guilt

I don't like a bunch of weird friends around Song Zixi.

This makes me feel that Song Zixi will not belong to me at any time.I thought it was the jealousy of my friends, and I never even thought about why male friends are more jealous than female friends.All I know is that Song Zixi can't be with others, whether it's friendship... or love.

I selfishly locked him by my side.Whenever there is a so-called suitor, I will show up at the right time, and then disturb from time to time.

I don't know if Song Zixi knows my little thoughts, but he always smiles at me and says it's okay.

My continuous intervention is still effective, at least Song Zixi will stay by my side obediently, and there will be no other people who don't want to do it.And I also found the person I thought I liked—Yan Kai.Song Zixi always understands me so well, even without me saying it, he already knows it.He smiled and said it's okay, I'll help you.Sure enough, I got my wish to be with Yan Kai.

However, gradually I found that Song Zixi didn't seem to like to smile anymore, or his smile was always full of tiredness, I don't know why.

Until the appearance of Gu Xichen, I was completely confused.He is full of heart for Song Zixi, many times better than I don't know, but how can I admit it?

I finally separated from Yan Kai.There is no sadness of separation, but a sigh of relief.I started to try my best to obstruct Song Zixi and Gu Xichen, but fortunately Song Zixi still listened to me very much, and he still came back to me.

I knew Song Zixi liked me, and when Song Zixi kissed my forehead, I was even more sure.I opened my eyes and looked at him, and he smiled at me.I definitely said that he likes me, but he is more serious and sure that he loves me.

At that moment, my heart was jumping for joy, as if all the haze had been swept away.We should be together, at least I think so.

But Gu Xichen clung to Song Zixi as if he didn't give up, which made me very annoyed, not because I was worried that Song Zixi would empathize with others, but I didn't understand at the time.It wasn't until later that I realized that I was jealous, and I wasn't completely worried that Song Zixi would fall in love with Gu Xichen. After all, Gu Xichen treated Song Zixi much better than me.It's just that I have deliberately ignored them.

After becoming lovers with Song Zixi, I feel at ease like never before.That person can finally belong to me completely, whether it is his body or his heart.

But I don't know what I'm proud of, is it because Song Zixi loves me so much?But I have never expressed any feelings for him. My attitude seems to be so bad forever. Like a child who is not growing up, I keep asking for warmth and love like Song Zixi. It seems that only in this way can I be more convinced Song Zixi will only love me alone.

But Song Zixi is really gentle, he always smiles and says it’s okay to me, he always smiles and says he only loves me, I’m happy to hear him say that, even though my face still seems to be the same Poker face.But I won't tell him how happy I am, I can't tell whether it's the damn pride at work or something, or I'm afraid that if I say something, I will lose Song Zixi's love.

I was so bad, silently, and enjoying everything Song Zixi gave me as a matter of course. I never thought that he would leave me. I cling to him like a parasite. I never thought of leaving him. cannot survive.

After more than ten years of relationship, I was so loved, but I forgot everything that Song Zixi gave, and I also forgot that Song Zixi would also get tired. After all, it was my idiot who did what I did. When I got up, I finally understood that I couldn't survive without him.I finally confess my love, but... I don't know if he is willing to accept it, I just want to find him, hug him, and tell him all my hidden but exposed love.