The person I like is still alive

No matter which time he thought that Chi Jiang might hate him, he felt that there was no place for him in the world. Lu Qingming drank milk and became a little more comfortable, and the dry and hard bread was not so unbearable.

"How did you meet Chi Jiang?"

Mei Yu sat down and took out an exercise book, "I just saw it while eating, and the one sitting next to him is the school belle of our school. The school belle is quite beautiful, so she is called the school belle." Mei Yu sighed and finished.

Lu Qingming drank milk and looked at the exercise booklet in front of him, writing a lot of questions densely, "Is the third year of high school going to take the college entrance examination?"

"That's right, the countdown has turned into single digits, and it's our turn soon."

"What school are you planning to go to?"

"Probably local, after all, it's too far away from home and my mother will cry."

Lu Qingming chatted with Mei Yu occasionally, and the conversation was interrupted quickly, because the number of people in the classroom gradually increased.

Soon it was Saturday, and Lu Qingming was standing at the school gate waiting for Lu's mother who arrived late because of traffic jams, only to find that both sides of the road at the school gate were full of flowers, each flower was small but densely clustered into a cluster Looking out from the school gate, there are burning and blooming flowers on both sides of a long road.

"Xiao Ming." Mother Lu parked the car next to Lu Qingming, "Get in the car."

When Lu Qingming drove the door, he saw Chi Jiang who was with some classmates. Chi Jiang seemed to glance at this side, but he didn't seem to look at anything. Lu Qingming bent down and got into the car.

When Lu's mother was about to drive, Lu Qingming took down the schoolbag that had just been put down and said, "Mom, I suddenly remembered that I have a question to ask the teacher. If I don't ask, I will have a hard time tomorrow. Why don't you go back first?"

"but……"

Mother Lu wanted to say something else, but Lu Qingming had already got out of the car, through the open glass, "Mom, you go back first, I will go back by car later."

Mother Lu had no choice but to say, "Then be careful when you go back."

Lu Qingming nodded and watched Lu's mother drive away with a smile. As soon as Lu's mother left, Lu Qingming ran in the direction Chi Jiang was walking with his schoolbag on his back.

Chi Jiang and the others didn't go too far, and Lu Qingming quickly caught up.

"Chi Jiang." Lu Qingming hesitated for a moment before calling out Chi Jiang's name, and Chi Jiang turned to look at him.

It's like this every time, every time I say it first, every time it's Chi Jiang who looks back.

Lu Qingming felt very angry, that's why he was so angry, Lu Qingming stepped forward, "What are you going to do?"

"Let's go eat," one of them said.

Chi Jiang didn't speak.

Lu Qingming couldn't say what to eat with them, "Chi Jiang, can I have a word with you?"

Chi Jiang nodded and let his classmates go first.

The two stood under a flower tree that was in full bloom. The flowers were in full bloom, but the fragrance was not strong.

Lu Qingming spoke first, "Are you going to study by yourself at night?"

"It's a physics competition."

Lu Qingming has no idea about these things when he studied liberal arts, but he also knows that it is difficult and is good for the college entrance examination. "Will it be very tiring?"

"Not tired." Chi Jiang seemed not to want to say these irrelevant things to Lu Qingming, and said bluntly: "Lu Qingming, what exactly do you want to say?"

"Is it because I don't stop you, you will never look back at me?" Lu Qingming looked at Chi Jiang's face, still handsome, and asked the next sentence, "If I always follow behind you, then you will always like me me?"

Chi Jiang froze in place.

Without waiting for Chi Jiang's answer, Lu Qingming took a few steps back, "Chi Jiang, go and eat, I'll go back first."

There were snow-white or pink flowers blooming on both sides, Lu Qingming turned around and took big steps forward, the sky was blue, the sun was hidden in the clouds, the wind blew across his face, and it was about to heat up.

As soon as I got home, I could smell the aroma of the food.

After Lu Qingming changed his shoes, he went back to his room and put down his schoolbag. The dishes were already on the table.

Stewed Beef Brisket with Tomatoes, Stir-Fried Chinese Cabbage, Braised Eggplant and Pork Ribs and Lotus Root Soup.

Mother Lu first filled a bowl of lotus root soup for Lu Qingming. Lu Qingming ate a piece of lotus root. The lotus root soup was very powdery and thick, and it tasted delicious.

"Delicious." Lu Qingming laughed.

Lu's mother said angrily: "Who was putting on a bad face a few days ago."

Lu Qingming smiled flatteringly at Mother Lu.

After Chi Jiang had the right to choose, Lu Qingming stopped thinking about it and continued with his exercise book tour, only occasionally distracted to glance at his phone.

The phone has remained silent.

It's good to be alive, Lu Qingming doesn't let himself think about the worst outcome, and doesn't let himself think about Chi Jiang's possible answer.

After a long weekend, Lu Qingming and the others have started to take a vacation once a month.

After Lu's mother cleaned up the house, she went out to buy vegetables. Lu Qingming took an apple and ate it, listening to the English conversation on the phone to practice.

Hearing someone knocking on the door vaguely, Lu Qingming paused his English practice and went to open the door wearing slippers.

Chi Jiang stood at the door.

Lu Qingming let Chi Jiang in, and then closed the door.

Lu Qingming's room was still very messy, and the desk was full of exercise books and various reference books.

Asking Chi Jiang to sit down, Lu Qingming put down the half-eaten apple.

"Do you want a drink of water?" A little polite.

Chi Jiang shook her head.

Lu Qingming didn't sit down, but went to close the door of the room before sitting next to Chi Jiang.

"If you look at me, then I will definitely respond to you. Even if you do, will you feel unsafe, and what should I do?"

Chi Jiang went straight to the point, and did not ask for directions at all.

It was Lu Qingming's turn to be speechless.

"I like Lu Qingming very much. Every time he says he likes me, I think that I like him a little more. I like Lu Qingming's face and the way Lu Qingming talks. Why does he think that I If I don’t like him, why does he feel that my liking is only a little bit, as if it will disappear soon.”

"Can you tell me the answer?"

Chi Jiang's expression was serious and puzzled.

Obviously already 30 years old, love is really difficult, Lu Qingming showed a big smile, stretched out his arms to hug Chi Jiang, "Because Lu Qingming is an idiot, he is a big idiot, he doesn't understand anything at all, he just keeps worrying .”

Chi Jiang hugged Lu Qingming back, "Then can I kiss him?"

Lu Qingming nodded, "Of course."

They kissed for a long time, until they heard the sound of the door opening, the two stopped kissing.

"Auntie?"

Lu Qingming nodded, opened the door of the room and went out, "Mom, you're back from shopping, Chi Jiang is here."

"Chi Jiang hasn't come to play for a long time, are you studying?"

Lu Qingming licked his lips, "That's right."

Mother Lu put the vegetables she bought in the refrigerator, and took a closer look at Lu Qingming, "Xiao Ming, why are your lips so red? Are they too dry?"

Lu Qingming was a little guilty of being exposed, "Well, it's a little dry, I want to drink some water."

He poured a glass of water, drank half of it, and gave the remaining half to Chi Jiang.

I don't know why there is a sense of joy of escaping from the sky, watching Chi Jiang drinking water.

"Why are you smirking?" Chi Jiang tapped Lu Qingming on the head.

Lu Qingming laughed even more cheerfully, "Because I'm very happy."

Chi Jiang put the water glass aside, "What are you thinking about in the future, please tell me immediately. If you ask, I will definitely answer."

Lu Qingming wanted to continue being clingy with Chi Jiang, but the door of the room was not closed, so he could only look at Chi Jiang patiently.

"Ah."

Getting tired of being with Chi Jiang, Lu Qingming didn't know the passage of time at all, and when he sent Chi Jiang away, he realized that he still had a lot of homework to do.

Falling in love is such an addictive and time-consuming thing.

Lu Qingming accepted this slightly sweet fact, resigned himself to his fate and started to do his homework, thinking that Chi Jiang probably didn't finish his homework, so he couldn't help sending him a text message to ask him.

—Have you finished your homework?

——No, I am writing.

——Write well, come on!

Lu Qingming put the phone aside and began to write the questions hard, I believe that Chi Jiang should do the same.

Lu Qingming woke up early on Monday morning, and only started walking upstairs again after having breakfast at home, continuing to look for Chi Jiang.

Before Lu Qingming could knock on the door, Chi Jiang opened it and came out.

"Let's go."

It was still a bit chilly early in the morning, but it warmed up as soon as the sun came out.

When Lu Qingming and Chi Jiang arrived at the school, the sun had just risen, and when they were walking towards the teaching building, Chi Jiang stopped.

"What's the matter?" Lu Qingming also stopped.

"Let's go see the sea together after graduation. I saw the sea for the first time when I was in elementary school. I don't know why the sparkling sea is so touching. I want you to see it too." Chi Jiang's tone was calm, but Lu Qingming Looks very happy.

"Okay."

"You look very strange today." Mei Yu said when she saw Lu Qingming's face.

Lu Qingming was looking at the wrong part of the paper just handed out, and said casually, "Why is it so strange?"

"Looks in good spirits."

"Which day am I in a bad mood?"

"Anyway, she looks absolutely radiant today."

Lu Qingming recalculated the wrong topic, "That was probably last weekend."

"That's right, holidays always make people feel happy." Mei Yu finally found the answer, and stopped asking again and again.

Lu Qingming stopped the pen in his hand, probably because falling in love is very difficult, he is too happy when he is happy, and too sad when he is sad.Although I try my best to maintain a calm posture, happiness and sadness are things that cannot be concealed.

When the bell rang at noon, Lu Qingming stood up.

"Don't you eat bread today?"

"Don't eat, I'll go find Chi Jiang and have lunch with me." After speaking, he ran away, and flew all the way to Chi Jiang's classroom.

Chi Jiang sat at the front, but Lu Qingming was used to waiting at the back of the classroom.

The students in the back seat saw Lu Qingming say, "Here comes the porcelain doll".I heard someone whispering, "Why didn't you come a few days ago, Chi Jiang is always looking behind".

Before Lu Qingming called Chi Jiang's name, Chi Jiang turned her head, stood up and walked towards Lu Qingming.

Lu Qingming whispered, "Chi Jiang, it's time to eat."

"Well, let's go."

Although he was in a good mood, it couldn't affect the bad dishes in the cafeteria.

Lu Qingming began to resign himself to eating water spinach, but Chi Jiang didn't seem to dislike it.

The cafeteria was full of noise, and there were groups of three or four, and everyone walked together.Lu Qingming looked at Chi Jiang beside him, and we also walked together.