I miss you so much

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November 2005, 11, Beijing, overcast.

I count the time, I have been in Beijing for more than a month.

I slowly stopped thinking about my small town.

I don't even imagine how I quarreled with them that day, they still treat me well.

I watched him secretly, and he watched her secretly.

He said I was his deskmate and I was his friend.

For me, he is not just my deskmate and friend.

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Gradually, with the arrival of November, Beijing entered the cold early, and Xu Yi no longer dared to sleep on the bus.This is her second cold after coming to Beijing, not without reason, but because she fell asleep on the bus.

The weather was suddenly cold, and Xu Yi, who had always been wearing quite thick clothes, put on five or six pieces of clothes, wrapping himself up so that he couldn't see his figure at all.

And this behemoth has obviously become the object of ridicule by the teacher in every class.

Zhang Liang often said that Xu Yi looked like a silly bear sleeping on the table, and could shake his head when poked.

There is still more than a week left before the mid-term exam, and the class is filled with an atmosphere called pre-test anxiety.

But probably only Xu Yi would sleep from the first class to the third class with peace of mind, and then get up to drink saliva and go to sleep.Although Luhan often did a lot of useless things to keep Xu Yi from sleeping, such as pinching her arm and shaking her violently when she was about to fall asleep, Zhang Liang later joked that if Xu Yi was serious about sleeping, he would definitely be able to sleep. After winning the first, second and third place in the sleep competition, Lu Han began to let her sleep, but he worked harder to help her copy the notes.

Sometimes Lu Han will let her do what she does, and even become her accomplice, but Xu Yi doesn't know it.

"It's hard to sleep in such a cold day." She leaned on her chin, and could hear the severity of her cold with a buzzing voice. She angrily flipped through the geography book that was spread flat on the table.Lu Han didn't turn his head and took the notes seriously, and by the way, covered her desk with a pen and "knocked" a few times. "Then take notes."

Xu Yi really opened the book and sat up, seriously began to take notes.

She probably only Luhan can control her.Luhan will do whatever he says, as long as Luhan asks her to do what he wants her to do, she will immediately do it no matter what she can or cannot do.

The geography teacher is a somewhat slovenly, decadent old man, and the collars of his shirts are never turned up properly.He usually greets him with a melancholy like a poet, but as soon as he is in class, he is absolutely full of power. It is a pity that such a good teacher's class, Xu Yi can't understand.

"Hey, Luhan, do you think this teacher is married?" Xuyi turned the black pen in his hand, stared at the blackboard with fixed eyes, and there was a hint of teasing at the corner of his mouth.

"You want to marry him?" Lu Han asked back.

"I'll just ask..." Xu Yi frowned, closed his mouth obediently, and turned his head resentfully, as if studying seriously.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the tense string in Xu Yi's mind also relaxed. His eyelids sank after holding on for a long time, and his head immediately buried in his arms. He felt very tired after not attending class for a long time.

Lu Han put the cap on the black pen she held in her hand and put it aside. When Zhang Liang and his gang rushed over noisily, he made a gesture of silencing with his index finger on his mouth, and fell asleep with his finger Jiang Xuyi.Then follow them out.

"Mr. Lu, let me tell you that although Xu Yi doesn't like to talk, he treats you well. Hey, let me tell you, why don't you consider Xu Yi." Zhang Liang put Lu Han on his shoulders, provoking a little He raised his eyebrows, causing the people around him to boo.Lu Han bumped his elbow into Zhang Liang's chest, and gave him a vicious look, "Nonsense."

"Mr. Lu, I'm telling the truth. We brothers all think so. Jiang Xu is just as good as you. You treat Jiang Xuyi like a girlfriend..." Zhang Liang said again without fear of death. , Xu Chen and the others around him just nodded silently and dared not speak up.

Lu Han stood in line at the entrance of the canteen and put his arms around Zhang Liang's shoulders, the corners of his mouth slightly raised. "Wait for a game at the stadium?"

Zhang Liang immediately shut his mouth, Lu Han is the only one in this world who can hold Zhang Liang who is 1.8 meters tall.

"Hey, Auntie, two bottles of green tea."

"Mr. Lu, you are very kind to help me buy it..." Zhang Liang flattered and wanted to take it, but Lu Han took both bottles. "For Jiang Xu's area, you have to pay for it yourself."

"..."

It's not that Luhan didn't listen to what Zhang Liang said, he really likes Lin Weiwei, but Jiang Xuyi is... not to mention the feeling must be that he doesn't hate it, it's not the love of men and women... Although she sometimes smiles foolishly, it does make her heart beat faster , but that's just a friend... Yes, it can only be a friend.

On the penultimate day of the midterm exam, Lu Han didn't come to school.Xu Yi seemed to have lost something important, feeling nothingness, panic, and loss.

"Jiang Xuyi! Do you want to go to the playground and run a few laps to wake up?"

The geography teacher's deep voice trembled, and when he came back to his senses, he nodded heavily at the teacher, and the geography teacher murmured to himself. "Hey, why isn't Lu Han here today... Ah, after class, move your homework to my office."

"what?"

"Let's continue the class, where did we just talk...?"

He just ignored Xu Yi's slight resistance so calmly, does Luhan's absence have anything to do with moving homework?

As soon as Xu came back after moving his homework into the office, he sat weakly on the chair. Zhang Liang looked over in a dawdly manner, and said "Xu Yi..." suddenly made Xu Yi shudder.Xu Chen silently sat in Lu Han's position and looked straight at her without saying a word.

Zhang Liang raised his eyebrows with a smirk. "Mr. Lu... this is to go to the company to see beautiful women."

Xu Chen patted Zhang Liang's head hard, and turned to Xu Yi with a big smile on his face. "Don't listen to nonsense, Mr. Lu went to the company for an interview, so what kind of Korean company..."

"Go...why?" Xu Yi asked curiously.

"Just go and have fun, Mr. Lu said that he will come back tomorrow."

Xu Yi didn't know what Zhang Liang and Xu Chen's intentions were when they came to tell her these things. Anyway, he let go of his heart and said that if he was sick, everything would be fine.

In fact, it was mid-November, and my mother started to rush to the supermarket to buy glutinous rice noodles and pork.It was getting dark early at six o'clock, and my mother drove Xu Yi out of the house as she said she was going to cook a good meal.

Xu Yi went out wearing a thick overcoat, and when the wind blew, the skin was poured into the loose collar. She shivered from the cold, regretting why she didn't wear more clothes to go out just now.Walking all the way to the park very close to home, there are old ladies dancing in the square in the square.Very lively.Go straight into the park along the path paved with stone bricks, and the street lights on the side of the road illuminate the road leading to the depths.There were people sitting in twos and threes on the grass, and not far away, an old man in a sweater who looked a little old was sitting on a chair and playing his guitar ecstatically, his voice was hoarse but very nice.Xu Yi slowed down involuntarily, until she stopped a few meters away from him, and she stood there listening to him sing the whole "Fairy Tale".

"Uncle plays the guitar really well."

He froze for a moment, only to see standing in front of him a pretty girl with flat bangs blown away by the wind and a warm smile.He didn't answer the question. "Do you say you play the guitar to please others or to please yourself."

Xu Yi suddenly couldn't answer, so he pursed his lips. "As long as you are happy, it has nothing to do with other people's happiness." The uncle was obviously taken aback, and then laughed while hugging the guitar. "That's what a boy said just now."

Xuyi wanted to meet this person, but always felt an inexplicable rapport with him.

"uncle."

The uncle waved towards Xuyi, obviously not at Xuyi, but the person behind Xuyi.The tone just now is very similar to that of Lu Han.While thinking this way, he immediately turned around.He walked up to Xuyi's side and handed the uncle a bottle of water, and said with a smile, "Uncle will play TVXQ's "HUG" again."

The uncle took the water with a perplexed expression on his face. "I can't sing that Korean song."

Lu Han laughed, and the uncle also laughed.Lu Han turned his head to look at Xu Yi, stretched out his hand and scratched her bangs, with a puzzled tone.

"Why are you here?"

"I'm here for a stroll. Uncle sings really well, so I stopped to listen to him sing."

Xuyi shook his hands nervously, touching his nose and looking around.

"There's a mid-term exam tomorrow, and you're still wandering around."

"I can't read the book..."

Somehow elongated the sound of the last word, it sounded like she was being coquettish.

"Hey, let's not talk about it, you two are quite a match."

"Uncle, you... just kidding." Xu Yi hurriedly explained, but unexpectedly, Luhan did not refute.

The uncle said instead. "The little girl also plays the guitar?"

Xu Yi nodded in surprise.

"Hey, does a girl with calloused hands look good?"

Lu Han put his arm on her shoulder and hurriedly waved his hands.

"She's pretty."

As soon as Xu looked up at him, his 1.6-meter-three stature could barely reach the tip of his nose. The street lights softened, and he smiled calmly.

The uncle played another piece that night, which Xu Yi had never heard before.Deeply immersed in such a soothing tune, I can't help but smile.

At eight o'clock, Xu Yi and Lu Han said goodbye at the intersection.When he turned to walk, Xu Yi stopped walking forward, turned around and watched him cross the road and disappear at the opposite corner.

Deeper and deeper, unable to find a way out.

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