let go of that system
Chapter 38
As expected, Li Shengxuan stayed in the end and became the fifth member of bigbang.
Unexpectedly, he showed three reasons why bigbang needed him in front of President Yang, succeeded in impressing President Yang, and made an exception to keep him.
Bigbang's debut is imminent.
"Nuna, I'm about to debut. The president gave me a new stage name, vitory. From now on, you can call me Shengni. ——Brother Panda"
Han Lu looked at the text message on the mobile phone screen and smiled slightly.
"Congratulations.——nuna"
After sending this text message, she threw the phone aside and looked back to the TV screen in front of her. It was the last episode of Big Bang's debut memoir. When Yang Xianshi announced that Li Shengxuan could stay, he cried Now, even when he was eliminated last time, he didn't shed a single tear. When he knew that he had finally succeeded, he could finally let go and show the emotions of funds.
Losers don't even need to cry.
She looked at the screen, closed her eyes, and exhaled.
Now, it's time for these to end.
Three days later will be YG's 10th anniversary concert, which is also the day when bigbang will officially debut. She promised that Seung Ni will go to it then.
Also, Zhilong.
It's time to end.
At the same time, in the bigbang dormitory, Quan Zhilong was lying on the bed, not feeling sleepy.
Since the last time she broke up with Han Lu, she has never appeared in front of him again, and he can no longer find the slightest trace of her ever appearing in his life.
There were times when he even felt that everything about Han Lu was just a dream of his.
However, he didn't think any dream would be so real, so real that he even put all his feelings into it.
Han Lu is real.
He knows it well.
But, how can she be willing to appear in front of her again?
Thinking of the only person they could connect with, he frowned, not wanting to admit the suspicion in his heart.
During this period of time, he still occasionally contacted Jin Zhiying, because he knew that it might be the only chance for him to see Han Lu again.
So much so that everyone around him felt that Jin Zhiying was his true destiny, and even the heroine in the song "thislove" he wrote not long ago, everyone took it for granted that it was Jin Zhiying.
Only he alone knows the truth.
However, he doesn't care how others misunderstand him.
Three days later, it will be their debut stage. He specially gave Jin Zhiying a ticket in the front row. Thinking of the plan that day, his eyes darkened.
This time, it's the last chance.
2006.8.19
Seoul Olympic Stadium
Amidst the loud cheers and screams, and under the dazzling lighting effect of the stage, big bang collectively dressed in white hiphop costumes made their debut on such a highly anticipated occasion for the first time.
This day is the day when the future sky group Bigbang was born.
Han Lu stood under the stage, looking at the five big boys who had just shown their brilliance, with a calm expression, and seemed a bit out of place with the excited and screaming fans around her. It was specially prepared by a certain panda for its own fans, and even came to give it to her before the concert started.
She looked at the light board in her hand, a little dumbfounded.
At this time, a certain panda on the stage happened to come not far in front of her, danced, and did not forget to look in her direction for a while, as if she could imagine the expectant expression of a certain panda at this time, So, after struggling for two seconds, she stretched out her hand and raised the light board in her hand above her head.
Looking at the big boy dancing on the stage, she smiled brightly.
Li Shengxuan also discovered the light sign that he had prepared himself for the first time, and he also had a bright smile on his face.
On the stage, Zhilong, who was standing not far from Shengnian, suddenly felt a strange feeling in his heart. He took a break from singing, his eyes scanned the audience in the front row, and saw the ticket he had left behind. Jin Zhiying was sitting on the seat, she held up the GD sign and smiled at him, he shook his head and smiled back at her.
The next moment, he inadvertently swept to a certain position in the front row, and he could recognize that familiar figure even when it turned into ashes!
His eyes widened in surprise.
He even almost forgot to take his seat. Fortunately, he realized that this was his debut stage, which was a very important day for him. His heart sank and he quickly restrained himself.
After singing his own lyrics, he once again aimed at the position just now without any trace.
That's right, this time he saw clearly that it was that person.
Han Lu, you really came.
He narrowed his eyes slightly, only then realized that she seemed to be holding something in her hand.
A flashing sign that says "VI"?
what's the situation?
Han Lu and Sheng Tired?
Quan Zhilong felt that he couldn't bear the blow at once.
Sheng Ni should have forgotten her, when did the two of them hook up?It actually made Han Lu hold up his light board to watch their debut stage!
However, no matter which way she looked at it, even if she wanted to hold up the lamp, it should be his!What is it to be tired of winning!
The whole captain couldn't understand this at all, and couldn't accept it!
His eyes couldn't be controlled by him, and he frequently looked in Han Lu's direction. Who was she looking at?
Following her eyes, he saw——Sheng Nian?
His heart sank, and he felt faintly betrayed.
But after thinking about it, he quickly vetoed this conjecture. No, Han Lu has no reason to do this. With her identity, how could she be involved with that kid Li Shengxuan.
There is absolutely no reason for this at all, he told himself in his heart.
However, the uneasiness in my heart was still uncontrollable.
For a long time, Han Lu's existence has always been like a mystery to him. He has never been able to figure out what she was thinking. She interfered in his life domineeringly, and then left without a word. , he has always been in a passive position, which makes Quan Zhilong, who has a strong self-esteem, feel very unwilling.
So now, why did she appear in front of him again?
This question has been lingering in his mind until their debut stage was successfully completed.
It's really crazy to dare to desert at such a time.
After the performance is over, they will continue to rush to the location of the company's celebration banquet with the burden of money. This is the practice after every concert.
While the big guys were cleaning up, he noticed that Li Shengxuan sneaked out of the lounge. Quan Zhilong looked at his back and frowned. He vaguely guessed what he was going to do.
==
"Nuna! I just saw you on stage!" Li Shengxuan said excitedly when he found Han Lu in the corner of the back door of the arena.
Just finished his debut stage, his mood can be described as flying to the sky.
"Congratulations." Han Lu curled her lips and looked up at him.
"Thank you for your encouragement before, otherwise, I might not be able to show that courage in front of the president." He restrained the exaggerated smile on his face, and suddenly became a little shy, "I am very happy today."
Glad, I finally made it, and glad you were able to witness this with me.
"I'm also very happy to see you succeed." Han Lu looked into his eyes intently.
Such brilliance is the joy of success.
The necklace she wore around her neck was hidden in the collar, and the blue gems shone slightly.
This mission went well.
She stretched out her hand to hold the necklace on her chest, exhaled, and her gloomy mood for the past few days eased a lot.
This is the first step to success, and it will be smooth after that.
"Sheng Nian, what are you doing there? You are about to leave, everyone is waiting for you." Just when the two were relatively silent, an unexpected person suddenly appeared behind Sheng Nian.
"Brother Zhilong? What about you?" Sheng Ni turned around and looked at him in surprise.
This place should be very hidden, why did Brother Zhilong find it?He couldn't figure it out.
Of course he didn't know that Quan Zhilong had actually followed him here, and he had hidden away and heard their conversation clearly just now.
"Aren't you going to introduce me? Who is this?" Zhilong raised a harmless smile, and glanced at Han Lu with deep meaning in his eyes.
Han Lu stood behind Li Shengxuan, looking at him quietly, as if she had never known this person before.
"Oh, this is a nuna I know, Han Lu." Li Shengxuan was stunned for a moment, carefully looked at Quan Zhilong's face, and then introduced with some reluctance, "nuna, this is brother Zhilong, the captain of our bigbang , you should know."
"Hello, Quanzhi Longxi." Han Lu smiled at him with a natural expression, as if it was really the first time she saw him.
Quan Zhilong looked at her steadfastly, with a hint of a smile on his lips.
In the darkness, his eyes were darker than the night.
It's been a long time since I saw her, she seems to have changed a lot. It's the first time he knew that a person who used to be expressionless before could be so gentle and pleasant. I remember that she seldom smiled at him before. Why? Did it become different in front of Li Shengxuan?
At this moment, he really wanted to grab her and ask her what was going on, but his reason told him that he couldn't.
Because there is a third person present here.
He had a premonition that some things were going to be a showdown today.
An awkward silence permeated between the three of them, Li Shengxuan looked at Brother Zhilong with some anxiety, why did he look at Han Lu like that?
He felt a little uneasy.
After a long time, Quan Zhilong finally relaxed his expression and smiled gently at them.
"Is Han Luxi right? We're going to the company's celebration banquet soon, do you want to come?" He said with a polite smile, fully matching her performance, are you pretending to be a stranger?He does what she wants.
"It's not good for me to go to the celebration banquet in your company." Han Lu looked at Li Shengxuan, looking a little uneasy.
Li Shengxuan frowned, feeling a little dignified by Brother Zhilong's abrupt proposal.
"Don't worry, after all, Han Luxi is our youngest's friend, isn't he?" He smiled like a spring breeze.
Han Lu looked at his smile and always felt a little sinister in her heart.
However, since he dared to invite her, why didn't she agree?Anyway, it can't affect her.
"Then I'll trouble you." She smiled at him.
==
Quan Zhilong walked in front to lead the way, Li Shengxuan and Han Lu followed behind him, Li Shengxuan looked at the back of Brother Zhilong in front of him, and then quietly said to Han Lu, "nuna, I don't know what happened to Brother Zhilong today, you Don’t overthink it, he’s actually quite nice.”
From the words and deeds of brother Zhilong just now, although he looks very gentle and polite on the surface, Li Shengxuan, who has always been very sensitive, can clearly feel that every word he said seems to be thorny, and even rashly invited him to meet for the first time Han Lu went to their celebration banquet, which made him a little confused about what brother Zhilong was thinking.
He must have met Han Lu for the first time. Quan Zhilong, who has always been known as the little gentleman in Itaewon, spoke so eccentrically to the girl he met this time. No matter how you look at it, it seems very strange. Could it be that they knew each other before? ?Thinking of this, he looked at Han Lu suspiciously.
"It's okay, I don't mind." Han Lu shook her head and said calmly.
"Nuna, you... did you know Brother Zhilong before?" He suddenly asked in a low voice.
Han Lu froze for a moment, then subconsciously glanced at his back in front of him.
"No, this is the first time I've seen him." She pursed her lips and said so.
At the same time, Quan Zhilong, who was walking in front, paused almost imperceptibly.
The author has something to say: Well, in the future, let’s pay less attention to the dynamics of sluts and little bitches, and let them go. I’m afraid that if I continue to pay attention, I won’t be able to write any more.
Unexpectedly, he showed three reasons why bigbang needed him in front of President Yang, succeeded in impressing President Yang, and made an exception to keep him.
Bigbang's debut is imminent.
"Nuna, I'm about to debut. The president gave me a new stage name, vitory. From now on, you can call me Shengni. ——Brother Panda"
Han Lu looked at the text message on the mobile phone screen and smiled slightly.
"Congratulations.——nuna"
After sending this text message, she threw the phone aside and looked back to the TV screen in front of her. It was the last episode of Big Bang's debut memoir. When Yang Xianshi announced that Li Shengxuan could stay, he cried Now, even when he was eliminated last time, he didn't shed a single tear. When he knew that he had finally succeeded, he could finally let go and show the emotions of funds.
Losers don't even need to cry.
She looked at the screen, closed her eyes, and exhaled.
Now, it's time for these to end.
Three days later will be YG's 10th anniversary concert, which is also the day when bigbang will officially debut. She promised that Seung Ni will go to it then.
Also, Zhilong.
It's time to end.
At the same time, in the bigbang dormitory, Quan Zhilong was lying on the bed, not feeling sleepy.
Since the last time she broke up with Han Lu, she has never appeared in front of him again, and he can no longer find the slightest trace of her ever appearing in his life.
There were times when he even felt that everything about Han Lu was just a dream of his.
However, he didn't think any dream would be so real, so real that he even put all his feelings into it.
Han Lu is real.
He knows it well.
But, how can she be willing to appear in front of her again?
Thinking of the only person they could connect with, he frowned, not wanting to admit the suspicion in his heart.
During this period of time, he still occasionally contacted Jin Zhiying, because he knew that it might be the only chance for him to see Han Lu again.
So much so that everyone around him felt that Jin Zhiying was his true destiny, and even the heroine in the song "thislove" he wrote not long ago, everyone took it for granted that it was Jin Zhiying.
Only he alone knows the truth.
However, he doesn't care how others misunderstand him.
Three days later, it will be their debut stage. He specially gave Jin Zhiying a ticket in the front row. Thinking of the plan that day, his eyes darkened.
This time, it's the last chance.
2006.8.19
Seoul Olympic Stadium
Amidst the loud cheers and screams, and under the dazzling lighting effect of the stage, big bang collectively dressed in white hiphop costumes made their debut on such a highly anticipated occasion for the first time.
This day is the day when the future sky group Bigbang was born.
Han Lu stood under the stage, looking at the five big boys who had just shown their brilliance, with a calm expression, and seemed a bit out of place with the excited and screaming fans around her. It was specially prepared by a certain panda for its own fans, and even came to give it to her before the concert started.
She looked at the light board in her hand, a little dumbfounded.
At this time, a certain panda on the stage happened to come not far in front of her, danced, and did not forget to look in her direction for a while, as if she could imagine the expectant expression of a certain panda at this time, So, after struggling for two seconds, she stretched out her hand and raised the light board in her hand above her head.
Looking at the big boy dancing on the stage, she smiled brightly.
Li Shengxuan also discovered the light sign that he had prepared himself for the first time, and he also had a bright smile on his face.
On the stage, Zhilong, who was standing not far from Shengnian, suddenly felt a strange feeling in his heart. He took a break from singing, his eyes scanned the audience in the front row, and saw the ticket he had left behind. Jin Zhiying was sitting on the seat, she held up the GD sign and smiled at him, he shook his head and smiled back at her.
The next moment, he inadvertently swept to a certain position in the front row, and he could recognize that familiar figure even when it turned into ashes!
His eyes widened in surprise.
He even almost forgot to take his seat. Fortunately, he realized that this was his debut stage, which was a very important day for him. His heart sank and he quickly restrained himself.
After singing his own lyrics, he once again aimed at the position just now without any trace.
That's right, this time he saw clearly that it was that person.
Han Lu, you really came.
He narrowed his eyes slightly, only then realized that she seemed to be holding something in her hand.
A flashing sign that says "VI"?
what's the situation?
Han Lu and Sheng Tired?
Quan Zhilong felt that he couldn't bear the blow at once.
Sheng Ni should have forgotten her, when did the two of them hook up?It actually made Han Lu hold up his light board to watch their debut stage!
However, no matter which way she looked at it, even if she wanted to hold up the lamp, it should be his!What is it to be tired of winning!
The whole captain couldn't understand this at all, and couldn't accept it!
His eyes couldn't be controlled by him, and he frequently looked in Han Lu's direction. Who was she looking at?
Following her eyes, he saw——Sheng Nian?
His heart sank, and he felt faintly betrayed.
But after thinking about it, he quickly vetoed this conjecture. No, Han Lu has no reason to do this. With her identity, how could she be involved with that kid Li Shengxuan.
There is absolutely no reason for this at all, he told himself in his heart.
However, the uneasiness in my heart was still uncontrollable.
For a long time, Han Lu's existence has always been like a mystery to him. He has never been able to figure out what she was thinking. She interfered in his life domineeringly, and then left without a word. , he has always been in a passive position, which makes Quan Zhilong, who has a strong self-esteem, feel very unwilling.
So now, why did she appear in front of him again?
This question has been lingering in his mind until their debut stage was successfully completed.
It's really crazy to dare to desert at such a time.
After the performance is over, they will continue to rush to the location of the company's celebration banquet with the burden of money. This is the practice after every concert.
While the big guys were cleaning up, he noticed that Li Shengxuan sneaked out of the lounge. Quan Zhilong looked at his back and frowned. He vaguely guessed what he was going to do.
==
"Nuna! I just saw you on stage!" Li Shengxuan said excitedly when he found Han Lu in the corner of the back door of the arena.
Just finished his debut stage, his mood can be described as flying to the sky.
"Congratulations." Han Lu curled her lips and looked up at him.
"Thank you for your encouragement before, otherwise, I might not be able to show that courage in front of the president." He restrained the exaggerated smile on his face, and suddenly became a little shy, "I am very happy today."
Glad, I finally made it, and glad you were able to witness this with me.
"I'm also very happy to see you succeed." Han Lu looked into his eyes intently.
Such brilliance is the joy of success.
The necklace she wore around her neck was hidden in the collar, and the blue gems shone slightly.
This mission went well.
She stretched out her hand to hold the necklace on her chest, exhaled, and her gloomy mood for the past few days eased a lot.
This is the first step to success, and it will be smooth after that.
"Sheng Nian, what are you doing there? You are about to leave, everyone is waiting for you." Just when the two were relatively silent, an unexpected person suddenly appeared behind Sheng Nian.
"Brother Zhilong? What about you?" Sheng Ni turned around and looked at him in surprise.
This place should be very hidden, why did Brother Zhilong find it?He couldn't figure it out.
Of course he didn't know that Quan Zhilong had actually followed him here, and he had hidden away and heard their conversation clearly just now.
"Aren't you going to introduce me? Who is this?" Zhilong raised a harmless smile, and glanced at Han Lu with deep meaning in his eyes.
Han Lu stood behind Li Shengxuan, looking at him quietly, as if she had never known this person before.
"Oh, this is a nuna I know, Han Lu." Li Shengxuan was stunned for a moment, carefully looked at Quan Zhilong's face, and then introduced with some reluctance, "nuna, this is brother Zhilong, the captain of our bigbang , you should know."
"Hello, Quanzhi Longxi." Han Lu smiled at him with a natural expression, as if it was really the first time she saw him.
Quan Zhilong looked at her steadfastly, with a hint of a smile on his lips.
In the darkness, his eyes were darker than the night.
It's been a long time since I saw her, she seems to have changed a lot. It's the first time he knew that a person who used to be expressionless before could be so gentle and pleasant. I remember that she seldom smiled at him before. Why? Did it become different in front of Li Shengxuan?
At this moment, he really wanted to grab her and ask her what was going on, but his reason told him that he couldn't.
Because there is a third person present here.
He had a premonition that some things were going to be a showdown today.
An awkward silence permeated between the three of them, Li Shengxuan looked at Brother Zhilong with some anxiety, why did he look at Han Lu like that?
He felt a little uneasy.
After a long time, Quan Zhilong finally relaxed his expression and smiled gently at them.
"Is Han Luxi right? We're going to the company's celebration banquet soon, do you want to come?" He said with a polite smile, fully matching her performance, are you pretending to be a stranger?He does what she wants.
"It's not good for me to go to the celebration banquet in your company." Han Lu looked at Li Shengxuan, looking a little uneasy.
Li Shengxuan frowned, feeling a little dignified by Brother Zhilong's abrupt proposal.
"Don't worry, after all, Han Luxi is our youngest's friend, isn't he?" He smiled like a spring breeze.
Han Lu looked at his smile and always felt a little sinister in her heart.
However, since he dared to invite her, why didn't she agree?Anyway, it can't affect her.
"Then I'll trouble you." She smiled at him.
==
Quan Zhilong walked in front to lead the way, Li Shengxuan and Han Lu followed behind him, Li Shengxuan looked at the back of Brother Zhilong in front of him, and then quietly said to Han Lu, "nuna, I don't know what happened to Brother Zhilong today, you Don’t overthink it, he’s actually quite nice.”
From the words and deeds of brother Zhilong just now, although he looks very gentle and polite on the surface, Li Shengxuan, who has always been very sensitive, can clearly feel that every word he said seems to be thorny, and even rashly invited him to meet for the first time Han Lu went to their celebration banquet, which made him a little confused about what brother Zhilong was thinking.
He must have met Han Lu for the first time. Quan Zhilong, who has always been known as the little gentleman in Itaewon, spoke so eccentrically to the girl he met this time. No matter how you look at it, it seems very strange. Could it be that they knew each other before? ?Thinking of this, he looked at Han Lu suspiciously.
"It's okay, I don't mind." Han Lu shook her head and said calmly.
"Nuna, you... did you know Brother Zhilong before?" He suddenly asked in a low voice.
Han Lu froze for a moment, then subconsciously glanced at his back in front of him.
"No, this is the first time I've seen him." She pursed her lips and said so.
At the same time, Quan Zhilong, who was walking in front, paused almost imperceptibly.
The author has something to say: Well, in the future, let’s pay less attention to the dynamics of sluts and little bitches, and let them go. I’m afraid that if I continue to pay attention, I won’t be able to write any more.
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