bear's daughter-in-law

Chapter 28

I thought that the text message was from Xu Yang, and I was a little excited, but in the end, I was disappointed that I couldn't find his name.

Maybe I didn't see it, maybe I was too busy, I guess his house is the same as mine, they have to go to the old man's house for the New Year, and there are too many people to avoid hearing the ringtone of the mobile phone.

Is he asleep, is he tired?

Lying on the bed, explaining myself over and over again, comforting the entangled heart, and finding various reasons for him, it seems that I feel more lonely and miserable than before.

When will you be able to like me?

It is not terrible to be discovered by my sister, and I am not worried. Sooner or later, my family will know, but not now. I hope that when the time is right in the future, I will lead him to introduce him to my family. This is what I love. This is the person who will spend the rest of my life with me.

When I talked to Liu Hao about the success rate of homosexuality that day, Liu Hao said, you are purely retrograde, even if you walk out of this way in the end, you will still be bruised all over your body, even if you lose your life.

But who told me to be this kind of person, I don't want to, but I can't control it.

I understand what he said. There are such examples around me. Although the company commander and his lover were lucky enough to escape the strict military regulations, they failed to escape the test of reality. I heard that the two broke up not long after, and the one who retired got engaged in his hometown.

To get married and continue the incense, this is a matter of greater importance to some people and cannot be violated.

But for the other, it is the damage caused by landslides and landslides. Those who use the deepest love may be stuck in it for the rest of their lives, so the one who gets married may not be able to get happiness, and there will be scars that cannot be removed.

This is for two same-sex couples.

Then facing me who likes straight men, this is not just a question of testing. There will be countless levels waiting for me. What I need is patience, wit, and courage, not speed and recklessness.

Sometimes I often fantasize that suddenly one day, when I appear in front of Xu Yang, he will change his nature and throw himself into my arms, and then say to me, 'Honey, let's get married. '

Really, many times I woke up with a smile in this fantasy, even a dream is sweet.

Loving someone is really bittersweet, sweet and astringent, with mixed flavors.

……

I managed to escape another day. After the New Year’s Eve dinner, I arrived home at 1 o’clock in the morning. My parents were so tired that they didn’t want to say a word to me, so they went into the house and went to sleep, but I didn’t feel sleepy at all. Still clutching the phone.

At exactly 12 o'clock, I sent him New Year's greetings, which were all written by myself, not the kind sent in groups. I thought about expressing love, but also being unconventional, and not making him angry. According to me The college diploma that I barely got in the army was really painstaking, and my brain wanted to explode.

But the phone is sweating in my hand, and it still doesn't mean to be beating. Don't you even want to give me a forwarded New Year's greeting? Do you just don't want to see me? Except that I am a man of the same sex as you , what's wrong?

Maybe you will say that it is because I am also a man that I do not accept me, but I really love you.

Yangyang, I miss you.

In a daze, I could hear the noise outside, and when I opened my eyes, it was already bright, and I was still clutching my phone, which shows how I slept that night.

"Dad, Mom, why don't you sleep a little longer, it's not yet eight o'clock." Opening the door and seeing that they were arguing about something, my mother came over with a strainer in one hand.

"It just so happened that you woke up and were talking about your business, Lao Yu, look at ordering the dumplings in the pot, and then you can open it again." Mom gave the power of the chef to Lao Yu, Dad It can only be exercised by obeying orders.

I slept late at first, and I still had a lot of things on my mind. Even if I am awake now, my heart is still turning in my stomach, which is very uncomfortable.

"Mom, what's the matter, it's been noisy this morning." Turning around, she sat on the sofa, poured a glass of water and drank it down.

Mom took off her apron and came over, sat next to me, "Yu Zisheng, let me ask you..."

As soon as I heard it, I was called a daimyo, so I can imagine what to say.

"Whether what you said last time is true or not? I was too busy to talk to you that day because I was on the night shift. Now it's just a good time for me to be on vacation. Let me explain in detail what's going on."

"I said you have to choose today to talk about it in the first year of junior high school. Isn't that kid on vacation for a few days? Someday he can't say no." Dad interrupted in the kitchen, and I knew he wanted to help me.

My father is a tough guy outside, and he says what he says, but at home, he is absolutely gentle and gentle to me, and he is just like my mother, but it is an indisputable fact that he is afraid of his wife.

Mom ignored him at all, just glared at Dad and shut up limply.

"Tell you, don't try to hide. You can hide from the first day of the junior high school but not the fifteenth day. I will be on duty tomorrow. Besides, the time when the hospital comes to the emergency department is out of my control. I can't catch you even if I want to. I will go to your aunt's house in a while." , let’s talk about him today while we’re free, it’s hard to talk about it at your grandma’s house, now there are only three of us left, so you can talk as much as you can.” After finishing speaking, my mother acted like a leader listening to a report Leaning on the sofa waiting for my speech.

"I didn't hide either. Since I had a showdown with you, I didn't think about hiding. Last time you drove me away when you got angry, didn't I dare to mention it to you again?" I explained.

My mother got up and waved her hand, "Don't talk about it, if you can say it, it proves that you have someone now. I just want to ask you, you are determined to be with a man now, right?"

Seeing my father's hand stopping there to pick up half of the dumplings, my mother's face was serious, like the presiding judge in the court, there was no room for uprightness, I nodded vigorously, "Well, it's not a joke, nor is it a joke .”

"Son, why don't you think about it again?" Dad brought over the dumplings he had scooped up, "It's a major event in life to spend the rest of your life with, and it's not a joke. Have you gone into a misunderstanding now, thinking about him?" Is it too beautiful to have strange feelings?"

Dad definitely has a lot of criminal psychology, but I understand that no parent wants to let outsiders point out that their child is a homosexual pervert.

"No, I know what my feelings are like, it's definitely not a whim."

"You said it wasn't on a whim. You can figure out how long you've only been back since you came back. It's only been more than half a year. Where did you get your lover in the past six months? Couldn't it be from your unit?" The staring boss, I know what she means, I'm afraid of losing face to my second uncle.

"No, don't worry, if you want to talk about him, if you can remember, you should still have a little impression of him."

Mom and Dad looked at me together, "Who?"

That being the case, let’s have a good time breaking it, "Xu Yang."

"Who?" Mom asked, and then looked at Dad, as if he didn't remember much.

"Xu Yang? Are you a classmate?" Dad asked.

"It's a classmate, but in a different class. I'm two grades higher than him. Do you remember when we lived in Nanshan District, the chubby kid upstairs from the 'Chunhe Baozipu' two streets away, once because of He and I got into a fight with others and found the parents, his father is from the municipal government, his mother is from the green office, and you and my mother took me to his house to apologize that time." I remember clearly that I was still complacent after winning for several consecutive days, but I didn't expect that it was not only him, but also Meng Churan and Shi Luo who were waiting for me at that place that day.

At that time, although Meng Churan didn't have my arms or strength, she was famous for being able to fight. I didn't suffer as a couple, but I didn't take advantage of it. I even missed Shi Luo's nose and bled. Child, his parents came to me, and then led to a door-to-door apology.

"That innocent kid who's been crying all the time?" It seems that my father has a strong memory, "Does he live on the third floor?"

"Yes, it's him, Dad, your memory is not so good, you really deserve to be a police officer." I praised him, and suddenly I was a little excited. Will my parents agree with us just because we are old neighbors? As for the relationship, I am really looking forward to it.

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