handshake on sunset boulevard

In fact, Bi Wenjun was downstairs and asked where the window of Zhu Zhengting's room was at the front desk of the hotel. He was afraid that Zhu Zhengting would be in a bad mood, and he knew that his worries were unnecessary. He could vaguely feel that this boy was loyal to him stubborn and strong.

At around 2 o'clock in the morning, when he was leaning against the car door to light a cigarette, he looked into Zhu Zhengting's room and saw the boy dancing freely. Half an hour later, he came out naked in a haze, wrapped himself in a quilt, turned off the light and left behind. When he saw the small curled up figure by the window, he smiled and calmly expected the boy to come out of the haze.

"Don't pull the curtains, silly boy." Bi Wenjun laughed to herself, flicked the cigarette ash and turned to get in the car.

Zhu Zhengting, who was sleeping with the lights off, woke up from the nightmare. The surrounding environment calmed him down. He laughed at himself that although Cai Xukun liked to kiss him, Cai Xukun had always been very kind to him. How could he be so afraid of Cai Xukun? People are selfish in their subconscious... He sat up and pressed his temples, his headache was splitting.

He wrapped his soft, white, thin and slender body with a quilt, leaned his head on the window, the glass window was cold, and he leaned his face close to it.He knew that what he had to face would eventually have to be faced. He looked at the street that was still busy at midnight, and remembered the phrase "I will help you face it."

"How can you help me?" He chuckled, scratching the glass window with his powdery fingertips, he was destined to suffer from insomnia.

"Why do you feel this loss because of me..." He took a deep breath, tapped the glass lightly with his fingertips, and put down his hand.

He had been lying on the quilt on the floor listening to music for 1 hour, 2 hours and 3 hours... Zhu Zhengting checked out the room at 6 o'clock in the morning, took a taxi to buy breakfast, and brought it to Fan Chengcheng back to school.

At 7 o'clock, Fan Chengcheng stared at Zhu Zhengting's eyes in the dormitory, "I don't eat, brother, explain your eyes to me." Fan Chengcheng held Zhu Zhengting's hand face to face, he was rarely so serious.

"I didn't sleep well, so..." Zhu Zhengting lowered his head to the child who made a mistake, and covered his eyes with his hair drooping.

"You cried before you slept well? Brother?" Fan Chengcheng bent down and looked up at Zhu Zhengting's eyes from below.

"I don't want to talk about this kind of thing with you...it's not a big deal. Everyone will be burdened if I say it. Let me be a person, okay, Chengcheng." The uneasy tone gradually turned into a begging. "Don't ask, okay?" He didn't want to embarrass the old acquaintances after they met, and he didn't want to magnify the matter.

"Brother, I'm not young anymore... Well, I won't force you, but you have to be happy. Being sad by yourself is not good for you."

"I know, eat quickly, and go to class later~" Zhu Zhengting pinched his younger brother's face lovingly.

Standing in front of the sitting Zhu Zhengting, Fan Chengcheng reached out to caress his eyes, feeling really sorry for his brother.

"Excuse me sir, this Mr. Zhu Zhengting has already checked out."

'He's really stubborn. ' Bi Wenjun thought.

In fact, Zhu Zhengting did not forget the agreement, he just didn't know how to accept this person who rushed out to protect him, he was too afraid of becoming dependent on others, he hadn't faced Cai Xukun after the incident, and he was also afraid that his incident would affect innocent people .

There is a saying that says 'Because you never owned it, you are not afraid of losing it. '

class again...

Zhu Zhengting still took the seat for Cai Xukun, he has no courage and no reason to have the temper to change his attitude, that was once his best friend.

His heart is like a snare drum, thump, thump, thump...

There was a person sitting on the right, he lowered his head and bit his lower lip, raised his head to the right...

"Don't be burdened." Cai Xukun looked into his eyes with a flat tone.

Zhu Zhengting lowered his head, "This problem is something we will have to face sooner or later." Cai Xukun's statement was very firm.

"But I can't...I can't like you." Zhu Zhengting was really anxious, he couldn't sit still, he didn't want to maintain such an inexplicable relationship, "Impossible...Xu Kun." Still didn't have the courage to look up.

Cai Xukun stood up suddenly and dragged Zhu Zhengting's arm to the outside of the classroom. Zhu Zhengting couldn't speak. In order not to fall, he hit the corner of the table and the leg of the chair several times. The girl only dared to say in a low voice, "Take it easy, I've hit you..."

Cai Xukun grabbed Zhu Zhengting's hand and ran up the stairs. Zhu Zhengting didn't tell him to call him, he felt that he should bear all this, "He is also innocent, what's wrong with him..." on the stairs When he looked at the back of Cai Xukun's head, he still thought naively. He was dragged to the bathroom on the top floor of the teaching building. This floor usually has no classes, and it is full of computer rooms. There are almost no people, only the rumble of machines.

The restroom on the dark side was seldom used, and it was snow-white everywhere, reflecting the white light. They stood facing each other, and Cai Xukun looked at him expressionlessly.

With the piercing ringing of the class bell, Zhu Zhengting closed his eyes as if to welcome the judgment, and the long eyelashes beside the shadows of his eyebrows were so beautiful that it made one's heart palpitate.

"Can't we be friends again?" Zhu Zhengting asked softly.

"You are always so naive, do you think people really have selective amnesia?" Cai Xukun's voice was lower, and the statement was cold, reflecting back and forth on the bathroom wall, with a little echo.

"Then what? Are we the only ones? I'm not in love with you...Xu Kun."

"Then how are you responsible for my years?" Cai Xukun asked with a sneer.

"...What?" Zhu Zhengting looked at him incredulously, this friend who was walking side by side with him was very strange now.

"I started in the second year of junior high school, but I gave all my spare time to you."

Zhu Zhengting could only listen, not knowing how to defend himself.

"I knew that I liked you since the second day of junior high school. Until I graduated from the third year of high school, I thought I could always accompany you like this. Anyway, you will not belong to others."

Zhu Zhengting was about to cry when he heard it, 'Did I delay you?Is it me who has been dragging you and pestering you in disguise? 'He pitied his friends, and he pitied himself.

"Until you went to college, you changed, and your yearning for love became stronger and stronger. I knew it even if you didn't tell me, and I couldn't hide your every move!" Cai Xukun angrily grabbed Zhu Zhengting's forearm and raised it up. , and twisted Zhu Zhengting's joints, Zhu Zhengting groaned and exhaled continuously because of the pain.

"You will be with others sooner or later." Cai Xukun was firm, staring at Zhu Zhengting's hair from top to bottom.

"So... Do I want to repay your youth?" Zhu Zhengting stared at the ground and said softly, "I don't know... Xu Kun.", "I wasted all my time for you body, feel really really really sorry, but if we are together...it's emotionless...one-sided love, I don't love you, do you want it?" Zhu Zhengting At this moment, I really want to disappear from this world.

"Yes." Cai Xukun laughed out of nowhere, a shocking laugh. If you had a magnifying glass, you would see the hairs on Zhu Zhengting's face standing on end.

There was no sound, only Cai Xukun's laughter, Zhu Zhengting thought he was being judged.

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