bear's daughter-in-law

Chapter 29

Dad smiled proudly, "At that time, you said how bad you were, and you specially robbed other people's children of things. What kind of things did you say that you didn't have, so why did you let others do it?"

"Don't talk about that, why are you talking so far." Mom was still very rational, and she touched Dad to stop her, "How did you get in touch? Have you met his parents? What's their attitude towards this matter? No Please accept it, why is it such a coincidence that this kid named Xu Yang is also such a person?"

My mother raised the question of a basket, which is no different from interrogating a prisoner. During the critical period, although my head is a bit big, I dare not choke on words. Besides, I have to carry this big basket sooner or later.

"Mom, to tell you the truth, I'm still in the pursuit stage. He's not gay, but my feeling tells me that my future partner is him, and I don't like anyone except him."

"What? I've been unrequitedly in love for a long time. What do you mean, love at first sight? I said you're promising, Yu Zisheng. You didn't train for nothing in the army. This really opened our eyes."

Dad quickly poured a bottle of water for mom, "Speak well, don't get angry."

Mom pushed the water aside, glared at Dad, turned around and continued, "When did you two hook up?"

"Mom, what is hooking up? This is too ugly."

"Oh, you still know it's ugly, there will be more ugly ones in the future, but it's not just what I said, you know it's ugly and you still do this, isn't it good for a man over five feet tall to find a woman in a serious manner? Why are you obsessed with it? Are you dating a guy?" My mother has a bad temper and is very angry, I was about to reach out to comfort her, but she beat me back.

"Son, how long have you two been together? Don't blame us for being agitated. Everyone has to be so angry about this matter." Dad is still calm and calm, and it makes me feel a lot more comfortable. If we can't continue talking, we will definitely collapse.

"I met Chu Ran when he opened his business, and it didn't take long, oh! It's been a long time since I told him this. Anyway, I like him, not just a day or two, nor a year or two."

I know they can't accept it, and they won't believe that I've liked Xu Yang since elementary school, until we were in our twenties, they will definitely say that I'm out of my mind.

My father didn't seem to understand what I meant, so he sat between me and my mother, put his hand on my shoulder, and said like countless father and son chats, "Son, your mother and I are not feudal conservatives, and we respect yours." It means, just like when you insisted on becoming a soldier without studying, didn’t we agree? In short, we just hope that you can be happy and responsible, and following your wishes does not mean that what you do is right. It’s just that we love you. According to Xu Yang’s strength when he was a child, he probably won’t be much stronger when he grows up, and he will be bullied by you. Besides, you also said just now that he is not gay, and you are in love with him. Such a person, firstly, you will get hurt and have no results, and secondly, it will also make others distressed. The relationship between two people is about your love and my willingness. This is not buying and selling goods by force, let alone forcing others. For a long time, you can't try something new, and the country doesn't recognize it. How difficult the road ahead is, you can't rely on your will when you are so old, you have to think it over before making a decision."

"What to decide, what can he decide," my mother jumped up again, "I'm telling you, Lao Yu, don't talk about me, you can accept a male daughter-in-law, but I can't accept it, what about our big family? , if it spreads out, it won’t kill anyone.”

"Lian Fang," the father stepped forward and helped the mother to sit down again, "my son is not a child anymore, you have to speak carefully so that he understands and listens to you, choking like this will not only not solve the problem, but also hurt the relationship ,Why bother."

"I have to say it hurts my feelings. Let's not talk about anything else. If the neighbors in the neighborhood know about it, they can't pay attention to you. Can your bureau, our hospital, stay here? My mother's place, your mother's place, there are a lot of them. Older people, can they stand it?"

"Lian Fang..."

"Mom, I didn't want to make you angry because of the New Year's Eve, but I think I should decide on my own. This is a matter of my life. Now I have the ability to be independent and discern. I know the difference between seriousness and child's play, and I also know like and love. How does it feel, if you really feel that I have embarrassed our family, I can leave." Since my mother is thinking about herself, then I am selfish to the end.

"You, Yu Zisheng, you can do it now. If you dare to threaten me, do you think I will be afraid of you? If you want to leave, don't you? If you want to leave, just leave. It's reasonable for you to let our family die. Don't come back when you leave. "The high-resolution volume made my heart jump out of my chest, I stood up and went back to the bedroom, shut the door with a 'slap', and started to pack my clothes.

My parents love me, I know that, since I was a child, they have indeed acted according to my will, you are a soldier, you change jobs, you arrange jobs, everything is properly arranged, but this is the only one. They don't agree with me about this matter, but I can understand it, it's just that they are all angry, so there is no need to talk about it.

"Look at you, what are you doing? This is not the usual Chinese New Year. You kick him out and let him go. Sometimes you find that you are really irrational. You always take out the tricks of the chief director of the hospital." I only heard my father get angry. He also went to the bedroom, and the door was closed with a 'snap'.

"Okay, you two are working together to piss me off. I've become a bad person inside and out. Yu Hao, you have no conscience. Who am I doing this for? It's not for you old Yu's family." ..." The voice gradually faded away, and the two quarreled again in the bedroom.

I put the clothes in my hand into the suitcase and took them out again. Yes, where can I go after Chinese New Year? Should I blame my mother for not mentioning it at this time, or should I blame myself for not coming out of the closet? There is no arrangement to understand the chaos, there is no news from Xu Yang, and the same city is farther than the two places. Is it right or wrong for me to do so.

Xu Yang, when will you fall in love with me.

Not to mention the future, it’s just a small beginning, it’s all so difficult, no one supports you, what family members think most is always the outsiders’ eyes and whether their own fame and fortune will be damaged, whether I’m selfish or they are selfish.

But is it wrong to love someone?

I love him even if he's a guy, is that wrong?

How come no one can understand, the love for the same sex is also love, the love for the same sex is also true and pure, never mixed with anything and will not be easily shaken, who can understand me like this, can stand by my side and tell Me: Do what you want, go for it, it's no different.

Maybe except for Chu Ran and Shi Luo, people who have no experience can't understand it.

This kind of pain and suffering is hundreds of times more difficult than training. The latter is physical, and it will be over after a while, while the former is mental, and it is really hard to endure.

Except for the New Year greetings from a few friends on the phone, I still couldn't find that person's name.

What are you doing, are you really not giving me any response, even for an ordinary friend?

The pain in my heart really wants to find a sustenance, to find someone to rely on. I just want you to smile and say "Happy Chinese New Year" to be cured, but you are so stingy and don't give it.

You are really petty.

Xu Yang, what do you want me to do.

The phone is dialed and turned off.

It's almost 10 o'clock, isn't it up yet?

Called again, the same voice: The phone you dialed is turned off, please try again later.

A little later, and a little later, the same thing, I was anxious and restless.

Putting on clothes without brushing teeth, leaving the door without washing face, the moment the door was closed, the quarrel between parents stopped immediately.