i don't want to have children

During this time, Chu Lingdong also carried Chenchen over twice.As soon as the little guy arrived at the clinic, he immediately became a little pet that Li Min, Yu Qianli and Sister Tao fought for.

The little guy, who has been around for nearly five months, can already tell the difference between people.

Knowing who is the father and who is an outsider, but whoever hugs him, they are quiet and obedient, but they just open their eyes and look at each other inquiringly.

When he was hugged to Yu He's bed, the little guy was still babbling, waving at Yu He with his little hands open.I didn't feel that the person on the bed was strange or strange at all.

Just complaining about why this person didn't come to hug him.

Chu Lingdong hugged Chenchen, and sat by the bed for half an hour, the little guy didn't cry or make noise.

One of them, I ran into Chen Lanzhi.

Now Chen Lanzhi has become Yu Qianli's patient.Yu Qianli prescribed some mind-rejuvenating medicine for her, which improved her sleep quality and her complexion improved a lot.

And a month ago, she suddenly received a text message from Xu An, saying that she was going to go abroad to study, to pretend to be a person, and told her not to look for him.

Chen Lanzhi just twitched her lips.This is the Xu An she is familiar with.

Mutual dislike, hatchback look disgusted.

And the way Xu An got along with her a few days ago almost gave her an illusion.

Maybe half a year of psychological counseling helped, or maybe Yu Qianli's medicine made her less anxious.

I was not angry when I saw this text message.She was almost at peace.

It's just that there are still some unexplainable feelings in my heart.Like something is missing.

She didn't know that the little thing in her heart was the warmth Yu He gave her.

Chu Lingdong paid her living expenses on a monthly basis.

Chen Lanzhi took Chenchen over and hugged her for a long time.The child is nothing like Xu An.

When Xu An was still a baby, he loved to frown, looking thoughtful and mature.

Unlike this child, who just smiles when he sees people, and looks cute and silly.

Chen Lanzhi rarely showed a gentle smile on his face.

Another month passed in a blink of an eye.It's early July weather.

The humidity and heat of early summer have begun to show signs.The street is already a scene of summer.

And Yu He has been in a deep sleep for more than two months.

Chu Lingdong came here a little late that day.After returning to the room, after changing and washing, and being clean, he dared to enter Yu He's ward.

It was a rare occurrence for Chu Lingdong to change into a pink shirt with ash in it.It was the only one in his line of shirts that wasn't white.

The room is still furnished with care, clean and tidy.The air conditioner with a suitable temperature is turned on all day long to maintain the best room temperature.

The bed was also replaced with a thin bedding, and Yu He was only covered with a thin air-conditioning blanket.

Chu Lingdong poured a glass of water first, then took a cotton swab, got wet, and carefully touched Yu He's lips.

He didn't stop until he felt that Yu He's lips were already very moist.This is one of the things that Chu Lingdong must do every day.

Before that, Yu He also received acupuncture and massage from Yu Qianli.

After finishing all this, Chu Lingdong sat down in front of the bed.Pulling Yu He's hand from the blanket, he held it gently.This hand is very thin because it is only maintained by nutritional needles and some thin soup every day.

Chu Lingdong stared at Yu He for a while.

No matter what appearance or posture Yu He appeared in front of him, Chu Lingdong would be able to recognize it at first sight.

He never confused Yu He with Xu An.

No matter what posture Yu He appears in front of his eyes, it is the one he likes the most and the one that moves his heart the most.As now, the hair is soft and the expression is serene.Freshly wet lips also have a soft sheen.

After looking at it for a while, Chu Lingdong took out a box from his trouser pocket.Once opened, there is a pair of platinum rings inside.

The rings were designed and customized half a year in advance.

When designing, he requested that there must be two letters of HD.

On the way, he designed several models, but he was not very satisfied.It's not fancy, it's plain.

This is what he decided to use for his proposal.

Although usually he doesn't care much about his clothes, but this time it's about a lifetime commitment, he is rarely harsh.

until this one.Simple letters.And a circle of undercurrent-like ripples around the pair of rings.The designer said that this design means: waves of love.

The date is engraved on the inside of the ring.

The time when he and Yu He met for the first time.

It was two years ago, in the operating room of Furen Hospital.

Chu Lingdong put the one engraved with HD on for himself first.He took out another one with DH engraved on it, took Yu He's hand, and put it on his ring finger.

If the fingers are too thin, the ring will be more than a circle bigger.But Chu Lingdong didn't plan to change the size.

Yu He will not always be like this.Sooner or later he will fatten him up.

But now, Yu He is as thin as a handful of firewood, so light that he can't feel the weight.

This is how he feels when he hugs Yu He repeatedly.

After Chu Lingdong put the ring on, he admired it for a while.

"Although you have been mine for a long time, I still have to reiterate once I put on the ring. From now on, you are mine, and of course, I am yours too. Life, old age, sickness, death, poverty, wealth, and honor, you must never leave, always Like one." Chu Lingdong said softly.

Gradually, Chu Lingdong felt a tightness in his chest.The eyes are sore and swollen.

Although he had made enough mental preparations, it was still difficult for him to control himself now.

When he came back to change and wash, the shirt he specially put on was custom-made for him by Yu He.

There is a bit of gray in the red, which is between lotus root pink and smoke pink.

Wearing it on this occasion now, putting a ring on Yu He is a bit solemn.

Chu Lingdong's original plan was to come back from that trip and plan to solemnly propose to Yu He.

Although the two were no longer separated from each other and fell in love with each other, Chu Lingdong still wanted to follow the procedure.

When the ring was in his hand, Yu He became like this again, Chu Lingdong planned to wait until he woke up.

But it passed day by day.Chu Lingdong's life seemed to have entered a closed loop.

One day I was expecting Yu He to wake up, and the other day I was experiencing disappointment.

"He He, how long do you plan to sleep?" Chu Lingdong said in a low voice while holding Yu He's finger.

Chu Lingdong stood up abruptly.Although I have done enough patience and preparation, I also exercise self-discipline and restraint in my daily life.But now, I just want to make a fool of myself.

The surging emotions were about to swallow him up.He needs to do something to express.

Chu Lingdong picked up Yu He, walked to his room, and put Yu He on the bed.

He didn't intend to do anything.He just wanted to hug Yu He and let him sleep next to him, feeling at ease.

And every day, he was hanging in his heart, as if he couldn't get down to the ground.

Chu Lingdong lowered his body and kissed Yu He's lips.There were still water stains from the cotton swab on his lips, Chu Lingdong licked them lightly back and forth.After licking for a while, he pinched Yu He's chin, opened his mouth, and stuck his tongue in.

After kissing for a long time, Chu Lingdong was in a state of ecstasy.dizzy.In this tender and deep kiss, forget everything.

They are still the same as before.

Whether it's kissing or stroking, he always has a little bad intentions, the more shy and evasive Yu He is, the more he wants to play tricks on him.

Now, Yu He is quiet and obedient, just bearing Chu Lingdong's deep kiss without saying a word.

Chu Lingdong collapsed suddenly, leaned over Yu He, buried his head in his neck, and sobbed softly.

And Yu He on the bed seemed to be frightened, his eyelashes trembling.