handshake on sunset boulevard

In the following week, Zhu Zhengting did not take the initiative to contact Bi Wenjun, and Bi Wenjun did not contact Zhu Zhengting either. Zhu Zhengting guessed that Bi Wenjun's family affairs should be very important and he was not done yet.

Now that he is very afraid of right and wrong, the love that such a strong idealist longs for is a timeless self and his lover wandering in a world without disturbance. Obviously, if he, a person with different orientations, has lived through right and wrong When he reaches the ideal destination, he will be covered in dust and dust, and love will also be covered in dust.

During Bi Wenjun's absence, Zhu Zhengting fell ill. He began to close his eyes and fantasize about Bi Wenjun's touching and kissing on the sofa and rocking chair in the living room. At that time, he would wrap himself in a quilt to reduce his guilt. .While he didn't want to see him, he coveted the temperature of his fingertips, was addicted to him, suddenly stopped to cherish himself, and missed him to keep a distance from himself, "People are cheap." He said to the air on the rocking chair, the more distant The more ambiguous and indefinitely the more affectionate.

Distance produces not only beauty but also a sense of awe.Every day, he listens to his mother's advice and uses skin care products and masks. His delicate milky white skin is smoother and more delicate. , Why do you take care of your appearance so much, Zhu Zhengting laughed at himself.

Half a month has passed, and Zhu Zhengting thought that they were not so close that they talked to each other every day, so they should have lost contact like this...

On this day, Zhu Zhengting was lying on a recliner covered with a woolen blanket and tried to read the French version of La Traviata. He liked France and taught himself French for a year. , I'm going to dance in France~" he said softly into the air.

The vibration of the mobile phone interrupted his imagination. He picked up the mobile phone, his heart beat a beat slower, and he answered the phone almost tremblingly.

"Hello...Xu Kun...?" He said cautiously.

"It's me, there are some things that need to be discussed, meet me." Cai Xukun said calmly.

"Xu Kun, what's the matter? I...have time..." Zhu Zhengting is used to being obedient to his friends, and he still misses this friendship even though he is emotional.

"Have you moved? Don't you invite me?" The tone was indifferent.

"...I don't know how to invite you..." Zhu Zhengting's words were as gentle as before, but also direct.

"Your home address, send me your mobile phone, and I'll go to your home in the afternoon when I'm free."

Facing the mirror in the hallway, Zhu Zhengting raised his bangs and saw the unhealed wound on his eyebrows, "Well... you... I'll wait for you at home... to eat?" Zhu Zhengting said this, one is nostalgic, the other is afraid of Cai Xukun temper.

"You buy vegetables, and I'll make them for you."

Zhu Zhengting was stunned, and slowly lowered the hand that moved Liu Hai.

"Buy what you like."

Zhu Zhengting lowered his head, his eyes were sparkling, and the corners of his clothes were crinkled, "Simply, do you cook for your friends?" He worriedly wanted to confirm.

There was no sound over there, and after a moment of silence, the other party said, "Send me the address."

"Really... Can I really have you as a friend? We don't have other feelings, will the future be like before?" Zhu Zhengting thought that Cai Xukun had acquiesced, a little relieved, hung up the phone and sent the address , by the way, "Your good friend Zhengting~"

He didn't know how shocking these words were in Cai Xukun's eyes.

Green peppers, tenderloin, pork ribs, mushrooms, Zhu Zhengting washed and soaked them one by one, his little hands turned red from the cold water, and he was still smiling slightly.

The temperature difference between day and night became larger. While waiting for Cai Xukun downstairs in the community, Zhu Zhengting wore slippers with bare feet and a white woolen cardigan over his pajamas. He looked like a rabbit with red toes and red fingers.

"Xu Kun..." Zhu Zhengting wrapped his coat with one hand, raised his other hand slightly, and was still a little embarrassed. He forced a smile, believing that everything would turn out to be safe.

Seeing Cai Xukun, taking Cai Xukun into the community gate, and entering the unit gate, Cai Xukun did not speak. The moment the unit door closed, Cai Xukun hugged Zhu Zhengting, buried his head in Zhu Zhengting's neck, and smelled the smell of the mask and body lotion. The aroma of herbal aloe vera seemed to return to the embrace of his mother when he was a child. He greedily asked for more, and put his hands into Zhu Zhengting's unbuttoned woolen cardigan, wrapping around Yingying's waist through his pajamas.

"Let's... go upstairs first, okay..." Zhu Zhengting said softly. They used to have a lot of physical contact, but after "re" becoming friends, he was really uncomfortable with this kind of contact. In fact, Cai Xukun also felt the pain on Zhu Zhengting's neck. The hairs stood on end.

Relatively speechless, Zhu Zhengting watched him quietly chop and stir-fry vegetables for himself, and there was no sound at the dinner table. Zhu Zhengting picked up the rice and had no intention of eating, and carefully asked, "How are you recently?"

, did not look at each other.

"It's not very good thanks to you."

"We are good friends and will get better in the future...I'm sorry for you."

"It's like I didn't say anything about this kind of comfort. Are you talking about the taste of the food?" Cai Xukun folded his arms.

"...the taste hasn't changed..."

"Far-fetched, self-deception." Sharp tone.

"We can start over with a friendship similar to brotherhood..." Zhu Zhengting looked up, and he who was playful in the past really couldn't beg for a friendship more humblely than this.

"I will change it. This kind of love that loves you more than yourself is inappropriate and hurts yourself." Cai Xukun laughed mockingly.

Zhu Zhengting didn't understand, and subconsciously said, "You have to be nicer to yourself."

"Well, be selfish."

Zhu Zhengting had nothing to say except apology, and turned around to pour a glass of lemonade for Cai Xukun.

"I'm here to tell you this, are you ready?" Cai Xukun stared at his back.

Zhu Zhengting turned around and pulled the corners of his mouth forcefully at him, feeling foggy.

"It's over, let's go." Cai Xukun wiped his mouth and walked to the door, Zhu Zhengting sent him downstairs.

Still inside the entrance of the unit, Cai Xukun turned around and bit his snow-white neck fiercely. Zhu Zhengting pushed his hands against Cai Xukun's chest, biting his lower lip not wanting to show weakness, so as not to make a sound of terribly painful pain, until blood oozing, Cai Xukun smacked Smacking his lips, he said softly, "There is no need to eat dishes that are tasteless." Then he turned and left.

Just like Taitanic, a ship that is about to crash into an iceberg, no matter how hard it is, there is no way to get back to the sky. Zhu Zhengting laughed at himself naively, busy doing some meaningless and helpless things.

When he got home, he didn't treat the wound, and he didn't even want to touch his neck. He covered all the big mirrors in the house with three tablecloth squares sent by Bi Wenjun. He didn't want to see the red and purple wound on his neck. Bi Wenjun is gone, he is even more ashamed to see Bi Wenjun, he wants Bi Wenjun, he wants to completely abandon everything and love Bi Wenjun without fear, he is going to be driven crazy.

The author has something to say: the next chapter will be sweet~