handshake on sunset boulevard

"What do you mean..." Zhu Zhengting muttered in Bi Wenjun's ear.

"Then do you want me to say yes or no?" Bi Wenjun looked at the dim lights outside the window in the distance.

"You are my second confidant, Bi Wenjun!" Zhu Zhengting scratched the tip of Bi Wenjun's nose with his index finger nail. He said this casually when he was drunk. Love was very strange to him, and he felt that their acquaintance It was a friendship, as it had been, and he thought it was the kind of relationship that lasted the most.

"...Well, I won't like you." Bi Wenjun said softly, "Don't worry." Bi Wenjun turned her head and smiled bitterly at him.

Zhu Zhengting was stunned for a moment...the two smiled wryly together, and the room was completely silent.

"Get up, it's getting late, I should go back, I'll see your two younger brothers tomorrow." Bi Wenjun helped him up, put him on another chair, and got up to get his coat.

"Okay, okay~" Zhu Zhengting was next to him. He still had class tomorrow morning, but he couldn't refuse the beauty's "gracious invitation".

"Okay, okay~" Zhu Zhizhi ran around in the living room.

Unexpectedly, after driving a few streets, Zhu Zhengting fell asleep.

"You slept in my car again." Bi Wenjun said while thinking about whether to install a baby seat in the co-pilot.

Fearing that Zhu Zhengting would knock his head when braking, Bi Wenjun drove with his left hand and held Zhu Zhengting's left hand with his right.

Bi Wenjun turned around to the gate of Zhu Zhengting's community, "I really can't wait for you to wake up this time...I have class tomorrow morning..." Bi Wenjun looked at the annoying little girl. The goblin was a little helpless.

Bi Wenjun woke him up, helped him upstairs, supported him with one hand and took out the key in Zhu Zhengting's pocket with the other to open the door. Fortunately, Zhu Zhengting didn't change his pajamas, otherwise would he really change his clothes... ...put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and took away the spare key of Zhu Zhengting's house in the pen holder in the entrance, because he still had to use the elevator to go downstairs.

Before leaving, I wrote a note "Zhu Zhengting: I'm leaving. If you have a headache tomorrow, I will postpone the party. It depends on your situation. I will take the spare key with me, otherwise the elevator will not go down. (Bi Wenjun)", the note was pasted on On the floor lamp in Zhu Zhengting's bedroom.

It's true, Zhu Zhengting woke up the next day with a headache and a daze, but he remembered everything that happened yesterday, he didn't hold enough alcohol but he wouldn't be broken after drinking champagne.

Alcohol is really a terrible thing, it makes people's reflex arc straightly extended, he knows that he has done something that shouldn't be done, said nonsense, and indulged inexplicable sex... He feels that he is a bit ashamed to see people , he repeated the phrase "Well, I won't like you, don't worry about it." Suddenly there was a kind of discouragement that was about to come out, 'What am I doing...playing a 20-something Is it a child who is [-] years old...' He felt that his words were not right and he couldn't talk about his heart. Maybe Bi Wenjun was speaking from his heart...he comforted himself that he didn't want to see anyone during this period of time. People... People always retreat for a while after committing stupidity, bumping into a wall and losing face... He lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling for a long time.

Also, he felt extremely disgusted by himself who pretended to be friends and repeatedly crossed boundaries in front of Bi Wenjun...

When I saw Bi Wenjun's note, I also received Bi Wenjun's WeChat, "My mother called me this morning and asked me to go home. There are some procedures at home, and I have to sign. I'm sorry I can't attend your party. Wait. I'm coming back to find you."

Just a few lines of words made Zhu Zhengting heave a sigh of relief. The intricate feeling of powerlessness and the oppressive feeling of wanting to clear the fog once again enveloped him. He threw his phone on the bed and didn't look at it again. Before this distorted friendship, before he healed Cai Xukun's wounds, he didn't want to cause trouble anymore.

The younger brothers are very cute, they woke up with a hangover at noon and hurriedly prepared the omelet rice, pork shreds with green peppers, and sweet and sour pork ribs for them. Three clothes to go back to wear, but this does not include Justin screwing his piggy Peppa doll's ears, two brothers randomly wearing his Gucci short-sleeved home clothes and rolling ash on the floor... ...

"Stay here today, you two." Zhu Zhengting looked angrily and funny at the two dirty people sitting on the ground eating cake.

"Yeah!" Justin yelled.

"Brother, explain the bottle of champagne on your table, when did you drink it by yourself? It's unlikely, right?" Fan Chengcheng squinted at him.

"There is a...classmate from our school. He helped me. I invited him to my house as a guest. He brought the wine. I wanted him to come and meet you today, but He has something to go back to his hometown today, and when he comes back, he will definitely let you meet."

"Okay, drink less next time with people you don't know well, I think the bottle is empty." Fan Chengcheng said pretending to be serious.

Justin was listening, observing Zhu Zhengting's expression, Zhu Zhengting felt it out of the corner of his eye, and immediately changed into a calm and breezy look. He didn't want to tell his brothers about his inexplicable troubles - the entanglement with two men He didn't dare to imagine how isolated and helpless he would encounter after his orientation was so well-known by two men. He was really not confident like this.

He usually likes to squeeze on Justin's bed, but since this day he rarely touches his brothers physically, he feels that he is not clean, even if it is only in his heart.

"Brother, why don't you come to my bed and watch movies with me?" Justin squatted by Zhu Zhengting's window and said suddenly in the middle of the night, which really surprised Zhu Zhengting. Zhu Zhengting patted his chest and said to him, "Brother is so tired." , the hangover is still over..." The tone was light and gentle. "Brother, why don't you touch my head anymore, I handed you the top of my head." Justin, who was very sensitive to Zhu Zhengting, handed over the yellow furry top.

Zhu Zhengting patted it lightly, then withdrew his hand, "Brother is too tired, good boy, go to bed quickly, I will prepare breakfast for you tomorrow."

Justin stared at Zhu Zhengting's flawless white face in the dark night, the bangs and the shadows of his eye sockets made him unable to see Zhu Zhengting's eyes clearly, "Brother, good night..." He went over and pinched Zhu Zhengting's slender hands exposed outside the quilt , closed the door for my brother, and quietly went back to the guest room.

So, Zhu Zhengting obviously did nothing wrong, but he locked himself stubbornly, he became more gentle, more tired, more timid, and more self-centered.

The author has something to say: writing this thing is really addicting...