handshake on sunset boulevard

"I don't agree, I'm sorry. I feel guilty, I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for myself, I feel sorry for our past and our future, but that doesn't mean we have to make up for our shortcomings in the wrong way... ..." Zhu Zhengting said distressedly, and held Cai Xukun's hand backhand, "I have deep feelings for you, and I cannot lack you in my life, but we are friendship, and I am friendship to you... .You, do you understand? We can obviously keep dating in a healthy and friendly way..."

Cai Xukun looked into Zhu Zhengting's eyes in silence, there was a bay of water in Zhu Zhengting's eyes, pure, flawless, calm, gentle...

"Do you know why your eyes are so beautiful? They've always been like a pool of water." Cai Xukun held Zhu Zhengting's jaw with his other hand, choking on Zhu Zhengting's saliva and coughing.

"Because of the difficulties you have encountered since you were young, the setbacks you have received, the bitter fruit you deserve, the criticism you have received...even the people who chased you...hehe...men and women , were blocked by me from a distance for you." Cai Xukun said, "You are always so gentle and clean, even when you get angry occasionally, you are gentle, you seem to have no selfishness, the more you are like this, the more I will think, Why should I treat you so well? To protect you? I get nothing? Ah? Zhu Zhengting!" Cai Xukun's hand holding Zhu Zhengting's jaw was trembling, and the tears in Zhu Zhengting's eyes were just shaken down , all hit Cai Xukun's hand, and Cai Xukun suddenly threw off Zhu Zhengting's jaw as if he had been scalded. The huge impact made Zhu Zhengting's head hit the open door of the bathroom with a bang, and blood flowed from his eyebrows. The bone wound down, Zhu Zhengting was stunned for two seconds, only two seconds, he didn't want to care about the wound and blood, the atmosphere was already very bad...

Cai Xukun washed his hands subconsciously, ran over and stretched out his hand to hold Zhu Zhengting's wound, and pushed Zhu Zhengting to the wall on the other side. The nerves in Cai Xukun's fingertips were jumping, touching Zhu Zhengting's skin... Zhu Zhengting leaned against the wall and looked at him with tears in his eyes. The deep eye sockets and the obvious dark circles under the snow-white skin could not conceal his exhaustion. Their eyes met, and Cai Xukun's hot breath sprayed on his forehead.

After pressing his wound for 5 minutes, Cai Xukun took off his hand and said lightly, "Don't let me see you with other people." Then he turned and walked outside.

Zhu Zhengting's throat was pinched dry, he just opened his mouth, and only made a chaotic sound, when he ran out and cleared his throat to call Cai Xukun, Cai Xukun had already disappeared at the end of the corridor...

Cai Xukun didn't come to the next class. Hearing from his classmates that Cai Xukun went to the Academic Affairs Office to adjust the class time, Zhu Zhengting didn't feel relieved. He didn't want to end up with his old friend in this way.

Zhu Zhengting plans to rent a house to live out. Everything in the school makes him breathless. It seems that he has forgotten the existence of Bi Wenjun, but God knows that Bi Wenjun has become the last line of defense in his heart, like a Digimon's unique trick, He didn't want to use it until the end of the lost way, and his intuition told him that this person was waiting for him.

A week later, Zhu Zhengting found a house. In the business district one subway station away from the school, he wanted to find a popular place to relieve his loneliness. He also brought some things from Chengcheng and Jusin so that When the younger brothers wanted to improve their food, they were invited to live at home and cooked delicious food for them.

"Hi, hello." A deep voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Hello, Bi Wenjun, I'm Zhu Zhengting." After moving, Zhu Zhengting leaned against the carved tiles on the kitchen wall, looking at the pumpkin porridge cooking in the pot. After moving, he finally felt relieved of his burden.

"Well, I have saved your number." Bi Wenjun said.

"We haven't seen each other for a long time. Last time at the hotel... I... didn't stay to see you." Zhu Zhengting explained, a little inexplicably nervous, so nervous that he went to the front of the pot and played with his hands The steam of pumpkin porridge.

"It's okay, it's meaningless to see you that day." Bi Wenjun's statement was gentle.

"Huh?" Zhu Zhengting obviously didn't understand.

"See me when you want to see me, our meeting is meaningful."

"Ah...then...do you want...a meaningful meeting?" Zhu Zhengting froze for a moment, covering his mouth and laughing beside the microphone.

"I'd love to, are you in the dormitory?"

"I came out to rent a house... not in school anymore."

"Oh... Let me tell you about you when we meet. To be more specific, last time you cried on the street and your clothes were torn, it has something to do with moving out this time, right?"

"Well...you know everything?"

"I guessed it. I haven't inquired about it. I can't listen to hearsay. Wait for you to say it yourself."

"Okay." Faced with this questioning, Zhu Zhengting smiled and blushed. He believed that Bi Wenjun was a person like a sponge—a person who could absorb things around him without causing controversy.Zhu Zhengting also stretched out his hand to touch the wound on the corner of his eyebrow, "We must find a way to cover it up at that time", he thought while laughing.

"Well, the joy of housewarming, have you celebrated?"

"Not yet, my brothers will come after class tomorrow."

"When is the right time for me to go?" Bi Wenjun asked.

"Today~" Zhu Zhengting covered his mouth and leaned back laughing, he didn't realize what he was laughing at, "You will come tomorrow too~"

"Well, I leave get out of class at 5:40 p.m. and go."

"Alright~" Zhu Zhengting said.

"Well, there's no need to prepare anything for food. I'll buy it and text me the address." Bi Wenjun was very gentle.

"I cooked...pumpkin porridge...it's delicious..." Zhu Zhengting smelled his pumpkin porridge, tilted his head and scratched his head.

"Haha, you can drink it. I'll buy the rest." Bi Wenjun laughed that he was always embarrassed.

"Okay...thank you~"

"You're welcome." Bi Wenjun waited for him to speak in a gentlemanly manner.

"Then, let's do this first. The address will be sent to your mobile phone. It's quite close to the school."

"OK."

After Zhu Zhengting finished cooking the pumpkin porridge, he poured the pumpkin porridge into the stewing pot to prevent it from cooling down.After checking the time, there were still more than 3 hours left, so he went to lie down on the small recliner by the window in the living room. He played the movie Black Swan on the TV. He fell asleep halfway through the movie. Before going to bed, he especially put his mobile phone on Tune into the ringing state.

The afternoon sun shone in through the heavy curtains mixed with light blue and beige knitting. He hugged the little Zhu Peiqi doll that Fan Chengcheng bought for him, and smiled, thinking that a new life had begun, and that the broken grievances in the past would be gone with him. Time fades and even warms up...