guilt

Perhaps all Mo Yuran's actions were just because of Song Zixi's connivance and arrogance.

In those years, they didn't know how to love, so that all the problems, they made mistakes again and again, and in the end, they found that they were irreparable.

He leaned close to Song Zixi's ear, his voice a little low.Mo Yuran hugged Song Zixi tightly, but Song Zixi couldn't restrain his trembling.

Is it too cold this winter? It was winter when we left, and it was also winter when we reunited.How did they get to this point.

"I'm tired, Ah Ran," Song Zixi's leisurely voice came from his embrace again with a little carelessness. "Have you ever liked anyone? If there is a person, you have loved and guarded him for a long time, but he has been indifferent, or even cared about you, it is as if you have never existed in his life. But when you make up your mind to leave him He told you that he actually likes you..."

The voice was so soft that it seemed to be blown away by the wind at any time.

"If it were you, what would you do?"

Song Zixi's eyes were a little distracted, as if he was staring at something, but he seemed to be looking at nothing, as if he was troubled by something.

Mo Yuran looked straight into Song Zixi's eyes, but the man's eyes were so empty that he couldn't find himself, which made him panic.

"Xiao Xi, Xiao Xi, as long as you believe it is enough, as long as you believe me it is enough." Some eagerly wanted to hear that person's approval, but the person's leisurely voice drifted into his ears, but the words made him Heartbreak.

"The moment I threw the ring, it may have reminded me that my love for you is enough, and I have exhausted all my strength to love you. It is time to turn this page completely. Aran, let's go..."

From the moment they met again, Song Zixi kept telling him to go.Walk?Where are you going?Back to that empty room where there was no trace of him?Experience those days and nights without Song Zixi again, in a dream, in a trance, unable to distinguish reality, no, no, how can it be?

He will never forget the palpitation of losing Song Zixi at that time. He tried his best to find his whereabouts, but Song Zixi disappeared cruelly. From the initial madness to the final despair, At that moment, he really realized that the man who had always tolerated and loved him really didn't want him anymore.

It was he who drove Song Zixi away. He carefully guarded his humble self-esteem, stubbornly refusing to admit his feelings, but the people around him were always clearer than him. He was like an idiot. , After knowing that there is no cure.

While inquiring about Song Zixi's news, he worked hard to numb himself, not to mention that the busier he was, the less time his brain had to think about things he didn't want to think about.He was really desperate. His parents and friends also came to persuade him. He remembered that they were all surprised that Song Zixi had disappeared. After all, Song Zixi loved Mo Yuran so much, they all saw it.

At that time, Mo Yuran heard his mother tell him that Song Zixi called him before leaving. He didn't explain anything, just greeted him as usual, and his mother said that Song Zixi's tone was very different from usual , I asked Song Zixi just to cover up the past, in the end, I just said that I might not be able to call often in the future...or go home.Mo's mother didn't expect that the incredible child who was always close to her would leave just like this.

Mo Yuran just felt more out of breath, Song Zixi was always like this, he was reluctant to hurt anyone, no matter how sad he was, he always considered others.But this time, he left everyone behind, especially him.

His stomach was getting worse day by day, he even felt that he would not survive Song Zixi's return, and he even went to the hospital because of stomach bleeding.Until his good friend Gu Yu scolded him severely: "You are going to die or live now. What did you do when people were so devoted to you? You can't reach it even if you move the sky ladder with a high shelf. Now that he is gone, you In this self-directed and self-acted affectionate drama, you should take good care of your body and chase people back!" At that time, he woke up, yes, he had to find Song Zixi, and he wanted to tell Song Zixi that he was wrong, so wrong , he wants to be with Song Zixi forever, this is what Song Zixi promised him.

But now this person is constantly rejecting him, even resisting him, driving him away, he doesn't want to leave, doesn't want to leave this person, the person he finally lost and regained, thinking about the dark room after going back, he just feels extremely terrified .