guilt

"Xiaoxi, don't, please don't."

The man who used to ignore everything about him was begging him now.Song Zixi felt a little surprised.

"It's my fault, I won't do it in the future, I..."

The harsh ringing of the bell interrupted him, and he watched the man wrestle his hand away.Watching him speak softly to another man.Gently make him jealous.

"Xichen...I'll be back in a while...don't wait for me...um...ok..."

He looked obsessively at the person in front of him, his little Xi was so pretty, and his voice... so nice.He was always so gentle, and when he lowered his eyes and spoke, his meekness was outrageous.But when it started, these were no longer exclusive to him.

"If there's nothing else, I'm going back." Song Zixi looked at the man who was in a daze and frowned.

But the man was a little restless when he heard that he was going back.

"Follow me home." Mo Yuran held Song Zixi tightly and pulled him back.He was going to take Song Zixi home now.

He is not a patient person. If Song Zixi has any dissatisfaction with him, he can accept punishment, vent or revenge for his past actions, and he can accept it, but this person just said to him softly: You go; I'm going back.Song Zixi seemed to have sealed everything up, which made Mo Yuran even more uneasy, as if Song Zixi would disappear again at any time, and he had to take him home, now!immediately!immediately!

Humans are such strange creatures. One moment they feel that their mistakes are unforgivable and should be struck by lightning, but the next moment they feel confident that this is his.All the unspeakable places of this person, all the places that he wants to hide belong to him, how could he give this person a chance to run to others!

"Mo Yuran! Why should I go home with you?" Song Zixi was not at all embarrassed by Mo Yuran, but said calmly. "That's not my home."

At that moment, Mo Yuran suddenly realized that his Xiaoxi was no longer special to him, it was he who personally ruined Xiaoxi's love for him, and he was so sad that he couldn't breathe.And Song Zixi wanted to break free from him and leave.

He watched Song Zixi shake off his hand and was about to leave.

"I love you." Mo Yuran blurted out, Song Zixi was so startled that he forgot to move, and could only open his mouth and look at Mo Yuran.

"I love you"

When he blurted out, the shackles that had been bound for many years finally peeled off and fell apart.Falling in love, what a simple matter, how it was messed up by their ego and selfishness.

The past ten years of wasting going around and going around are fragmented at this moment.In a daze, it was like a slap in the face, and the startled person was covered in cold sweat.

Song Zixi didn't know what to say for a while.He could say something because of himself, but found that there was only endless sadness.

He raised his head and looked at the man in front of him whom he had loved for more than ten years, with endless pain in his eyes.

Mo Yuran's hand holding Song Zixi was trembling.They stood like this, and the cold weather made people hurry home.But they are like children without a home.

"Aran...don't do this." Song Zixi seemed to be begging.

The emotion that was once so longed for made him timid at this moment.Why?Why do they keep missing?His throat was a little itchy, making him uncomfortable.

"Xiaoxi, I love you...I know that it was my stubbornness and my ego that hurt you, but I finally admit that I love you." His voice was so gentle, and his hand was caressing Song Song so gently. Zixi's face, and there was love in his eyes that even he didn't realize.

But Song Zixi could only stare blankly at Mo Yuran.All his well-packed moods turned into a mess at this moment.is really bad.Everything is different from the beginning, it seems that something is grabbing him in his heart, making him restless.

No, true or not, he should go back.

He can't, can't turn back.

He suddenly pushed Mo Yuran away in a panic, his eyes filled with uneasiness.

Then, before Mo Yuran could react, he fled like crazy.

That's right, escape.He is like a deserter.

But...but he needs to calm down...he needs...needs...

And Mo Yuran who was on the spot still maintained that posture.He didn't expect Song Zixi to react like this, he wanted to catch up, hug the person he loves, and tell him that this time, he won't hurt him again.But he also knew that Song Zixi needed time.

He didn't force him, he could wait until Song Zixi responded to his feelings.

In the past, Song Zixi was the one who waited for him and paid for him, but now, it's him who protects him and waits for him.