I miss you so much

-10.5

May 2020, 9, Beijing, sunny.

I gradually don't want to write a diary anymore.

Because all these years,

He has always been and has been with me.

-00.0

If there is no drowsiness that hits his face that day, if he is neither at the same table nor a classmate that day, it is a pity that there are no such ifs.

Countless secret loves, misses, lost and gained in those years, so I buried them all deeply and then dug them out grandly.

I miss you so much—in so many tossing and turning nights, on that bridge playing the guitar, so many years and so many times, just to comfort my overflowing emotions at that moment, the surging emotions can’t resist .

I miss you so much, Luhan.

He said he had a flight at [-]:[-] p.m., and repeatedly told Jiang Xuyi the time of his flight.

"I know, I know... Look, you are getting more and more verbose."

"This is to remind you that you may have premature menopause at the age of 30, so your memory will decline a little..."

As soon as Xu Yi heard it, he squeezed the phone tightly. "Master Lu, tell me one more time."

Lu Han on the other end of the phone seemed to smell a dangerous breath, even his tone was a little weak. "I... this is telling you... ah! Shixun finds... find me, hang up first, remember."

Then Xu Yi said your word, and there was already a beeping sound of hanging up on the phone.

Ever since the phone call that year, Lu Han has seemed to have changed as if nothing had changed.He had to let Xu do everything, as long as she was happy enough.

The character of the old lady nagging the old man, so over time Xu Yi began to call Lu Han the uncle.

So it got longer and longer, and Xu Yi couldn't remember how it was truly together, so she just remembered that the two of them had been together for as long as eight years, and even the long Xu Yi counted the past carelessly I have accompanied and supported through the wind and rain.

remember it.

In the first year together, when we met again, he said, fortunately, I met you, and this time I will not let go easily.

In the second year of being together, he was injured, and he said, without you, I really don't know what to do.

In the third year of being together, keep it steady, he said, Miss Jiang, it's good that we have been together.

In the fourth year of being together, little noisy, he said, Miss Jiang, believe me or not, I will never do this.

In the fifth year of being together, forgive, he said, Miss Jiang, since she apologized, try to forgive.

The sixth year we were together was plain, he said, we would break up easily after we became vigorous, so it is better for us to be plain.

In the seventh year of being together, the trough, he said, what if my career stagnates, you can stay with me.

In the eighth year together, he still hasn't said anything.

At four o'clock, the Capital Airport was already overcrowded. People with DSLRs were lined up with their banners up, and Xu Yi felt a little nervous when he saw it.She decided that wearing her high heels would not be able to squeeze into this human wall, so she simply bought a cup of coffee and sat down on a chair to drink it.

Someone came to say hello, someone came to say hello, someone even asked her if she would squeeze in with that person, Xu Yi decisively shook his head and refused.

At the trough of that year, he was suppressed by an out-of-the-box rape, unable to get up, lost the movie he had just finalized and temporarily suspended his work in the group.Disappearing from everyone's sight in the midst of malicious attacks, he panicked and frightened as if he fell into a quagmire from a height and couldn't struggle. Even in the hot weather of July, he would still feel it when he was sitting on the bed covered with a quilt. To the cold, a biting cold from head to toe.

The door that had been locked for a whole day suddenly heard the sound of being opened. He came back from the wandering spirit and frowned and looked up, but his eyes froze when he saw the person coming at the door.

Standing at the door was Jiang Xuyi, panting heavily, his face covered with fine sweat that she hadn't wiped off.Luhan remembers her first words at that time were, "Let me accompany you from now on."

In the next month, Jiang Xuyi arrived at his house on time every day and went back late every day.Although Luhan wanted to explain the truth of the scandal, Ke Xuyi was noncommittal.

During that time, Li Xuyi talked a lot, and never once had a bitter face.Xu Yi's heart is very strong, strong enough to talk and laugh in front of him. "Didn't Uncle Lu say he wanted to accompany Miss Jiang? You don't look like an old man, like a self-pitying woman." She smiled very warmly, without any adulteration.

The years that I dare not recall easily have become different because of the existence of a special person.

He later came back again, and he said he had a girlfriend of seven years.It was the first time to admit and announce in the media, the members were not surprised and the managers were not surprised, because they all knew and supported it.

Then Xuyi changed from an unknown small wedding planner to a famous small wedding planner with a label that he might have to carry until he got married-Luhan's girlfriend.

Five ten in the afternoon.

A group of people came out, and the fans on both sides began to shout slogans in an orderly manner.Xuyi sees Lu Han's head shaking left and right through a slight gap, he should be looking for Jiang Xuyi, but unfortunately... he didn't see it.

Sure enough, after he got in the car, Xuyi received a call from him.

"Miss Jiang, are you at the airport or are you not at the airport?"

Xu Yi dropped the cup in his hand and walked slowly towards the bus stop, and answered Lu Han's words with a touch of sarcasm. "Uncle Lu, I'm at the airport but you can't see me."

"...Well, okay. Then the old place will wait for you."

"Tch, don't believe me, goodbye!"

Then hung up the phone, squinted and waited for the bus to arrive.

The old place is a coffee shop jointly opened by Xu Chen, Zhang Liang, and Lu Han. Xu Yi has been there several times and always scoffs at Zhang Liang every time he goes there.Because she always said that Zhang Liang's slick tone had already infected Lu Han.

Five thirty.

Xuyi walked into the coffee shop and sat down casually, neither looking for Luhan nor anyone else.Just sitting there waiting for Luhan to call, it happens every time, so every time Luhan seems to call at the right time.

just today...

There is a small stage in the coffee shop, and usually some young people who love to sing and play and sing will go up and sing a song or two.When Xu Yi was staring at the stage in a daze, the lights went out in an instant, and the curtains covered the residual heat of the sun.The surroundings were plunged into darkness, and suddenly a few beams of light were shot from the stage and shot straight towards the center of the stage, where there was a person sitting there... holding Xuyi's guitar.

"Next, Lu Han will sing a song for Jiang Xuyi. It's an old song from decades ago, and it's given to her like a tide of love."

He is clearly the same Lu Han who was still complaining just now, why does he feel something different.

His voice was clear and melodious, and he sang the song that Xu sang on stage more than ten years ago, accompanied by the sound of the guitar.His eyes looked at Xu Yi accurately, with some bright stars and some tenderness and tenderness.

Xuyi listened to this song, and the high school in his memories became silent pictures replaying in his mind, and the tears could not be stopped.

After singing the song, he was still holding the guitar, but said to the microphone.

"This year is the eighth year. I just want to say something to you. You can't refuse, you can't choose, you can only nod." He suddenly smiled a little embarrassed, but his eyes were burning. "Will you marry me?"

Eight years is just a number, but the relationship between the two began in 06, and it lasted 14 years.

She went from silent tears streaming down her face to crying bitterly.

For some reason, all kinds of emotions washed away her reason all at once.

She has long wanted to say that I am willing, she has long... wanted to change the label of Lu Han's girlfriend to Lu Han's wife.

She is Luhan's Miss Jiang.

He is Jiang Xuyi's Uncle Lu.

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