middle aged

"Ordinary, ordinary? You woke up..." Opening your eyes, it was the grandma whose eyes were swollen from crying, "You silly child, your mother is gone, and you don't eat or drink all day long. If anything happens, Don't you want grandma's life?" Mo Fanfan, who suddenly fainted in the funeral home, actually fainted because of hypoglycemia.Since Li Meiqi left, during these three days, Mo Pingfan didn't eat or drink, and couldn't even sleep. If it wasn't for his aunt who poured porridge into his mouth every day, he would have gone with his mother long ago.

Looking at the tearful grandma and grandpa, Mo Pingfan's heart softened. The white-haired man sending the black-haired man was already a heart-wrenching pain for the two old men. Life.

"Grandma, don't cry." Mo Fanfan wiped away tears for grandma: "I will eat well, sleep well, don't cry, I promise my mother that she will live a good life." He took the preserved egg and lean meat from his aunt Congee, I usually drink it spoon by spoon, but unconsciously, the more I drink it, the saltier it becomes.You must do what you promised your mother.After finishing the last spoonful, Pingfan looked at his grandma and forced a smile with tears in his eyes.

"Good grandson," grandma stroked Pingfan's hair, "rest well these two days, your little uncle will drive the car the day after tomorrow, let's go home."

"Going home?..." Pingfan asked, and only then did he realize that after his mother left, he no longer had a reason to stay in Z City.

"Well, go back to S city with grandma and grandpa, you go back to the original school, and live with grandma from now on." Grandma held Mo Fanfan's hand, the child who was brought up since childhood, grandma loves him the most But how could Mo Pingfan have the heart to make them worry about two sixty-year-old elders?

"Pingfan, you don't have to worry." Perhaps seeing his worries, the aunt said: "And there is my aunt, Bai Ning likes you so much, so you can live with her." There is nothing else to say, but my little uncle, after all, has no blood relationship, even if my little uncle accepts him, what kind of mental state do I have to use to face my little aunt and Bai Ning... The always sensitive Mo Pingfan was caught in a tangle and couldn't extricate himself. Grandma saw the child's haggard look: "Pingfan, it's important to go back with grandma first, and we will talk about the rest. You should have a good rest first, and don't think about it. Let's go out first and let Pingfan sleep for a while." Son."

Mo Pingfan, who was lying alone in the room, had a terrible headache. Everything happened so suddenly that he couldn't breathe. He felt as if a golden hoop was firmly placed on his head, and then someone He was chanting the magic spell desperately, no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't escape, maybe it was the pain to the limit, or maybe it was the limit of exhaustion, Mo Fanfan finally fell asleep drowsily, his tired brain no longer had any energy to dream and think again, This time, Mo Fanfan slept peacefully and peacefully.until……

"Boom...boom..." It was like the sound of a stone hitting the window. Half asleep and half awake, Mo Fanfan heard a strange sound, "Boom..." It seemed that there was another bigger stone, who was hitting his room glass? !Mo Pingfan woke up completely, looked at the alarm clock, at [-] o'clock in the evening, Mo Pingfan was so unlucky that he was so unlucky that there are still people who don't have eyesight smashing the windows of his house!He lifted the quilt, stepped to the window, and was about to curse when he saw three familiar figures: Li Wei, Wang Huyi, and... Qi Yunze.

Through the streetlights, Li Wei saw Mo Pingfan walking to the window, and hurriedly waved to him, motioning him to go downstairs. Qi Yunze also saw that thin figure, but he disappeared in just three or four days. There have been so many changes in the family... That person looked a lot thinner than before. Even though he couldn't see clearly through the window, Qi Yunze knew that it was a haggard and weak face. Qi Yunze lit a stick from Li Wei. The cigarette that came along, he swallowed, "cough, cough, cough" was so choking, he even choked up tears.

When he fled from Pingfan's house in a panic that day, Qi Yunze knew that he had already stepped on a road of no return. He clearly understood that if Mo Pingfan hadn't pushed him away, he would have continued to kiss his neck and chest , or even other places, as long as he can make nice cock in his arms, Qi Yunze will do it. After leaving, Qi Yunze wandered around aimlessly, and there was nowhere to put his throbbing soul in the noisy city. , He looked at the people around him all the way, sat on the curbstone to rest when he was tired, and bought some water from the roadside shop when he was thirsty.Walking all the time, the body is tired, but the heart is even more tired, and the lost self can't find the rest of the youth.

Qi Yunze couldn't find the answer. He never thought that he would take the initiative to kiss a man, and he never thought that the feeling after kissing would be so ecstasy and so memorable for him.On Saturday night, Yunze couldn't fall asleep for a long time, thinking of that person's soft lips, dodgy uvula, and sweet cock, his young body started a new round of restlessness.Ten minutes later, Qi Yunze slumped down on the bed seeing the milky white stickiness on the paper towel. In a daze, he seemed to have returned to Mo Pingfan's room again, looking at Mo Pingfan lying on the bed from a distance, and still maintained his afternoon His posture when he left.Qi Yunze wanted to call him, don't lie down like this, you will catch a cold.But his throat seemed to be tightly strangled, and he couldn't make any sound.Suddenly, he heard the sound of the door opening. It was Mo Fanfan's mother who had come home. He wanted to open his mouth to say hello, but it still couldn't happen.Uncharacteristically, he saw that Aunt Li didn't look at Mo Pingfan who was lying on the bed at all, but walked towards him.

"Help me take care of Pingfan." Aunt Li's expression is very different from usual, she always smiles gently, and her words always make Qi Yunze feel warm and safe, but today, she seems to be hit, Both eyes were shrouded in blurred gray, and they were no longer as vibrant as before.

Qi Yunze looked at Aunt Li without looking at Mo Fanfan who was lying on the bed, and left the house on his own.Qi Yunze felt strange, and called Mo Fanfan's name loudly, struggling hard, trying to shout out. "Pingfan!" Qi Yunze, who finally shouted out, woke up from his dream. After carefully distinguishing in the dark, he realized that this was Mo Fanfan's room. He was clearly lying on his bed, and Yunze looked at it. The alarm clock on the bedside table, three o'clock in the morning.This was just a secret dream. After touching his back, it was already completely soaked. Qi Yunze sighed and lay down on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

When going to school on Monday, Qi Yunze, who was sitting in the last row, came to school early. He was afraid, afraid that he would run into Mo Fanfan on the way, but unexpectedly, Mo Fanfan didn't show up all day on Monday.

On Tuesday morning, Qi Yunze still didn't see Mo Pingfan's figure, he was a little anxious

"Little Fatty, why hasn't Mo Pingfan been here for two days?" During recess, he couldn't help asking Wang Huyi.

"I don't know, and you don't know either? I thought the two of you played better, didn't you live very close together?" The little fat man asked back.

"Eh..." I haven't seen him for two days, I have to say that Qi Yunze's timidity of not daring to face him has been replaced by worry, could it be that he is sick?Or...because of what happened on Saturday...changed schools? !Qi Yunze couldn't wait any longer. In the afternoon, taking advantage of the recess after math class, he ran to the podium like never before, and asked Teacher Li: "Teacher, Mo Fanfan hasn't come for two days. What's wrong with him?" Li Gengnian actually knew about it a long time ago. Mo Pingfan's matter is just such a sensitive matter, and she is more unwilling to let the classmates in the class know: "He has something to do with his family, so he asked for two days off." Li Gengnian prevaricated.It was too obvious a prevarication reason, Qi Yunze was obviously very dissatisfied with this answer.

"Ms. Li, what's wrong with Pingfan? We are all worried. If something really happens at home, we want to help." Looking into Li Gengnian's eyes, Qi Yunze said sincerely.

"Yes, Teacher Li, just tell us, we are good friends, and we are very worried about him." Unexpectedly, Li Wei and Wang Hu also ran to the side of the podium and surrounded Teacher Li in the middle of the podium.

Looking at the worried eyes of these three children, Li Gengnian softened his heart: "I tell you three, don't talk nonsense, Mo Fanfan's mother died unexpectedly on Saturday night, since the three of you are his good friends , just go and see him, his mother went to the funeral in the morning, I saw the child at the funeral home, hey, how pitiful..." Li Gengnian couldn't bear to think about it, he lowered his head and silently wiped the redness from the corners of his eyes.

"How is it possible..." The little fat man muttered... He thought it was Teacher Li who was joking again, but before he could say anything, seeing a trace of tears in Teacher Li's always serious eyes, Wang Hu immediately banned him The three of them were like puppets who were about to drop their jaws from the shocking news, and the podium was silent for a while.

"You three, go and see him. This weekend, his grandma and grandpa have been with him, but after all, they are two old people who just lost their daughter. How can they really take good care of him? I should go to the fourth The class is over, and the last self-study class in the afternoon, the three of you don't want to take it, go and see Mo Pingfan." Teacher Li left with the textbook in his arms, leaving only three stunned people beside the podium.

"How did this happen... It was too sudden to see his mother recover during the winter vacation..." Li Wei said

"Poor Mo Pingfan, how big a blow is this? Hey, tell me, what will he do now that his mother is gone?"

"What can we do, follow grandma and grandpa, he has no other relatives in our Z city."

"Isn't that going to transfer schools again?"

"I guess I have to go back..."

"Turn back..." Qi Yunze, who had been silent all this time, suddenly came back to his senses when he heard Li Wei say this. He looked straight at Li Wei: "How do you know he is going to turn back?!" His sharp eyes were like To swallow him alive.

Li Wei was a little stunned by Qi Yunze's stare, and more confused: "His mother is gone, so he can't go to school alone in Z city."

"His mother is gone..." Qi Yunze's eyes suddenly darkened, as if he had just heard the news, "His mother is gone, he will leave..."

"Yunze, Yunze, are you okay?" Seeing that Qi Yunze was in a trance, the little fat man waved his hand in front of him, seeing that Qi Yunze didn't respond, the little fat man panicked: "Qi Yunze, are you bewitched? !"

"Get out..." Qi Yunze patted the little fat man's hand away, walked to his own seat, stared straight out of the window, Mo Fanfan...what's the matter with you...