guilt

Gu Xichen still went back to his home, maybe he needed time to accept Song Zixi's refusal which was too clear to refuse.He couldn't find any reason to refute Song Zixi's almost sincere and impeccable statement.And at that moment, he knew that he could only care about that person from the standpoint of a friend forever.He had no way to complain, or even blame Song Zixi for his cruelty. After all, Song Zixi was only telling the truth, and he could only do what Song Zixi said.

After Song Zixi sent Gu Xichen away, he sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, and finally curled up on the bed.

Mo Yuran's unexpected confession and Gu Xichen's sudden outburst plunged him into a new round of chaotic pain.He doesn't have the kind of love luck that everyone envies, and the experience pursued by a lot of people doesn't belong to him.

Perhaps the luckiest thing in life is meeting Mo Yuran and Gu Xichen successively in the most beautiful student days.While one broke his heart, the other...he owed him all his tenderness.

But this is life, everything is unexpected, just like he never thought that Gu Xichen has been attached to him for so long, just like his attachment to Mo Yuran, or he never thought that he and Mo Yuran would meet It happened like a vulgar plot in a movie, Mo Yuran actually said that he loves him.

Why did he only have a burst of ridicule in his heart?Those principles of his common sense also became chaotic and distant in an instant.

The "Bible" writes: When a woman is in love, her heart flows down the river and travels three thousand miles, her voice fades away, and her light fades away. She separates everything and time with her love. The illusion loves once deeply, if she is hurt, she will wither.Song Zixi is just like this woman, and Mo Yuran is Song Zixi's haggard.

He used to haggard because of Mo Yuran, and finally tried his last breath to escape from the delusion where not a single blade of grass grew, and finally regained his life, but now how can he have the courage to stop him again?

Song Zixi curled up more and more, closed his eyes, and didn't know what he was thinking at the moment, the moonlight shone on him through the window, showing an indescribable sense of loneliness and desolation.

And Mo Yuran is also sleepless at this moment.He just sat in the study room, his back was still so straight due to his height advantage, after a day of twists and turns, new beard stubble had grown, there was some wine on the table, but he didn't drink it.Just staring at something.

Ah, that was a group photo of him and Song Zixi in high school, one of the few.In the photo, Song Zixi was smiling so brightly in the sun, with his arms around Mo Yuran's neck, and Mo Yuran himself was smiling lightly.He only remembered that Song Zixi was a gentle and gentle person, but he forgot that he used to smile like a child.

It can be said that Song Zixi has gone through vicissitudes by his side, and even the edges and corners have been worn away.He touched Song Zixi on the photo and stared at it bewilderedly.

When he was no longer a special case with Song Zixi, what capital did he have to keep that one from leaving?He really wanted to lock Song Zixi back to his side in a domineering and unreasonable manner, so that he could not leave him for half a step, but now he was already feeling afraid, what should he do?what to do?He really wanted to growl, but he had no choice but to give up.Without the existence of Song Zixi, this house has become a decoration. He needs another master to return, to fill every minute of silence, and to mend his empty heart.

He leaned back, put his hands on his forehead, and stared blankly at the ceiling, his brows were always furrowed, or his whole body was tense.Only the ring on his ring finger flickered faintly.