who hasn't even gone to college. I originally thought so, but the two of them later turned together.

When I saw him holding Lin Huayi's shoulder that day, but Lin Huayi looked at me, I knew that she was with him because she hated me and wanted to make me sad.

I really want to rush up and tell him, this woman doesn't like you at all, she has been using you, but every time I look at his pair of canine teeth smiling happily, I swallow my words again, it doesn't matter if she uses you, as long as he doesn't Knowing that he is being used, it would be nice if he could be so happy.

In the past five years, I have seen him change countless girlfriends, so I thought, maybe he also fell in love with Lin Huayi on a whim, and he will be bored in the future, but I guessed wrong again, he dated her for more than a year, every time She cares about everything.

"What do you like about her?"

He thought for a long time before saying, "I like her face."

I looked at my face on the glass window, it was cold, not as sweet as her smile.

On the day of college graduation, he specially wore a suit to pick me up. I walked around badly and didn't see Lin Huayi. I was very happy.

"You look beautiful today."

It was one of his few serious compliments.

"Thank you."

I took the flowers with a smile, saw him pulling the collar of his suit with an uncomfortable expression on his face, and said, "Let's go eat and drink."

"it is good."

So we wore suits and dresses and drank beer at the barbecue stand outside.

He broke up with Lin Huayi because he saw Lin Huayi with another man, and she didn't even look at him at that time, she got into someone else's car and drove away.

I know he has been hurt badly, and when he is unhappy, he always likes to pour cans of wine into his mouth.

I drink with him.

And when we woke up the next day, we were both in the same bed.

"let's be together."

The light in the hut was not very good, and he stroked my face, his fingers were terribly hot.

I nodded.

I have been with him for one year, four months and 28 days. At No.20 five days, I found out I was pregnant. At No.20 six, he proposed to me. At No.20 seven days, he gave me Boiled anti-fetal medicine, the child is gone. No.20 eight days later, he died.

At that time, I had just had a miscarriage and my body was not recovering. When I was in the hospital, I received a call from Lin Huayi. When I hurriedly dragged my heavy body to find the place she said, I happened to see them The two are pulling.

In the torrential rain, I looked at the hands and arms held by the two people, and my heart was icy cold.

He saw me, pushed Lin Huayi away and rushed towards me across the road.Then I was directly hit by a truck passing by suddenly, and the arc drawn in the air was like a kite with a broken string for the two of us before.

I ran over, and he grabbed my hand, trying to speak, but he kept spitting out blood from his mouth.

"At that time... I really... only, only, liked... her face."

His blood-stained hands left patches of red on my face, which were quickly washed away by the heavy rain.

He grinned, revealing his cute little canine teeth, which were blood red.

"like you……"

I froze there, unable to tell whether it was tears or rain on my face.

He didn't know that Lin Huayi and I were sisters, so at that time, Lin Huayi pretended to send the medicine with good intentions, so he really thought it was an anti-abortion medicine. Later, he found out that I had a miscarriage because of this medicine, so he confronted Lin Huayi , but when he saw me, he ran over because he was afraid that I might misunderstand.

In the past few years, I am not the only one who hides his liking for being called brothers and sisters, he is also.

I held him in my arms, weeping uncontrollably.

Later, because my body did not recover, I was exposed to the rain, and the doctor said that I would never have children again.

I am very happy, because in this life, I just want to have a child with him.

From now on, I am alone, but I am not alone.

When the rose thorns scratched my skin, I wanted to cry with joy. After so many years, I finally avenged him.

Gu Yunian said that I was very similar to him, and I also felt the same way, but what he said was vicious, and what I said was infatuation.

People will have many likes in this life, but for deep love, only one is enough.