guilt

He's back, he's finally back.And I finally got him.

I immediately put down everything in my hand and ran towards him with joy. I even forgot my timidity, and only had one thought—to take him home.

When I got to the door, I felt a little nervous and uneasy.

I carefully knocked on the closed door on the wall, and some laughter came from inside from time to time, and I waited hesitantly.At this moment, even a second feels like a long time to me, and I can't wait to meet that person.

It was him who opened the door, yes, it was him, God, I don't know how to express this feeling.

Are you lucky?Excited?Is it gratitude?And some illusory fears?

I don't know, I don't know, I seem to be back in the past, at a loss like a kid.

He seemed surprised, was it because he saw me?But I still can't help but want to touch his face, want to feel his temperature.

Just when I was about to touch him, I froze straight.Why did that inappropriate voice appear here?

Gu Xichen interrupted all my movements so suddenly, he even hugged Song Zixi so naturally, which made me even more annoyed, I grabbed Song Zixi violently, only one thought was to take him home .

I admit that I am like an unreasonable child, but at the moment, I really don't deserve what to do. Song Zixi even thought that I came to him because I wanted to clean up the things he left behind, but I was so anxious that I couldn't say anything to justify.

He still smiled at me so gently, I never realized before that there was so much helplessness and weariness in that smile, the more he smiled like that, the more frightened I felt, and I hurriedly hugged him.

Sure enough, he said to me: Ah Ran, let's go.

Walk?where to goGo back to that cold house?No, no, I finally waited for him, how can I do it?how can

But he didn't even want to talk to me, just talking would be enough to send me to the eighteenth level of hell, so painful that I would never stand up again.

I can't refute all his accusations, I can only watch him say to me: Aran, goodbye.

Such sadness and determination.

And I can only let go again, I know, he needs time, needs time to accept me again.And me, it takes time for him to trust me again.

It's just that I never knew that he could refuse so thoroughly.

He no longer believed what I said, and I was no longer special in his heart.He was even aggressive with me.可是那些控诉，我却无力反驳，我多希望能回到最初，狠狠地把那个莫予然爆揍一顿，让他好好看清楚自己爱的到底是谁。

But now, I want to cut my chest open so that that person can see clearly who I am in my heart, because I can't find a way for him to forgive me and trust me.

Look, why do those beautiful lips keep uttering "evil" words to me?I know I was wrong, but my remorse seems to be unable to save him anymore, but he said to another man with such a gentle tone and expression that he was going home.

go home?Which home do you want to go to?our home?

Jealousy made me even more irrational, and I insisted on letting him go home with me.do you know?But he was surprisingly calm and asked why he wanted to go home with me. He told me that that home was not his home. My phone buzzed as if I had been hit. For a moment, I felt a sudden cardiac arrest.

I blurted out that I love him, but he could only widen his eyes in shock, begging me not to do this.But I was full of joy to finally say my heart to him.I don't know what he thinks this is, but I love him, I have loved him from the beginning, I just beg him not to be so cruel and completely sentenced me to death.

Even if he runs away in a panic at this moment, I can still wait, as long as he doesn't give up on me, I can wait for him no matter when, and I am willing to give everything for him.I am willing to switch identities with him, and from now on, it will be me chasing him, even if I promise him again and again not to bother him, but neither of us can deceive our hearts, and I can no longer let him go.