let go of that system

The filming of the debut recording is in the late stage, and the moment to decide whether the six people will stay or not has finally come.

There were four people left, and Li Shengxuan and Zhang Xiansheng were announced to be eliminated. Although President Yang gave them one last chance, the 10% possibility seemed to be no different from being directly sentenced to death.

On the night when they were sent away, everyone was in a bad mood.

Xiao Shengxuan got on the bus going home alone, looking at the gradually shrinking figure of Brother Yongpei outside the car window, he closed his eyes a little tired.

He is only 17 years old this year. Although he is young, his mentality is far more mature than his age. After working in the dance troupe for these years, he knows exactly what he really wants, which is to really stand on the stage one day. Prove your worth.

It's a pity that this road seems to be much more difficult than he imagined. He was the maknae of the last member who joined Bigbang to prepare for his debut. He always knew that the older brothers got along longer than him. As a latecomer, he was rejected It is also normal, he has adapted to these injustices very well, it should be fortunate that they are not so difficult to get along with, but such a period of time is not enough to become close friends, he has been very lonely, alone in a strange city , Everything depends on himself, it is really tiring, but he still endured it, unfortunately, the result is still disappointing.

At no time has he been more aware of his loneliness than at this moment.

At this time, he didn't even know who to turn to to confide his distress, let alone how he would face his parents when he returned to Gwangju.

So, is he going to give up just like that?

"Li Shengxuan!" The girl's clear and sweet voice woke him up from his self-pity.

He raised his head and looked at the seat beside him, only to find that there was actually a girl who looked similar to his age sitting next to him, staring at him without blinking a pair of black and white eyes.

The little slick guy in Gwangju, who was always considered by outsiders to be thicker than the city wall, was a little at a loss when he was looked at by this oppressive look.

"Are you calling me?" He pointed to himself uncertainly.

"Yes, besides you, is there anyone named Li Shengxuan?" The girl gave him a strange look before asking.

"How do you know I'm Li Shengxuan?" Li Shengxuan looked at her suspiciously and asked.

"Actually, I'm your fan. I read the recent record of bigbang's debut, and I like you very much." The girl, that is, Han Lu lowered her head and said shyly. In fact, her heart can be said to be ten thousand at the moment The grass mud horse galloped past.

The shy expression really doesn't suit her! /(ㄒoㄒ)/～～"Really?" Li Shengxuan glanced at her in surprise, then lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I still have fans like this now?"

"Then are you going to give up like this?" She raised her head to look at him and said with concentrated eyes.

Li Shengxuan looked at her clear eyes that could be seen at a glance, and was stunned for a while, with a complicated feeling in his heart.

"I watched the recent episode of the debut record. President Yang said that he will give you one last chance. Although there is only a 10% chance, if you don't try, how do you know you won't succeed?" She slightly curled her lips. , looking at him with bright eyes, "I have watched every episode of bigbang's debut record. In my eyes, Lee Seung Hyun should always maintain an optimistic attitude, face everyone with a smile, and will not give up easily. man."

"Is it...?" He stared at her blankly for a while, then lowered his head, thoughtful.

After a period of time, Han Lu tactfully did not disturb him, the two remained silent all the way, and finally the bus arrived at Li Shengxuan's hometown, Gwangju.

station

"Thank you very much just now, for making me think about something clearly," Li Shengxuan put on a cheerful smile again, "Although it is the last chance, I will try my best to get it."

"That's right." Han Lu bent her eyes and said with a smile.

"By the way, I haven't asked you what your name is after talking for so long." He suddenly patted his head and looked at her with bright eyes. "Let me introduce you formally. My name is Li Shengxuan. I was born in 90. How about you?"

"My name is Han Lu, um, born in 89." She hesitated for a moment and said.

"Ah, so it's nuna, I really didn't see it." He was a little surprised, looked at her again, and couldn't help muttering, "It looks like she's younger than me."

"Unfortunately, I happen to be one year older than you." I'm older than you, Han Lu curled her lips, muttering to herself.

"Oh, so I'm an older brother, and I've become Wannian's youngest when I came to Seoul. I haven't felt the feeling of being called oppa for a long time." Li Shengxuan gave her a sad look and complained.

Han Lu shrugged helplessly, and looked at him with the same innocent eyes.

The two stared blankly at each other for a long time, and finally Shengxuan was the first to lose.

"Okay, nuna, I have to go home first, where are you going next?" Li Shengxuan asked.

"I don't know." She blinked.

"What? How could you not know?" Li Shengxuan looked at her in surprise.

"I actually came with you. I heard the news that you went back to Gwangju alone. I took this bus with the mentality of giving it a try. I didn't expect to meet it." Han Lu lowered her head, The gesture of a little girl facing her idol.

Looks like it's really coming into play.

However, after deleting everyone's memories, it seems that there is no other way to approach him except to say that he is his fan.

That's right, Han Lu's mission goal this time is Li Shengxuan. This mission is not difficult, she just needs to play a role in promoting it. After Li Shengxuan was announced to be eliminated by President Yang, he was in a low mood. It is to help him regain his self-confidence, go back and show his difference in front of President Yang again, and get the chance to debut again.

There was nothing she could do, the main thing was his own efforts.

Hearing Han Lu's words, Li Shengxuan's self-confidence and vanity as a teenager in adolescence were instantly satisfied, and he also took it for granted that a girl fan who had worked so hard to follow him from Seoul to Gwangju lived on the streets It is really an unkind thing.

"Nuna, if you don't mind, you can come to my house first." He looked at her expression carefully and said tentatively.

After all, it seemed a bit abrupt to go to a boy's house so hastily.

"Okay." Han Lu was waiting for him to say that.

Hearing this, Li Shengxuan heaved a sigh of relief, put on his smile again, and led her in the direction of his home familiarly.

李宅

Li Shengxuan took Han Lu to stand at the door of his house, knocked on the door, and waited anxiously.

"My parents are actually very easy to get along with, don't worry, uh, I also have a younger sister named Li Hanna, she is a bit naughty." Li Shengxuan introduced her considerately, but the more he talked, the more he felt that something was wrong. Satisfied.

Why does this posture feel so like the rhythm of meeting the parents. 0.0

"En." Han Lu nodded, but her expression was calm. Compared with her, Li Shengxuan seemed a little nervous.

Not long after, the door opened, and a well-maintained middle-aged woman appeared in front of the two of them.

"Our family Shengxuan is back!" It was obvious that this was Li Shengxuan's mother. The moment she saw Li Shengxuan, she covered her mouth with tears in her eyes.

"Mom, I'm back." Li Shengxuan's nose was also a little sore. After wandering outside alone for so long, what he misses most is the warmth given by his family.

"Who is this?" At this moment, Mama Li noticed Han Lu who was standing beside her, her puzzled eyes flicked between the two of them.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Li Shengxuan's friend." Han Lu spoke first.

"Really?" She looked at the two of them suspiciously for a while, "Come in first, don't stand at the door."

.. ......

An hour later, after receiving some scrutiny from the Li family, Han Lu and Li Shengxuan left their luggage. Jiongjiu left the house in a spirited manner. Time to communicate with the friends in the dance troupe, then pack up your mood, and then return to YG to practice again. After a week, it will be the deadline given by President Yang.

The two were in the car heading to the dance troupe.

"Nuna, I'm really sorry just now, my mother seems to have misunderstood something." Li Shengxuan said with some embarrassment.

"It's okay." Han Lu shook her head and said indifferently.

Hearing this, Li Shengxuan said, embarrassing, why don't you be so calm, people and girls are so calm, it's a pity that he was still there for so long, what is this?

"Shengxuan, are you planning to go back to Seoul tonight?" Han Lu turned to look at him and asked.

"Yeah, I don't have much time, only one week left." When this topic was mentioned, Li Shengxuan's eyes darkened slightly.

Han Lu glanced at him, pondered for a while, and then said, "Shengxuan, actually, I read what President Yang said to you at the end that day, and I thought about it carefully. He said that you are very good at dancing. But what this group needs is not a backup dancer, so you should show your ability to impress him in the aspects that he thinks you are not good at. Moreover, compared to strength, attitude is also very important. You should regain what you showed in the past The kind of self-confidence you show, I think this kind of trait in you is the most attractive."

"Is that so?" Li Shengxuan was confused for a moment when he heard the words, and then his eyes gradually brightened. He turned his head to look at Han Lu, and said in surprise, "Nuna, I really want to understand it all of a sudden." what."

"That's good." Han Lu looked at him with a smile.

"I want to go back early and start preparing." He said suddenly.

After figuring out some things, his originally listless mental state was revived with blood, and his eyes burst out with a confident brilliance.

Han Lu knew that the young lady who was full of confidence in the past had returned.

"I've already booked a bus for the afternoon, shall we have lunch before going back?" She said in a leisurely manner.

"So you were already prepared." Li Shengxuan looked at her in surprise and amused, "Okay, by the way, I'll go home and get my luggage."

The author has something to say:

I feel very calm now. I have nothing to say about Quan Zhilong. We think kiko is not good, but as long as Quan Zhilong knows her goodness, even if we don’t like it, she has got Quan Zhilong. She is laughing To the last man, what a joke now to think about our past behaviour.

Now I don't have the strength to say anything more. I feel stuffy when I write his article for a married man.

Let’s just make it public. In fact, think about it, making it public may be the best ending. I’ve already talked about this. At that time, the heroine changed again, and that was the real heartbreak, and I felt that I was slapped in the face again. (￣ε(#￣)☆╰╮(￣▽￣///)

Then I really have nothing to say about Quan Zhilong.

Forget about blessings, bless bitches and whores, please forgive me for not being so generous, I am so stingy, I don't want to say anything if I don't care, because I know I still care, so I can't say it calmly.

That's it, I don't care what others think, but I know that although I haven't taken off my job, some things have changed and I can never come back.

I didn't sleep last night and talked nonsense. Those who are interested can feel my mood.