The person I like is still alive

Lu Qingming woke up very early. Looking at himself in the glasses, he looked quite refreshed, as if he hadn't slept well.

Lu's mother was cooking dumplings, and Lu Qingming went to wait for Chi Jiang after eating the dumplings.

Chi Jiang came out with her schoolbag on her back, and the two of them waited for the elevator together.

"Why don't you talk today?"

Lu Qingming was fascinated by the numbers of the descending elevator, "Chi Jiang, I, I was thinking about my test paper yesterday."

"Don't push yourself too hard."

Chi Jiang believed this explanation.

Lu Qingming lowered his eyes, pulled La Chijiang's sleeve with his hand, and said softly: "I like you."

Chi Jiang looked at Lu Qingming with a gentle expression, and was about to say something when the elevator door opened.

Lu Qingming walked in first, and Chi Jiang followed.

Press the 1st floor, and people come in the elevator one after another.

Lu Qingming and Chi Jiang stood in the far corner, next to each other, wearing the same school uniform.

When they got to the teaching building and left separately, Lu Qingming waved his hand and watched Chi Jiang go in another direction.

The smile that Lu Qingming managed to squeeze out instantly collapsed. He hated his own weird thoughts, and also hated the idea that he shouldn't be in love with Chi Jiang, but he hated himself who thought this way the most.

There are new courses and new assignments, and everyone starts to slack off before and after the sports meeting, but being chased by the countdown to the college entrance examination that is decreasing day by day, there is a new sense of tension and motivation.

Some people even skipped meals at noon to eat instant noodles, wanting to save time to do the questions.Lu Qingming still ran to find Chi Jiang to have dinner with him. Chi Jiang was sitting in his seat when a girl came over to ask a question. The two of them discussed for a while before Chi Jiang came out.

"Let's go eat."

Lu Qingming nodded.

The food in the school cafeteria is still unpalatable. The potatoes are not oily at all, the fish pieces seem to have been boiled, and the vegetables are also limp.

Lu Qingming ate his food, very quietly, without saying a word.

Chi Jiang frowned.

"Chi Jiang!" A girl came over with a plate, "Can I sit here?"

Lu Qingming sat on the left of Chi Jiang, and there was no one on the right, so the girl said the right.

Lu Qingming stood up after eating the last bite, "Chi Jiang, let's go."

Before Chi Jiang finished his meal, Lu Qingming took away the plate for him. If it wasn't for one hand short, Lu Qingming might have dragged Chi Jiang away.

The girl was so embarrassed that she didn't know what to say.

But Chi Jiang obediently listened to Lu Qingming and followed him.

Lu Qingming put the dinner plate away, and went to the school's small supermarket to buy a piece of bread for Chi Jiang.

"Here." Lu Qingming gave Chi Jiang the bread, and Chi Jiang reached out to take it.

"You're angry." Not a question, but an affirmation, Chi Jiang asked in a low voice, "Why are you angry?"

Lu Qingming was very angry, but he also knew that the reason for his anger was very strange.

"Let's go back to the classroom."

Lu Qingming couldn't say it, so he had no choice but to say nothing, Chi Jiang took a deep look at Lu Qingming.

"Shall we go to the playground for a walk?"

Lu Qingming quickly shook his head, rejecting Chi Jiang's proposal, "No, let's go back to the classroom."

Lu Qingming knew that as long as Chi Jiang asked, he would say everything in a hurry. For the first time, he didn't want to tell Chi Jiang what was going on in his heart. These thoughts were too strange.

"By the way, the oranges you gave me are very sweet." When they were about to part, Lu Qingming remembered this matter.

"As long as you like."

Lu Qingming wanted to give Chi Jiang a smile, but he couldn't. He rubbed his nose, "I'm leaving." Then he turned and walked forward.

Lu Qingming didn't look back, nor did he look at Chi Jiang's back as he walked forward.

The third year of high school is about to take the college entrance examination, and the rest time for the second year of high school has become less and less.Lu Qingming and Chi Jiang only came to school together in the morning, went to the cafeteria for dinner at noon and afternoon, and then went home together for self-study in the evening.Parents are at home again on Saturday and Sunday, so it is not easy to find time to be alone.

Chi Jiang watched Lu Qingming gradually become silent.

"Lu Qingming made a lot of progress in the monthly exam this time, and he was No. 8 in the whole grade. I believe everyone has seen Lu Qingming's hard work. If you study hard, you will make progress. God rewards you." The head teacher praised Lu Qingming on the podium. .

Lu Qingming wanted to be happier, but felt that it was too exhausting, so he simply didn't make any expressions.

During evening self-study, Lu Qingming wrote a geography problem, but he couldn't figure it out. Halfway through the calculation, his whole body collapsed, so he put down his pen, and Lu Qingming went straight out of the classroom.

The teaching building was brightly lit, and Lu Qingming walked to the playground away from the lights.

It is sunny during the day, and the night sky is full of stars and extremely bright.

Lu Qingming sat on the empty bleachers of the playground, and could only hear the rustling of insects in the grass and the rustling of trees by the wind.

Is it wrong?

Does Chi Jiang really like herself?

These two thoughts almost drove Lu Qingming crazy, Chi Jiang was still so young, and he had experienced loss for a long time.

"Do you want to drink?"

The playground was very dark, and he could only vaguely see the scene. Suddenly something cold touched his face, and Lu Qingming was startled.

Turning his head, he realized that it was Chi Jiang.

"You can't find it if you sit here without looking carefully." Chi Jiang sat down next to Lu Qingming.

Lu Qingming was sitting at the farthest corner of the stand. The wide stand was dimly lit. If you didn't look carefully, you wouldn't be able to tell that there was a person sitting here.

"Why did you come?"

Chi Jiang said, "Do you want to kiss?"

Lu Qingming nodded, "Yes."

It was a very gentle kiss. At the end of the kiss, Chi Jiang licked Lu Qingming's lips.

"Do you want to drink?" Chi Jiang handed over the cold Coke, and Lu Qingming shook his head.

"My stomach hurts from drinking this."

Chi Jiang pulled the tab of the Coke, took a sip, and then fed the Coke into Lu Qingming's mouth. Lu Qingming was startled and choked.

"Cough cough" Lu Qingming coughed, and Chi Jiang patted Lu Qingming on the back.

"What are you doing?"

"Who told you that this period of time is very strange." Chi Jiang drank his coke, and Lu Qingming reached out to hold his hand without the coke.

"Chi Jiang, Chi Jiang, do you really like me?" Lu Qingming held Chi Jiang's hand tightly, his voice was very soft, "Do you really like me, or do you accept me because you are used to me being around?" I like it."

Chi Jiang used half a can of iced cola to ice Lu Qingming's face, "Are you an idiot! I still kiss you even if I don't fucking like you."

"But you are still so young, you don't even know that a human life is very long, and we still have a long way to go." Lu Qingming hurriedly explained.

In the night, Chi Jiang's face could not be seen clearly at all, Lu Qingming could only hold Chi Jiang's hand tightly.

"Lu Qingming, are you thinking about these things alone? Is liking so light to you?" Chi Jiang was very disappointed. He pulled away his hand and stood up, not waiting for Lu Qingming to say the next sentence and left.

Lu Qingming was left in place, and was attacked by the panic of Chi Jiang's abandonment. He stood up and didn't know where he hit, but he didn't care. Instead, he caught up with Chi Jiang and held his hand.

"Let go." Chi Jiang's tone was very cold.

Lu Qingming resisted the urge to cry, "Chi Jiang, I like you, but if I change your life because of my liking, am I too selfish? I like you, so I can always wait for you, Even if I know that you will not come back, because I like you, I will never accept others. Then Chi Jiang, if one day you find out that this relationship is wrong, what should I do."

"Then what do you want me to do, wait by your side for more than ten years?" Chi Jiang's tone became very cold, "Lu Qingming, we don't want to meet for the time being, you should think clearly."

Chi Jiang pulled his hand away again, but Lu Qingming didn't have the courage to pull his hand again.

After the evening self-study, Lu Qingming lingered for a long time, not daring to look for Chi Jiang, and could only watch Chi Jiang walk out of sight.

Lu Qingming returned home in a daze, and Mother Lu was still waiting for him in the living room.

"Why is it so late, let me cook some chicken noodle soup for you to eat, my son looks thinner."

Lu Qingming lost the strength to speak, "Mom, I can't eat."

"Eat something if you can't eat it, or your body will be ruined." Lu's mother took off the schoolbag that Lu Qingming was carrying while talking, "The teacher called me and said that you have made great progress in this exam. You've worked hard, make up for it."

The chicken noodle soup was delicious, but Lu Qingming had no appetite at all, and Lu's mother was watching in front of her again, so Lu Qingming had to eat the noodles and soup slowly.

"Xiao Ming, your evening self-study mother will pick you up in the future, and now your evening self-study time has been extended. I heard from Chi Jiang's mother that he also plans to pick up Chi Jiang from evening self-study."

Lu Qingming raised his head and looked at what his mother was talking about, but there was only one thought in his mind, that we couldn't see each other after school.

After eating the chicken soup, Lu's mother asked Lu Qingming to go back to the room to rest and take a bath.

Lu Qingming thought about how things turned out like this, and also thought about Chi Jiang's indifferent attitude. He just felt a stomach ache. He clutched his stomach and went to get his phone, and found the message that Chi Jiang said he liked you. He felt a little comforted in his heart.

Mother Lu knocked on the door, opened the door and saw Lu Qingming huddled together, "What's wrong?"

Lu Qingming shook his head, "It's okay, just a little tired."

Lu's mother brought in Lu Qingming's schoolbag and said distressedly: "Then go to bed early."

Lu Qingming nodded while holding the phone.

After Lu's mother walked out, Lu Qingming stared at the message sent by Chi Jiang again in a daze. Was Chi Jiang disappointed? Did she feel that she was annoying? Thinking of this, Lu Qingming felt his stomach hurt again.

As expected, there was no chance to meet, Lu Qingming didn't dare to go to Chi Jiang, and of course Chi Jiang would not appear in front of Lu Qingming.

Lu Qingming didn't even go to the cafeteria, and just ate something casually at noon. His only pleasure was to write the questions, and the questions were endless, so he didn't have free time to think about other things, because as long as he had free time, Lu Qingming would think of Chi Jiang .

Mei Yu returned to the classroom after lunch, and saw that Lu Qingming was still writing the test paper, with a few bites of bread on the table.

"Hey, Lu Qingming, do you want to become a fairy? Why don't you go to eat?"

Lu Qingming didn't raise his head, "No time."

"You've become obsessed with studying, but your tablemate is very loyal. Come on, the milk I brought you is paid for by Chi Jiang. Let's drink some."

Only then did Lu Qingming be willing to raise his head, and took the milk that Mei Yu handed over.