handshake on sunset boulevard

"Zhu Zhengting..." Bi Wenjun faced Zhu Zhengting's shoulders with both hands, Bi Wenjun restrained herself from thinking about his trembling and tears, Bi Wenjun let out a deep mouthful Sighing, Zhu Zhengting lowered his head, and Bi Wenjun could only see Zhu Zhengting's eyes.

"You are my next friend, aren't you? ... Right? ... Bi Wenjun?" Zhu Zhengting lowered his voice as if begging him.

"I can't do it." Bi Wenjun was distressed but determined.

Zhu Zhengting's tears fell down big and big, pat, pat, he took a deep breath and let it out, he took a deep breath and then let it out, he was adjusting his mentality, trying not to let himself be too embarrassed, just lost his only friend He was too weak to say anything, "Thank you... for your calmness." After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand and pushed Bi Wenjun's hands on his shoulders. Zhu Zhengting's hands were too cold, with a pale moon-white complexion, He was so sad that he got out of the car without hesitation.

"Zhu Zhengting."

Zhu Zhengting stopped and listened.

"……Um?"

Zhu Zhengting responded slowly.

"It's okay, I want to say, I'll be your friend forever."

After Bi Wenjun finished speaking, the two hands on the steering wheel fell weakly.

Zhu Zhengting turned around and grinned miserably. His lips were so dry that they immediately cracked and bled. Bi Wenjun just stretched out his hand to wipe it, but withdrew his hand. He tried his best to treat Zhu Zhengting like a brother. , Instead of touching his most sensitive and fragile string, he took a piece of paper from the car paper drawer and handed it to Zhu Zhengting, "Wipe your mouth." He said calmly, "The defense line in your heart, you today As a friend, I will wait for you to talk about it."

"Thank you...Wenjun, I can't say it now...I haven't calmed down yet, and I don't want to face it." Zhu Zhengting said lightly.

"It's okay, our relationship is not in place, and you can't say it, we will talk about it later."

"I will be your friend, Wenjun."

"Say yes."

"Yeah." Their eyes met, the two of them had their own thoughts, and they were gloomy.

"I'm so tired."

"Send you back to the dormitory." Bi Wenjun began to keep a proper distance from her friends.

"My brother will see my eyes, they're swollen...I'll get out of the car, I'll go to a hotel, I want to take a hot bath." He was afraid that Bi Wenjun would still control him and worry about him, so he added, "Very, very I want to take a shower..."

"Brother should be asleep, right? Will he see your eyes?" Bi Wenjun doubted, but to the point.

"I don't want to go back to school." Zhu Zhengting turned his head away from him.

"Understood." Bi Wenjun looked at him seriously, Bi Wenjun was always smart.

Zhu Zhengting looked at Bi Wenjun gratefully, and smiled reluctantly at Bi Wenjun.

"I'll send you to the hotel and I'll go back to sleep. I'm tired too." Bi Wenjun gritted her teeth and stopped interfering with him.

"Thank you." The atmosphere was still awkward, Zhu Zhengting didn't refuse, he couldn't see Bi Wenjun's emotions, Bi Wenjun was rational, gentlemanly, and calm, and kept getting into the woods, "... I'm sorry to trouble you."

"Not so polite."

"I'll pick you up tomorrow morning." Bi Wenjun said at the hotel entrance.

"No need..." "Just accept the kindness to you, you are also very tired." Bi Wenjun said immediately.

"and also."

"..."

"I will help you face the problems that arise in your body."

"..." Zhu Zhengting looked up at the tall and tall Bi Wenjun. He didn't know how to answer. His heart was ashamed. He had no love, let alone friendship. He thought he only had a mother. Is Bi Wenjun worthy of trust? ?Will it repeat Cai Xukun's mistakes?Do you have a problem with yourself?Is it the karma of what’s wrong with me?He has no grudges against others, he just doubts himself.

Zhu Zhengting smiled faintly, walked over and stretched out his right hand to pinch Bi Wenjun's right hand vigorously, raised his head and nodded at Bi Wenjun, his eyes sparkled, and the white teeth only added to the desolate beauty, Zhu Zhengting This is the answer.

Bi Wenjun kept looking at the series of complex emotions flashing in Zhu Zhengting's eyes. Knowing this person, there were too many emotions for him to go back and digest. Bi Wenjun patted Zhu Zhengting's shoulder with one hand, turned around and left.

Zhu Zhengting took the room card and went to the hotel room. The moment he closed the door, he shrank in the corner of the door.

He never thought that a person would have the ability to forcibly make him lose his memory. He closed his eyes, recalled the people and things from childhood to adulthood, and automatically did not think about everything that happened to Cai Xukun and himself in the past ten years. There are patches of black areas, except for the ditches and hurdles that Cai Xukun crossed together, there are no commemorative nodes left...'Without Cai Xukun, am I living in vain? ’ he thought to himself, and even hated the man a little.

He didn't cry, he became a quieter child, from this night, he began to be afraid of friendship...or love, he became a more timid child, but he was still not weak.

He got up and turned on the hotel's stereo, connected his mobile phone, and played episodes of the movies he usually likes to watch, the themeoflaura of Silent Hill. As a professional dancer, he jumped, ran, twirled, and threw himself on the bed , Get up and continue jumping. When he was tired, he soaked himself in the bathtub. When he raised his hand and saw that his fingertips had been soaked into gullies, he got up and hugged the quilt. It was so white that it seemed to be integrated with the quilt. He turned off all the lights, watched the crowd of cars in the night in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, fell asleep on the ground wrapped in a quilt in the silence, his brown hair was still wet, and there were still water droplets on his skin, reflecting the boy's tenderness and beauty, how many A little rebellious.

He had a dream, dreaming that Cai Xukun in a suit was chasing him with a knife, running on the beach, Cai Xukun's low voice was lingering in his ears, the cycle repeated a hundred times a thousand "Thank you, give me empty joy, thank you, give me empty joy, thank you...", he frowned, his hair was wet with fear...