I am not human

"She has been confessed." In the mountain management office, Xu Moyi was sitting in the hall with a gloomy expression.Liao Qingshu took two paper cups and was about to pour water, when he heard this, Jiufang Ziyan said angrily: "Confession? Confession will make you panic like that? She almost killed herself!"

"Hey, she's always like this." Xu Moyi scratched his face, Liao Qingshu turned his head in confusion: "By the way, doesn't she have a boyfriend?"

"We broke up, just a few days ago. She found out that her boyfriend was flirting with the girls in the game, and there are many 'sisters' in the phone." Xu Moyi curled his lips, "We broke up in a fit of anger, but it didn't work out. In a few days, Miss Zhu Po confessed her love..."

"Wait, wait!" Liao Qingshu yelled to stop, suddenly feeling something was wrong, "That lady pig is..."

Xu Moyi: "Her boyfriend's ex-girlfriend! Oh, no, it's her ex-girlfriend now."

Liao Qingshu: "..."

Xu Moyi: "It's just a pig and a dragon, a very beautiful one, you've seen it before!"

"I don't think the monsters that can transform these days are ugly... No, that's not the point." Liao Qingshu scratched her head, "No, isn't this relationship a bit strange?"

"It's okay." Xu Moyi waved his hands nonchalantly, "Speaking of which, the two of them have a close relationship. When Qing Geng was born, Miss Zhupo helped her with her. Later, Miss Qing Geng went to the veterinary hospital. Work, Miss Zhupo always went to her to see a doctor..."

"It sounds like we have a good relationship." Xiao Hei listened silently, and became interested, "Then why did you get upset afterwards? Because of a man?"

"Actually, it's not because of men..." Xu Moyi scratched his face, "It's just that Baby Qing Geng was very timid when he first arrived here, and he wanted to take care of his younger sister. He was always afraid that others would bully her, so he liked to dress up like a boy , the kind of neutral and non-mainstream... Her body is relatively flat, so it's not easy to see..."

"So Zhu Polong misunderstood?" Jiufang Ziyan almost spit out a mouthful of water, "This is so blind."

"It's been said that Qing Geng has no breasts! Don't interrupt me!" Xu Moyi waved his hand, "In short, Miss Zhu Po's crush failed at the time, and her heart was broken. Later, she broke up with Miss Qing Geng. If it wasn't for this Qing Geng happened to take over that scumbag, and the two of them may not be able to see each other until now."

"So I was tempted again? After much deliberation, Bai Yueguang is better?" Xiao Hei cut out, "Under Broken Arm Mountain, lilies are blooming, 666."

Liao Qingshu tilted her head: "But didn't she hurt Qing Geng before..."

"She's in a hurry." Xu Moyi said, "She told Qing Geng that her boyfriend was scum, Qing Geng didn't believe it, and thought she was going to rob her, but Miss Piggy couldn't explain clearly, so she did it... A monster, It's always a little bit violent."

Liao Qingshubian looked at her, feeling that she was seriously speaking for Zhu Polong: "Speaking of which, Director Xu knows it very clearly."

"Call me Moyi." Xu Moyi waved his hand, and Jiufang Ziyan sneered, "I know it clearly, and someone else probably told her about it. How much will the pig and dragon promise you?"

Xu Moyi raised his hand silently, with his index finger and thumb widely spread: "Baqian. You don't have to ask Qing Geng to agree, just give her a chance. If you agree, there will be another reward."

"Understood, five five." Jiufang Ziyan said, put down the water glass in his hand, dragged Liao Qingshu and ran outside.Liao Qingshu was confused, and heard Xu Moyi shouting in the enchantment: "What five five, the money is going to Chongjun——hey, don't worry, there is no need to rush this matter, don't scare him—"

"Today's work is over today!" Jiufang Ziyan replied loudly, throwing Liao Qingshu onto the battery car.

"No, what's going on here?" Liao Qingshu blankly hugged the helmet thrown by Jiufang Ziyan, "Where are we going?"

"Didn't you hear what Mo Yi said? Find Qing Geng." Jiufang Ziyan took out that weird compass again, put it in his pocket after looking at it for a while, and started the battery car. In addition to other rewards..."

"Are you really going?" Liao Qingshu was flustered.What kind of unit did he join? Hey!

"I told you that the management of the mountain is poor, and this kind of entrustment will bring money faster." Jiufang Ziyan said it with confidence and took it for granted, and said seriously, "It's time for you to show your value, wait until you find Qinggeng, you go up first Talk to her, if we can't agree, I'll go out again."

"Are you talking to her?" Liao Qingshu's mouth twitched, "Using fists?"

"Almost, I have my own plan." Jiufang Ziyan said, "Although it often fails."

"It's a ghost to succeed!" Liao Qingshu shouted, "The other party is a girl! It's wrong to hit a woman!"

"I didn't want to hit her, but let Zhu Polong hit me in front of her... Heroes save the beauty, understand?" Jiufang Ziyan said impatiently.

Liao Qingshu: "..."

No, he doesn't want to understand.

The place where Qing Geng is located is not hard to find.Walking straight along Kunlun Road, there was a small park. When Liao Qingshu and the others arrived, Da Qinggeng was sitting by the fountain in the center of the small park, watching the continuously spraying water jets in a trance.

"She won't want to drown herself." Jiufang Ziyan stopped the battery car, and Liao Qingshu looked around from behind him, with a worried tone - no wonder he thought too much, according to "Shan Hai Jing", Qinggeniao and a magpie It's about the same size, and if you try hard, it's not impossible to drown in the fountain.

"Who knows her." Jiufang Ziyan drove him off, "Quick battle, I'll let Mo Yi contact Zhu Polong now, and prepare plan B."

Does this negate my point from the start? !

The corners of Liao Qingshu's eyes twitched, and he opened his mouth to say something, but Jiufang Ziyan pushed him out.He rubbed the back of his neck, bravely walked towards Qing Geng, and said hello nonchalantly: "Hi, I'm Liao Qingshu, and I'm managed by the mountain management..."

"You are a new intern." Qing Geng interrupted him.It was dusk, but she saw her pair of clear white pupils, which looked weird and beautiful. "I heard Mo Yi mention you, and I saw you in the morning."

"Ah, yes, hello." Liao Qingshu scratched the back of her head, not knowing what to say.What can he say?Hi, I'm here to persuade you to fall in love with Zhu Polong?

Liao Qingshu was at a loss.By the way, why would he do such a thing?He's really not good at making jokes, hey...

"Are you also here because of Zhu Polong?" Qing Geng asked.Liao Qingshu nodded, and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, since Qing Geng knew, it would be much easier to handle, otherwise let him talk about it himself, maybe when it will be.

"The Mountain Management Office is quite concerned about this matter." Qing Geng shook his head and chuckled, patted the side to signal Liao Qingshu to sit down, "I really don't know what benefits she has given you."

Liao Qingshu replied in her heart: "8000 yuan."

"Uh, although it's strange to say this when we first met..." Liao Qingshu hesitated and said, "May I ask why you don't like Zhu Polong?"

"I don't dislike her." Qing Geng said quietly, "Although she has a grumpy temper, she is still a very nice person, and she got along very well in the past. Although the recent troubles are not very happy, it is because I am confused, she Always been good to me and my sister."

She turned her head, looking at the clear spring water in a daze: "If it is a male, I think I will be with her."

"So it's actually a gender issue?" Liao Qingshu pouted, "I thought monsters didn't care much about gender."

"I don't care, even the race is different, gender is nothing." Qing Geng said, "But human beings care. The two of us together will look very strange to human beings."

Liao Qingshu was taken aback: "Actually, human beings don't reject homosexuality so much now, although some people still have some... No, why do you care about human beings' opinions?"

"Because we live here." Qing Geng felt that he asked strangely, "I work in a hospital, and my younger sister is studying at school. Although Zhu Polong usually hangs out with a bunch of younger brothers, he still often socializes with humans... ...We are living here, how can we ignore other people's opinions?"

"But they're not you." Liao Qingshu said, "Whether it's a human or a monster, if you always have to make decisions based on other people's opinions, you will live a very tiring life."

"That's impossible." Qing Geng looked a little tired, "What about you? Don't you ever worry about other people's opinions?"

Liao Qingshu fell into silence.

Qing Geng smiled understandingly, got up and prepared to leave.

"When I was young." Liao Qingshu said suddenly, her eyes fixed on the gushing spring water, "I lived in an orphanage for a period of time. I had no parents, and I have no memory of my childhood. As long as I can remember, I have lived in There, for me, the source of my life is that orphanage."

He looked back at Qing Geng, and said slowly; "At that time, no one liked me. Sometimes I would be weird... I always had nightmares, seeing some strange black shadows, they chased me , Hit me, I was seven years old and I still wet the bed... It took me a long time to realize that it was because of my physique, I attracted some ghosts, and they were bullying me. But I didn't know at that time, and there was no one around You know, they just think I'm weird, so they keep away from me, don't play with me, and say I'm sick."

Qing Geng looked at him quietly, then sat back slowly: "What happened next?"

"Later, people from the All Things Academy found out that I was a half-demon, so they took me away. I was assigned to an ordinary class because of a mistake... The teacher in that class was very nice and patient, and encouraged me all the time. I also told myself If I have to work hard, I have to work very hard and be very active. When I first entered school, my grades were only in the middle and lower reaches, and I could be in the top ten of my grade in the second monthly exam."

Qing Geng smiled: "Isn't that great?"

"That's right." Liao Qingshu nodded, "That time was really one of the best years. The teachers liked me very much, and the classmates also had a good time. I was still the monitor of our class... I was What I like the most is to read my growth record manual and read the comments written by the teachers in it. Every teacher will write to me, and the future is boundless. I really wanted to be an exorcist at that time, and almost everyone told me that I would definitely be able to Enter a specialist class."

"Professional class?" Qing Geng tilted his head, "What is that?"

"It is a class specially trained for the Exorcism Department. Students in ordinary classes can get in during the high school and college entrance examinations, but it is actually very difficult to get in." Liao Qingshu shrugged, "I was only in the second year of junior high school, so I asked the teacher to borrow it. A pile of books, ready to rush to read during the high school entrance examination. But it didn't take long before something happened."

Qing Geng sat up straight unconsciously, Liao Qingshu glanced at her, and continued: "The school arranged another inspection for vaccination. My poor blood was found out, and I fell directly into the isolation class..."

"What is the isolation class?" Qing Geng asked, "Can't you take the specialist class?"

Liao Qingshu shook his head: "In that class, there is only one thing we have to learn, which is how to suppress our nature and live like a human being. We can't learn demonization, we can't even learn any spells, and there are always people around us. Stare...but even so, we're still being called monsters."

"You are not." Qing Geng shook his head lightly, "You are very cute."

"Uh, thank you." The corners of Liao Qingshu's mouth twitched inappropriately, "In short, when I first entered that class, I also felt very depressed...but when I was calm, I hit the bottom and rebounded. I found that the opinions of others , I really can’t help it. When people say I’m sick, it’s hard for me to make them understand the predicament I’m facing; when people call me a monster, I can’t prove to them that I’m really sick Cannibalism. All I can do is not let these opinions influence and shape me. All I can do is penetrate these opinions, see myself as clearly as possible, and then make a choice. If others treat you Misunderstanding is because the information he has and understands is limited, which is not a crime; but if your own judgment is affected by this limited view, or even missed something, then it is really impossible. Forgive me."

He exhaled hard: "I say this... is it okay?"

Qing Geng didn't speak, but just took a deep look at him, gently stroked his hair, and turned his head to stare at the fountain silently.

"I understand what you mean." After a long time, she said slowly, "Be yourself. But where is the boundary of being yourself?"

"I don't know." Liao Qingshu said, "But I know, whether it's gender or sexual orientation, it's definitely within this boundary."

Qing Geng nodded thoughtfully, then fell silent again.

Liao Qingshu's throat slipped, and he moved his fingers a little uneasily.He's not sure what he's talking about...he feels like he's digressing.

In the distance, Jiufang Ziyan yawned, took out a yellow sound transmission talisman from his ear, lit a cigarette, and threw it aside.

"What an idiot, let him persuade someone, talk about what there is, and talk a lot." He muttered, rubbed his eyes, looked forward, and saw Liao Qingshu and Qing Geng sitting side by side Beside the fountain, the last ray of sunlight faded, and colorful lights lit up in the fountain, casting warm colors on his thin body, drawing a beautiful silhouette.

Jiufang Ziyan squinted for a while, took out his mobile phone, pointed it at the fountain, pressed it twice, took it back and took a closer look, the light was dim and the figures were blurry, and he didn’t take a good picture, so he deleted it again, looked up and continued to look at the fountain.

After a while, Liao Qingshu finally got up and walked towards him.

"I think it's probably settled." He said to Jiufang Ziyan, "Qing Geng said that she would think about it."

"I didn't agree directly." Jiufang Ziyan shook his head, "Okay, just think about it, it's better than saying no."

He sent a text message to Xu Moyi, and pushed the car back with Liao Qingshu.As I was walking, I suddenly said, "Do you care about that?"

Liao Qingshu: "Huh?"

Jiufang Ziyan pointed back, Liao Qingshu understood, and replied: "Well, it depends on the person...it depends on the feeling. I don't care about it myself, just like Qing Geng said, if I get out of the order, then I will definitely have to step up." Race. Race is crossed, gender is still a ball.”

Jiufang Ziyan sneered, Liao Qingshu glanced at him thoughtfully, and asked, "What about you?"

"Like you, look at the target." Jiufang Ziyan said, "But there are requirements for race. Zombies don't want to die."

"You can't do it." Liao Qingshu poked him with an elbow, "I have no father or mother, and no one cares about me. If a person from a big family like you dares to be gay, he will definitely jump out of all kinds of uncles and aunts." , and then give your target 500 million... If you are a monster, you will be killed directly..."

"No one cares about me." Jiufang Ziyan interrupted him calmly, "It's useless, no one cares."

Liao Qingshu stopped suddenly.Jiufang Ziyan looked back at him, his gaze hidden under the sunglasses was unpredictable.

"I'm a member of the branch family, and I was brought to the original family because of my talent." He said to Liao Qingshu, "There are many branch families in the Jiufang family, and each generation has outstanding heirs. People like me, regardless of the previous How powerful it is, now it’s useless.”

"You're not useless." Liao Qingshu said seriously, walking in front of him.

Jiufang Ziyan laughed at himself: "I can't even beat Ge Yang..."

"That's because someone helped him, but you had no one." Liao Qingshu said.He raised his hand to take off Jiufang Ziyan's sunglasses, looked into his eyes, no matter whether it was intact or damaged, "I always want to thank you, you saved me. I will try my best to help you in the future...you will become better .”

The street lights came on one after another, and Liao Qingshu's eyes fell on Jiufang Ziyan's lips.He found that the corners of the mouth, which were always drawn down fiercely, were slightly raised at this moment.

"Well, I don't mean you will get better without me, I mean you will definitely get better, I'm just playing a supporting role, I..." Realizing the ambiguity in the words just now, Liao Qingshu hurriedly wanted to explain again, her lips were suddenly caught by Jiufang Ziyan index finger and hold down.His heart beat heavily, and he was wondering when he suddenly heard a melodious singing behind him.

He looked back and saw the colored light in the fountain changing, a crocodile-like black monster lying in the water, and a green farming bird with bright green feathers circled twice in the air and landed gently on its back.

"Mission completed." Jiufang Ziyan put down his index finger, took the sunglasses from Liao Qingshu's hand, and put them on his face.He turned back and rode on the battery car, and greeted: "Let's go, go back. Wait for the money."

Liao Qingshu dazedly touched her lower lip, said "En", climbed into the back seat, and suddenly realized a very important question: "By the way, that money... How much can I share?"

"What and how much?" Jiufang Ziyan said without turning his head, "Intern, I have no money. Later, I will ask Mo Yi to add a chicken leg to you."

Liao Qingshu: "..."

His expression froze.