guilt

When I saw Song Zixi for the first time, it was not in the library.

I inadvertently broke into the small rooftop that seemed to belong only to Song Zixi, that small rooftop that no one knew about. Just as I was amazed at this quiet paradise, a white figure appeared in my peripheral vision.

Song Zixi turned his back to me, on the corner of the roof, reading a book so quietly, with the white earphones in his ears, I felt as if I could hear the songs in the earphones.Song Zixi in the sun is so dazzling, I just looked at Song Zixi quietly, and I was in a trance.Then I saw Song Zixi closed the book, put it beside me, and slowly supported the railing to stand up. I subconsciously dodged and hid behind the discarded iron sheet.I saw Song Zixi stood up and stretched his waist, his hands were going upwards as if he was going to touch the sky. At that moment, I felt that Song Zixi was really going to fly like the sky, and I stretched out my hand in a daze, not knowing if I wanted to go grab something.Then I saw a bright smile on the man's face, and Song Zixi's hair was fluttering wildly in the wind, and it was soft and outrageous.At that moment, I was really crazy.

I don't know what Song Zixi is laughing at, maybe there is no reason, but she is simply laughing with satisfaction, but I can really hear my heart beating crazily, the beating is deafening to my ears, even covering my ears The wind on the side.

I saw Song Zixi withdrew his hands, flicked them casually, and straightened his hair.Then, he bent down and closed the book blown by the wind and put it in his hand, stepped over the obstacle in front of him, and walked straight to the exit of the roof, then turned his head suspiciously as if feeling my gaze, searched After looking at it for a while, he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and left in peace.

At that time, I was so stupid that I didn't realize that the moment Song Zixi left, I had already lost a heart to him. He had already taken away all my thoughts, and my love had already been in From him, it is impossible to give up.

However, my pride blinded my eyes and my heart, even though Song Zixi’s figure, his smile, and everything about him always appeared in my mind, I stubbornly never looked into it, and deliberately ignored and hid it.

But I remembered the book he read on the rooftop.I, who never wandered around in school, walked into the library by accident. I frowned suspiciously, but I went in anyway.

There didn't seem to be many people in the library, I was looking for the book slowly, as if I was wandering around.Fortunately, no one borrowed it, so I picked up the book and started reading as if I was relieved.

After reading for a while, I felt a group of gazes locking me tightly. I subconsciously raised my head to look for the owner of the gaze, but saw Song Zixi who happened to be staggered.It's him!For some reason, I am sure that the owner of that gaze is Song Zixi.

I'm a little happy, I don't know if it's because Song Zixi is the owner of that gaze or... I finally saw Song Zixi again.In short, every time we met after that, the empty heart seemed to have found a home and was filled to the brim.

That day, after reading the book as usual, I walked out of the library.It's raining, and I frowned, ah, rainy days are really a headache. Although I know it may rain today, but when it really rains, I still can't help being irritable.Just as I was about to take out the umbrella I had prepared, I heard Song Zixi's voice: "...that...you...did you not bring an umbrella...I...how many do I have...I'll lend you this..."

The tentative tone was full of caution, and even his face began to blush a little.Bring an extra umbrella?This idiot, don't you know that he didn't carry a schoolbag today, but only an umbrella and a book in his hand?

I have a weird feeling, but I still don't get it, or I'm hiding it again.

However, I raised my head, concealed that I had brought an umbrella, and went back to the dormitory with this interesting boy.He also told him his name.

In fact, the fate has already begun, but I hide my feelings, not letting him expose easily, I never know what I am hiding, maybe it is because I know, so I want to hide, I don’t know what I am afraid of , but it was because of my stupidity that I was doomed to let down Song Zixi's love.

And these have since become our indelible pain.