guilt

Xi Chen... Please don't do this... Please don't look at me with such a painful expression...

Song Zixi couldn't even find any words to comfort Gu Xichen.The pain and love in Gu Xichen's eyes seemed to swallow him up.

"Why? Why can't I? Is there anything I'm not good enough for? Is there anything I can't compare to him?" Gu Xichen's slightly suppressed voice hit Song Zixi's heart and even his soul.

That's right, Gu Xichen is also such an excellent man, regardless of his family background or power status, he can be said to be one of the best. How can he not compare to Mo Yuran?

But when Gu Xichen approached him with a face full of grief, when Gu Xichen's breath of unbearable injustice sprayed on his neck, when Gu Xichen was full of love and even devoured him with kisses of despair, He could only cry, and he just wanted to cry.

Song Zixi looked at Gu Xichen with tears in his eyes, his hand caressed Gu Xichen's face, but he could only say to Gu Xichen: "You are fine everywhere, but you are late."

After all, you came one step late, and our meeting was also one step late after all. We are destined to have no results.

Gu Xichen suddenly collapsed on Song Zixi's body as if he had lost his support, his head was slightly tilted to the side, and then he turned around slowly and buried his head in Song Zixi's neck.

Gu Xichen murmured to himself, "Is it too late?"

Gu Xichen's voice was so soft, as if it came from a distant unknown place, but it made Song Zixi's heart ache when he heard it.

Song Zixi didn't know what was wrong with him, no, maybe he knew better than anyone else.Maybe it's the ten years of love-hate entanglement with Mo Yuran that made his heart grow old or courageous, or more cowardly... But no matter what, Gu Xichen is very important to him.There is an unclear bond between them, but for Song Zixi, the relationship between them can only stop here.If the heart is not complete, how can it be entrusted to another person?How could he cruelly ruin Gu Xichen's intact and fiercely beating heart.

He also has his own selfishness, and he expects to be accompanied by the closest people when he turns around on this long journey.Perhaps they have crossed countless harbors, thousands of street lamps, and all the luck in the world, and they are still the closest old friends.

Rather than... After the vague love left, there was endless remorse and regret... That may be the greatest sorrow between them... He was reluctant and unable to gamble, no matter whether he was cowardly or selfish, but he After all, she didn't want to ruin this man who fell in love with him.

Song Zixi looked at Gu Xichen who seemed to have lost three souls and seven souls lying on him, and said softly: "You are the unbearable lightness in my life. You are too precious, so I can't gamble with your happiness." .”

Gu Xichen didn't answer him.She just leaned against him quietly, and at the end, rubbed his new stubble against Song Zixi, as if silently declaring his dissatisfaction.But after all, he was not asking anything.Maybe he understood what Song Zixi meant.

Perhaps in the eyes of the world, daring to love and hate is the way to go, but they are so cowardly and retreat, but who knows the infatuation and indescribable tenderness and retreat?Maybe in everyone's life there will be someone who is very important to you, but you will never be willing to touch him, and bet with everything he has at will. Although your heart is frantic like a tsunami at a certain moment, you can only stand still. There, without anyone noticing, and without pushing you and him into the center of the tsunami.Because of his preciousness.

Song Zixi and Gu Xichen were exactly like this, they treated each other with tenderness before the water was too hard to recover.