I miss you so much

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May 2012, 5, Beijing, sunny.

I think my feeling for him is more than a steady stream of liking,

Even more violently, it is love.

Love to the bone.

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That year her phone number was always,

Hello, the number you dialed is an empty number, please check it before dialing.

Sorry! The number you dialed does note exist, please check it and dial later.

That year, she had nothing to worry about, and she was cruel and determined.

Lu Han left a sentence saying that we will be right back, and he pulled his head and walked out of the room.When she turned into the strangely quiet stairwell and pushed her against the wall suddenly, she grunted in pain, frowned and looked up at him, only to hear his tone was very vicious. "If we don't meet again, will you never see me for the rest of your life?"

Support her sides with both hands, enclosing her in this small circle.Depressed, she couldn't breathe, so she could only glance at him guiltily, and lowered her head.

Xu Yi seldom sees Lu Han angry, and the vicious look at this moment really scares her a little.

In this stairwell where no one passed by, only the sound of his and her breathing remained.

"Answer me." His tone became more serious.She couldn't see his angry face at the moment, nor could he see how he said those three words through gritted teeth.

"These years, my mind has been a little unclear." She remembered that memory vaguely, she was not sure if she really hadn't contacted him, she forgot.

She was so scared that she lowered her head and did not dare to lift it up. The heels under her feet rubbed harshly on the smooth ground.

"You will also be afraid." This sentence was a very ironic affirmation in Jin Xuyi's ears, which suddenly aroused her silent resistance, and she looked up to meet him with hatred, but she didn't expect that in her The next second after he raised his head, he took her hand and hugged her into his arms. The chin resting on her shoulder was rubbing against her bones. He heard the command "Don't move, let me hold you for a while." Then the ring tightened even more.

How long has he held her in his arms like this, and he even thought that if he had the chance, he must go to her hometown to find her and scold her, but when she really appeared in front of him, he couldn't bear it.

"I miss you so much." He rubbed against her ear. "I really miss you."

She wrapped her arms around his waist in silence for a while, until Lu Han felt wet on his shoulders.

Days and nights of thinking like this, she has been fantasizing like this.From that short time in the first year of high school, she had imagined countless times that she could embrace his warm embrace.

"warmth."

"Ok?"

She looked up at him from his arms with red eyes, "I said warm."

"..."

She let out a disgusted "hum", and dived back into his arms, "Let me hold you for a while, I feel uncomfortable." Feeling the laughter from above her head, Xu Yi scolded in his arms muffledly. One sound. "Don't make trouble, I'm making up for the feelings of those years, be serious."

His laughter became louder and louder.

Even if no one wants, no one likes, no one admits it, he still has to protect this relationship, protect Jiang Xuyi, and prevent her from any harm.

He left early that night for work, put on his peaked cap, and returned to his fledgling stardom.The car he was riding in turned a corner and merged into the continuous flow of traffic until it drove far away until it disappeared.

Suddenly remembered that he was an idol star who had just debuted, so there should be no scandals.This road seemed very difficult, and she was a little afraid to make sure if she could go on.

Later, Lu Han's work became busy, even if he couldn't see each other often, he would make a phone call to confirm his current location, so as to make her feel at ease.

Xu Yi knew that with Lu Han's development momentum, she would eventually go back to Korea to continue her development, so she agreed to Mr. Wang's euphemistic job of going to Korea, even though she couldn't speak Korean at all. Next, because she never thought about learning another language before.

"So... that means you're going to go for a year?" Xu Wensi sat cross-legged on the sofa holding a yellow popcorn bucket, his eyes never moving while watching the screen. "My God, are you doing it just because of Luhan?"

Xu Wensi knew it. On the night when Xu Wensi came back that day, Xu Wensi asked have you seen him at the beginning, but after a while, he peeled off layers of cocoons and grasped the center of the answer-Jiang Xuyi and Luhan are in love. .

"As for the very...lift your feet..."

Xu Yi took a broom and swept the popcorn residue under her feet into the dustpan, and said, "Hey, don't drop it again."

Xu Wensi paused the video, looking at Xu Yi with deep eyes. "Sisters, if you want to get closer to him, you can't wait to see him every day. Why don't you take a broken guitar and join a fast girl as a star. Don't say you really have such good star qualifications..."

Xuyi glanced at her helplessly, grabbed a handful and stuffed it into her mouth to stop her poor mouth. "Why do you always say unrealistic things...you're dreaming." She turned around and walked a few steps to the kitchen, stagnated and then stopped. Xu Wensi heard such words for a long time. "I can't guarantee how long this sudden love can last."

Compared with Xu Wensi, who was on the sidelines, Jiang Xuyi didn't look like a fan of the authorities at all. She knew this feeling and knew that this sudden beauty would be shattered, and sometimes she could see the reality too clearly.

Luhan is practicing dance recently. Every day, the text message is me practicing the dance of the new song in the practice room, so Xu Yi knew that if he told him about her going to Korea in advance, he would definitely not let her go.Lu Han knows Xu Yi too well, and even if he doesn't see Han Wen, he still clamors to come to Korea to find him.Therefore, when Xuyi really arrived in Seoul, South Korea, and was led by his sister who picked him up, Xuyi went to buy a Korean mobile phone, and he dared to send him a text message first with a guilty conscience. "...This is my new number in Korea, Oichi."

Sure enough, as soon as Xu moved his luggage into the dormitory, his phone call came.

"Hey... Luhan, hi!"

"...to buy a mobile phone... It seems that you plan to travel to Korea, don't you?" The unexpectedly calm voice on the phone made Xu Yi even more panicked.

"I... that... come to Korea, learn... study..."

"Can't you tell me about this first?" His voice sounded a little angry, Xu Yi frowned and then asked, "Tell you, can you stop me?"

"Even if you can't stop you, you should at least call me. What does this mean now?"

Xu Yi was very angry when he heard his tone, and was silent for a while. "Then... I'm sorry, hang up first, I have to clean up." Then hung up the phone.

She knew that Lu Han was worried about her, but she was not used to bothering him.

The phone in his hand suddenly vibrated a few times, and it opened to a text message, to be precise, it was from Lu Han.

"I'm sorry, my tone was a bit aggressive just now, can I trouble your boyfriend and me next time when we do something."

It turned out that he understood everything.

It was seven o'clock in Korea time to pack up, and Xu Yi still didn't abandon the habit of eating at six o'clock in Beijing, so she studied the rice cooker for a long time before plugging it in properly.In fact, she couldn't understand Korean, and even pressed the phone by feeling, anyway, the phone is like that.Although I really want to trouble Lu Han, but Lu Han is too busy to have so much time to trouble her.So she dug out the Korean crash manual she bought in China and started to study. After all, the sister said that she would take her to a work project tomorrow.

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